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The third year of high school is no better than the second year of high school, and the experimental class is no better than the ordinary class.

The two of them in the second year of high school were stuck together all day long, they didn't separate when they ate and went to the bathroom, and no one cared about them.After all, everyone is like this, and each small group embraces like brothers and sisters who have stumbled in the previous life.

The experimental classes are different, most of them work alone.It's like martial arts heroes gather together, while knights come and go alone, relying on horses to fight.

Ji Yuanxian and Li Zhengchuan remained inseparable for a few days, and gradually realized that something was wrong.Even the men and women in the class who secretly engage in underground affairs are not as greasy as the two of them.

There is an unwritten rule in S, the first and second year of high school are allowed to develop, and the battle of the third year is imminent, puppy love is fiercer than tiger.Not only is there no such thing as being at the same table, but any "friendship" with a slightly close relationship will be slapped around by the teacher.

Ji Yuan has a keen intuition, and the two of them will definitely not be able to go on like this.Not to mention whether he was discovered by the teacher, he didn't want to receive complicated eyes from others.There's only one year left, so there's no need for extra problems.

At first, Li Zhengchuan didn't feel that his brother was keeping a distance.Until one day when he entered the classroom, Ji Yuan avoided the small army commander's hand without any trace.

Lizheng Chuanyuan wanted to hug him, but his arms were lost, and he couldn't react for a while.

He groped for a long time, finally understood what Ji Yuanxian meant.

In fact, it is understandable, after all, they are students and are still in school.Some things can be ostentatious, but some things are destined not to be high-profile.Not to mention homosexual love, heterosexual love in the eyes of the world is not suitable for schools.

The two still went in and out together, but they became less blatant.Buy food separately and study separately.Because the third year of high school is not the front and back desks, the seats from Ji Yuanxian to Lizheng Chuan span more than half of the class, as if separated by the Pacific Ocean.

In the third year of high school, I was nervous about studying, and gradually I had to squeeze time even to go to the toilet.All the psychological construction that Ji Yuan has done now is still not enough in the face of strong pressure.

The experimental class is full of talents, and no one will admit defeat.Everyone climbed up with all their strength, as if they were crossing a single-plank bridge every day.The "swearing-in" activity was added before the self-study, Li Zhengchuan was unwilling to open his mouth, he felt really stupid.

As the days passed, the time for the two to communicate became less and less.As soon as I entered the class, I was almost nailed to the seat. There was not enough time to eat, and I was too tired to talk after the evening self-study.

After returning home, I turned over and fell asleep after brushing the questions.They don't quite remember when was the last time they had sex.

Ji Yuan has lost weight now, even though he has extra meals bought by Li Zhengchuan every day, he still lost weight unavoidably.During the first month's vacation of the third year of high school, Ji Yuanxian received the imperial decree from the empress, and returned home a little sluggish.

He thought that there would be delicious food, a table full of feasts, and he even endured the fact that he was not full for breakfast.Unexpectedly, the ice pot and cold stove at home made the mice unwilling to take a second look.

"Ms. Xue, I don't think it's my own. Let's take some time to do a paternity test."

Ji Yuan is now howling in the kitchen, Mrs. Ji has already eaten.Brother Xian had no choice but to cook quick-frozen dumplings for himself.

"Keep your voice down, the quality that I taught you back then has been put into the pot and dumpling stuffing?" Mrs. Ji leaned against the door frame. She was not so delicate and rigorous at home, and her home clothes were somewhat girlish.

"Son, have you lost weight recently? Do you still have meat on your girly waist?"

"Hey, Ms. Xue, I don't like to hear your words. You are like a girl. Is there a girl as tall as your son?" Ji Yuan curled his lips and subconsciously lifted the hem of his clothes.He looked around and muttered, "It seems a little... Li Zhengchuan also said that I lost weight."

"Speaking of Xiao Chuan, my mother asked you something."

"Don't, don't be mother." Ji Yuanxian almost threw the spoon and fled along the window, "When you say the word mother, there must be nothing good! I beg you, give my son a way out."

Mrs. Ji laughed, walked over and reached out to slap Ji Yuanxian on the back of the head.Neither light nor heavy, like scratching an itch.

"Little bastard, it has nothing to do with you. I will help Mrs. Li and ask about Li Zhengchuan's situation. Is there something wrong with your surprise?"

Ji Yuan breathed a sigh of relief and scooped up a dumpling.He poked the skin with his chopsticks, and the soup dripped out.

"Success, you can ask. In order to prove my innocence, my minister must know everything and say everything."

"Be serious," Mrs. Ji glanced at him, "Does Xiao Chuan have a girlfriend?"

