Bear Diary

Friday, August 2010, 6

I used to hear my grandmother talk about Buddhism, saying that Buddhas and Bodhisattvas look down on the earthly people with compassion in the Land of Ultimate Bliss, indulging in sensuality and wealth, as if seeing maggots struggling in dung water.So he only wanted to transform all the suffering people into the perfect world of ultimate bliss, where there is no desire or desire.

And I want to say that if people are really maggots, then dung water is its bliss.If you put them in other self-righteous realms to measure, is it still it?Human beings cannot be called human beings if they are separated from the seven emotions and six desires.

I have a strong sense of pride in being human.We can't make mistakes, we can't want nothing, we can't have evil thoughts, but we continue to learn and improve ourselves through mistakes and pains.The so-called Buddhas and Bodhisattvas may be the highest state that a human being can touch now, but what I cherish more is the pain and happiness of being a human being who still has emotions on the way to that state.

Like this night where even the wind is refreshing, the two fiery bodies unscrupulously entangle, test, explore, and lick the deepest desires of each other's souls.Even if this is an abyss that the world despises, as long as I can feel your temperature, breath and trembling, I will never hesitate.

The rain did not know when it had stopped, and a cool night breeze blew in through the half-opened window.

"Are you really okay if you don't go back tonight?" I rubbed my head on my stomach.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid. Before I came out, I told my mother that I was going to play with my colleagues all night, haha." The boy had a bitter and bitter expression just now, but now he is like a child, pulling the strong The two front legs swayed left and right to play.Alas~ I really can't do anything about him. "Brother, I think we will do this at least three times a week in the future." I won't explain the meaning of "such" in his mouth, and I skipped the more powerful words before.

It's not that I don't want to answer, and I don't know how to answer: "Then why do you explain to your family? And Lina..."

"Cut~ Do I need to explain to her? I don't want to marry her at all." Xiao Wei let go of Zhuang Zhuang and said without cutting, "As for the house... I just said that I am still young and don't want to get married. Grandpa's health is slowly getting better, and we are not so pressed for time."

"Is the old man able to bear this stimulation after he finds out? You have to think about it."

"He has been abroad for so many years, and he should have met many comrades, right? Don't worry, I will slowly find out about him."

"Well, I can't just say it directly, like my aunt last time..."

"Haha, you are usually so steady, but sometimes you are so impulsive." The situation like last time must not happen again.

"It means I'm not mature enough."

"It's ripe enough, if it's too ripe, it will be rotten, haha!" Serena became serious again.

"Cough~ whoever calls you like me, who is almost rotten."

Hearing my intentionally awkward words, Serena rushed over and put his arms around my neck, and asked me, "That's right, why do I like you?" But he didn't expect my answer, and said with an evil smile: " I just said, three times a week, how about it?"

"Too much..."

"The two times?"

"This one……"

"At least once! No more!" Serena yelled and jumped up, as if this was a big deal.

"You're a pervert..."

Seeing that I acquiesced, he put a smile on his face again.But I just relaxed my vigilance, and immediately caught his attention. One of his hands has already reached into the blanket with the speed of thunder and jingle bells, and started to fumble around. "Brother, do it again?" He raised his sword eyebrows, and the rascal's mouth was undoubtedly exposed.

Regarding this topic, there will be quarrels and fights between us in the future, but we no longer doubt one thing - we must try our best to protect this hard-won relationship, even if it cannot be so open and aboveboard, but we agree We must be worthy of ourselves, but also of each other.

Recently, I watch football every night until midnight, and my colleagues and friends invite me a lot. Even people who don’t like football are willing to take this opportunity to play like crazy.But apart from socializing on various occasions, I watch all of my football games at home.

Ordinary people may think that the atmosphere is lost when one person is alone in the family, but it is not at all.I can watch the video while hugging Ben and Serena, and there is Xiaotao too!This kid is very excited when he sees the game. He dances and sighs for a while, and bursts out two harmonious phrases when he sees a stinky ball. Watching the game, drinking beer, and eating snacks with him is a lot of fun.But his exam is coming soon, and I strictly stipulate that he can only watch the second scene at most. Although he is reluctant, he is obedient.

Two days before the Dragon Boat Festival holiday, Xiaotao did not go home. Instead, with my consent, he invited many students to watch the football at home.But as soon as a little girl came into the house and saw me, she took the initiative to call out "Hello, Uncle..." Uncle... Uncle... I suddenly petrified... These children are full of energy. After watching two games, they said that the family is not fun. Meet again to go to KTV.I have no position to tell Xiaotao not to go, so I have to let him come back early and not drink too much alcohol.

After they left, I looked at the messy house and began to regret why I agreed to this request.But the next day Xiaotao told me that his classmates all said that his brother, that is, me, was kind and open-minded.Well, for the sake of my good opinion, I will put up with this messy room.

On the day of the Dragon Boat Festival, we must go home. Grandma attaches great importance to the reunion of these traditional festivals, and every year after the reunion dinner, she will ask us younger generations to take a bath with the calamus water she boiled, saying that it can exorcise evil spirits and prevent pimples.This has been a tradition in our family for so many years, and my skin may be so good because of this.

Soaking in the bathtub, the air was filled with a strong aroma of medicine, and suddenly I missed Serena very much, so I called him, and he had just finished eating.I asked him to find a place where no one was around to have a 3G video with me, haha, in fact, I am sometimes very evil, so let’s skip the specific process, anyway, he said that their family does not have the habit of boiling potion for bathing, and I really want to try it, I After a while, I asked my grandma for a handful of grass, and I will boil it for you when I go back.He said that he still needs to wash with him...

During the Dragon Boat Festival, I also received a text message from Xiao Jiang. After so many days on duty, he finally took a break. I called and he said that he was peeling rice dumplings for Mr. Jiang. I asked him to take the phone to Mr. Jiang and Mr. Jiang. Please say hello.Then Xiao Jiang said that he would go to the stadium with his colleagues to watch the game at night, and invited me to go with him.My mother asked me who to call, and I said that Xiao Jiang asked me to go to the game tonight, and my mother said to go, but not too late.

I used to go to their police force during this time, and many comrades knew me, and when they saw me, they greeted me affectionately to sit down.While eating, we chatted about the games of the past two days. We all said that the Asian team performed well, but those famous football players seemed to have not yet entered the state.Among them, Xiao Jiang is the most hard-core and knows the most complete information about the stars, but I didn't expect a beautiful police girl to be able to tell the truth.Xiao Jiang calls her Sister Yu, she seems to be older than him, but I don't think she will be older than me.The two of them discussed very enthusiastically, and often kept others from getting in their mouths.I seem to see a little ambiguity in the two of them.

I went home after watching the second scene, and when I was far away, Xiao Jiang ran up to catch up with me, took out a colorful knot and handed it to me, saying that it was a colorful rope, which was worn to exorcise evil spirits.I asked, did you buy it or did you make it up yourself?Xiao Jiang was a little embarrassed and said that I made it up by myself. I laughed and said that I didn't expect you to look rough, but you turned out to be so skillful.Xiao Jiang hurriedly explained that he was just learning, so he made up a few more to give to friends, and Mr. Jiang also had some.By the way, it suddenly occurred to me that the police flower MM was also wearing such a colorful rope on her hand.I said: Oh, thank you.