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"I am very grateful for what he did for me." Zhuo Muyang said, "After we were together, he treated me very well."

"You... are lovers?" Jiang Xu's dark face was filled with surprise, which was a little cute against the dim lights of Zhuo Muyang's house.I have known him for quite a long time, Zhuo Muyang just took a good look at him today. His slightly long hair has some natural curls, his double eyelids are deep, and his eyelashes are also very long. Under the light, a shadow hangs on his eyelids. The corners of his mouth are slightly raised, revealing a row of neat white teeth when he smiles, his eyes look very innocent, like a child who knows nothing about the world.

This reminded him of Jiang Xu.

"Yes." Zhuo Muyang asked Jiang Xu after admitting, "Then do you find it strange?"

Jiang Xu shook his head and said, "I've seen it before. I have a client who is also... um... the kind of relationship you mentioned." Jiang Xu chose his words carefully, for fear that something might be wrong. "One of them is in a wheelchair and always has a gloomy face, and the other one takes special care of him. I think they are fine, and there is nothing wrong with them."

Zhuo Muyang heaved a sigh of relief, and he had laid a good foundation for Jiang Xu.After he called Jiang Xu, the young man agreed to come over to accompany him. He heard that he had been drinking, and brought him some easy-to-digest food such as porridge and steamed buns. Don't dislike him.

"As long as you don't mind." Zhuo Muyang said.

"I don't mind." Jiang Xu asked eagerly, "What happened later?"

"Later..." Zhuo Muyang was silent for a while to think about what to say, until he saw Jiang Xu's clear eyes again, he said: "We have been together for almost four years, and one night after graduation , he died in a car accident on the way home."

"Huh?" Jiang Xu asked in surprise.

"At that time, he ran a red light, drove very fast, and hit three people. Immediately afterwards, his car collided seriously with the guardrail, and he died on the spot. I remember that the police also posted a police report on Weibo, Because some netizens saw the video and suspected that he was driving under the influence of alcohol or drugs, there was a lot of public opinion."

"You must have been very sad."

Zhuo Muyang buried his face in his hands, and sighed deeply, "Yes, but because of the dark love, I can't go to the funeral home to see him for the last time, so I can only go to the cemetery after he is buried. he."

"Um……"

"He is my first love, he is very good to me, I miss him very much." Zhuo Muyang cried, tears streaming down his fingers, "I can always dream of him recently... years."

Jiang Xu handed him a tissue and said, "You can't come back to life after death, you should get out of this sadness as soon as possible."

Zhuo Muyang raised his head, his eyes were red, he stared straight at Jiang Xu, although he didn't go to get the tissue, but he firmly grabbed Jiang Xu's hand, because he had to express Emotions surged into his heart: "Jiang Xu, you are so kind to me, besides him, you are the only one who is so kind to me, would you like to be with me?"

Jiang Xu was frightened by his actions, his eyes widened and he didn't know how to answer, "I...I..."

"You don't want to?" As he spoke, Zhuo Muyang's tears fell again, "I don't treat you as his substitute, I just want someone to accompany me and take care of me. Look, such a big house , The decoration is so good, I live alone, although I don't go out to work, but the novels I write are very popular, the money will come in a steady stream, and even you don't have to work so hard." Zhuo Muyang spoke incoherently, A certain fear in his heart occupied him, and he just wanted to have one more person in his heart to accompany him to dispel this fear.

"Too, too sudden, I don't know..." Jiang Xu was obviously still panicked, but it was better than before. "Besides, I work hard to support my family. I also have an older brother who has limited mobility."

Seeing that the other party talked about him from left to right, and there was no clear rejection in his words, Zhuo Muyang boldly kissed Jiang Xu.

The moonlight came in softly from the window, like a drug that made Zhuo Muyang's adrenaline soar, his heart was beating violently, and there seemed to be a phantom in front of his eyes, that person was clearly dead Jiang Asahi.He was frightened again, and before Jiang Xu could dodge, he left first. Annoyed, he stood up and swayed on the ground, nervously saying sorry to Jiang Xu.

Jiang Xu got up and grabbed him, "Mr. Zhuo, calm down."

"I'm sorry...I, I thought..."

"It's okay." Jiang Xu pinched his arm, "It will be fine after a long time, you sit down, I'll get you a glass of water."

Zhuo Muyang looked at Jiang Xu anxiously for a while, then nodded.Jiang Xu went to the kitchen to find a cold water pot and a glass, took out a tablet of medicine from his pocket, put it into the cup, filled it with water and waited for the medicine to dissolve before taking out the water.

"He likes to sing very much, and he plays the guitar very well..." After drinking the water, Zhuo Muyang rubbed a pillow in his arms, looked out the window with empty eyes, and chattered about the past.

"Oh?"

"He has a nice smile and a soft personality, just like a little bear in a cartoon."

"You study a lot, that's a good description."

"Muyang, do I sing this song well?" Jiang Xu asked Zhuo Muyang with anticipation in his eyes.

"It sounds very nice, like a spring breeze." Zhuo Muyang searched his brain and found these two words to praise Jiang Xu.

"You only know how to flatter me." Jiang Xu hugged the guitar, his face was flushed by his lover's compliment, and he didn't dare to face Zhuo Muyang with such an attitude, so he felt very shy, He could only hide his embarrassment by lowering his head slightly, "Let me sing you another old song."

