The daily life of a Buddhist substitute [Rebirth]

He Yu couldn't remember what kind of mood he had when he rushed to the hospital.

When he hung up the phone, his hands were shaking all the time. The elevator was late and he turned his head and ran down the safe passage. He knew that his current state was not suitable for driving. Do not want to stand on the road to stop the car.

After finally getting into the car, the driver scolded her head and face.

They scolded him for not knowing how to live or die, scolded him for affecting traffic, and scolded him for not cherishing life.

He Yu accepted criticism and education like a lump of wood, and muttered: "Master, go to Huatian Hospital, please hurry up."

The driver froze for a moment, then slowly fell silent, looking at him with pity in the rearview mirror.

He Yu looked down at his hands, which were still trembling. Did Xia Yanjin tremble like this when he saw that he was afraid?

When he got out of the car, he took out all the banknotes on his body and put them on the seat. After opening the car door, he stepped on the ground and staggered a few steps before he could barely stand still.

The driver behind him rolled down the window and shouted loudly, "Young man, there is too much money!!"

He turned a deaf ear and only saw the door to enter the hospital.

Yan Min had already been standing at the entrance of the hospital waiting for him, and when he saw him, he immediately grabbed his younger brother's hand and ran into the hospital. He Yu heard himself asking in a voice almost bewildered: "How is he?"

"Temporarily out of danger, but the doctor said that it is difficult to wake up now and needs to be hospitalized for observation." Yan Min sighed and said, "The reason why I called you here is because the doctor said that your pheromone can stabilize him. effect."

The footsteps of the two brothers finally stopped after entering the elevator. He Yu broke away from Yan Min's holding his arm, and looked down at the blurry reflection on the floor, "Brother, if the doctor didn't say it was necessary, you wouldn't call Am I coming?"

Yan Min's lips moved, acquiescing.

"Why?" He Yu suddenly raised his head, obviously angry, but the corners of his eyes were red, and even his voice was trembling and unbelievable: "Brother...you clearly know that I like him, and you know everything, why? ...won't tell me?"

He fantasized and waited for Xia Yanjin's call from morning to night at school, in the apartment, and in the rescue center, but what happened?

Xia Yanjin didn't need him, he took an inhibitor—not even the two bottles he gave him, and because of an overdose of the inhibitor, he was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment and has not escaped danger so far.

Now even Yan Min is unwilling to help him.

"I understand. But Yu, I can't just think about you, do you understand?"

Relationships have always been a matter between two people. He is an outsider and has no reason to intervene. What's more, judging from Xia Yanjin's insistence on using inhibitors instead of contacting He Yu, he has no choice but to accept He Yu's unrequited love. sorry.

Yan Min looked at his younger brother with distressed eyes, couldn't help rubbing his shoulder lightly, and softly comforted him: "Xiao Yu, can you calm down first? When brother wakes up, you can speak clearly in person if you have anything to say." , don't worry."

He Yu's eyes darkened, he lowered his head in despair, and followed Yan Min out of the elevator.

Before coming to the ward, the smell of disinfectant suddenly became stronger. He Yu frowned and saw Xia Yanzhou standing outside the ward.

In the ward, Xia Yanjin was still in a coma, a bottle of medicine was hung above the bedside table, and the infusion tube extended into the quilt.

The red marks on the pure white quilt stung He Yu's eyes. He looked away in embarrassment, sighed shortly, and then suddenly remembered something, stepped in front of Xia Yanzhou, and asked eagerly: "Isn't his Omega identity unrevealable, and now he came to the hospital just like that... Isn't it, isn't it all..." Got it?

"This is Huatian." Xia Yanzhou reminded him patiently, "It's not a city hospital."

Of course, he thought of this before He Yu. At that time, the situation was urgent and there was no time to hesitate. He called Jiang Xinji directly to explain the seriousness of the matter to him. If he didn't, he directly made a request to the parents of Hua Tian, ​​who was the dean of Huatian. Jiang's father arranged for the rescue by himself, and the medical staff kept the door shut.

By the way, speaking of Jiang Xinji, he had to go to him and Song Yuze to discuss the follow-up response and handling.

Now that he has announced his Alpha identity, and Xia Yanjin has successfully inherited Huanxia, ​​there is actually nothing to worry about, even if it is exposed.

But he didn't want to let the last time Yanmin was slandered like that happened again, even if it was made public, it had to be on an occasion where everyone was convinced and respected his brother from the bottom of their hearts.

He glanced at Xia Yanjin who was lying quietly on the bed, and waved to Yan Min, "Accompany me to Lao Jiang and Lao Song to discuss something." Then he turned his head and pressed He Yu's shoulder, Said in a deep voice, "Don't get into a dead end."

Yan Min added: "Stay with brother well."

They are gone.

He Yu dragged his heavy steps to the hospital bed, breathing more and more heavily.

Big tears fell uncontrollably, falling on the carpet and fainting instantly, He Yu gritted his teeth, almost choked up, "Do you really, really hate me so much?"

I hate it so much that I know my body can't bear it, but I still choose to use inhibitors to survive the estrus period.

