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Qiao Ye sat on the bench, silently watching the scenery down the mountain, and Xi Yuan sat beside him, also silent, as if waiting for his answer.

Qiao Ye was quite calm, not as shocked as he imagined, but he felt a little sad when he thought about the answer that his previous compromise turned out to be a breakup.

So this is why Xi Yuan hasn't contacted him these days, even after receiving his text message, he didn't pay attention to him, probably because he was struggling with how to say this?

"So you knew we were going to break up."

Qiao Ye thought so, and said with difficulty.

Xi Yuan cast a puzzled look.

"Isn't it?" Qiao Ye smiled wryly, "Since we were together, you never discussed with me what you wanted to do. If you want to get along with me, just call me over. If you don't want to get along with me, just pretend you don't know me. I'm happy." It's your Qiao Ye. If you are unhappy, you will lock yourself up. No matter what happens, you will not share it with me. Including your debts, including your going to leave later, and coming to T City for development. Every time it is a juncture that has to be said Only when you come over to inform me, even if you break up, I will always be the one who is notified."

Xi Yuan seemed to have been slapped in the mouth, and stared blankly at the ground in front of him, unable to say a word.

Qiao Ye laughed at himself, "But even so, I'm still like a dog, as long as you wave your hand, I will wag my tail and run after you."

"What am I to you? Xi Yuan," he turned his head and looked at him sadly, "Do you love me?"

Xi Yuan seemed to be dead, "Is it still useful to say that now?"

To love or not to love, what can change?

Qiao Ye sighed, and asked him again after a while: "Is the company asking you to break up?"

"No, no."

Xi Yuan woke up and looked into the distance with his trouser pockets in his pockets. "The contract doesn't say that I can't fall in love. I can get married at any time if I want, as long as I want to, as long as I'm willing to fight."

Qiao Ye looked at him quietly.

"But I can't give up."

Xi Yuan lowered his head, Qiao Ye didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

"Be realistic, Qiao Ye, I am this kind of person."

Xi Yuan took a deep breath, and took off his sunglasses, revealing those red and swollen eyes that he had cried so many times, but his expression was very leisurely, as if he was stating an indisputable fact: "Qiao Ye, you may think that Life is as long as two people can be together, even if you eat bran and swallow vegetables, you get used to it, you adapt, you think that is happiness, but I can't."

"I've never been poor, at least not as poor as I am now. I'm an artist. When you were studying with your teacher at school, I was learning how to stand out from the crowd. Fame and fortune mean nothing to me. Most importantly, those things are my dreams and my pursuits. Without them, I am nothing. Not to mention that I am bankrupt and owe a whole lot of debts. Even if I pay them off, what then? Actually, even Now that I have no debts, I would choose the same way, really, I can't bet my whole life on love, I can't afford to lose, I really can't afford to lose."

Qiao Ye listened to Xi Yuan's words as if someone stabbed a knife in his heart.

And Xi Yuan continued to say as if he was pulling out the thorn in his heart: "Just pretend that you are blind, Qiao Ye, I'm sorry. Even buying a piece of clothing like this now has to count how many days it will take to eat." The days of instant noodles, I really can't live a day, a day, I can't live."

After Xi Yuan said that, his eyes turned red irresistibly, but he quickly retracted them, and when he raised his head again, he still had that calm look.

Qiao Ye didn't want to act too ugly, how should I put it, after hearing what Xi Yuan said, he didn't blame him.

He only blames himself for having such a long dream, and since it is a dream, there will always be a day when he wakes up, but why is he still so stupid, knowing that it can't be done, but still unwilling to wake up.

Later, it was Xi Yuan who left first, without hugging or kissing goodbye, he walked decisively, like his usual style, he didn't turn his head when he got into the car.

Qiao Ye was left there alone.

On the way back, Ji Qiang asked Xi Yuan, "Is it okay to leave him there alone?"

Xi Yuan only asked him coldly: "Can he go up or not?"

Then he took the hat and covered his face, as if he was too lazy to say another word.

