【Speed ​​Pine】Color Matching Theory

As a result of putting myself under heavy pressure, before each mock exam, I would spend several nights so nervous that I couldn't sleep.

He always closed his eyes, silently counting the number of divisions of the second hand of the clock, praying that the God of sleep would kindly drag him into a dream.

Most likely, Sleeping God didn't hear his heartfelt voice, but it was Xiao Song who discovered his problem first.

That day, as usual, he tried his best to fall asleep easily, but failed, and suddenly felt that the people around him were pushing him.Opening his eyes, Xiao Song had already sat up, gestured to him, and pointed to the door.

He followed his footsteps easily and understood.

Later, the two of them changed their shoes and put on overcoats, closed the door quietly, and simply ran outside for a walk in the freezing cold.

Qing Qing guessed that he was going to talk to himself about insomnia, so he did some psychological counseling along the way, so he started spontaneously and self-consciously: "Ha... I woke up completely from the cold, now I won't be able to sleep even more later."

Unexpectedly, Xiao Song didn't answer the question at all, but instead asked irrelevantly: "When you are admitted to university, you will go to live in Tokyo alone, right?"

After being stunned for a while, he followed his train of thought: "It's too early to say these things now, right? You may not be able to pass the exam."

"Don't say that." Xiao Song turned to look at him, blinking with a smile, "You should understand the meaning of 'possibility' best, right?"

That is true.In the early years, he was just a bad student who was full of big words and had countless fantasies but no actual actions.

His life was full of all kinds of troubles.

Want to study hard, but the grades are at the bottom;

Want a limited edition model, but can't make up your mind;

He wanted to show his strength through a speech contest, but he became the laughing stock of the whole school;

Wants to like Xiao Song, but deceives himself and others with a bad face to cover up his mind.

It is Komatsu who makes these frustrating "impossibles to get better" into brand new "possibilities".

"If I pass the exam..." asked him easily, "What will happen to you? What will you think?"

Will you be happy for me?Or do you feel lonely because you can no longer get along day and night like you are now for a while?Maybe both.

Xiao Song raised his face and let out a breath of white air: "Of course it's a good thing. I'm just worried that I won't be able to help you immediately like this." He said seriously, "I'm afraid I can't do anything for you."

It turned out to be like this...it was like this.

After listening easily, he slowly let himself laugh from the bottom of his heart: "I've done enough."

I don't know who took whose hand first, the silver-white road seemed to be covered with a thin layer of snow, and they walked home together on this boundless snow.

"It's easy, just let go and do it. We'll talk about it later. If you feel uncomfortable outside, come to me."

"What's the use of looking for you? Two people sleeping on the street together?"

"Don't talk like that, brother, my heart is broken by you! I can't die of hunger, if I have a cake, I will definitely share half of it with you!"

"There is no sincerity at all, if you have the ability, give me the whole cake."

"... Well, well, I'll give it all to you, bad-hearted, cold-hearted."

……

Miraculously, since that night, the symptoms of insomnia have healed without treatment.

But time continued to speed up, and finally it was time for the universities that were easy to apply for to hold their own admissions exams.

Since the exam will take two days and needs to be checked in advance, he will stay in a hotel near the university for two nights. He resolutely rejected everyone's various suggestions to accompany the exam and see him off.

"Really, don't put more pressure on me! It's not that I haven't taken the Shinkansen before, and it's not that I don't know the map, so don't worry. Everyone has their own work to be busy, so that's it."

He said so.

But before leaving, he borrowed the scarf from Xiaosong.

Xiaosong helped him fasten it, while jokingly said: "What are you doing? Are you going to think about others? It's a great honor. Easy to take the time to think about me even when you go out for an exam."

"Stop being so sentimental... Thinking about you will only ruin my luck. It's just..." he babbled. "Just because red looks warmer."

Zeng said angrily and disgustedly that he couldn't understand red the most, and red was the color that didn't suit him the most.

That's a lie.

In fact, he has always liked red.

Red is warm and dazzling, the color of heroes, and Komatsu is his little hero.

The Xiaosong who forgave him the crimes he committed when he was a child, the Xiaosong who hugged him when he was most embarrassed and desperate, the Xiaosong who accepted all his good and bad, and the Xiaosong who gave him the never-changing sincere feelings...

Sometimes he would think, Xiaosong is clingy, afraid of loneliness, and has no shape all day long, what should he do if he leaves him?

He thought he was taking care of Xiaosong.So much so that sometimes he forgets that it was Xiao Song who was protecting him all the way.

Maybe they are just ordinary existences that can't be more ordinary, greedy for fun, and occasionally make mistakes, but he still feels that because of having each other, he has obtained a brighter and broader world.

It is precisely because of the existence of Komatsu that he has become who he is today.

When the two days of exams were all over, he walked around the campus again, and he couldn't say that he was completely sure of passing the exam-but, who cares?Throw away those piles of small essay grids and foreign letters, just relax and wait for the result at this moment.

Go out of the school gate, turn right again, walk for ten minutes, and you will see the station.

But when he looked up, he stopped suddenly because of surprise.

He thought he would never forget this day.He stood at an important turning point in his life, anxious and full of expectations.And the person he most wanted to share these emotions with, appeared at the end of the road without warning, but within reason.

Xiao Song also saw him, and waved to him from a distance, as if to say: Congratulations on finishing the exam, welcome back.

In a trance, I felt that I had experienced such a reassuring scene countless times.He pulled the red scarf around his neck, showing a big and irrepressible smile.

from the beginning till now.From the past to the future.

——"I'm so attractive, are you afraid you'll fall in love with me?"

——No, this is something I am proud of.

If there wasn't a day when the weather, mood and timing were just right, and he mustered up the courage to confess to him, what would happen between them?

It must still be like this.

——"At this time, you only need to say 'I am very happy'."

- I am very happy.

Because of an indescribable and unreasonable fate, the person who is always by my side, the person who can be seen every time I turn around, the person who has long been a part of the habit, has long been unable to tell him who is chasing him Who cares, who can't leave who.

They are destined to be together, render each other, and be rendered each other's color.

——"I'm just worried that I can't help you immediately like now. I'm afraid I can't do anything for you."

— Enough has been done.

He walked forward, as if he was not fast enough, and finally almost ran, towards the person he liked.And all the memories related to them in the past ten years turned into a breeze, gently pushing his back.

Spring is not far away, and the future that requires two people to explore and shoulder together is coming.

Now that we have been together for such a long time that no one can replace.

Would you like to continue sharing every important moment of my life from now on?

(End of the article)