love you very special

Maybe it's because Yi Chu himself pursues perfection, and he insists on doing things step by step. When he comes home at nine o'clock, and a dish hasn't been served at ten o'clock, he doesn't know what he's doing.

Lin Yi lay on the sofa and squinted for a while and opened his eyes to see that he was still busy. In order not to affect his performance, he refrained from disturbing him.

"Can I come in to your house?"

It's so boring!Inquire like a gentleman in the kitchen.

Yi Chu replied: "Anything is fine."

Seeing a house half-hidden, Lin Yi pushed open the door.

It is a study.

He originally thought that someone who loves reading so much must be full of books, but he didn't expect that apart from a few books on finance, there were no inspirational Chicken Soup to learn from the four famous world classics and dress up.

What is even more surprising is that there are seven or eight comic books scattered on the bookshelf.

Lin Yi walked over to look at the title of the book, opened it casually and said to himself: "I'm going, this is too amazing, such a terrible boy's heart, I don't know what it will be like when I go to school, now I read these things."

Lin Yi sat on a chair and flipped through a few books. Not only high school students love to read these things, but also junior high school students, such as basketball, football, and foreign comics and animations.

Flipping to the fold, Lin Yi picked up a pen and wrote on the book as a prank, "If you don't study well in class, what do you read? Come to my office after class."

I was very satisfied and watched it again and again, laughing and putting it back.Leaning on the chair with his head resting on his arms, his mind was thinking about the past.

During my teenage years, my high school years, and my final university madness period, since then, no matter whether it is intentional or not, I seldom recall the past. I have no energy, no time, and no mood to think about it.

Thinking of the past will only make me sadder and more self-blaming, why didn't I be more sensible earlier, why was I so heartless.

Only with Yi Chu, because this person exudes the breath of the past all over his body, and he always thinks of the past in every action and event.

And he is like a strong mark, seeing him sink his heart, he will remember some past thoughts, some secrets, and the pride of being proud of him.

Even if I don't like to miss him, I still can't refuse the strong summer breath on him.

No matter how mature that face is, no matter how changed that person is, he still remembers that he is still a handsome boy who moves with the wind.

Thoughts were flying, Lin Yi found a group photo of them when they graduated from high school in Yi Chu's drawer, and hurriedly took it out like a treasure hunt and ran to the kitchen, almost pleadingly said: "Yi Chu, can this photo Can't you give it to me? I didn't keep any of the previous photos, I lost them all, so you can just give me this one."

Yi Chu was mixing vegetables, glanced at it and said coldly, "No."

It's not really because photos can't be developed to produce new ones, any printer can scan out the latest photos.

Instead, there are everyone's ballpoint pen signatures on the back of the photo. Only this person has the ability to call everyone's signatures. The handwriting is a little blurry and most of it is still very clear.

Lin Yidao: "Don't be so stingy, okay? Just keep your special class graduation photo. If you want a sophomore, give it to me. Really, I really want it, please."

Yi Chu's face gradually softened, and Lin Yi continued: "I know you are the most loyal! I lost all my photos when I was a child, and I threw them all away when I moved and sold the house. I really regret it. You have kept it for eight years, so give it to me. "

Yi Chu put the food on the dining table and said "Mmm".

Lin Yi jumped over and put his arms around his shoulder: "Really? Did you agree?"

Yi Chu: "Take it if you like."

Lin Yi said happily: "I knew you were the best, and besides, you don't need this kind of thing at all. Anyway, you didn't have many friends back then, so there's nothing to miss."

Yi Chu said with affirmative tone: "Yes."

Lin Yi raised his eyebrows curiously: "Who is it?"

Yi Chu glanced at Lin Yi: "You."

Lin Yi was stunned for a moment, "haha" and smiled: "Yes, it's me, it's me."

What he said was indeed true, the relationship between the two of them was so bad that they had a good relationship. I was indeed Yi Chu's only friend throughout high school, and I had never seen him play with others.

But for a person like Yi Chu, whoever makes friends with him will feel pressure, it's all about comparison, and if he is not careful, he will be scolded by his parents every day.

Thinking of how Lin Yi admired him, when he teased him and was with him, he really didn't care at all whether he would be contrasted or compared, and he always felt that it was normal to praise him and take him as a role model?I really admire it.

As he spoke, he looked at the photos and couldn't help sighing: "Look at how handsome I was at that time. You can't compare to me. Why is the gap so big now? Years, life."

Exclaimed in a strange voice on purpose.

One is a proud son who is going well, and the other is struggling to survive.

Temperament, vision and experience are all the same.

It's normal to sigh.

Yi Chu handed him the chopsticks, and the two sat down together, and he said, "Nothing has changed."

Why are you so good at talking now? Lin Yi's heart fluttered when he heard it: "I really regret it. You said that if I went to work as a white-collar worker in a big city, dressed neatly and wore a suit and tie, I would definitely fascinate a group of people. It won't be like this now Staying in the men's factory every day, you can't even get a wife or girlfriend."

Yi Chu said in a cold voice: "You don't have the heart, even if you go to see a group of women every day, you won't be able to find a wife."