Ji Qiang didn't say anything after hearing this, not because he didn't despise Xi Yuan's cold-blooded attitude, but because he got used to it.

Others may not know, but he saw Tian'er following Xi Yuan. At first, he thought that breaking up with a lover would be abnormal for a period of time, but it was so damn strange. Not only did Xi Yuan not blame him for the past He reported to Qian Kaiwen about meeting Qiao Ye, and for two consecutive days, he didn't see the man showing any sadness.

Really, Ji Qiang was so fucking confused, wondering if Xi Yuan was naturally cold-blooded and emotionless.

But it was precisely because of this kind of disdain that Ji Qiang felt a little distressed at the beginning for such a sad thing, but now he felt that it was neither painful nor itchy, so he didn't take it seriously.

Anyway, shouldn’t homosexuality be like this? It’s been said badly on the Internet, promiscuous and perverted, how can there be any feelings.

Thinking so, Ji Qiang still lamented what happened to him in his heart, how could he have such a perverted "master".

It can be said so.

A few days after the "Yaowangshan breakup incident", Ji Qiang no longer wanted to, but he had to admit that Xi Yuan still seemed a little abnormal.

How should I put it, Xi Yuan used to have a bad temper, but now it's not only worse, but the whole person is like a big iceberg, there is no need for him to lose his temper, and he feels panic all over when he gets close.

Xi Yuan moved out of his previous apartment. It was Qian Kaiwen's request. He changed his place of residence and arranged for people from the company to move there. What kind of confidentiality agreement did Qiao Ye sign?

It feels quite contemptuous, and it also has a slightly insulting and discriminatory nature.

But knowing that, Xi Yuan not only didn't object, but also asked Qian Kaiwen to send Qiao Ye a card.

40, Xi Yuan is a celebrity at any rate, this figure is quite embarrassing to give out, but more than half of this money is what he licked his face to ask his family, no matter how much he really couldn't get it out.

Qian Kaiwen thought about Xi Yuan's new one-bedroom, one-living room apartment, so he laughed at Xi Yuan, who could barely eat himself, and pretended to be such a big guy to give someone a breakup fee.

Xi Yuan scolded people directly.

"He's fucking with me anyway, he lost all his work for me, if you tell him to get out, get out? How do you let him live in the future?"

Xi Yuan asked Qian Kaiwen to hand over the card to Qiao Ye when he was moving. He didn't say anything else, it could be in any name, and he said it was compensation.

When Qian Kaiwen came back later, Xi Yuan quickly caught up with him and asked how he was doing.

Qian Kaiwen hesitated for a moment, and only told him that everything went well, Qiao Ye was fine, and accepted the money.

Xi Yuan was taken aback, he couldn't say whether he was disappointed or lost, anyway, he just lowered his head, then went to sit on the sofa over there for a while, and lit a cigarette without authorization.

Qian Kaiwen didn't care about him, and it had been more than a week since they broke up. Xi Yuan hadn't stopped smoking, and he didn't listen to what he said. If it was only a while, he just let him go.

But Qian Kaiwen can't forget the actual situation when he saw Qiao Ye until now, and he doesn't know how the man lived these days, the stubble is all over, the house is a mess, the whole person is very decadent sitting on the sofa, getting the Ka Shi raised his head expressionlessly, stared at him and said, "Why are you giving me money? I don't want this, I want Xi Yuan."

It felt as if he was discussing with him seriously, but Qian Kaiwen was scared enough.

It also made Qian Kaiwen very sad.

But what can be done?

Xi Yuan's mood was already bad enough. Although he pretended to be good in front of others, Qian Kaiwen, as an insider, definitely couldn't hide anything from his eyes. He couldn't let the situation worsen.

Qian Kaiwen tried to comfort Xi Yuan, "Don't think about it so much, if you two are destined, maybe you will have a middle-aged relationship in ten or twenty years."

But Xi Yuan didn't report that fantasy at all.

"No, he's not that kind of person."

Xi Yuan remembered what Qiao Ye said before, that person had reminded him a long time ago that some things must not be said easily, if one day he asked him to go, he would definitely go, and he would never look back.

