Bear Diary

Tuesday, December 2009, 10

Before I turned around and walked out of the yard, Fox Ling caught up. She said she was going to work and asked if I could give her a ride.It turned out that she had been working in the bar where Serena and I first met.No wonder, I said why did Serena and I wait for her to make up and dress up when I came out for a meal just now.

She was sitting in the passenger seat. We didn't talk at first, but she suddenly asked me if I liked Serena. I said what do you think?She said that she felt that you also liked Serena quite a lot, that's why she was so entangled.

I smiled and said, "There are a lot of people who like Serena."

She said: "But Serena likes you..."

Soon I arrived at the bar, and I was about to leave, but Hu Ling asked me to go in and sit down, because I wanted to tell me something.

Maybe it was still early and the bar was relatively deserted. Fox Ling asked me to find a place to sit first, and she would come right away, so I chose the same seat for the second time.After a while, Fox Ling brought a glass of unknown mixed wine, and said that it was Serena's favorite drink, and invited me to drink it.I tasted it, the wine taste is not very strong, there is a faint sweetness, relatively refreshing.

Hu Ling sat down next to me and asked me how it tasted, and I said it was good.She smiled, her eyes narrowed into slits, much like a fox.She said that she and Serena were college classmates, and Serena was her first boyfriend.

I wasn't very surprised to hear this. Judging from Serena's mother's attitude towards her in the hospital, I probably thought they were playing friends all the time.And if it is said that Serena has a girlfriend, I am not surprised at all. Except for that night, no matter how I look at it, I think he should be a straight man with a girlfriend.I said why did he like boys again later?

"How can I explain this clearly?" Hu Ling shrugged. "At that time we were both young, although it was Serena who chased me, but now that I think about it, we were more like brothers from the beginning, not like ordinary boyfriend and girlfriend. You should know, this may be innate. Just It's like suddenly enlightened, haha." She smiled helplessly.Foxling said that they had been playing for a while, and Serena told her that he might like boys. Foxling accepted this fact openly, and their relationship became better in the eyes of others.Fox Ling said that Serena suddenly became abnormal for a while, spending all day on the Internet, not even playing golf, she thought it was strange and asked Serena.Serena didn't say anything at first, but under Foxling's questioning, Serena said that he met someone online. "It's Wu Yang. I don't know if Serena told you about it."

"Serena once mentioned that he and Wu Yang met online."

"That's right, I don't know the specifics. Anyway, Wu seems to have noticed that Serena might have this tendency, so he began to pursue him violently." From Hu Ling's tone, it can be sensed that she doesn't like Glasses Wu. "Serena grew up in a single-parent family. On the surface, he looks carefree and happy all day long. In fact, he is very sensitive and needs the care of others. At that time, Glasses Wu was really kind to Serena. Now, whatever Serena said, he took it as an order, regardless of gender, I thought it would be good for Serena to be with him, so I encouraged him at the time." Under the promise of "if you don't like it, you can end it at any time", he started his life as G.

Hu Ling frowned at this point: "But I was wrong!"

After Serena and Glasses Wu were together, they got along well at first, but this person's bad habits were soon exposed.When Fox Ling said this, her face was full of contempt. "He verbally said that he liked Serena so much, but he turned around and had sex with other people."

This surprised me very much. Glasses Wu has always been a relatively honest image in my eyes, not like a playboy at all.

Hu Ling could understand my feelings very well, and said that she had the same reaction when she heard Serena say that.She said: "Wu Yang has a good job, and he has a lot of opportunities to travel on business, and he likes to hang out in gay bars, and he looks pretty good. The key is that he looks honest, which makes people defenseless." Anyway, Fox Ling said categorically, Glasses Wu is a real player.

"Then why didn't Serena break up with him directly?"

Fox Ling said that Serena had quarreled with Glasses Wu many times because of this matter, every time Glasses Wu seemed to sincerely admit his mistakes, and even begged Serena for forgiveness in tears.As a result, there was the first time, and soon there were the second, third, and Nth times... Hu Ling laughed and said: "Wu also told Serena that love and sex can be separated, and he can be with many people." People go to bed, but the only one I like is Serena, Hammer Logic!"

Don't blame Fox Ling for swearing, even I got angry.

"He also told Serena that if you meet someone you want, you can also play, as long as you remember to go back."

