Bear Diary

Saturday, November 2010, 9

I couldn't stand my dad's tenderness yesterday, so I went back to the company with him to have a look.Dad asked one of his subordinates, manager Xiaobai, to take me around and told me about the current situation. When I returned to my dad's office, my dad asked me if I wanted to work in the company.

As far as my father is concerned, he has given me a lot of face by asking me so many times calmly, and he also said that my first task when I return to the company is to go to Beijing on business, and deal with the company's situation there. Well, leave the position of vice president to me, or start from the bottom.This not only gives me enough face but also allows me to speak with my strength, it seems that I can't refuse it.But I still didn't know what to say, let me think about it again.

I called Serena last night, his voice was very calm, I couldn't hear any mood swings in him.I said you still have some things left at home, can you come and get them if you are free.He hesitated for a moment and asked if it was OK on Saturday.I said um.He said, ok, I'll come around ten o'clock in the morning.I said eleven o'clock, okay?He said yes, it's okay, I hung up.The two of us just had a plain conversation like countless other ordinary landlords and tenants, but it made me feel a mixed feeling in my heart.

When I stood at the back window to look at the door for the first time in the morning, the aunt who swept the floor just went out. The second time I saw the security guard changing the guard, and then I saw the bustling people going out to work. The gray A6 with four laps stopped at the door.A person got off the passenger seat. I took a closer look and it was Lina.

Opening the door, Lina with a curly princess head and a small LV floral dress greeted me with a smile: "Brother Chen, hee hee. Are you alone?"

"Well, Xiaotao has gone home."

Lina came to my house for the first time. Seeing that I hadn't invited her in, she impatiently raised her head to look inside. "Brother Chen lives here." I let her in and looked behind her. "Brother Chen, you don't need to look at it. Eric asked me to come up and help him get things. He parked the car and told me to get down after taking it. He didn't come up."

My heart skipped a beat.

"Brother Chen, why are you getting more and more homemade?" Lina started talking non-stop while looking around. "It looks like you're not energetic. Are you just playing computer games and don't sleep well at night? Sigh, you guys are like this. Eric doesn't seem to be sleeping well lately..."

Lina chattered non-stop, lying down on the floor-to-ceiling windows and saying that the view is awesome, then asking me if I cook such a large table of dishes by myself, and then saying that I will go to Serena's room to have a look.

As soon as she entered the room, she jumped onto the bed and bounced hard twice, regardless of whether she was wearing a skirt.Rolled around twice, saying that Serena has not lived in for so long, why is it still so clean.Then she fumbled here and there, and asked me if these things belonged to Serena. If I said yes, she would pick them up and put them into a big bag that magically appeared.The last thing she saw was the teddy bear, and she asked if it belonged to Serena?so cute.I said I gave it to Serena.

In fact, I was a bit sluggish at the time, until I saw her reaching for the bear, I felt like I was being hit in the head, snatched the bear puppet, and said I would not give it.

Lina probably thought I was joking, but my expression was not a hippie smile, so she froze for a moment. "Brother Chen, didn't you give this to Eric?" He said and reached out to take it.

I didn't speak, I just hugged the bear, Lina couldn't take it away, but I didn't mean to give up.

After a stalemate for a while, Lina might be tired, so she called Serena, full of coquettishness. "Eric, I found you and said that Xiong Xiong, but Brother Chen didn't give me that Xiong Xiong. He hugged him to death, and even said that he would take you up to fetch it himself. And there are so many things that others can't handle. That's it. Would you mind letting me be your porter, a girl?"

After hanging up the phone, Lina smiled timidly at me while telling me Serena would be up soon.I guess I look a little scary.

After waiting for a while Serena came up.He was wearing a white shirt and a pair of rather old-fashioned leather shoes, the corners of which were neatly tucked into his suit pants.I don't have any accessories on my body, including the ring that I didn't take off when I was with me, except for special circumstances, even taking a shower and sleeping.The short hair, which has always been grasped in a very layered manner, is now combed docilely.He would never dress like this before.

Serena's face is much thinner, with dark skin and darker eye circles, it makes people feel very bad.Looking at him, I guess that in Lina's eyes, I might not look any better.And just like what Lina said in the text message, Serena has grown a beard. Although she only has a small chin, she looks less sunny and more masculine and vicissitudes.It's actually quite nice, but I have a sore nose for no reason.

