light in the north

Because it is a reality show, these staff members also live in this training base, and they have to record the scenes of their life and rest from morning to night.After Shen Bei took a basic look at everyone's talents and looks, he planned to leave first.

Basically, none of the people here can completely satisfy Shen Bei. Lanzi's personality is too irritable, and Yang Chenjing is quiet and usually too obedient. Apart from listening carefully and practicing the piano, there is nothing else. .As for the rest of the people, their skills were not up to standard, and there was at most one Huang Ran who was reluctant, and was still appointed by Tan Yufan.

Shen Bei is very interested in this Huang Ran. Of course, the main reason is that things that are contested by others are more popular. This man was a little famous before. Although it is not a good public opinion, at least he is well-known, just like Shan Baoer Once it is fried, it will be a sure headline to show your face in the public.

Although he is a little short, he can think of ways to increase the height of the insole or something. He looks good. The little white face with peach blossom eyes is always the favorite of these women. If his temper and attitude are well packaged, he will be handled by public relations. If it is good, it will definitely be red in the future.

"Ying Er," Shen Bei came out of the training base, and ordered, "Investigate Huang Ran, all family backgrounds, daily interpersonal relationships, especially women, and send them to my email as soon as possible."

"Okay." Yinger responded, seeing Shen Bei walking in another direction, he hurriedly stopped, pointing to the black luxury car in front: "Aren't you going to get in the car?"

Shen Bei looked at his watch, hesitated for a moment: "Uh, no, there's still something to do. I'll take the car that came earlier."

Eiji opened the car door: "I said, where are you going at five or six o'clock in the afternoon? You haven't been guarding Burberry for a long time. We haven't finished loading that batch yet, can you be more responsible."

Although Ying Er was joking, he still felt a little aggressive. Shen Bei felt a little uncomfortable, and he didn't bother to talk nonsense with Ying Er, so he directly opened his car door and got in.

Faintly, Shen Bei could feel the meaning of Ying Er.

Because he really wanted to go back to the hospital and see Jiang Nan again.Because the doctor said, he might wake up in the afternoon, just take a look, and come out after a look.

What Shen Bei thought in his heart was that he was not worried about Jiang Nan's ups and downs, he just wanted to extract Tan Yufan's plan from Jiang Nan's mouth.

Although... Shen Bei could hear most of their conversations clearly.

When he arrived at the hospital, just as he was about to close the elevator door, suddenly a crowd of people came in from the side, filling the elevator.

He began to have difficulty breathing in an instant, but he was squeezed at the end and there was no way to get out.The red numbers on the small square screen on the right were beating slowly, and Shen Bei broke into a pile of cold sweat in a short time. Relying on his height of 1.8 meters, he raised his head and tried his best to think that there was no one here, nothing else ...

When he stepped out of the elevator with his eyes closed, he held on to the wall next to him, unable to take a step for a long time.

He just felt that there were people passing by him all the time, and all kinds of voices made him gradually fall into a kind of panic, and the darkness of closing his eyes did not help him, but made him even more scared.He opened his eyes again, and could not help but gradually squat down.

However, there are too many patients, everyone is concerned about their own health, and no one has noticed that someone seems to have a problem in the corner here.

His throat began to dry up, and no matter how much he swallowed, he couldn't solve it. He was stimulated to retch, his heart beat faster, and his limbs began to become numb.

Everything is getting worse and worse, and here, there are so many people passing by, and no one he knows, this kind of strangeness and loneliness makes him even more afraid, whether someone will suddenly jump out and attack him.

Shen Bei has never been a weak man. When he fell ill, his body couldn't respond in any way, but it caused his reason to suffer.

He knew that he had to overcome this point. After so long, the medicine didn't seem to be particularly useful. Shen Bei knew that the only one who could solve his disease was himself.

The physical injury brought Shen Bei more mental trauma. Even if all the wounds were healed, the scars in his heart seemed to be there forever.What's more, every time he took off his clothes and looked at the bumpy and tangled east side of his body, it only made his pain deeper and deeper.

