let go of that system

"I have a slight concussion, and I need to rest well during this period."

Quan Zhilong stood beside the hospital bed and listened carefully to the doctor's instructions, while Shengli leaned against the wall and quietly looked at the pale girl lying on the hospital bed.

"Okay, we will pay attention." Quan Zhilong nodded and sent the doctor out of the ward.

The person in charge of Carol is an old doctor. Although he recognized their identities, he didn't ask much about the inside story of this matter. But when they entered the hospital just now, they didn't hide much. Some people who came to see the doctor were using Surprised eyes looked at them, and the eyes of the nurse in charge of receiving them were also gleaming with gossip.

In the middle of the night, two members of the popular boy group came to the hospital for medical treatment with a head-injured new-generation actress in their arms. The script of a bloody drama seemed to have been drawn up in the minds of countless people.

But at this moment, the parties involved are not in the mood to worry so much.

"Shengli, I'll watch here at night, you go back first." Quan Zhilong sat down beside the hospital bed, looked at the person on the bed intently, and said to Shengli without looking back.

"Brother, you still have an announcement tomorrow, let me watch it here tonight." Shengli smiled nonchalantly, walked to his side, and said without giving in.

Hearing this, Quan Zhilong turned his eyes away from the face of the girl lying on the hospital bed, and looked at Shengli with a sense of scrutiny. It was the first time he looked at this younger brother whom he loved very much in the past. The image shown in front of him is harmless, submissive, and he likes the image of the younger generation, even if he is a little rebellious occasionally, it will not hurt.

But this time, it was the first time that he showed a sharp side in front of him. It belonged to a kind of stubbornness that men don't want to admit defeat when facing a rival in love.

Rival?

Heh, it's really ridiculous to use this word between him and Li Shengxuan. Thinking of this, he suddenly couldn't help but burst out laughing.

"Is it funny? Brother?" Unlike the usual smile, Li Shengxuan's face tightened slightly, and his thin lips were also pursed.

"No, it's not funny at all," Quan Zhilong suppressed his smile, stood up from the bed, walked slowly in front of him, stared at him for two seconds, and looked straight at him with triumphant eyes, without any sign of embarrassment. Backing off, "Our youngest has learned to contradict my brother, it's really not funny at all."

"Brother..." His eyelashes trembled and his expression changed slightly.

"Okay, you go back, I'm fine here." Quan Zhilong glanced at him lightly, and sat back on the seat beside the bed.

There was a terrible silence in the ward, and Victory stood there as if his feet had taken root. He looked at the two people over there, as if a world was separated from him.

【"Li Shengxuan!" The girl's clear and sweet voice woke him up from his self-pity.

He raised his head and looked at the seat beside him, only to find that there was actually a girl who looked similar to his age sitting next to him, staring at him without blinking a pair of black and white eyes.

The little slick guy in Gwangju, who was always considered by outsiders to be thicker than the city wall, was a little at a loss when he was looked at by this oppressive look.

"Are you calling me?" He pointed to himself uncertainly.

"Yes, besides you, is there anyone named Li Shengxuan?" The girl gave him a strange look before asking.

.. ......

"Nuna, I'm about to debut, the president gave me a new stage name Ry, from now on you can call me Shengni. ——Brother Panda"

"Congratulations.——nuna"

.. ......

"Nuna! I just saw you on stage!" Li Shengxuan said excitedly when he found Han Lu in the corner of the back door of the arena.

Just finished his debut stage, his mood can be described as flying to the sky.

"Congratulations." Han Lu curled her lips and looked up at him.

"Thank you for your encouragement before, otherwise, I might not be able to show that courage in front of the president." He restrained the exaggerated smile on his face, and suddenly became a little shy, "I am very happy today."

Glad, I finally made it, and glad you were able to witness this with me.

"I'm also very happy to see you succeed." Han Lu looked into his eyes intently.

