reunion [rebirth]

A little bit the same as before?

Fan Xiaojian couldn't understand this sentence.

After all, when Li Xunluo said these words, it was just a sentence Li Xunluo said based on the relationship between himself and her and Zhong Xie.

Even if she understood, it might not be Li Xunluo's idea.

But even though she didn't understand it, she could feel it and see it.

Although this doesn't sound like a good word, after all, the word "you are different from before" itself is an ambiguous intermediary language.

But Li Xunluo said it in a very relaxed state, and looked straight at the direction of Zhong Xie's dressing room... Then it definitely wasn't a bad word.

Fan Xiaojian turned her head and asked calmly, "Sister Luoluo, are you serious about chasing my sister again?"

Hearing this, Li Xunluo stopped joking this time, straightened his face, and said seriously, "Well, seriously, I'm not joking."

Fan Xiaojian raised her head and stared at her nervously when she heard the words, hoping that she would give some answer, but she was also worried about what answer she would give.

"This matter." Li Xunluo suddenly smiled, feeling that his current state of mind is suitable for lighting a cigarette, knocking it in the ashtray, and pretending to be deep in the smog.

Laughing at this flash of thought, she said with a smile, "Could it be me just making a joke?"

Fan Xiaojian nodded, "Yes."

"I don't think so either." Holding her chin, she watched Li Xunluo take a sip of her drink to satisfy her hunger, then blinked and said, "But sister Luoluo, although what I said may be useless, I really hope that you two One can remarry."

Li Xunluo looked at Fan Xiaojian quietly.

She probably knew all along that Fan Xiaojian wanted them to be together, preferably for a long time.

It is best not to be separated in this life.

But although Fan Xiaojian's thoughts were not concealed, it had always been shown on her face... But since she and Zhong Xie planned to finalize the divorce, Fan Xiaojian has been the most silent person.

She has never expressed any position on this matter, and she has never even acted as a "peacemaker" and lobbied between the two, but she is always in the middle of the daily movements between the two.

To be honest, just watching, Li Xunluo sometimes feels tired for Fan Xiaojian - after all, dealing with couples who have conflicts is a thankless task most of the time, and it is difficult to take care of both sides. If you are not careful, it is easy to cause estrangement.

Fan Xiaojian didn't take the initiative to talk frankly with Zhong Xie or Li Xunluo about her views on their divorce.

But once the Huatou is opened, it is not easy to take it back.

She thought about it, and simply wanted to take advantage of today's atmosphere to say what she could say directly, and then said, "Actually, in the final analysis, the emotional matter is between the two of you—this matter, let me say something It's ugly, Sister Luoluo, even if your own parents are here, they may not be able to intervene or control them."

Li Xunluo nodded, thinking that this is true.

Since her parents decided to kick her out of the house seven or eight years ago because she felt ashamed to fall in love with a woman, they couldn't care about her emotionally.

Even if they gradually started to move around again later, it has improved a little in the past two years, but there are not all cracks and gaps between parents and children.

Whoever's heart is made of meat, will remember those good and bad things for him.

What Fan Xiaojian said was actually nervous, and she didn't know if what she said was right, her mouth was a little dry.

She looked at the water in Li Xunluo's hand, and said pitifully, "Sister Luoluo, do you still drink it? If you don't want it, why don't you give it to me?"

"Here." Li Xunluo handed it to her and rubbed her head.

She has a mouth addiction, Fan Xiaojian knew this, so she didn't directly ask her to have a sip, but asked her if she still had a drink.

After taking a few sips, Fan Xiaojian didn't give it to her. She was stimulated by the carbonated drink, and looked at the bubbles in the bottle in a daze, and continued, "But no matter what you two think, I wish you all the best." of."

"If you don't want to chase, then I'm happy for you. I'm happy that you figured it out, and you can become free and easy from now on. I'm also happy that you can let go of each other and free each other from this relationship."

"Of course, if you want to chase after me, then I will be happy for everyone, and I will be even more happy for myself."

"If you can succeed in chasing it... then of course it will be even better."

Fan Xiaojian's eyes turned red as she spoke.

She met Zhong Xie when she was eleven or twelve, and began to follow her when she was fourteen or fifteen.

It can almost be said that in the first half of her life, apart from the ignorant and memoryless childhood of the first ten years, in the depths of her mind, and even her parents who stayed for a short time, there were only Zhong Xie and Li Xun. fall.

To her, Li Xunluo and Zhong Xie almost represent the role of close relatives and elders.

Fan Xiaojian finally said with tears, "Don't children always hope that the divorced parents in their own family can get together again and live happily ever after?"

"When I was a child, I felt too embarrassed to say it, and then I felt that I couldn't say it when I grew up. But Sister Luoluo, I, I still hope that you can be with my sister... You don't know, She's alone..."

Li Xunluo couldn't see how the people close to him looked like, and felt a little sore right now.

She rubbed Fan Xiaojian's head and hugged her in her arms. Through the thin layer of clothing on her stomach, she could feel the hot tears coming from Fan Xiaojian's eyes.She sighed softly and said, "I know, how could I not know."

For so many years, Zhong and one person have worked hard in this circle. How easy is it to get to where we are today?

When I was young, I didn't know how to understand each other, and I had no way of knowing how much the other party would pay in a field that I was not familiar with. I just felt unilaterally that it would be better to separate completely if the relationship faded.

