Bear Diary

Tuesday, December 2010, 8

I still went to the company on Friday. The company has a new case recently, and the design department must not be absent.The last time I had a big fight with the old guy from the personnel department was because he interfered with the personnel affairs of our design department.Although he gave up in the end, this is his job after all. Although the ideas are different, I can understand it for work.But I didn't expect him to hold a grudge. This time, he actually complained about our design, sometimes saying that the color contrast is too large, and sometimes saying that the proportions don't look prominent enough.In the beginning, I was only 54 him, but I didn't expect him to talk more and more vigorously. I had no place to vent, so I quarreled with him.

I said, "You don't have enough to worry about your personnel department. Do you still need to take care of our design department?"

The old guy probably didn't expect that I would openly contradict him at the meeting, he slapped the table and stood up: "You, you... is this a sarcastic attitude?!" Then he held back for a long time and said: "I spend more time in the company than you I have more experience than you in all aspects, of course I can't turn a blind eye for the sake of the company!"

I sneered: "You have been in the company for a long time, but have you been with the aunt who sweeps the building for a long time? Do you want to invite her to come in and give some advice?" When I said this, all the young people present tried their best to hold back their laughter, and the faces of the older ones were not. Too beautiful.

The boss said a few things to smooth things over, but my outburst didn't end so quickly: "You said you were doing it for the good of the company? Then I'll tell you about the company." I didn't intend to say: "Remember the case we didn't vote for last time? I just happened to be classmates with a senior management officer in the design department of the company that won the bid. Guess he told me to sack me?" I looked around, and everyone started commotion stand up.

The old guy's face turned pale, and he slapped the table again and roared, so hard that I felt my hand hurt: "Chen Haonan, do you want claws?!"

"Oh, I don't want claws, I just want to find out if I won the meeting for the seeding. We have prepared for so long and done so much homework, so it is a sure thing." I kept sneering: "Manager Huang, do you know why?" What's the matter?"

The old guy's face was red and white, and in this air-conditioned room, there were beads of sweat on his forehead, and his tone turned 180 degrees: "Xiao Chen, I know I shouldn't ask the design department about it." I'm just talking about my personal opinion, if you have nothing to do, just encourage me, why get angry."

Presumably, those present, especially the young people, have never seen such a haughty HR manager on weekdays, they all looked at each other in blank dismay.We are all smart people, so I should know what I mean.

I said lightly, "No need, I'm quitting." As soon as I said this, there was an uproar in the venue. Indeed, how long I worked hard to get to this position is impossible for ordinary people to understand.I picked up the design book and went to the boss: "Mr. Tong, everyone has seen this design just now and it should be fine. I will leave it to you now. They should be able to do a good job of the next small change H. I am too tired." I want to rest for a while, and I will come to pick up my things on Monday." The boss asked me to stay, I just smiled and left the company.

Really cool!

Yes, I'm going crazy.

Everything went well until Serena got the call on Thursday night. If I could do it all over again, I would definitely not let what happened next.

After Serena left, I stared at the table full of dishes in a daze. I didn't know when it would start. It was so difficult for the two of us to have a good meal together.Alas~ I sighed and prepared to clean up. The weather is so hot, some dishes will go bad overnight, and it’s not good to put them in the refrigerator.What a waste, if sent to Africa, how many suffering compatriots can be saved.Just when I was feeling emotional, the phone rang.

"Little Jiang? You just got off work? You've worked hard. Me? At the head of the house. Now come out for supper? It's late." I had an idea. "Hey, I just made a lot of dishes here tonight and haven't eaten them yet. If you don't mind, come over to eat? Yes, it's the same as that day, and the door is reserved for you." That's great, the problem of leftovers has been solved, but you have to First tidy up the things that Serena used, thinking about it, I put the photo frame with the photo of me and Serena on another cabinet next to the dining table.

Xiao Jiang came here wearing a police uniform. When he entered the door, he took off his hat and his head was covered with sweat.I quickly told him to sit down and blow on the air conditioner, and handed him a can of cold beer.He took off his police uniform, and the vest inside was soaked, so I found my shorts and vest for him to change into.In this damn weather, the people working outside are really hard.

The dishes are not hot anymore, and Xiao Jiang is not particular about it, so let's eat it like this.Xiao Jiang was a little strange today, he seemed to have a good appetite, he kept his head buried in eating, and he didn't talk to me about work with such enthusiasm as usual, even when I asked him, he just responded with ah ah ah ah.

After drinking the cold beer, I asked if I would like some more red wine. Anyway, it has been opened and cannot be kept for a long time.Unexpectedly, Xiao Jiang did not refuse. I remember he said that his drinking capacity was not much better than mine.Hehe, never mind, wouldn't it be nice to have someone to drink with?

The two of us took one sip and the other, chatting about gossip about our study days while drinking, I don’t know how long we drank, seeing that the wine bottle was empty, even Xiao Jiang’s dark face was flushed, and we were going to be drunk if we drank any more.I said it's getting late, you should go back.

Hearing what I said, Xiao Jiang stood up and picked up the clothes. I hurriedly said that you can wear the clothes, and just give them to me next time.Xiao Jiang snorted, but she didn't seem to want to leave.Then he went to the cabinet by the dining table and picked up the framed picture that was there, as if he knew it was there.

