let go of that system

Who are you looking at?

"Zhiying nuna, I like you." The boy still had an uneasy expression on his youthful face, and he didn't even dare to look directly into her eyes.

Her gaze skipped over his face, and she looked at the dewy, delicate bouquet of roses that he was holding in his hand.

Sighing in her heart, she still didn't take the rose in his hand.

"I'm sorry, Zhilong." She lowered her head and stopped looking at him. Although it was a gentle voice, what she said was a ruthless rejection.

"Why?" He looked straight at her with shocked and hurt eyes.

"I have someone I like, and you will trouble me a lot." She calmly dropped this sentence, then ignored a dejected young man, turned around and left without a second thought.

At that time, her image of Quan Zhilong was only a student who was one level lower than herself. Because she was an active trainee who had debuted as a child star, she was considered a famous figure in school, but she compared herself The younger boys were not interested, and she didn't think they were familiar enough to date, so it was only natural to refuse.

However, since when did these quietly change?

It seems that from a certain sunny afternoon, he appeared at the door of the art school where she was studying. He was still a slightly immature boy, but it seemed that something had changed from that moment on. Now, for the first time, she had some embarrassing emotions.

Since when, she began to get used to the can of milk that appeared on the desk on time every morning, until the classmates inadvertently revealed that they saw Quan Zhilong at the door of the classroom. At that time, she seemed It's not surprising at all, as if I had already guessed in my heart.

From the routine text greetings every morning and evening, she seemed to gradually accept him in her life.

Neither rejecting nor accepting, she enjoyed the feeling of being chased.

She never thought that the day she would really fall into it.

However, since when did it start, she found that he no longer seemed to only see her in his eyes.

A woman's intuition has always been terrifyingly accurate.

Since when, when he was with her, he often lost his eyes, wondering what he was thinking, and she couldn't even see him through.

On Christmas night, the necklace he gave her made her feel a little more at ease, but who are you looking at when you look at the corner of the street?

She felt as if she had lost to a person who existed in the invisible. Such aggrieved feeling made her, who has always been the existence of the proud daughter of heaven, feel extremely aggrieved, even aggrieved.

But her pride did not allow her to take the initiative to speak out her doubts.

This kind of relationship lasted until the end of her national entrance examination. The family planned to send her abroad, hoping that she could receive a better education, but she chose to stay because she was not reconciled. Her own self-confidence, she believes that whenever she wants to go abroad for further study, she will have that opportunity.

She finally got that answer on the night of BIGBANG's debut, but it seemed to be different from what she imagined.

"Zhiying nuna, I like you, please be my girlfriend." He looked at her, his voice was still sweet, but his eyes were deep and bottomless, as if overnight, the once young boy had disappeared disappeared.

Yes, he debuted now, not only is Jun Zhilong anymore, he is also the leader of Bigbang, G-DRAGON.

It is also destined not to be hers alone, and perhaps it has never been.

She looked at the boy fixedly, as if meeting him for the first time.

Who are you looking at?She really wanted to ask this sentence.

But what comes out of the mouth is, "Are you, serious?"

"Of course." He replied without hesitation.

She seems to have always underestimated this boy, he is really a master, maybe he is not considered a real master now, but she thinks that he will definitely become a real master in the future.

"Okay." For some reason, she actually smiled, a very sweet smile, and only she knew how she felt in her heart.

I really want to know, during this period of time, who was the person you hid in your heart and saw in your eyes? When you pursued her, you fell in love with other women. This is the first time she has experienced such a shameful thing .

The most humiliating thing is that she actually agreed to his confession.

How has Jin Zhiying, who is like the proud girl of heaven, failed like this?

After the confession, there was a sweet kiss, and only the parties knew that there was a bit of drama in it.

But then, when she was caught off guard, he suddenly ran away, leaving her alone in a daze for a while, then suddenly recovered and followed him, but he only had time to see his hurried back , and the beautiful figure flashing by at the corner of the corridor.