What he said is right, how can I have any intentions to fall in love in the past few years? I wish I could stay in my room and not come out and not ask about world affairs. Come out, never thought about it.

"What about you? You are a good boy in the eyes of the teacher, the pride of your parents, a model student for the whole school, how about a model student, shouldn't you be thinking about lifelong events now?"

Yi Chu put some vegetables in Lin's bowl, and said in a very unhappy tone: "Eat yours, don't worry about me."

Lin Yidao: "Anyway, you just want to reveal my privacy if you have nothing to do, but you just refuse to talk about yourself."

Yi Chu took a mouthful of rice and said, "I told you so."

"what?"

Yi Chu: "It's nothing, don't ask."

Still afraid of him after so many years, Lin Yidao: "Okay, okay, I won't say anything, I won't ask this, can I ask another question?"

Yi Chu: "No."

Lin Yi didn't care whether he agreed or not and just said: "You gave up the recommendation and went to study mathematics. Why did you switch to finance now? Your school can't find a suitable job, right?"

Yi Chu didn't expect him to pay attention to this issue. They either go to the national unit or change their career. The salary in the national unit is low, and the annual salary can exceed the income for many years, which is normal.

It’s just that Lin Yi has always thought that he is a very principled and stubborn person, and it’s hard to make changes regardless of what happened. Seeing that he was silent, he asked tentatively: “Is it... short of money?”

I feel stupid when I say it, who would think that there is too much money, such a good house in such a good location, honest and fixed salary, I don’t know how many years it takes to buy such a deadly expensive house.

Yi Chu chuckled: "What do you think?"

His tone is very calm, there should be no problems in this regard.

Lin Yidao: "There is a golden house in the book. It's just a pity. After all, you don't like many things. You must be determined to give up."

Yi Chu: "Graduate students did not graduate and went out for internships. They searched randomly. They were assigned to China not long ago, so they came back."

Why does this person always say something in such a relaxed tone, really angry.

Lin Yi asked, "What about after that? Will you stay in Shanghai?"

Yi Chu looked up at him, his eyes were even more intoxicating, and his tone was quite teasing, he asked, "Do you want me to stay?"

Lin Yiken accepted his gaze boldly: "Will you listen to me?"

Yi Chu wiped the corner of his mouth and said slightly: "No."

Lin Yi hummed: "I'll know it even if you don't tell me, it's really boring."

The two ate quietly for a few minutes, and Yi Chu said softly, "You've never listened to me either."

He is good at everything, but he especially likes to hold grudges.

The matter of leaving without saying goodbye is like a knot in his heart, as long as it is involved, he will speak eccentrically, and he is extremely concerned, as if it is the outlet of all anger.

Lin Yi quickly changed the subject: "This dish is delicious. How did you make it? Why is it so good? It's much better than the one I bought."

Yi Chu immediately forgot what happened a second ago, and pushed the plate away: "You eat all of it."

Lin Yi agreed: "Okay, okay, no problem, then you don't eat it, the rest is mine."

He hasn't eaten well all day, and he really has a big appetite.

Yi Chu put down his chopsticks and watched him eat silently, with a gratified and loving expression.

As soon as Lin was happy, Yi Chu was happy with him, and impulsively said: "You can come to Shanghai to live here in the future."

After such a nonsensical sentence, Lin Yi raised his head and asked nonsensically, "Do you want rent?"

Yi Chu Mingming smiled and seemed to be teasing, but he answered seriously: "Yes."

Lin Yi: "Then it's free, I won't come."

Yi Chu said very seriously: "No money, I mean it, I'm very happy if you can come with me."

This time when they met, this person spoke so sweetly that he could coax others, and with this voice and tone, it was easy to get intoxicated by it.

As soon as Lin regained consciousness, he tilted his head and asked: "Yi Chu, don't you have anything to ask me for? If you have something to talk about, I will definitely help you if you are busy."

Yi Chu knew that the topic was too much, so he quickly stopped it, and echoed: "There is indeed something, and I won't let you go to the mountains of swords and fires. I just don't know if you are willing to help me."

Lin Yi was so happy: "Tell me quickly, I'll see what you can embarrass."

Yi Chu thought for a while: "I'm going on a business trip for five days next Tuesday, can you go with me?"

When Lin heard this, disappointment was written all over his face, and he waved his hands directly: "You like to tease me if you have nothing to do. If you don't go or go, I'm busy and can't leave."

Yi Chu lowered his head and stopped talking.

Lin Yi explained: "If you need some substantive help, it's fine. What the hell is going on a business trip? Are you afraid or lonely by yourself?"

Lin Yi felt that he didn't know what it was to be afraid of being lonely. Since he was a child, he went to school and ate alone, and never had a girlfriend. Do he understand what loneliness is?

Yi Chu didn't speak, and got up directly.

He's probably going to smoke again.

Sure enough, I smoked alone on the balcony for a while.

In fact, to endure a person, the premise is that you like it enough. This tolerance is not to endure his dissatisfaction, but to be able to endure his indifference and dislike.

Lin Yi was clearing the dining table when he returned from the balcony.

Yi Chu walked over silently and said, "I'll come."

