silk butterfly

My name is Li Shengchen. My parents left me when I was very young, but I know they love me deeply.Once our family of three went out to play, but unfortunately there was a car accident on the way.My parents protected me, and they left in a hurry with their love for me - these are all things my grandma told me after remembering.Grandma said that I was too young at that time, just a baby in swaddling clothes.

Grandma said that my parents named me "Shengchen" because they hoped that I would be as bright as a star and as pure as the morning sun.Pure, can anyone be pure all the time?

I live with my only relative, my grandmother.We are not rich, only a small grocery store - selling things in the front and resting in the back.But we are still very satisfied and happy like this.Grandma often goes out for a walk, and if she is lucky, she will bring me some "gifts".Bears with missing arms, colored crayons of different lengths, pants with holes... For a five-year-old, these are my joys.

One day I was waiting for grandma in the shop as usual, looking around from time to time to see if grandma came back and whether she had brought "gifts".Finally, when the sun was about to set, grandma came back, still holding something in her hand.I rushed out excitedly.The "gift" this time was very special. It was a little boy—thin and small, black all over, with small eyes blinking, and the other small hand tightly clutching the corner of his clothes.Grandma said that he stayed by the nearby garbage dump for three days, and no one asked him. It looked so pitiful, so she brought him back.

I took him into the house and fetched a basin of water to help him wash his face.After washing my face, I realized that the little guy has a bun face, so cute!

"Little guy, he looks so cute! My name is Li Shengchen, and I'm brother~ You can call me Brother Chengchen or Brother Chen, remember?" I was really happy looking at him.

"Li Chengchen, Chengchen, Chengchen..." the little guy murmured.

"Hey", now I'm not happy, "Little one, it's brother, brother Chengchen, I'm going to be angry if you don't obey me", she pouted out of habit.

Seeing that I was really angry, the little guy was also in a hurry, "Brother, brother, brother Chengchen!!!" Immediately, the sockets of his eyes were also red.

The little guy is so cute!But it would be bad if you really cried.

"Don't worry, don't worry, brother is not angry, brother is playing with you! By the way, what's your name?"

"Well... Zheng Yifan."

"Zheng Yifan, Yifan...I'll call you Fan Fan, Fan Fan! Fan Fan! Hehe..."

For a while, the little guy didn't react, and then he rushed into my arms and murmured "Brother, brother, brother!!!" I responded to him while stroking his back.As the sun went down, the two boys hugged each other for a long time.

It turned out that Fan Fan was three years old and didn't know who his parents were. As long as he could remember, he was sold to one family after another.But they didn't treat him well, this time it was Fan Fan who sneaked out.Fan Fan must be very lonely and sad!

The family has no money, and there are only two single beds behind the grocery store, one for grandma and one for me.Naturally, Fanfan and I slept in the same bed.Before going to bed, I deliberately lowered my voice to pretend to be a ghost.Sure enough, Fan Fan was frightened, and his small body curled up tightly.

"Fan Fan, if you're scared, just hug brother and sleep." I really regret my behavior just now.

After a while, the little guy still didn't move.Just when I was about to turn around and go to sleep, a warm little body squeezed into my arms, soft like a puppy.In the darkness, no one saw the corner of the other's mouth slightly raised.

Since I have Fan Fan by my side, every day of my life is happy and joyful.

In a blink of an eye, I went to school.At first, Fan Fan always frowned, blinked his small eyes, and looked at me pitifully.Later, I came back from school every day to be Fan Fan's little teacher.Teach him what he learned in class that day.Gradually, the little guy returned to his previous happiness.Fan Fan is very smart, and he can learn it as soon as he learns it.

The classmates in school are very kind to me, and everyone likes to play with me.For some reason, gradually some girls began to distance themselves from me.Maybe it's because I'm a boy, and men and women are different!Many years later, I realized that it was not because of the difference between men and women. It was because I was beautiful. Although I was a boy, my skin was whiter than a girl. I had big bright eyes, a delicate nose, and a heart-shaped mouth. I smiled warmly... They are jealous, jealous of my beauty, jealous of the boys they like around me.But, I am a boy!

Day by day, there is no big deal - there is a grandma, there is Fan Fan, and there are brothers.Finally, with the help of the police uncle at the police station, Fan Fan has a household registration and can go to school!We can go to and from school together.Study together during the day, look after school in the store after school, and listen to the radio in bed at night.My favorite is "Midnight Liaozhai", which is full of ghost stories, accompanied by sound effects recorded by the host using watermelon rinds, broken chairs, etc.People are so strange, the more afraid they are, the more they want to hear it!

Fan Fan's grades are very good, he even skipped two grades and entered junior high school at the same time as me!Hey, it makes me proud and touched at the same time—genius is really different!

The brothers often come to the house to play, and they always bring delicious and fun things.Of course, I shared these with Fan Fan.I don't know when it started, the brothers didn't often come to me to play.How long has it been?It's been a month!

"Zheng Yifan, where's your brother?" A tall and strong boy asked.

"Not here!"

"Uh...not at home again?" Seeing no one around, the boy let go of his courage, "Hey, Zheng Yifan, you are blessed! You sleep in the same bed with Chengchen every day..." He squeezed his eyes wretchedly as he spoke .

"Don't come to play with my brother again!" Zheng Yifan clenched his fists.

"Why? Your brother is so beautiful. Although he is a man, but..." Before he finished speaking, a fist met the tall and strong boy's face. Before he could react, a violent storm of fists hit his whole body.

"Get out! If you don't get out, I'll kill you. Let's see if you dare to come again!" Zheng Yifan was furious.

When I came home humming a song, what I saw was my younger brother beating my good brother Seunghyun.Although I don't know why Fan Fan beat Shengxian, I've never seen Fan Fan like this before, it's so strange!Such a fan and terrible, hateful, why hit my friends, why not let them play with me?

At this time, the two wrestling together saw me in the corner terrified.

"Li Shengchen, take good care of your brother, no matter how big or small." Shengxian patted the dirt on his body, and left without looking back.

Yifan looked indifferent, scratching the back of his head and smiling foolishly, the corner of his mouth was split, and his face was also bruised.Although, I couldn't resist that angelic smile, but he really made me so angry.I walked straight home like I didn't see it.

Seeing that I ignored him, Yifan hugged me tightly from behind and called out "Brother" softly, but I still ignored him.He pulled my body in a hurry, looked at me deeply, and held my shoulders tightly with both hands as if he was suppressing something.

"Brother, am I the only one?"

There is a kind of emotion in his eyes that I don't know. Hearing this sentence, I seem to understand something, but I don't understand it.I really like Fan Fan - he is like a little adult sometimes, he will take care of me like a big brother...

Nodding, Fan Fan hugged me tightly and smiled sweetly.

This year, I was 15 years old and Fan Fan was 13 years old, that is, some feelings were sprouting in this year!