Heart of Mani Stone

Lin Xiang, from Nanjing, said goodnight to each other, and Chen Xiaoxiao fell asleep peacefully.

Another day after dinner, Chen Xiaoxiao played slow music and cleaned up the house at home. Lin Xiang's message came on, let me send you a song, okay, I'm also listening.Then I turned off my music and plugged in my earphones on my phone.Lin Xiang sent it over,

You said you love lilacs the most

because your name is it

what a melancholy flower

sentimental man

when the flowers wilt

when the screen freezes

what a delicate flower

but can't hide from the wind and rain

floating, shaking, life

How many beautifully woven dreams

Just like that, you left in such a hurry

leave me with a lifetime of concern

The flowers blooming in front of the grave is the beauty you long for

Look at the mountains and plains

do you still feel lonely

You hear someone singing your favorite song

How horrible the world is

Never worry about it anymore

The melody of "Lilac Flower" sounded.Listening, Chen Xiaoxiao's mood became irritable and excited, don't let it go, don't let it go, Chen Xiaoxiao was emotional, she threw the earphones on the table, covered her ears with her hands, and stepped helplessly on her feet. On a stool, rest your head on your bent knees, like a wounded bird.

I don't know why when I heard this song, my heart became helpless, as if I had lost something precious, and my heart was in pain.This Lin Xiang is really annoying.This song reminded her of her youthful college days. At that time, the campus was full of floats, but she felt melancholy, graceful and poignant. But listening to it now, she was afraid of losing something.

On the other side of the phone, Lin Xiang also seemed to be in a bad mood. He told Chen Xiaoxiao that the boy who ate the cake in the last story was a close friend of his in middle school who committed suicide because of depression.He is a single parent. His mother died when he was in the first grade of middle school, which may have planted the seeds of shadow in his heart. After graduating from high school, he went to junior college, moved to the northeast, Guangzhou, Zhejiang, and his life was not satisfactory. It is the pressure of life.Lin Xiang said that he felt responsible for his departure,

Chen Xiaoxiao originally wanted to comfort her, but her mood became very bad because of him, so the two of them ended the conversation.

Then, for several days in a row, Chen Xiaoxiao had the same long dream. In the dream, she saw a boy holding a cake for a girl’s birthday. Lin Xiang, who was on the phone and WeChat, celebrated his birthday with a smile, brought a circle of candles filled with high and low, and bought himself a silver bracelet, but he did not refuse him, and then he suddenly disappeared... …

07:30 The alarm clock jingled, and she reached out to turn off the round model alarm clock by the bedside. Chen Xiaoxiao squinted her eyes lazily, feeling like she was still in a dream. She put away her messy thoughts and prepared to start her own vacation.Last week, I told old man Xu that I was going on vacation. Thinking of old man Xu's bright expression, Chen Xiaoxiao's mood, which was originally a little knotted, instantly became much happier. At least during this time, the old man won't bother her anymore.

Nothing special happened today either.Get up, wash up, have breakfast, then ask Ma Yawen for her ID number, make an appointment, and book a flight ticket for Wednesday. There is no direct flight from City A to Shangri-La, so I can only transfer to Lijiang in Kunming, and then go to As for the destination, Chen Xiaoxiao made a plan of the itinerary by the way, planning to spend a day in Lijiang and take a rest so as not to be too tired, and then go to Shangri-La. This day, she will stay at home, Taobao, stocks, gossip, movies, and feel at ease.

During this period of time, the person named Lin Xiang gradually started to contact him a lot, and stopped talking about sad topics.She definitely wouldn't bring it up, and she still blamed Lin Xiang for bringing her a bad mood, wishing she could kick him.She was thinking in her heart that if she listened to sad music or unhappy stories, she would immediately blacklist him, but he didn't mention it, Chen Xiaoxiao thought to herself, it was his sense of humor.

The chat deepened, and I learned that he was in charge of planning and marketing in an advertising company. I learned that he was 27 years old, like a friend I hadn’t seen for many years, and he was not at all awkward. Curious and polite, Chen Xiaoxiao began to get used to his daily greetings, learned of his mischievous childhood, was caught stealing apples with his friends, read self-criticism in front of all teachers and students in the school, learned that when he was a child, he was riding alone in a car, almost The embarrassment of being dragged away and crying, knowing that he loved girls who were ignorant in middle school, and how hard it was to repeat the studies with good grades in high school. And all kinds of things after work... WeChat narrated, and Chen Xiaoxiao's heart also fluctuated because of it.