Lin Yi didn't want to compete with him for this kind of thing, so he let go.

I don't know how other people get along with him. Lin Yiyi is really respectful and afraid of him. Sometimes he feels a little tired. This person clearly has emotions written on his face and is easy to recognize, but many times he likes to hide many things in his heart. It seems that I can never figure out what I am thinking.

If you can't figure it out, don't guess.

As soon as Lin wiped the table and changed the lily bottle of water on the table into new ones, he turned around and said to Yi Chu in a friendly manner: "We really don't get along well, we haven't gotten along well, you say it's because of me or you the reason."

Yi Chu is very good at admitting mistakes and saying: "My reason."

Seeing his attitude of admitting his mistakes, Lin curled his lips: "You are always duplicity."

Yi Chu patted the sofa next to him and said, "Sit down, I won't stop you from leaving, sit down first."

Lin Yishun obeyed him and sat next to him.

Yi Chu picked up the fruit knife and peeled the apple, "I have no other meaning, I can empathize with you. I don't know why you dropped out of school, why you should tell me, you shouldn't be so willful, pretending to be an adult to endure pressure."

Since he has been struggling with this, Lin Yi opened up and said: "Yi Chu, you have really changed a lot. I am not particularly good at nasty words, and I don't like to listen to them. But I thank you very much, and I was very touched. I really didn’t expect that we would meet again after so many years, and I never imagined that we could sit together like this.”

What Lin Yi said was very true, Yi Chu shook his head: "I don't want you to be moved."

Lin Yi smiled: "Who wouldn't be moved by a god-level person like you. Besides, even if I told you back then that you scolded me so much in class, how could you bother me about things like this? Now it's because we have been separated for a long time. Because you are kind and curious about me, it is true that at that time, you met and saw me as an immortal ghost every day, and you probably wanted to hide far away. "

"No." Yi Chu said directly, and then emphasized: "Never."

Even if the assumptions are all false, no one will feel uncomfortable when they hear such an affirmative answer without hesitation.

For so many years, I have been used to you coming and going, and friends helping each other. I really heard such selfless words without asking for anything in return. A warm current flows through my heart. Why not enjoy this kind of care in peace?They had such an intimate relationship and such a happy and youthful past, but how long can the past last?

Is it really indestructible?

Lin Yi pretended to be relaxed: "It's useless if you help me eight hundred times, I don't understand anything about you, and I can't help you with anything."

Yi Chu's eyes lit up: "Why do you have to tell me so clearly? Your mother told me to take good care of you, and I don't need anything in return."

Few people dared to mention his mother's past in front of him, and what his mother said was just a joke at the time, and he didn't take it seriously, so he didn't expect him to remember it in his heart.

Lin Yiping regained his composure and said, "I'm a big man with arms and legs and I don't need your help, but you, what's going on, are always gloomy. Let me help you enlighten me if you don't like it."

Yi Chu raised his eyebrows: "Why am I not happy?"

Lin Yi: "Stop pretending, you're an adult who secretly reads comic books and still says it's normal?"

Yi Chu smiled slightly: "No secrets. Can adults not read comics? Aren't all the comics created by adults?"

Lin Yi was stunned and had nothing to say: "Okay, I can't beat you, you should be the best."

Yi Chu was really not easy. Lin Yi, who was able to speak for the first time, was speechless. He clearly meant that he had something to do with rejuvenation, and he abruptly brought up the problem of creation.

The two of them couldn't calmly chat on the same channel when they were talking together. Lin got up together: "I'm so sleepy, tell me where you want me to sleep?"

Yi Chu stood up together and went to open the bedroom door: "You sleep on my bed."

Meaning he slept in another room.

A bad idea came to Lin Yi's mind, he stepped forward and said, "Why don't we sleep together, it's not like we haven't slept before."

Unexpectedly, Yi Chu was very straightforward and said without changing his face: "Okay."

Lin Yi laughed and said, "Just kidding, you know I don't sleep well."

"It's ok."

He was so straightforward, Lin Yi didn't know whether it was difficult to refuse or unwilling to refuse, he saw that his bed was quite big, so there should be no problem sleeping together, and the most important thing is that they didn't drink alcohol today, so there wouldn't be any embarrassing things happening. Things you can't control.

It's really strange for two big men to sleep together. Lin Yi knows this strangeness very well. The reason why he is willing is because of the inexplicable intimacy and never-before-seen touch after their reunion these days.

Perhaps people who have experienced life and death and long-term separation will always have feelings that they did not have when they were young.

Yi Chuyi lay down after taking a shower, and the breath lingered in front of Lin Yi's eyes. The long-lost smell was really refreshing, and it reminded me of the hot summer at that time.

As soon as Lin finished replying to WeChat, he turned sideways and said, "I've always wanted to ask you a question, what kind of shampoo do you use? Has this shampoo shop been closed for so many years? I went to the supermarket several times to find But, why didn't you find it?"

Yi Chu leaned on the bed, flipped through the book, and said casually: "My mother sent it at school."

When the unsolved mystery of this century came out, Lin Yi opened his eyes wide: "That's it?"

Seeing his shocked expression, Yi Chu turned the corners of his mouth and smiled.