Such brilliance is the joy of success. 】

Memories of the past came one after another, he blinked, and finally took a deep look at the familiar face, suddenly felt a little relieved, after all, what he couldn't let go of was the one when he was most frustrated back then, the first Han Lu who found him and helped him regain his confidence.

Although very similar, in his eyes, Carol and Han Lu are different after all.

After a long time, Quan Zhilong heard the sound of closing the door behind him, he did not look back, lowered his eyes, and gently tucked the quilt for the girl on the hospital bed.

"Hurry up, wake up, I know, you are Han Lu." He suddenly leaned down, lowered his voice, and said in her ear.

Between the girl's slightly open neckline, a dark and cracked stone exposed a corner, forming a stark contrast with the fair skin on her chest.

next morning

In a VIP ward of the Seoul Metropolitan Hospital, bright sunlight poured into the room from the window, shining on the cheeks of a girl lying quietly on the hospital bed, bringing warmth to her bloodless face.

Beside the hospital bed, a man with smooth black hair, or more like a teenager, was lying quietly beside the girl, and fell asleep with his eyes closed, but there was a faint blackness under his eyelids, obviously yesterday I didn't sleep well at night.

After the nurse who came to make the rounds opened the door, seeing this beautiful scene, she couldn't bear to disturb them. She stood at the door and made a record, then thoughtfully closed the door again for them.

The room returned to silence.

After Han Lu opened her eyes, the first thing she saw was such a scene. She blinked her eyes, her expression confused for a while before she came back to her senses.

The memories of the past few years flashed through her mind like a movie replay, and she didn't know whether it was the excessive amount of information or the wound on her head that made her brain ache.

After a long while, her eyes returned to Quan Zhilong, and after looking at his quiet and well-behaved sleeping face for a while, the corners of her mouth couldn't help but twitched slightly.

After so many years, he still seems to be no different from that childish boy back then. He still has a fair and delicate face. Trimming the new light blue stubble on his chin, he looked more like a man now than in the past.

Falling into a deep sleep, he seemed to be aware of her sight. He rolled his eyes slightly under his closed eyelids a few times, then opened them, raised his head, and looked at her with a sleepy face.

"Are you awake?" The familiar little milk voice came to my ears again, with a kind of cordial feeling.

Han Lu blinked and nodded quietly.

"Last night, thanks to gdxi." She hesitated before opening her mouth, her voice was a little hoarse than usual.

"Don't thank me. If it wasn't for me, you probably wouldn't have encountered such a thing." After hearing her address, a look of disappointment flashed across his face, he lowered his head and smiled bitterly.

"I don't blame you." From an angle he couldn't see, Han Lu looked at him intently. How could she blame him?She is always the one who should say sorry.

I'm sorry, I've been self-righteously interfering in your life all this time, just for my own selfishness, but regardless of your feelings.

I'm sorry, she knows she was wrong now, is there still time?

Sure enough, in this world, there is no unreasonable hatred, and there is no unreasonable love. After knowing the truth of all this, her mood is a bit complicated.

Not anymore, she said silently in her heart.

I don't want you to know that I am Han Lu, and I don't want you to know that I have remembered everything in the past, because I don't know how to face it.

"Ah..." She suddenly supported her head and let out a small cry of pain.

"What's wrong with you? Is your head still hurting?" He immediately raised his head nervously and asked.

"A little..." She frowned, her face pale.

"I'll call the doctor for you right now!" Without thinking too much, he even forgot that there was a bell button in the ward, so he got up and ran out of the ward.

Han Lu in the ward moved her hands away from her head after he left, looking at the wide open ward door, her expression was slightly complicated.

Five minutes later, when Quan Zhilong led the doctor back to the ward, he was shocked to find that the room was already empty.

The next second, after he came back to his senses, his face darkened, and under the doctor's surprised eyes, he slammed his fist hard on the wall.

Once again without saying goodbye, what do you really want?

At this time, Han Lu had already arrived at a rental house in a certain corner of Seoul. A Nuo, who had been sitting on the sofa in the living room waiting for a long time, was not at all surprised by her appearance.