Halo, I just thought of cleaning up the dishes and forgot about it.I was nervous, but Xiao Jiang knew that Serena had lived here, so it's not surprising that we have a photo together.

"Is this on your bedside before? I looked at it when I was sleeping last time." Huh?Xiao Jiang has seen this photo frame last time?I'm dizzy, maybe he flipped through the photos inside.But he didn't wait for me to explain before he said something that made me even more thunderous: "Brother Chen, do you like Serena?"

"Sa... Sazi... Ann?" Being seen through the secret in my heart made me completely confused.

Xiao Jiang didn't seem to notice my embarrassment, and flipped through the photos inside.

I quickly snatched the photo frame back: "I don't have to spoil it for a good look, Serena took some photos when I lived here, and I didn't clear them inside."

"You can only see Serena."

"Sazi? Heh...heh...are you drunk?" I couldn't laugh anymore.

Xiao Jiang threw the police uniform back on the sofa and turned to face me. "Brother Chen, he's not good enough for you." These words were said very deeply, revealing a maturity that didn't match Xiao Jiang's age.

Am I drunk too?What kind of mess is Lei Di Quack PK Elvis Presley? !I grinned hard, trying to take it as a joke, but looking at Xiao Jiang's eyes, I only felt the corners of my mouth twitch. "You said Sazi, it's inexplicable."

"Brother Chen, I don't know if you have realized that your emotions, whether you are happy or sad, are all affected by Serena." Xiao Jiang's serious expression made me unable to laugh. "In the two days since the World Expo, you were always depressed. I didn't know you well at that time, so it was hard to ask. I found out later that it was because of Serena. Although it can be seen that you are a very sincere person to your friends, but I I still vaguely feel that your feelings for Serena are not just friends." Xiao Jiang, who has always given me a simple and honest impression, has an aggressive aura at this moment, which makes me stop for a while, and I don't know how to explain it. "Brother Chen, do you still remember the first time we met?"

"Is Uncle Jiang passed away?"

"No, it was the time you were speeding last year. That was the first time I saw you. At that time, I just thought you were handsome. In short, you gave me a deep impression at first sight. I didn't expect that our two families have such a fate .And after getting in touch with you, I found that you are really nice, I..." Xiao Jiang smiled shyly, and then recovered a bit of honesty. "I saw you looking down a while ago, and I was also very uncomfortable. I don't know if it's a feeling, I've never...been like this..." Xiao Jiang's face was exaggeratedly red, as if all the blood had gathered on his face superior. "Brother Chen, I think I like you."

My mind buzzed. "I like you too, like a younger brother, like between us old men. If you drink too much, I will take you back." At this time, I woke up from the wine early.

"You know what kind of liking I'm talking about. I don't like Sister Yu. I like men, so I like you." Xiao Jiang was very sure. "At first, I thought Serena liked you wholeheartedly, so I didn't plan to tell you my thoughts." Xiao Jiang's voice trembled with excitement. "I didn't know that he had a girlfriend until I took his grandfather to see a doctor last time! Their family is like... Can you have any results? Brother Chen, you are so stupid! He is playing you and that girl to death Let’s get up, we can meet each other!”

"You're really drunk, and I don't even know that you're talking nonsense. Okay, stop talking, I'm going to be angry." My tone also became stiff.

"Brother Chen, let me finish." Xiao Jiang didn't stop, but moved closer to me. He was taller than me by half a head. Being so close made me feel oppressed.I stepped back involuntarily and leaned against the floor-to-ceiling windows. "Brother Chen, I really like you. I have liked you since I saw you again in the hospital. I took the initiative to call you... a few times, but you didn't answer... I didn't think about it ...I didn't know that you took the initiative to contact me again...Brother Chen...Could it be that you really don't feel what I mean to you at all?" Xiao Jiang said so much in one breath, as if her tongue was a little stuck. "I really... have no chance..."

"Xiao Jiang, thank you for looking up to me. I am not as good as you say. I have always regarded you as a younger brother, just like the relationship between us old men. You should not think so much." I bypassed Xiao Jiang Shuoda The body walked to the door and opened the door, which meant that the order to evict the guest was issued. He should be drunk, and we can wait until he calms down.

"I'm not leaving!" Xiao Jiang rushed over and threw herself against the door, scaring me.The powerful and domineering actions completely overturned my image of him being honest and dull. A policeman is a policeman. "It was you who told me to take the initiative that day! I'm not afraid of any difficulties! Is Serena really that good? He's between you and that girl... don't you care?! I promise, I just I like you alone! Just like what I said on Children’s Day, I will protect you, never let anyone hurt you, and never leave you alone! I…” Speaking of the excitement, he grabbed my shoulder, and with all his strength Big, not like ordinary people at all.

"Let go! If you don't let go, you won't even be friends anymore!" I said very hard, but I was a little scared in my heart, because Xiao Jiang's eyes are too familiar to me now, they are eyes full of desire.I've seen it through Xiaowei's eyes many times, but I didn't expect it to be so scary to change someone.And we are now opening the door, half of the body is in the house and half is outside the house.

But the policeman who was grabbing me in a frenzy was obviously not afraid of my intimidation. Just as he bumped into him, I heard the elevator in the corridor ring.