Bear Diary

Saturday, November 2010, 1

In the past two nights, I didn’t go to bed until about 3 or 4 in the morning, because Serena got off work after 2 o’clock, and I was worried that he would be alone, so I insisted on picking him up, which completely disrupted my biological clock.Serena saw that my dark circles were getting worse and worse, and told me not to pick him up every day, but to go occasionally on weekends.

Yesterday was Laba, and Serena and I went home to eat Laba porridge.Grandma made buns at home by herself, and Serena said it was delicious, which made grandma very happy.We played in the room in the afternoon, and when my mother brought us fruit, she just saw us playing and laughed at us as children.I said, don't you want me to be more outgoing?Serena just happened to be able to infect me.

After dinner, Serena stood alone on the balcony in a daze. It was quite cold outside. I asked him to come in, but he said he was fine.So I also went to the balcony to accompany him to blow the air. It was really cold. When I touched his hand, it was already cold.I took his hand and put it in my pocket, trying to warm him up.

I asked, "Do you miss Auntie?" Originally, Serena had been away from home for so long, and Laba was a day when the family should be reunited.

"I have never been in touch with my mother for such a long time. I don't know if she is doing well."

I patted him on the shoulder; "If you're worried, just call back." But Serena still looked hesitant. "You two mothers are exactly the same, you are both so stubborn, one of you must give in first."

"I'm afraid she still won't accept you, and will try (force) us to separate."

"If your mother insists on separating us, it won't take so long for you to make a move. Why don't you call her during the holidays today. She is your mother after all, so it's impossible to just deny you like this."

Serena didn't answer, I don't know if he listened, so I can only stop.I have already told my aunt about Serena going back to work in the bar, and I vowed to take good care of him. This is also an important reason why I insist on picking up Serena so late every day.

Today I didn't wake up until 10 o'clock, and Serena was still holding on to the quilt when I made breakfast and called him.During the meal, Serena said that he called his aunt last night, and I asked him how he was doing.He said he was just asking about the situation at home, and the aunt also asked about his situation, but neither of them mentioned anything about Serena and me.I said this is a good start, and now we have to start by not arguing.

Serena looked up at me and said, "My mother told me to go back for dinner on Sunday."

I quickly said: "This is a good thing, you can go." But Serena looked sad. "Are you afraid that your mother will scold you again?"

"No...my mother said...you can go back together if you are free..."

I froze for a moment, still in disbelief. "Auntie really asked me to go too?"

"Yeah." Serena nodded. "I'm afraid that if you go, my mother will say something to make you uncomfortable. If you don't want to go, don't go."

"Haha, why are you muttering? It's the first time my aunt invites me, so I'm definitely going to tell you! Don't worry, don't worry, I'm just in the mood of seeing my mother-in-law, and promise not to fight back."

Serena was amused by me. "Cut~ You should be in the mood of seeing your mother-in-law. My mother is not as violent as you think." In the words, Serena could hear me seeing me like this, and he was also relieved.Of course, being caught in the middle, he is the most uncomfortable, so I must be positive.

In fact, I'm so nervous... Uh... I don't know what will happen tomorrow, anyway, I will try to lower my posture, and I must work hard to ensure that I don't break up...