He Yu felt that he was going crazy, what he said was not controlled by his brain at all, with tears still hanging from the corners of his eyes, he yelled indiscriminately: "Is it more painful to have sex with me than to die?"

After saying this, the most painful thing was himself.

The young Alpha finally couldn't bear it anymore and lay down beside the bed crying bitterly.

In the past, I always thought that I couldn't force you, and I couldn't make you feel scared anymore.

To approach slowly, slowly let you accept me.

But all these plans are so insignificant compared with your life.

He Yu hardened his heart.

He thought: Since you are not willing to take that step, just leave the remaining hundred steps to me.

...as if someone was crying.

who is it?

The smell of disinfectant, no matter how many years have passed, is still so annoying.

This was Xia Yanjin's first thought after regaining consciousness.

Soon, he realized that he was in the hospital.

The cold right hand was probably caused by hanging water, Xia Yanjin moved her fingertips and slowly opened her eyes.

I saw a fluffy head lying on the edge of the bed.

Xia Yanjin struggled to make a sound, slightly like a mosquito: "...He Yu?"

The head lying on his quilt moved, but he didn't raise his head.

Xia Yanjin's mind is still not very clear, and his thinking is a little rigid. He stared blankly at the hair on the top of He Yu's head for a while, then gently stretched out his left hand, pushed him through the quilt, and said softly: "He Yu, you are you asleep?"

This time He Yu responded, although he still didn't raise his head, he said softly, "Fall asleep."

Xia Yanjin pursed his lips and smiled, then continued to push him under the quilt, "Can you still talk when you are asleep?"

He Yu suddenly raised his head, and growled bluntly: "When I say I'm asleep, I'm asleep!"

Xia Yanjin was taken aback, flinched a little, stared at him blankly with his mouth open, and asked in puzzlement, "Why... are you crying?"

He Yu raised his arm and wiped it on his face indiscriminately, and said with a straight face: "I'm not happy, I'm sad, I'm sad, I'm so sad."

His stubborn expression of "If you drive me away again, I will die for you" is written all over his face, but Xia Yanjin just woke up from a coma, he is stupid and can't understand that he wants to let himself see What comes out can only simply understand the literal meaning.

So without warning, Xia Yanjin's right hand stretched out from under the quilt, and climbed onto He Yu's cheek, gently wiping his fingertips under his eyes, with a gentle, obedient and soft voice.

Xia Yanjin said, "Don't cry, okay?"

He Yu was taken aback, and when he realized that he was not fully awake at this time, the tip of his nose was sore, and he burst into tears.

He held Xia Yanjin's right hand tightly, unwilling to let go, and said in a hoarse voice: "Xia Yanjin, why are you being so nice to me?"

Xia Yanjin blinked his eyes—he always had something heavy and dim in his eyes, even though they were a pair of very beautiful eyes, they always lacked vitality, and now he seemed to know nothing, the burden of The burden temporarily disappeared, revealing a pair of breathtaking eyes.

"Because you are a good boy." Xia Yanjin replied seriously: "I will help you."

"..." He Yu held his hands tightly, gritted his teeth, and released pheromone cruelly and cruelly to induce Xia Yanjin to wake up. He shook his head and said, "I'm not a good boy, but I like you people."

The damp smell of the rainy day gradually spread in the ward, and soon suppressed the smell of disinfectant, wrapping the two tightly.

The mark engraved in the depths of the soul caused Xia Yanjin to stimulate the glands to burst out his faint sweet fragrance the moment he felt his own Alpha pheromone. The two intertwined and fused in the air, gradually bringing the atmosphere back to the Those ambiguous and dim nights.

Xia Yanjin's eyes gradually cleared up, and his expression became more and more rigid. He was no longer as lively and soft as before, and even tried to withdraw his right hand without any trace, keeping a distance from He Yu.

But obviously, He Yutie, who has completely abandoned all plans, is determined to force him to face his own answer, clasped his wrists tightly with both hands, and repeated: "I like you, really."

"He Yu, I—"

"I don't want to hear you make excuses!" He Yu glared at him—this was the first time in Xia Yanjin's memory, and said fiercely: "I am an adult, and I am a very healthy person both physically and mentally. Alpha, Xia Yanjin, you can't keep treating me like a three-year-old, and you can't always bury your head in the sand like an ostrich!"

"..."

"If you like it, you like it, and if you don't like it, you don't like it." He Yu paused after finishing speaking, and said angrily, "If I don't like it, I will continue to pursue you until the day you are willing to like me. If there is no such day, I will, I will..."

He Yu didn't know if he was confused, but he said, "I'll be your friend for the rest of my life! In short, you are not allowed to use inhibitors!"

"..."

He Yu glanced at him out of the corner of his eye, and said stiffly, "Look, you're pretending to be an ostrich again!"

The ostrich avoided his sight in embarrassment, lowered its eyes, stared blankly at the quilt in a daze.

Ever since he had a relationship with He Yu, he could more or less see that the kid's attitude towards him had changed from apologetic and flattering to unabashed love and joy, but this was the first time he had heard him say it himself. .