"Can I go?" She was still wearing a hospital gown, her head was covered with layers of white gauze, she could be described as embarrassed, but her expression was extremely indifferent, she looked straight at A Nuo and said straight to the point .

"It's boring, you're still the same," A Nuo pouted, got up and took two steps towards her, hugged the girl's thin shoulders and pulled her into his arms, "Han Lu, anyway, welcome back .”

Han Lu paused for a moment before reaching out to wrap his arms around his waist.

"Seeing your dead face, I suddenly miss Carol, that is the real soft girl, reminds me of when you used to go to school, alas..." The warm moment didn't last for a while, A Nuo Then he let go of the embrace, looked at her for a while, and commented like this.

"Ah!" He suddenly cried out in pain, and jumped away holding his calf and grinning, "I haven't seen your violence for several years, it really hasn't changed!"

"Stop talking nonsense, you haven't answered my question yet." Han Lu rolled his eyes at him.

"Tsk, why are you in such a hurry?" A Nuo put down his calf, his expression returned to normal, he shook his head, and said with a smile, "Before that, I have to ask you a question, and you answer me honestly."

"What?" Han Lu frowned slightly.

"At this point, do you really want to leave here? You know, after leaving this time, you don't know when you will come back next time." A Nuo looked at her with a look of inquiry in his eyes.

"Why do you ask that?" Under his scorching gaze, Han Lu looked away uncomfortably.

"You know it in your heart." He answered leisurely, "After thinking about it, answer my question."

her choice?

What made Han Lu feel a little panicked was that Quan Zhilong's face was the first thing that popped into her mind after hearing A Nuo's words.

Leaving the earth meant that she might never see him again, did she really have to choose this way?

Han Lu, who had always been determined in the past, felt for the first time that it was difficult to make a choice.

The atmosphere was stalemate for quite a while, before she suddenly raised her head to look at A Nuo, took a deep breath, and said her choice.

"Are you sure?" A Nuo raised his eyebrows and looked at her in surprise.

"Yes..." She closed her eyes, and replied affirmatively again.

"If you choose, you will never regret it."

This time, Han Lu didn't answer.

.. ......

When Quan Zhilong returned to the dormitory from the hospital, he happened to meet Shengli who came out of the bathroom sleepily. He saw Quan Zhilong walking in from the door with a bit of surprise on his face.

"Brother, where did you go last night? You didn't come back all night. You still have a radio station to record this morning. Brother Nan Guo is looking for you like crazy."

"Last night? Don't you know?" Quan Zhilong looked at him in surprise.

"Brother, how could I know your whereabouts are so secret recently, is there something wrong?" Shengli approached with a gossip look on his face.

"What could be wrong with me? Stop guessing." Realizing that something was wrong, Quan Zhilong smiled reluctantly, dealt with him first, and then returned to his room and closed the door behind him. .

"Brother! Brother Nanguo is still looking for you!" Shengli shouted outside the door.

"Tell him to let him go first, and I will drive by myself later." Quan Zhilong replied loudly, and after finishing speaking, he turned and continued to look at the computer screen.

Search keywords, carol.

A series of related entries came out, but there was no information about the newly popular model Carol. He searched the TV series "That Winter" that she participated in the filming of recently, but found that the familiar name in the starring list was But it became Zheng Andi in apink.

After searching for a long time but with no results, he finally gave up and let go of the mouse, holding his head, staring at the screen in a daze.

This time, she still chose to leave without saying goodbye.

Why did she retreat alone every time when he was already in deep trouble?It's not fair at all.

He closed his eyes tightly, pulling his black hair weakly with his fingers.

This parting is probably forever.

Today gd is a guest on the morning radio show.

"G- thinks, what is love?" the host asked.

"Love, there's nothing to talk about. It probably means that when you really fall in love, you have a handle to let him hurt you wantonly in the hands of the other party."

baby, iloveyou,

dyou,

you.