"Okay." Listening to Jiang Xu singing is probably the most beautiful embellishment in his busy life.Several part-time jobs occupied his extracurricular life, and he couldn't take care of his studies. Although he only passed one course in the first half of the semester, most of them passed with low scores.Moreover, the huge cost of retaking this course made him have to face up to the matter of studying, and listening carefully in class was the only thing he could do with the only time he had.In the face of tremendous pressure, he can only draw a little comfort from Jiang Xu, and the days with him are accompanied by happiness.

I saw Jiang Xu plucked the strings a few times smoothly, cleared his throat, and sang this very old love song to Zhuo Muyang: "I can't forget the first time I saw you, a pair of charming eyes..." At the beginning of singing It was just the first sentence, the corners of his mouth curved involuntarily, this simple smile seemed to be wrapped in honey, so sweet that Zhuo Muyang was drunk.

"In my mind, your figure can't go away..." After singing a few words, Jiang Xu's smile grew wider. His singing was accompanied by laughter, which was a sincere joy from the heart.

"Holding your hands, I feel your tenderness. I really can't breathe. I want to cherish your innocence. I will be sad when I see you being wronged... I am most afraid that I will fall in love with you, and I dare not let myself be relied on." Too close, I'm afraid I have nothing to give you, loving you also requires more courage..."

Zhuo Muyang is not as good at singing as Jiang Xu, so he can only hum and hum along clumsily. When he didn't pay attention, he was kissed by Jiang Xu. He didn't feel anything wrong, and they often did these intimate things too. However, Jiang Xu blushed first, until the song was finished, the blush on his cheeks never disappeared.

The atmosphere became ambiguous for a while, and the faces of the two slowly approached at this moment.

But before they could do anything more outrageous, Shang Fei, who was in the same room as him, opened the door and came in. Zhuo Muyang was so frightened that he jumped away from Jiang Xu, and in a panic, he saw Jiang Xu showing some disappointment.

"Where are you practicing the piano?"

"Hmm..." Zhuo Muyang hurriedly agreed, the relationship between him and Jiang Xu cannot be known by others, after all, it cannot be put on the table.

Shang Fei said carelessly: "Zhuo Muyang, apart from going to class and going out to work, you hang out with Jiang Xu every day. If you don't know, you think you are dating?"

Zhuo Muyang, who was caught in his mind, quickly explained: "Don't talk nonsense, we are good friends." In fact, he wanted to cover up.When he said this, he glanced at Jiang Xu unconsciously, Jiang Xu's face was full of disappointment, he was very unhappy, stood up holding the guitar, and said: "I still have something to do, I'm leaving."

Zhuo Muyang panicked, stood up and followed them out. The two of them lived in the next bedroom, and they were there within two steps. Before he could explain, Jiang Xu slammed the door shut and locked it again. .

There were people coming and going in the corridor, Zhuo Muyang couldn't lie on the door to apologize to him, and he was afraid of self-defeating, so he just wanted to come back and send a message to Jiang Xu.But back in the room, Shang Fei sat beside him mysteriously, and asked in a low voice: "I said Zhuo Muyang, are you really dating Jiang Xu?"

"No, no." Zhuo Muyang subconsciously denied.

"Don't lie to me, I saw you all kissing outside the door just now."

"... Shang Fei!" Zhuo Muyang's face was flushed red.

Shang Fei patted Zhuo Muyang's shoulder as if nothing had happened, and said to him firmly: "I will definitely not tell others, it's the 21st century, if you are gay, you will be gay, what are you afraid of?"

Although Zhuo Muyang said that the relationship with his roommate had improved, he didn't believe a single word Shang Fei said. This man's father was the leader and he was the best at negotiating conditions, so he asked, "What's the price?"

Shang Fei smiled: "You get up early and help me buy breakfast for a semester."

"It's that simple?"

"That's right, you have no money, and you're not top-notch in studies, so you can at least be diligent. I can't match you in anything else." Shang Fei ignored the request that smoking is not allowed in the dormitory, and lighted a cigarette for himself carelessly, After taking the first puff, he spit all the smoke on Zhuo Muyang's face.

"Cough..." Zhuo Muyang was unprepared and choked and coughed. At this moment, the contempt flashed in Shang Fei's eyes. accepted.

The embarrassment of the family already made him feel inferior, but he couldn't let the relationship between himself and Jiang Xu be leaked out to increase troubles. If it was really because of this incident that someone poked his spine all day long, he might as well die.But contradictions are common, Jiang Xu is really caring and kind to him, he is really reluctant to let go, so now, he can only be a man with his tail clamped, so as not to be seen by more people.

"I'm sorry, I was scared just now." Zhuo Muyang sent a WeChat message to apologize to Jiang Xu. Jiang Xu didn't seem to be really angry, but just said: "It's really scary."

"Well, then don't be angry."

"Row."

"Well... there is something else I want to tell you."

"what?"

"Let's be more careful in the future, if people find out, it's not good to spread the word."

"..." Jiang Xu first sent a series of ellipses, and then the message came again, "Okay."

Jiang Xu is very popular with girls in school. The reason why Zhuo Muyang has this confidence is because he thinks that Jiang Xu takes this into consideration. After all, the name of "male god" cannot be slandered.