I even thought selfishly that I didn't want to turn the once vigorous wine into a glass of bland white water, and I was even more afraid that the white water would be mixed with too many inexplicable things after years and years, and it would become cloudy and black.

Always want to leave each other, the cleanest.

But until you lose it and get through it, you will find that there is nothing wrong with white water, at least white water can always stir up some waves, and it is always alive.

In those few years without Zhong Xie, Li Xunluo compared the current reality, thinking about it now, he doesn't feel that he is alive anymore.

She finally touched the back of Fan Xiaojian's neck, clapped her hands, and murmured, "Silly girl..."

Because it was a little venting in the afternoon, Fan Xiaojian's state afterwards was a little listless.

When Li Xunluo packed up his things and was about to call it a day and go home, he found that Fan Xiaojian was already fully dressed, and she had been waiting outside for an unknown how long.

"What are you doing here?"

Fan Xiaojian raised her face, her eyes were still a little swollen, she looked listless, but in fact she was in good spirits - at least she was definitely in a good mood.

She took out her mobile phone and said, "My sister said to give me half a day off to rest, I have no place to go, Sister Luoluo."

"Let's do it." Li Xunluo raised his eyebrows, took the unwanted kid home, and said on the way, "I'll let you feel the family atmosphere again tonight, pack up and roll to the side room to sleep, tomorrow Go back to your sister on your own initiative in the morning, do you understand?"

"Understood!" Fan Xiaojian jumped up and saluted Li Xunluo, shaking his head and muttering slowly like a sour scholar, "Xiaojian is a brick, where does it need to be moved?" As soon as the voice changed, Fan Xiaojian stared Smiling with a pair of walnut eyes, "Before my sister let me go on vacation, she told me to watch you and report to her."

"Report what?" Li Xunluo raised his eyebrows.

"I don't know." Fan Xiaojian laughed very hard,

"Report everything."

Li Xunluo blinked, then sat in the co-pilot and smiled for a while.

this person.

After returning to the room and taking a shower, the exhausted Li Xunluo lay down on the bed and took out his cell phone from under the pillow.

She hesitated for a long while looking at the phone, finally gritted her teeth, and clicked on WeChat without hesitation, pressed the voice button to her lips, contemplated, and called softly: sister.

She didn't expect Zhong Xie to return to her directly, after all, it's almost ten o'clock at this moment - the rest time of normal people, and the most active time for night owls.It is also the busiest time for the crew to catch up on the big night.

However, to her surprise, Zhong Xie's reply was very fast, but even though it was fast, there was only one word: um.

Li Xunluo pondered for a long while on that 'um', but didn't come up with anything.

She is actually quite contradictory.

On the one hand, sometimes the response is slow, and I don’t like to talk to people face to face. I feel that speaking on WeChat can be more concerned about the relationship between the two, and I can explain one thing more objectively, and there is also a certain buffer time.

But on the one hand, she was quite afraid of receiving a very cold response on WeChat, which would make her at a loss for a moment, and felt that she had fed the dog with enthusiasm.

But Zhong carried the word 'hmm'... and it was really, it was in response to the sister she called just now.

She deliberately softened her voice for that sound, and she felt tired when she listened to it again and again, and she didn't know how Zhong Xie responded to her after hearing it.

Li Xunluo gently stroked his chin with one hand, thinking about what to say.

However, before she could speak, it seemed as if she had waited too long, and a sentence popped out impatiently:?

Li Xunluo raised his eyebrows.

——?

——? ?

She couldn't help smiling because of the cute image of Zhong Xie that she had made up in her mind, and she stopped speaking, and tapped her fingers on the keyboard.

If it feels wrong, delete it again, so that Zhong Xie can know that she is "typing in" here instead of not responding.

Li Xunluo: Good evening, sister.

Zhong Xie replied very quickly this time, but he was still aloof and indifferent: yes.

Li Xunluo smiled, and slowly typed a line on the phone: I lied to you before, I want to chase you again, I want to die.So can Mr. Zhong forgive me once?

This time, it took a while to reply.

It's just that Li Xunluo didn't quite understand the content of this reply.

Zhong Xie: You have already apologized.

Zhong Xie: I forgive you.

Zhong Xie: There will be no next time.

Li Xunluo scratched his face, thinking when did she approach Zhong Xiedao too modestly?

In my impression, it seems that there was no time when she went to Zhong Xie to apologize because of this incident, right?

After all, this is not a trivial matter. After all, you have to think it over carefully, and then apologize grandly—at least, it must be when both parties are present and eating together calmly, right?

However, this did not prevent her from understanding what Zhong Xi meant to forgive her.

Li Xunluo smiled, and took the opportunity to climb up the pole: Thank you, Teacher Zhong, good night, Teacher Zhong, and wait to see my performance.

Zhong Xie didn't reply to the message this time. Li Xunluo waited for more than ten minutes, looking over and over again at this passage, which is actually strictly speaking not nutritious, and it was interesting to read.

If the WeChat records are accidentally deleted, they cannot be retrieved. Li Xunluo blinked, and simply took a screenshot and saved it in the cloud album. She always remembers and saves such a representative moment.

Afterwards, Li Xunluo lay on the bed, couldn't help but turned on the phone and looked at it again, with a smile on his lips, he said softly in the dark, "Good night."