With a "boom", the dumplings fell into the pot.The soup splashed high, hitting the back of Ji Yuanxian's hands and the skirt of his clothes.After a while, he hurriedly wiped his clothes with a handkerchief, feeling his cheeks were inexplicably hot, and dared not look directly into his mother's eyes.

"Hey, who is your IQ to follow? Rinse it with cold water quickly, and stop foaming in a while."

Ji Yuan turned on the faucet now, the cold water rushed away the scalding liquid, and the back of his hand was red.It was still a bit late, and he remembered that he hadn't answered Mrs. Ji's question.His eyes stared at the water splash, hesitating to smile or not.

"Damn it, he studies hard all day, so he doesn't have time to fall in love."

"Oh," Mrs. Ji realized, he was talking about Li Zhengchuan.The topic returned to normal, "Then you know that his parents plan to send him abroad."

"Well, I guess I know."

"But he insisted not to go abroad, did he talk to you?"

"Why is he talking to me about this? If you want to go, go, if you don't want to go, don't go," Ji Yuan now shrugged nonchalantly, and he licked the back of his hand with his tongue, which tasted salty. "Besides, if you don't want to go abroad, it doesn't mean you're in love. Where to go, don't be too imaginative. Ms. Xue."

"Hey, this is really wronged." Mrs. Ji shrugged like him, smiling charmingly and charmingly. "It was Li Zhengchuan's own admission."

Ji Yuan felt his heart leaping, his palms were slippery and his legs were already limp.In line with the principle that the enemy can't move, I can't move, even though my mind is full of speculation about "it's over, the relationship will be revealed", I still keep a little luck and refuse to confess.

"Him? What did he say. Don't listen to his nonsense. That guy's closest lover is mathematics, and his most loyal lover is Chinese. Girl? I haven't heard of it."

Mrs. Ji frowned and looked at him for a while.Ji Yuan now has plausible words, not like bluffing.With a look of hesitation on her face, she pursed her lips and said, "I don't know the specific situation. Last time I saw the exhibition, Xiao Chuan chatted with me."

"I asked him if he had someone in his heart and had a puppy love. He admitted it readily, but he didn't say which girl it was. I'm not someone else's mother, so it's not easy to ask."

"No, in the end, it's not easy for her mother to ask, so let me save the country with curves."

Ji Yuan is now experiencing ups and downs, almost turning into a husky.On such an important matter, Li Zhengchuan didn't communicate with him.Just a little bit, just a little bit, he would not call himself.

what the hell.

"Your Majesty, don't worry about other people's family affairs. I've never seen you care so much about my relationship issues. The first milkshake and the second Lizheng Chuan, I'm like paper money in your heart anyway."

"No," Mrs. Ji shook her head, "How can you have cute RMB."

Ji Yuanxian: "..."

He shouldn't overestimate his status.

A pot of dumplings boiled into a paste, Ji Yuan pinches his nose and puts it in a bowl.He poured some vinegar and brought it to the table.Madam Ji usually doesn't mention the issue of puppy love, but now Ji Yuan simply forgot - sooner or later, sooner or later, he needs to pass this test.

Being in love is not a matter, and who you are in love with is not a matter.The gender of the love partner is the big issue.

Elders are not comparable to their peers, and the people around them are extremely tolerant of homosexuality, but they are not family members after all.

Ji Yuan was thinking about it now, two chopsticks were stirring in the bowl, and suddenly asked Mrs. Ji something: "Mom, do you know that the third son of the Wang family in Beijing fell out with his family because of his boyfriend."

"It is said that the two left for the United States and are going to get a certificate."

"There was a lot of discussion about this some time ago, and Lao Wang was so angry that he wanted to resign from office. No one in the circle knew about it." Ji's family is now far away from the political center, and gossip is not a problem.Mrs. Ji didn't impose personal feelings on this matter, she just said that if she didn't learn well at a young age, elopement was a set pattern.

"There have been too many high-ranking officials' sons who have come out in the past few years. One family's ups and downs, and the next one's. They are all joking, saying that this rebellious person is especially out of the circle. At a young age, I know what love is, just follow the trend."

"In a few years, we'll still get married, we'll get married, we'll break up. We've seen too many kids playing around."

"It's not wrong to fall in love with homosexuals." Ji Yuan couldn't help but probe now. He smashed a dumpling, and his legs crossed unnaturally. "If Wang's parents were not so opposed, Wang Sanshao wouldn't have a boyfriend. elopement."

"So what? Could it be possible to bring a male daughter-in-law into the house, and tell the world?" Mrs. Ji didn't laugh at Ji Yuan's innocence, but there was an ambiguous smile behind her words. "Yuan Bao, you want an official like Lao Wang, where are you going to put your old face?"