So even if Xi Yuan had that thought again when he was angry, he never said that, because he knew Qiao Ye's bottom line, and he also knew that it was the dignity that Qiao Ye cared about.

But in the end he still hurt him.

For a moment, Xi Yuan was really hopeless.

However, a miracle happened like that.

That day when Xi Yuan returned to the company from the studio, he sat half-dead in Qian Kaiwen's office with a heartbroken aura that could pass in a second, listening to what he said that he would be arranged to attend a dinner party tonight.

Suddenly the phone on the desk rang.

Qian Kaiwen picked it up and listened for two seconds, then his expression changed immediately.

Later, when Ji Qiang was called in, what he saw was Xi Yuan who was about to rush out.

"You let me meet him! Can't I go and explain it to him?!"

Xi Yuan yelled at Qian Kaiwen anxiously.

But Qian Kaiwen just waved his hand impatiently, "No, what's the big deal! You just let him make trouble, and I'll see what tricks he can come up with."

Ji Qiang was dumbfounded at the time.

Then he watched Xi Yuan rush to the floor-to-ceiling windows, leaning on the glass to see the figure of the guard who was blocked on the other side of the square, wishing he could jump directly upstairs.

In fact, because of the floor, Xi Yuan couldn't see Qiao Ye clearly.

But at that moment, his eye sockets were stinging.

No one knew what Qiao Ye was thinking, maybe even Qiao Ye himself didn't know.

In broad daylight, there was a large crowd, and three or four security guards surrounded him, trying to say something and even threatened him, saying that if he didn't leave, he would call the police.

But Qiao Ye just didn't leave, and stood there like crazy, looking at the ten-story building in front of him motionless, trying to find the possible floor where Xi Yuan might be.

Xi Yuan couldn't hold back any longer, tears fell down after a brush.

Seeing that scene, Ji Qiang's eyes widened for a moment, as if he couldn't believe that the cold-blooded Xi Yuan was still crying.

Why is this so...

Xi Yuan almost choked up with sobs as he thought about it.

Didn't you agree that you won't look back? Why bother?

It's too uncomfortable, this taste is too uncomfortable.

Xi Yuan cried so hard that he almost lost his breath. Looking at the blurry figure downstairs, he knelt down on the ground holding the glass. He had never regretted it so much before. He wished he could slap himself a few times. If he had known that today would happen, Even if he was dead, he would never have provoked Qiao Ye. Not only did he make himself so miserable, but he also caused Qiao Ye to suffer.

It's not that Qiao Ye doesn't understand, he also knows that he is so stupid, but he just can't control it.

He felt tingling in the depths of his nasal cavity and even his eyes. It had been a few days, and he wanted to forget it, but he just couldn't.

It would be great if time could go backwards, Qiao Ye thought so, just go back to the past, it won't take too long, it will be as long as the time when he and Xi Yuan broke up because of Xu Mingchuan, if he can choose to end at that time , maybe he can take it back.

But it's too late to talk about that now, when he went from the duty room to the gate of 731 without hesitation, it was too late to let him go.

Qiao Ye looked up at the building of Xingxiu Company, facing the scorching sun, and wanted to see Xi Yuan again, telling him that even if he was killed, he would not be able to break up with him.

The two of them just stood there waiting downstairs, and the other stood upstairs crying.

Ji Qiang couldn't bear to look at it, although he hated Xi Yuan, he also looked down on homosexuals.

But this person's heart is full of flesh.

He forced his courage, and said to Qian Kaiwen in a cowardly and anxious manner: "Brother Ke, Kevin, no, no, you can let them meet? Why don't you just meet? You, you just Can't we let them meet?"

However, Qian Kaiwen was indifferent at all. When the phone rang, he took it out to have a look, stood up and walked out, and told Ji Qiang: "You watch him for me."

Ji Qiang chased him out, and wanted to plead for Xi Yuan, "Brother Kevin..."

But Qian Kaiwen turned his head and got anxious with Ji Qiang, "Do you think I'm willing to sing this bad face?! Who is to blame? Don't blame him all!"