I try to keep my eyes wide open, but I don't know if it's because I haven't had a good rest recently or for other reasons, I still can't see Serena's eyes clearly. "Are you okay?" My thousands of words turned into a simple greeting.

"Yeah." He only nodded slightly to me as a greeting.

Lina reached for the bear again, I let go, and she hugged it quickly.

"Then let's go." Serena said, he didn't even intend to go into the house while standing by the door.

I rushed over to close the door, squeezed out a stiff smile and said that I had cooked so many dishes, why don't we go after dinner together.Looking back on my performance at the time, it might have been really scary, maybe a bit like those perverted murderers in movies.The clue can be seen from the expressions of Xiaowei and Lina looking at each other.

I quickly said, Serena has lived with me for so long, and now she is leaving, and I don't know if I will have a chance to see you again in the future, so let's have a meal together to commemorate this fate.In the past, when Serena was here, he always cooked delicious food for me, and I should return it. Lina was a little soft-hearted, and said that they were planning to eat out later, so why not just eat at my place.Serena didn't object anymore.

While Lina was washing her hands, Serena pulled me to the side: "Brother, don't let Nana know about our affairs, okay? We can't provoke her..."

I laughed and said I knew, but I was so distressed that I almost burst into tears, so I went to wash my face by the way.

During the meal, I cheerfully told Lina some interesting stories about the time when Serena and I were together, laughing and talking.Actually, I'm not happy at all, I'm sad to death, but I can't stop, I can't relax, if I slacken even a little bit, I will collapse on the spot.

Lina listened with gusto, and asked this and that from time to time, but Serena was at the side with a gloomy face, only focused on eating and didn't answer, but he didn't forget to bring Lina some food.The meal ended quickly in this embarrassment that only the two of us understood.

When they left, I asked Serena, can I have a word with him?Serena asked Lina to take the things down first, and he would come down immediately. Lina said oh, and when she left, she didn't forget to praise me for being so good at cooking so many dishes.

I took out the sweet-scented osmanthus wine I asked for from my mother: "Look, last year I asked you to drink the sweet-scented osmanthus wine made by my mother, but it never came true. When I went back two days ago, the sweet-scented osmanthus in the yard bloomed again." Serena He looked at me, but I was so blurred that I couldn't see his eyes clearly, and I didn't dare to see clearly, for fear that what I saw from inside was despair.

I poured two glasses out of the small wine glass, picked it up and handed Serena a glass. "Have a taste."

Serena took the cup: "Brother..."

"I'll do it first!" I drank it all in one gulp, and a spicy feeling burned from my mouth to my heart.I couldn't help coughing violently.

Serena snatched my cup. "You obviously can't drink liquor, are you a claw?!" He patted my back to make me feel better.

Seeing him anxious, I was a little happy.Serena, do you still care about me? "Serena, are you still mad at me?"

"I've already said, I'm not angry."

"Then why do you have to share?" My eye sockets were burning badly, because of the violent coughing and because I was tossing and turning insomnia these days, and because I knew he still cared about me. "Do you know, I..." I really didn't live up to it. I was determined to ask clearly, but I was so choked up that I couldn't speak clearly before I got to the point. "Serena, can you tell me the reason? I beg you..."

"Brother, there are some things that don't just consider two people, you taught me." Serena also picked up his glass of wine and drank it down. Maybe the wine was too strong, and his eyes were red. "Me and Nana went to England with my mother at the end of September." He took the wine bottle in my hand, poured himself a glass, and swallowed it in one gulp. "Brother, don't ask Sazi. Just treat it as my younger brother who failed you..."

"Didn't we agree to face Sazi together no matter we meet? Now that you are not angry, you have to give up because of Sazi? Do you really care so much about inheriting the company?"

Serena was silent for a long time, then met my eyes and said softly: "Brother, this is good for us."

By the time I woke up from the sofa in a daze, it was almost 5 o'clock.The sweet-scented osmanthus wine made by my mother has too much stamina, and I don't know how much it is.

What happened with Serena in the end, I am already vague, I just vaguely remember seeing him leave with a smile.Maybe even this memory is just my drunken dream?Because I was covered with a blanket, and there was a wet towel on the ground, which should have covered my forehead.

"Dad, it's me. I want to come back to work. I can do it on Monday, well, I don't have to mess with it."