"I..." Xia Yanjin struggled to utter a sentence: "I'm not pretending to be an ostrich."

He just didn't know how to make it clear to He Yu.

His past, his experience, his meaninglessness to mark and the loneliness and helplessness after waking up in the middle of the night.

These are not things that a child like He Yu should know.

In a lifetime, an Omega can only have one Alpha that marks itself without washing off the mark, but Alpha is different, Omega is not the only one for them.

Even if He Yu leaves him, it won't be long before he may be able to find an Omega of his age and personality.

At that time, the surprise between them that shouldn't have existed will soon be forgotten.

Maybe he should give He Yu an explanation and let this accident end today.

Xia Yanjin was determined, and exerted a little force with his left hand to try to sit up. As soon as he exerted force with his hand, his face paled a little instantly. When the strength was withdrawn, one hand firmly supported his shoulder.

He Yu's expression was still stinky and not very good-looking, which was completely different from what he usually saw.

He Yu shook the head of the bed so that Xia Yanjin could look at him smoothly, and complained dissatisfiedly: "Look, if you need help, you don't know how to say it. Why do you always like to take care of everything by yourself?"

Why do you always like to take on everything by yourself?

Yeah, why?

Xia Yanjin thought in a daze.

He is always used to facing problems alone and solving them alone. If he can't solve it, he will spend double or even triple the time and energy to solve it.

"...Do you think I am willing?" Xia Yanjin murmured, her voice hoarse: "Because there is no one who can bear it with me."

Grandpa does not love him the most, and his father also tends flowers and plants all day long, regardless of world affairs.

Xia Yanjin and Xia Jingyu have their own circle of life.

"I'm tired, really."

"And then?" Xia Yanjin smiled bleakly, and laughed at himself: "I can only tell this to a person who no longer exists... When I leave the cemetery, nothing has changed."

He is omnipotent because he knows that he has no one to rely on.

Ever since he opened his mouth, He Yu has been a quiet listener.

This is a very good signal, at least Xia Yanjin is finally willing to speak his mind, and no longer bears it silently in his heart.

Even if this heartfelt talk mentioned the person he didn't want to think about.

These few words seemed to exhaust Xia Yanjin's strength.

He leaned his head back on the pillow that stood up with the bed board, his eyes drifted away.

Then, he heard a sigh with mixed emotions.

He Yu left the seat, half knelt on the edge of the bed, pressed his hands on his shoulders, and said in a low voice, "I am willing to bear the burden with you."

Xia Yanjin was startled.

He Yu pursed his lips, his cheeks flushed a little, "Whether you like me or not, I am willing to bear it with you."

"……why?"

He Yu turned his head and replied awkwardly: "No reason, I am happy."

After turning his head, he couldn't help taking a sneak peek at Xia Yanjin's reaction. Seeing that the other party fell into a brief silence, he launched an offensive again, "Whether you agree or not, from today onwards, I have decided to formally pursue you."

"In the name of an adult Alpha!"

"No objection allowed."

"Don't say but."

"Don't say no."

"Don't even say that we are not suitable!"

"It's okay to say no." He Yu changed his mind and added: "You must first agree to my pursuit of you, and then you can refuse my pursuit. You have to follow the process."

Xia Yanjin: "..."

"Then here comes the question." He Yu geared up and stared at Xia Yanjin solemnly, "Mr. Xia Yanjin, an adult Alpha intends to formally pursue you from today, may I ask... would you give him a chance to pursue you?"

Although he had a straight face and full of momentum, when he finished his last sentence and waited for the answer, he showed the familiar nervousness and anticipation again.

The words of refusal circled around his mouth, but he couldn't say anything.

Xia Yanjin quietly looked at the unexpected accident in front of her, and for some reason, suddenly remembered the day when she suddenly faced the estrus in the office.

He fell on the carpet, sweating as if he had just been picked up from the water, his whole body was weak, and his heart was almost desperate.

Later, He Yu came to his side, hugged herself firmly in her arms, rested her chin on his sweaty forehead, and kept repeating: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid."

Obviously, he is still a kid who needs to be taken care of, but he can already hold him tightly in his arms at that time.

Something collapsed slightly, and the weight on my heart peeled off little by little.

Xia Yanjin raised his head, and He Yu was also looking at him.

The eyes of the two collided, and Xia Yanjin heard herself say: "...Yes."

He Yu's eyes suddenly showed ecstasy, he took a deep breath, blinked his eyes, and leaned towards Xia Yanjin's cheek without warning.

Then he covered his mouth and stepped back in small steps until he reached the corner of the wall.

He covered his mouth, and said vaguely: "I'm pushing an inch, I'm getting carried away, me, me, me..."

He turned around, took a break and stood at attention: "I'm facing the wall by myself—"

With a bang, his head hit the wall.

The sound that came out made people frown.

He Yu covered his forehead and smiled resentfully, and said firmly: "It doesn't hurt."

Xia Yanjin couldn't laugh or cry.

The author has something to say: Xiao Yu: I am the Tietou baby, and the kiss is here, this wave is not bad.

Look, when I say sweet, I mean really sweet!Praise me, praise me ∠(?」∠)＿