He pointed to Ji Qiang and said word by word: "You have to have this awareness when you come out to play. Do you think he is the only one who suffers? Do you think that only one artist in Xiyuan in this world has experienced such a bitter scene? Are everyone the same? , gain both fame and fortune, and still have a smooth relationship? Well, he has the ability to do it himself, but does he have the ability now?!"

Ji Qiang froze on the spot like a glass dream was smashed.

Qian Kaiwen helped his glasses on the bridge of his nose, stabilized his emotions, patted Ji Qiang on the shoulder helplessly, and then walked away without looking back.

At the same time, just as Qiao Ye was waiting for Xi Yuan in a panic, a limousine slowly drove up behind him.

The car was supposed to drive directly into the underground garage, but when it didn't want to pass by the guard, it stopped suddenly.

A woman came out from the co-pilot, and then the driver ran down to open the door, allowing a man in a suit and leather shoes to come out from the back seat on the other side.

Qiao Ye obviously had no time to care about what was going on behind him.

It's just that when the man passed by him, he said to him in a frivolous but clear tone: "Qiao Ye, right? Why are you wasting time here?"

Qiao Ye was taken aback when he heard the sound, and looked at the two of them, a trace of unconcealable anger appeared in his eyes immediately.

"I've seen you."

As he said that, he would never forget the guy who almost snatched Xi Yuan away from him back then. Even though it was dark at that time, he could recognize it when it turned into ashes.

He Junxian was walking forward without looking sideways, but stopped when he heard that, and turned around with a little complacency.

"I've seen you too, and more than once, though in photographs."

The female secretary retreated knowingly to make room for the two of them.

Qiao Ye and He Junxian stood facing each other, one was rustic and the other was in a suit and leather shoes, they stood out by the height of their clothes, but they were evenly matched in terms of momentum.

He Junxian didn't take Qiao Ye seriously at all, "This is not the place for people like you to come, maybe change your clothes and put on your security uniform again, maybe you can stand in that small pavilion for a while , but there..."

He pointed to the building behind him, and smiled contemptuously at Qiao Ye, "You can't get in."

Qiao Ye clenched his fists.

Then He Junxian shook his head as if thinking about it again, "No, if you continue to deliver food, you may be able to enter the hall, but you still can't enter inside."

He smiled, and suddenly narrowed his narrow eyes, "A person like you is not worthy of Xi Yuan."

Qiao Ye gritted his teeth and looked at He Junxian, "But he likes me, and you are relying on your little money."

"So what? You think you can take him away from me once, and you can take him away a second time?"

He Junxian shook his head, "I have money, but you have no money, so the reality is that I am the one who wants to have dinner with him now, and you, even if I don't get it in the end, as long as I am unhappy, you will spend the rest of your life." Don't even think about touching the edge of Xiyuan again."

Qiao Ye's eyes were red with blood.

At this moment, Qian Kaiwen greeted him from the building. Seeing that the situation here was not right, he hurried over to greet He Junxian with a smile, nodded and bowed, and shook hands. It stands to reason that he didn't know Qiao Ye, but the man didn't even look at him. look at him.

He Junxian raised his eyebrows at Qiao Ye, turned around in disdain, and walked towards Xingxiu with Qian Kaiwen.

And the female secretary didn't know what to order, so she walked up to Qiao Ye, took out a wallet from her bag, took out a few red notes and handed them to Qiao Ye.

"Mr. Qiao, this is the taxi fare Mr. He gave you to go home, so don't look for it."

That situation broke the nerves that Qiao Ye couldn't hold anymore.

Later, Qiao Ye didn't know how he left Xingxiu, he just walked on the road in a daze, and didn't even know how to look at the traffic lights when crossing the road. If the driver didn't step on the brakes in time, he would almost hit him directly. past.

Qiao Ye felt his head was going to explode, countless voices filled his brain, Xi Yuan's words, He Junxian's words, and even all the words he had heard about certain things since he was a child, all came out and stimulated on his nerves.

"The third middle school is the third middle school. We can't compare with others. Where do we go to pay the school selection fee?"