Hu Ling's words revealed my most hidden secret: what Serena wants is me?I suddenly felt miserable, and it turned out that this was my role.But I didn't feel more self-pity at this time, because I was even angrier that Glasses Wu actually taught Serena Wei this shit logic.

"So..." Hu Ling looked at me. "Serena is actually not a messy person...you are his first..."

"I know." Of course I understood what she meant. "I've always thought that Serena is such a good boy. I like him so much, but until he and Glasses Wu are completely separated, I will still treat him like a younger brother." Now that I say this, I have no guilt at all.

"Ah?" Hu Ling was taken aback, she seemed to think that it was because Serena had been 419 that I was unwilling to accept him. "They broke up a long time ago, don't you know? Xiao Wei came to live with me only after breaking up with Wu."

"I saw Wu in the hospital that day in Serena's ward..."

"I'm dizzy! I didn't see that you are so narrow-minded." Hu Ling had an angry and funny expression. "Well, Serena was not allowed to tell you about this, but I think you should know about it. After you came to my house for the first time, did you tell Wu about Serena's stay with me?" She said bluntly. I glance and don't need my answer. "Wu came to my house to make a fuss that day, and insisted that Serena go back with him. Serena would definitely not mess around, so the two of them quarreled. Wu said that he did this because of you, and then saw you giving him the bear, Grab it and tear it up, you can see the cut on the bear, right?" Fox Ling said angrily, "Serena went up to snatch it, the two of them were arguing, I don't know how hard that backhand shot is, Pushed Serena down the stairs and fell her foot." I really want to slap myself, I'm the one who hurt Serena, you bastard! "Later, when he went to the hospital, he just wanted to twist (tangle) Serena, but Serena was very determined this time, and they really broke up." When she said the last sentence, Hu Ling straightened her waist, as if she was about to swear look.

After being silent for a while, Fox Ling frowned, as if she had made up her mind to speak. "Although Serena has always wanted to break up with Wu, but before meeting you, she never hardened her heart."

"Serena worked here during the summer vacation, and the day I met you happened to be his last day here." I didn't expect Hu Ling to remember me at that time. "Later he told me that he felt so sorry for you. He said that you are a simple person and shouldn't have 419 with you. I think Serena has really liked you since then." Although Serena and Fox Ling I must have said everything about her relationship, but listening to her direct words still made me a little embarrassed to be seen through. "Later you took care of him so much. Really, some things even touched me when I heard them." Hu Ling said very sincerely. "Do you know that Serena had a falling out with Wu because of her son, and came to me?" I'm not sure, what Wu Wu said was "said a few words to him". "It's also because of you. Wu may have noticed that Serena's heart has changed, so she even scolded you together during the quarrel. The scolding was so bad that Serena was so angry that she almost beat him up." Fox Ling said here, He smiled regretfully. "Later when you went to Serena, he also thought that Wu might have gone to you, and he hesitated for a long time before giving you the address. As a result, you walked away and called Wu up." Now I finally understand Fox Ling Why did you treat me hot and cold before, but the tone was not sharp. "But I still think you are quite right. No matter what you say, I think you have a sense of responsibility."

Uh~ Should I say thank you?My eyes fluttered, and I saw a few girls beside me who should also work in this bar whispering, I wonder if I am sensitive, I always feel that they seem to be discussing me.

"When Serena was in school, many people lined up to chase him. I've never seen him get so entangled in something..." Fox Ling sighed. "Oh~ I don't know what to say about the two of you..."

Later, Foxling also talked about her, Serena, and Glasses Wu. I kept listening, with mixed feelings in my heart.

I don't know when the number of people in the bar gradually increased. Fox Ling said that I have to work, and I have to leave too.Before I left, I remembered something and asked, "Which one of you usually cooks?" Hu Ling didn't expect me to ask this, and was taken aback for a while. "One person, one day, today it's me, tomorrow it's him. Claws?"

"Uh~ I didn't say anything, are you busy, I'm leaving." In fact, I remembered the dark and oily dinner...

I was driving home with a bold idea running through my head.I encountered a red light at a fork in the road, maybe because I didn't want to stop, I turned and drove on a different road from going home.

Every time we take the initiative to find each other, it seems quite unexpected, like him suddenly appearing at my door, or I suddenly appearing behind him, so this time is no exception.But I don't care, I just want to ask him a word: "Would you like to come and live in my house?"

Serena looked at me like an alien for a long time, and then burst out laughing: "I just wanted to say, your hairstyle...is so well filed! Haha."