Bear Diary

Tuesday, December 2010, 8

I couldn't sleep until Tuesday, thinking that I could go to the company to see Serena as soon as possible. Although I can't think of another way to explain it, I hope his anger has passed, and I hope he can forgive me.But I received a call from my dad, telling me to go back, saying that he had something to say to me.I asked if I had something to do and could I go back tomorrow, but my father showed a sense of coercion that he couldn't tolerate criticism and told me to go back immediately.

On the way, I was thinking, my mother must have told my father about my resignation, this time it should be for this reason, I went to perfunctory, and I can still meet Serena when I get off work.But when I arrived at my father's house, I felt that the atmosphere was not right.There is no TV or music at home, these are essential things for Dad to rest at home.And Dad sat alone behind the huge desk in the study, the curtains were drawn darkly.

Seeing me coming, my dad told me to sit there, how could I dare to say no, and sat obediently across from him. "I heard you resigned?"

"Yeah." I sat straddling my horse, afraid that he would find fault,

"Are you going to have a son in the future?" Dad didn't have any expression on his face.

"Take a break and look around."

"I'm almost 30 years old, and I have to start my career from scratch. Have you considered the difficulty?"

"I don't think ability is inversely proportional to age, and 30 years old doesn't look old at all to me." I wanted to resist a bit.

"It's good if you have such an idea." Unexpectedly, my father actually praised me, and then changed the subject. "Do you have a girlfriend?"

"Ann?" The turn was too fast. "No...no..."

"It's not a baby anymore, I can find one..." Dad was really strange today.

I played Tai Chi for a while, and then I ate.I thought the torture was over, and I passed another level, but I didn't expect my father to have something to say. "Have you been in contact with Xiao Jiang recently?"

It's true, you can't even eat clean. "Paws?"

"I said don't play with him, but you just didn't listen, did you?" Dad's tone became more serious, and he put down the bowl and chopsticks, which was a sign that he was going to get angry.

I also put down the dishes. "Did he do something heinous? You hate him so much? I think he's such an honest kid." Xiao Jiang and I are one-to-one, and the evaluation should be objective.

"You..." Dad slapped the table and stood up, only uttering one word out of anger.Maybe knowing that I don't eat hard food, my dad calmed down and sat down again. "What I said was for your own good..."

"Last time, you also said that it was for my own good. What's wrong with Xiao Jiang? You never interfered with my making friends. You used to play with those gangsters, but you didn't say anything. Now Xiao Jiang is not as good as those gangsters? "I'm really surprised.

"That's right! He's not even as good as a gangster!" Dad threw away the bowl and chopsticks again. "The old man was mad at him to death!"

This sentence carries a lot of weight, I know my dad won't take Uncle Jiang as an angry word. "What's the matter? What's wrong with Xiao Jiang?" Didn't Uncle Jiang die because of a stroke caused by a nap at home alone, someone knocked on the door, and getting up and opening the door too quickly?What does it have to do with Xiao Jiang?

"If you want to know, then I'll tell you. Old Jiang didn't get up and had a stroke. After he opened the door, there was a young man standing outside the door. Do you know who this young man is?" How could I know. "It's Xiao Jiang's friend at the police academy!"

I'm still at a loss. "What's the matter? Did the girl say that she was angry with Uncle Jiang?"

"He said that Xiao Jiang wanted to break up with him, but he didn't do it, so he came here." Dad looked contemptuous. "But it's not a girl doll, it's a boy!"

"Ah...then he..."

"You Uncle Jiang was so angry that he had a stroke because of this, so he... left..." Dad couldn't hide his sadness. "You don't want to play with him anymore." After speaking, Dad decided to finish, and picked up the bowl and chopsticks to eat again.

"If you were Uncle Jiang, what would you do?"

Dad stared at me with wide eyes: "Are you kidding me? Are you with him?!" Dad really looked like he was about to burst his blood vessels.

"I have nothing to do with Xiao Jiang Sazi, we are just ordinary friends." My father was about to feel relieved when he heard me say that, and I added another sentence. "But I have someone I like, and it's also a man."

"Sa Zian?!" Dad jumped up.This day must be the day with the fastest emotional changes and the most ups and downs in his life. "You...you say it again!" Dad's handsome face couldn't help but tremble.

"I said I'm gay too." I looked into my father's eyes and said plainly, thinking of the person who gave me courage.