Chen Xiaoxiao also shared with him some of her own experiences. In college, a boy who pursued her once sent roses to her dormitory on festivals. She threw the roses directly into the trash can and told him about the actors she liked. Among them was an interesting old man , Wen Xingyu, told him about his favorite books, music, shared with him some of his views on current affairs and so on.

Chen Xiaoxiao slowly discovered that she would stare at the phone every day, with a faint anticipation, watching the flickering of that profile picture, listening to that slightly magnetic and sad voice, and casually sharing things.In the time when there is no message or voice from him, she often thinks in her mind what is he doing now?what does it look likeTall, short, fat and thin?Are you in love or married?She couldn't help scolding herself, did she have delusional disorder, did she reach the age of love?When she was free from work, in order to distract herself, Chen Xiaoxiao started running on Ma Yawen’s campus, swimming in the urban swimming pool, or watching movies one by one in the cinema alone... But she found that all of these things were not How useful, after putting down the first subject of things, I couldn't help but look at her mobile phone, staring at the avatar, she hesitated, and wanted to delete him, like clearing the memory of this voice from her own disk.

Every time.When the avatar named Lin Xiang flickered again, she softly forgot the troubles he had brought her.My heart is jumping for joy.She feels scared.Fearing that all this was unreal, Chen Xiaoxiao secretly scolded herself for becoming like this.What should come will always come, let it take its course, she comforted herself.

Have you eaten yet?What are you doing?Lin Xiang's profile photo flashed red dots, Chen Xiaoxiao's slightly excited face smiled nicely,

I've eaten, and I'll wait for your news.Maybe he didn't know that he was really waiting for his information.After sending it, Chen Xiaoxiao couldn't hide her expectant expression, reserved, reserved?I don't care about the other self scolding in my heart.

Lin Xiang sent a bared smile, really?I miss you too.Seeing the expression of bared teeth, Chen Xiaoxiao was in a stupid state, her heart seemed to melt.I just feel hot in my ears.Stump yourself to fall?

I am engaged and married on September 9st.Wanting to test Lin Xiang's reaction, Chen Xiaoxiao looked forward to the answer she knew.

Lin Xiang was silent for a long time, Chen Xiaoxiao's heart began to sink, and kept sinking, as if she had fallen into a boundless and bottomless abyss.My heart hurts.

Bless you, maybe the acquaintance was a wrong encounter.Lin Xiang's confidence flashed.

Chen Xiaoxiao's struggling smile quickly spread across her face, which was a confession, but she couldn't see the expression on his face after guessing, but she was relieved, this was the answer she wanted, maybe this blessing hurt or regretted him.I was overjoyed in my heart.After deliberately waiting for more than ten minutes, Chen Xiaoxiao sent a message: You are so stupid, is there a 9st in September?This is a silent confession.

There is no appearance, no tall, short, fat or thin, no matter rich or poor, high or low, falling in love, that is the age of innocence, what a pure heart.

"Can you send me your photo? Your circle of friends is full of landscape photos, and there isn't a single photo of you." He still couldn't help it.

Chen Xiaoxiao smiled: "My professional habits, I only like to take pictures of some scenery, but I rarely take pictures, after all, I am not so narcissistic.

I want to see it, can you post it?Lin Xiang sent a WeChat message.

After hesitating for a while, Chen Xiaoxiao looked through her mobile phone and computer, and found that she really didn't have a photo of herself, she was a little silly.Check it again to make sure there is no one. There is only one, which is a photo with grandma, so I simply cut out my own with the software and sent it over.

Quiet beauty, I feel like I have seen it a long time ago.

Routine?Chen Xiaoxiao made a smiling face.Have you ever seen it?

Lin Xiang also sent a few photos of himself.Inch hair, sharp-edged face with suitable glasses, the whole face is resolute and handsome, those eyes seem to be able to see herself, and the four eyes are facing each other, Chen Xiaoxiao is distracted, in a trance, it is really true that she has not met before generally.

Lin Xiang told himself that she would go to Hangzhou for training in the next two days, and Chen Xiaoxiao said that she and her friends would go to Shangri-La.Lin Xiang said that this is a place that people dream about, with magical Mani stones and colorful wind-horse flags.Chen Xiaoxiao proudly said that she would definitely see it clearly for him, and at the same time, asked him to share what she had seen and heard about Hangzhou.Chen Xiaoxiao went to Hangzhou a few times when he was in college, and let Lin Xiang share it. He just went through it with him in his imagination. I don’t know if he really understands it.

These days, I chat a lot, often from seven o'clock after dinner to one or two o'clock in the morning, various topics, all kinds of topics, like each other wanting to store things in each other's memory, understanding of the world in thinking Know, instill in each other.

She knew that she was doomed, and accidentally fell into the sea of ​​love.