Bear Diary

Saturday, November 2009, 9

(The past two days have been messy, and I don’t know where to start writing in my diary~ oh...)

Coming out of Starbucks, I hesitated with my mobile phone, and finally sent a text message to Serena Williams, just three words, "Are you sick?" I didn't expect him to reply, but I always looked at my phone unconsciously.

About half an hour later, he texted back. "You went to my company? Are you looking for me? Hehe!" By this time I was still smiling, and I was dizzy...

Typing is more troublesome than speaking, and you always have to think about it.I wanted to ask him if he was sick, and told him to rest more and take his medicine on time...but in the end I just sent a sentence, "Take good care of yourself."

He smiled back. "You still care about me. In fact, I'm not sick. I only asked for leave because of something." Then, as if afraid that I would blame him, he sent another message immediately. "I have a good job. If you don't believe me, ask Brother Zhang."

"I heard that you ran away from home again? Where do you live now?" After hesitating for a long time, I still asked this.Because his home is so far away, it is impossible to go back to live if he has to go to work.

It took him a while to come back. "He found you?"

"Well, he is very anxious, it seems that he values ​​you very much." I swear, I don't want to help the man with glasses at all, but I don't know why I just said that.

"Is it because you won't contact me if he doesn't look for you?" I seem to be able to feel his emotions.

"No, he only asked me if I had seen you, and didn't ask me to help you find you. I wanted to contact you myself." I began to explain inexplicably.

"why?"

Why?How do I know why?I really want to know why I am so abnormal. "As a friend, care about him." I really couldn't help but want to care about him, but when I typed this, I felt that I was hypocritical.He didn't reply, I couldn't guess what he was thinking, so I sent another one. "Where do you live now? I'll come and see you."

Just when I thought he really didn't want to talk to me, he replied.Said that he temporarily rented a friend's house, and attached an address.

Serena's friend's house is far from the city center and not close to the company, but fortunately it's not a suburb.The house looked old, the outer walls were grayish-yellow, and the corridors were dark and narrow.The door was opened to me by a girl in crumpled pajamas, her hair piled in an odd shape on top of her head and held in place with bobby pins.As soon as she saw me, she immediately showed a weird smile, which looked like a fox, or silver in Death.I said I was Serena's friend and came to him.The girl seemed to know already and took me into the house.

Rather than a house, this house is more like a dormitory for college students, and it is by no means tidy.It's the first time I've seen a girl's house so messy.Since the sofa was full of clothes, socks, underwear, etc., I couldn't find a place to sit, so I had to stand in embarrassment.Fortunately, Serena came out of the room very quickly. Serena is really special. Even in the environment like a garbage dump, his smile still gave me a sunny feeling.

Seeing Serena coming out, the girl magically jumped over many obstacles and whispered something to Serena, which made Serena laugh even harder.I just noticed that this girl was one of the girls around Serena when I saw him for the first time.After the girl finished speaking, she said "I won't bother you anymore." Then she entered the back room and closed the door behind her.

"We are a pure brotherhood!" Serena said with a smile, and then she came over and moved the things on the sofa and let me sit.

"Well, hehe." Actually, he didn't say that, and I didn't think about it at all.If you want to say why, you just think that the two of them are completely different types of people.

It was a bit embarrassing for me to be alone again after not seeing each other for a few days.In the past, under such circumstances, Serena would speak up in time, so as not to let the atmosphere cool down, but this time he didn't seem to intend to save the situation, and just stared at me with a half-smile.Well, let me say it! "Let's go out and talk..."

Walking on the road, I asked him directly why he ran away from home again.He probably thought of what I was going to ask, and curled his lips and said that it was the man's house with glasses, not his.I was surprised, said his home is not yours?Are you not BF?He said BF is not husband and wife.I had no choice but to say softly that you can't run away from home after a little quarrel like a child.He said that he was not joking this time, he wanted to break up with the man with glasses.

"Why did you piss off? Didn't you just quarrel a few times? You're going to split up just like that?" I couldn't believe it. From this hesitating look, I guessed that his so-called "said a few words to him" was not that simple.

"There's nothing wrong with it." Serena frowned and turned his face away, it seemed that he was upset when he thought about it. "Anyway, I can't go back!"

"Then you plan to live here forever?"

"No, I'm looking for a house. I'll move if I find it. Now that I'm working, it should be okay to rent a house." Speaking of this, he also looked helpless. It seems that finding a house is not going well. .

Besides, even I feel wordy to say such words, but I still have to say: "Serena, I don't think you can be so willful, I think Wu Yang really cares about you. You have been together for so long, and he tolerates you so much." Duo, even if he is wrong, you should be more tolerant..."

Sure enough, Serena interrupted me: "He tolerated me? Do you want to talk about 419? Let me tell you, he agreed to my 419."

"Ann?" I couldn't keep up with the times again. "How could he agree to this?"

"If you don't believe me, you can ask him!" Attracted by Serena's voice, a man and a woman next to him turned their heads to look this way, which calmed him down a little, and then said, "Do you think I'm a mess?"

"No, I haven't given it any thought."

"Do you have a BF, the one who lives with you?" Serena's expression was very serious, and there was something in his eyes that made me dare not look directly at him.

"Don't talk nonsense, I'm still a baby, only in my teens." I felt guilty.

"Then...why have you been so indifferent to me lately?" He lowered his head and stopped looking at me, which was much different from the way he used to always hold his head up.

"I've been busy recently, and you just got to work, so you should concentrate on your work. We are friends, but friends don't need to stick together every day."

"Then BF is fine!" He suddenly raised his head and looked at me seriously. "Be my BF!"

I was stunned, I didn't expect him to say that suddenly, I felt like my heart was about to jump out.Needless to say, Serena's sunny appearance and straightforward personality have deeply attracted me, and I am very willing to be with him every day.But why would I say such a thing? "I think you should have a good talk with Wu Yang, don't break up easily."

This time it was him who was stunned, his brows were tightly frowned, as if he was angry, but it also made people feel distressed.

I was short of breath for a while, and my heart seemed to shrink into a ball, so that my mind was blurred. I only heard myself say lightly: "I am going to find a girlfriend. My grandma wants to see her grandson."

I looked at his back as he turned and left, and I couldn't tell what it felt like, it was empty, both in my mind and in my heart.Then I sent a text message to the man with glasses, there was no content, only the address.

I don’t know if Serena has heard Tanya Cai’s "truelove"... Don’t blame me, I just don’t want you to regret it...

Everyone is looking forward to meeting true love next time

Giving up is faster than cherishing

Everyone expects to find true love sooner

It's a pity that we have been until

One day when we miss each other, we will understand