Ji Yuan couldn't figure it out now, but he was angry, "Can face be more important than the happiness of future generations? He can't hold his official position for the rest of his life."

Mrs. Ji was too lazy to mess around with him, and the young man jumped in a hurry. In the eyes of his mother, he was just fighting for his peers.They like to deviate from the values ​​of the public and like to be unconventional.What the secular mainstream cannot do, they just want to do it.

This kind of mentality is tantamount to being coquettish and taking Joe, and Mrs. Ji didn't pay much attention to it.

She reached out and slapped Ji Yuanxian on the back of the head again, put aside her opinion, turned and went upstairs.

"Adults have considerations for adults. Some things are going on in secret, but they can be passed by with a closed door. If you really want to bring it to the light, it is tantamount to courting death."

"I don't object to liking the same sex, and I don't accept it. This road is too difficult, what do little brats know. My mind is full of romanticism domineering, so take a good look at this world."

"Don't think that what you see is all there is to it."

Outside the window, it was raining as promised in autumn, and the biting cool wind was speeding illegally on the street.Ji Yuan was in a daze, staring outside for a long time.He heard the hustle and bustle of people, the hustle and bustle of traffic, and the time passing through the city.

That day, Ji Yuanxian finally didn't eat the frozen dumplings that were completely cooled.The dumpling skins were tightly stuck together, and the boiled fillings were torn out.He got up without a word, picked up the plate and threw it into the trash can.

Along with the dumplings, there are probably trivial things that are not worth mentioning in the hearts of teenagers.

Little things about love.

Ji Yuan now thought to himself, the only way to keep it a secret is to take one step at a time.

Those secret loves are like fierce karmic fires in the world, hunting wild winds.Like a mouthful of blood coughing up in the palm of your hand, the white moonlight on the tip of your heart.

He never wanted to love someone openly and honestly.

However, Mrs. Ji's words made it clear, and hit the nail on the head - it's too difficult, it's too difficult to walk this road clearly.

After Ji Yuanxian returned to school, something went wrong.I was restless when I was studying, and I forgot to write the answer sheet in the weekly exam.Li Zhengchuan couldn't get a chance to talk to him in detail at school, so he could only lie on the bed every day and try to squeeze in 5 minutes to communicate well.

Unexpectedly, Ji Yuan found non-violent non-cooperation, his mouth was like that of a clam shell, and he couldn't open it no matter what.He made it clear that he didn't want to say more, and talked about him from left to right.

Lizheng Chuan was quite annoyed several times, and couldn't open the upper mouth, so he rushed to open his lower mouth.But Brother Xian was not very interested, and after the hasty end, he was not very tender.

After coming down several times, Lizheng Chuante didn't know Dete.When Ji Yuan was under a lot of pressure and unwilling to communicate, he let him go.

When the two were sleeping, Li Zhengchuan hugged each other tightly from behind, and buried his head in Ji Yuanxian's neck.He tried to find a topic, not to talk about his mind, at least something else.

"Baby, Ji's mother asked me to go home with you for dinner on weekends."

Who knows which nerve switch Ji Yuanxian was touched by these words, he raised the volume overreacting, "Li Zhengchuan, when did you get so close to my mother?"

"Could you not tell her anything."

The little army commander who was innocently being trained was stunned, and the unknown anger that had been harbored in his heart for many days erupted.He lowered his face, his eyes became colder, trying to control his emotions.

"What did I say to your mother? You are so awkward. Can you make it clear?"

The words came to his lips and swallowed again, Ji Yuanxian still had no idea how to communicate.It wasn't that he didn't want to, it wasn't that he didn't want to, but he was afraid that his speech would hurt Li Zhengchuan.

Ji Yuan pursed his lips now, and said, "Lizheng Chuan, don't get too close to my mother. At least in front of our parents, we have to keep our distance, so let's pay attention."

Li Zhengchuan felt a "thump" in his heart.

No pain, no boredom, no discomfort, and no comfort.

Just jumped a bit, "Knock."

"What do you mean?" he asked.

"Ji Yuanxian, do you want to sneak around for the rest of your life?"

It was too blunt and too serious.The young man is hot-blooded and easily irritable and impulsive, and he can't figure out what is the long flow of water.

Ji Yuan turned off the lights now, and the darkness drowned everything, allowing the misunderstanding to be jubilant and absurd.

Probably because he was really tired and couldn't figure out how to explain it, so he didn't explain it.

Without saying a word, he rolled over and fell asleep.

"Li Zhengchuan, at least give me some time."