prince's concubine

Chapter 4: Learning to be alone

In his dream, he always wants to find someone to accompany him, whether it is beautiful or ugly, as long as he likes, as long as two people like each other, what can he ask for, but now, thinking about it is annoying It feels like that person has been staying in his bedroom, and when he goes back occasionally, all he sees are faces that he doesn't want to see, hehe.

While laughing at himself, while being angry, he shook off the wine bottle at the side with both hands, and suddenly he fell directly to the ground, in a daze, he only felt as if someone came to him and helped him up, and nothing happened after that He knew, he didn't know who that person was, he only knew the warm embrace, for a moment he even wanted to be hugged by the other person all the time.

It was already noon of the next day when I woke up, rubbing my heavy head, suddenly my whole stomach seemed to be burned, and I vomited an discomfort directly towards the bed.

Shen Feng pushed open the door, and looked helplessly at the person who had vomited all over the place.

Holding the hangover soup in his hand, he walked up to Chen Yiming, without saying a word, he just stretched out his hand and patted the other person's back, "Well..." Chen Yiming couldn't help but spit it out again. Wrist, wanting to borrow strength, who knows that he just pinched the opponent's wrist with a red mark.

Chen Yiming came to his senses, and he said anxiously: "Yes... I'm sorry." After he finished speaking, he felt a little embarrassed, and Shen Feng didn't say anything, but just handed the hangover soup in his hand to the other party: "Drinking it will be better for your health, You rest, I'm going out." Putting the soup bowl aside, he walked out of the room, but Chen Yiming on the bed looked a little dazed, he felt uncomfortable for a moment when he saw the other party leaving.

Does he dislike others that much?After thinking about it, he wanted to ask someone to call him in, but he always felt embarrassed. Suddenly someone knocked on the door, and Chen Yiming smiled and said, "Come in." I thought the other party was Shen Feng, but who knew It was just a cleaning servant who came in, and suddenly he stopped venting his anger.

Chen Yiming rested for two days before he recovered. He has been staying at home for the past few days, except that he would go out to court in the morning, and he would rush home after the court ceremony. But when he returned home, he rarely saw Shen Feng. Don't talk about normal times, when he was sleeping at night, the other party came back very late, and he had a smell that he didn't like.

In order to know what Shen Feng does every day, he purposely took a leave of absence and hid at home to observe the other party secretly, but when he woke up in the morning, there was nowhere was Shen Feng beside the bed; he looked angrily at The empty bed next to him.

One month, he gave up the idea of ​​following the other party. At this time, he returned to his previous self, staying away from home, going out to spend time and wine, and no one would take care of him. He was free to do whatever he wanted outside, although Enjoy, but when he sees men and women holding hands outside from a tall building, he always hopes to have someone to accompany him.

My heart will always be tugged, thinking of the people in my family, but I just smile helplessly, and then shake my head, he is not a person who can spend a lifetime with me after all.

I always fantasize about having someone who I know and love with myself, but now that I think about it, it's probably just empty talk. Looking back, if I find someone he likes, it will be fine.

Then he asked himself 'what kind of person do you like', but he couldn't make a conclusion in the end, he didn't particularly like someone, but sometimes as long as others treat him better, he always wants to give the best of himself to them , It's just that whoever he sees now seems to hide him far away.

Walking on the street, even if he saw a beautiful girl, he wanted to know her, but in the end the girl looked at him and walked away with aggrieved expression.

This kind of day has happened every day since he got married, and it always gives everyone a look of being homeless.

"Hey..." Sighing, Chen Yiming scratched his head helplessly, and walked towards his little brother's house.

I didn't know what to do along the way, and when I stopped suddenly, I was already at the gate of the mansion.

"My lord?" The housekeeper stepped forward to say hello, and hurriedly greeted Chen Yiming into the mansion.

Chen Yiming was walking on the familiar road, and suddenly a burst of laughter came into his ears, "Husband, you touched the child and he moved, just now he kicked me."

"Eh, is that so? Let me touch it." Chen Yifeng lay on his wife's belly and listened quietly. Suddenly, the child in his stomach kicked her. Chen Yifeng smiled, "It's good if the child is lively." He was very worried His wife would not like him. This was what he had been worried about before. Now that he thought about it, the two were forced to get married, but they lived happily. Who said that the coerced marriage was not complete, but he didn't mind. Just because that's what they have to bear.

When they were young, they knew that when they grow up, they must marry the children of the clan, and the children are also destined by the gods. All this is only because of the curse thousands of years ago, which has been passed down to this generation until all the reincarnation debts are paid off. Stop, but he is not worried, because the child's mother likes him very much.

Chen Yiming, who was hiding aside, leaned against the wall suddenly, staring blankly at the sky. He knew that he was not a good husband, and he also knew that he was not a good father, but he also wanted to have a warm home like others, Instead of sleeping alone in an empty house, living alone.

Laughing helplessly at himself, he left his younger brother's mansion. On the way back, he thought a lot, but he just felt helpless. He didn't know if he could still have someone he loved, maybe thinking about it now was just an extravagant wish.

The worries in his heart cannot be resolved. For him, Shen Feng is not the person he likes, but the other party can always find the right time to care about him. Maybe the two of them sit down and have a good talk so that they can finally reconcile peacefully.

That night, he intentionally found time to watch Shen Feng push open the door, walked to the bed quietly, then took off his clothes and lay down on the bed, quietly not touching his heart.

Chen Yiming suddenly said, "Let's talk."

Behind him, Shen Feng quietly replied: "Yes."

He took a breath, thought for a while and finally said: "You know that I don't like you. We have only been together for more than three years. I hope that after five years, we can reconcile. What are you doing for more than three years?" I will not stop you, and in the same way, I hope you will not embarrass me in the past three years, after all, I have the right to marry another wife."

After waiting for a long time behind Shen Feng, he calmly replied: "I know." After speaking, the quilt of the person behind him moved, and he could clearly feel that Shen Feng was crying, but he didn't cry for him, he was alone Silently endured everything.

At night, Chen Yiming couldn't fall asleep, he looked out the window quietly, lying alone on the bed, the people around him only took up one-third of the whole bed, on the contrary, he, very domineering, fell asleep For the remaining two-thirds, he was like a greedy person, eating from the bowl and looking at the pot.

Finally, the two passed through the second year safely. During this period, Chen Yiming insisted on intercourse with each other, but Shen Feng did not conceive a single child. This was also something that Chen Yiming felt strange. They obviously had intercourse, but they got married at the same time Her younger brother and elder brother's children have already been born, but Shen Feng has no news in his stomach.

Only three months after the beginning of the third year, he began to change. If it wasn't for that incident, he would have stayed outside for the rest of his life and would not want to rely on Shen Feng.

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