But he's suffered from this pain long enough.

He is not a coward.

Shen Bei, how could he let this cowardly pain and avoidance always control his life?

He is a man like a fire, and he also has a will like a fire.Two years ago, Jiang Nan had no way to trap him, and two years later, these... cannot be a reason to control his actions.

Because, he is Shen Bei.

The man who is not afraid of anything.

Every step you take requires a lot of hard work.If it is an ordinary person, it seems to sniff it, thinking, ah, what is so difficult about walking in a crowd.But they don't understand that a patient who has been deeply traumatized and has passed the death line, after superficial self-healing, in the current confused and unfamiliar environment, what he faces is that there is nothing that can protect him, nothing Can be relied on, there will be danger at any time, it seems that the next second will return to the mood of the moment when I was suffering from the past.

He frowned, gritted his teeth, and played back over and over in his mind the scenes of Jiang Nan tearing open his flesh with knives and needles, insulting him, the crazy scuffle and finally waking up from Bai Sensen's hospital. Lai smelled the antiseptic potion and was so terrified that he couldn't move with a tube inserted all over his body.

He tried his best to forget these violent and bloody scenes in normal times.

But it's all happened, how can it be so easy to forget.

The body already remembers that feeling.

When he walked into Jiang Nan's ward in a trance, he suddenly had an urge to laugh.

He didn't know what happened before, how many people he bumped into, and how he got here.

All he knew was that the man who attacked him mercilessly two years ago was now lying quietly on the bed, like a very well-behaved, very gentle child.

How could a man have so many faces?

This man used to be like this, choking his own neck, and when he was about to die, he let go.

Shen Bei's hand gently stroked Jiang Nan's neck, under the palm of his hand was the throbbing rhythm of the arteries, he seemed to be able to hear the blood

Flowing sound, boom.Boom.Boom.

Tighten slowly.

Shen Bei's expression is now one of indescribable entanglement and ruthlessness.

He saw Jiang Nan's pale face gradually turning red, and Jiang Nan seemed to have just woken up from sleep at this moment, his eyelashes were trembling, and he clasped Shen Bei's hand on his neck.

Jiang Nan saw Shen Bei.

But why doesn't he struggle?

In the next second, Shen Bei could strangle Jiang Nan to death.

However, this man looked at him so, so calmly, as if the first time he saw Shen Bei, a thick mist appeared in his eyes.

The two people looked at each other, there was too much content in it, even they themselves couldn't understand it.

Shen Bei took a deep breath.

He withdrew his hand.

Sitting on the bed, not saying a word.

"coming."

Jiang Nan's obscure voice squeezed out two words.

Shen Bei was silent for a long time before saying, "En."

One conversation is enough.

Two people, one sitting and staring at the wall, the other lying down and looking at the ceiling.Stayed quietly for over an hour.

Jiang Nan didn't ask Shen Bei why he pinched him.

Shen Bei didn't ask why Jiang Nan didn't resist.

I don't know how long it took before Jiang Nan heard Shen Bei ask: "I heard that you went to the North Country."

Shen Bei's gaze finally shifted from the white wall to Jiang Nan's face, and he asked this question expressionlessly.

Jiang Nan was stunned, didn't speak, but nodded slightly.

Shen Bei: "How is it over there? Have you met someone you like?"

Jiang Nan still didn't speak, just looked at Shen Bei.

For a long time, for a long time.

Shen Bei: "Why don't you speak.

Jiang Nan's eyes flickered for a while, but she didn't move away from Shen Bei's face at all, as if no matter how she looked at it, she couldn't get enough of it.

It feels like he has a lot to say, but can't say a word.

The redness on his face has faded, leaving only some marks on his neck.Coupled with the pale face and blank expression, it was a little pitiful.

Finally, Shen Bei said in a low voice, "I'm sick, why don't you take medicine."