The satin-like black hair spread out in the night, like a pitch-black net, which caught her heart and made her almost suffocate.

So, is that her?

A reason for you to drop me?

Standing in the silent corridor, Jin Zhiying felt hatred for the first time.

Quan Zhilong, you will regret it.

She had been standing there waiting, knowing that his face was pale and he walked back unsteadily. When he saw her, he seemed a little flustered, and his calmness just now seemed to have disappeared. To put it bluntly, he is just now A 19-year-old boy, but his responsibilities forced him to grow up.

"Zhilong." Her expression did not reveal the slightest strangeness, and her eyes were still gentle when she looked at him.

"Zhiying nuna, I..." Under her gentle eyes, he opened his mouth, and finally swallowed what he was about to say.

"I'm a little tired, can Zhilong take me back?" She didn't care about his strange eyes, and asked softly.

"Okay, I'll go say hello to my brother." He nodded wearily.

Jin Zhiying followed behind him, and the smile on his face gradually faded.

Something, hidden in the dark from this night, began to ferment silently.

Although the newly debuted BIGBANG has successfully gained attention with their debut memoir, everyone knows how much of it is sincere liking and how much is malicious ridicule.

The daily life of the five boys does not seem to be much different from the previous trainee period. They sweat in the practice room day after day, but rarely go out for a run like a real debut artist. Even the MKMF awards at the end of the year, President Yang didn't let them participate either, euphemistically saying that they should brew well before making preparations.

Quan Zhilong only had obvious depression during the period of his debut. Everyone thought it was because of the misunderstanding of them by the outside world. The real reason was only clear to him.

Xiao Shengxuan is also depressed, because since the celebration banquet on the night of his debut, a nuna he just met who got along well cut off contact with him like this, and even disappeared in the club that night without saying hello Yes, this made him very disappointed for a while.

During this period of time, Jin Zhiying has been by Zhilong's side, and he seems to have gradually accepted her existence. When they are busy and occasionally free, they will go out on dates like ordinary couples, go to the cinema to watch night movies, Going to the Han River to enjoy the wind, during this time when BIGBANG is still quiet, as long as he walks on the street with a little disguise, there is no risk of being recognized at all.

This can be regarded as a rare period of torment and enjoyment before BIGBANG became popular.

Although, the person who was with him was not the one he thought.

However, during the time when Han Lu left, he also thought a lot. Han Lu and him are destined to be different people. They may never have the chance to see each other again in this life. Occasionally looking up at the starry sky, he would think, Was she already on some star in the sky now?Do you still think of him occasionally?

However, in the increasingly busy debut career, these seem to be less important.

It turns out that people are always living in forgetfulness.

Han Lu will gradually become Quan Zhilong's memory, until the day she is completely forgotten.

In the second year of BIGBANG's debut, the hit song "Lie" was released.

The road to the top of the Tiantuan starts here.

In the same year, the first anniversary of their debut was also the first anniversary of his relationship with Kim Zhiying, and the two broke up peacefully.

Jin Zhiying finally chose to study abroad.

After all, he was a senior who he liked very much, and although they got along very plainly and had no passion this year, when he was with her, he always felt very relaxed, or maybe it was because she was the relationship between him and that It's the only connection between people.

After a brief moment of sadness, he quickly healed himself.

The group is currently on the rise, and his increasingly busy schedule does not allow him to be influenced by his personal feelings.

After that, he also had several girlfriends, and many ambiguous objects, but it seems that he can no longer find the feeling of his heart.

Occasionally, he would write a song for a lost relationship, and commemorate it. After living in the entertainment industry for a long time, he seemed to have learned to wear a mask and play with all kinds of women.

It's just that no one can make him give his heart.

Until, many years later, when that person appeared, his world was disrupted again.

This time, our identities are still unequal, but the object of inequality has changed positions. When the leader between us is no longer you, will there be any difference?

The author has something to say: I came back and suddenly figured it out.