"Study art? Does it cost money to enroll in classes? Then...forget it."

"How can you buy a house if you don't have money? If you don't have a house, who will date your son?"

"I'm sorry, Qiao Ye, just treat you as blind."

"You may think that is happiness, but I can't."

"This kind of life where I have to count how many days I have to eat instant noodles even to buy a piece of clothing, I really can't live a day."

"I can't bet my future on love, I can't afford to lose."

"I have money, but you have no money, so the reality is that I am the one who wants to have dinner with him now, and you, even if I don't get it in the end, as long as I am unhappy, you will never want to have dinner with him again for the rest of your life." edge."

……

Qiao Ye is about to collapse.

He finally found out that he had been looking for what went wrong with him and Xi Yuan for a long time. In fact, in the final analysis, their problem lay in one word, that is, money.

Is not it?

If it wasn't for lack of money, Xi Yuan would have spent 2 yuan to buy him a pair of shoes, and he wouldn't have turned against him because of the 2 yuan he lent to Wenxin.And if it wasn't for lack of money, Xi Yuan wouldn't go out drinking all day looking for investment, and wouldn't talk harshly to him because he couldn't make ends meet.Xi Yuan will not leave that glass house in S city, will not be forced to corner and almost be unspoken by others, will not become like now, sharpened his head and only seeks for a higher position, will not sell cars, houses and watches , will not continue the artist's job because of inability to repay the debt, and will not even choose to give up him because of fame and fortune, and all this is because he does not have, have, or money.

And isn't he the same?

If it wasn't for lack of money, he wouldn't have lost at the starting line since he was a child, he wouldn't have had to be the kid who "we can't compare with others" from the beginning, and he wouldn't have been just because he couldn't pay the school selection fee. He will not go astray because of momentary frustration, will not make his life like this, and will not even lose a cherished love because he has no money.

Didn't people often say that money can't buy love?

No, no, no.

Qiao Ye seemed to wake up, realize, and look away in an instant.

He discovered that there is nothing in this world that money can't buy.

Because it was precisely because he had no money that he lost the only thing he wanted most in his life!

Qiao Ye just walked down the street in such a daze, feeling that the whole world has collapsed, collapsed, and fallen.

But at this moment, a familiar figure suddenly appeared in front of him.

Wen Xin caught a glimpse of Qiao Ye in the middle of the road when he was running errands with his friends, and quickly got out of the car and ran to Qiao Ye.

"Fuck, brother, what are you doing?! Are you crazy? This is the main road!"

Qiao Ye looked at Wen Xin like a fool.

Wen Xin dragged Qiao Ye down the side of the road. When the two stood up, they kept asking Qiao Ye what happened.

"What's the matter? What's the matter? What's the matter with you?"

Qiao Ye looked at Wenxin, was silent for a moment, and finally squatted down on the ground, burying his face in his arms.

Wen Xin was terrified at the scene, and wanted to say that he had known Qiao Ye for so long, and this man hadn't even blinked his eyes when his head was hit by a beer bottle, so why is he crying now.

It was so ugly.

Wen Xin patted Qiao Ye on the back, and pulled his hair to lift his head up.

"Why are you crying, I'm fuck, what's the matter, what are you talking about?!"

Wen Xin thought for a while, "Did you get dumped? A woman? Is it because of a woman?"

Qiao Ye cried and said nothing, as if he had acquiesced.

Wen Xin slapped his thigh, "Fuck, tell me, what do you want to do, in a word, my buddy will help you find a way."

Qiao Ye bit his lip, choked up and said, "Money..."

"what?"

"Money," Qiao Ye wiped away tears with his arm, raised his head, and looked at Wen Xin with unusual firmness, "I want money."

Wen Xin was stunned by that gaze.

He watched Qiao Ye silent for a moment, feeling that the long-awaited opportunity had finally come, so he stood up and pulled Qiao Ye up, patted him on the shoulder and led him to stop a taxi.

"Go, follow me."

Wen Xin said that, and when he got into the car, he still looked at the road ahead without squinting, "Brother, I will take you to find some money."