Enough

Li Zhengchuan and Ji Yuanxian came together.

Finally, some ambiguous emotions of "above Friendship, but not enough lovers" arose, but because Gu Xi intervened again, it came to an abrupt end.

Now the two have different rules of life, and basically do not interfere with each other.

Ji Yuan is now immersed in the sea of ​​books and learning, and he is about to ascend to study.Lizheng Chuan didn't go to school, and didn't go back to his room in the school district. He spent all day in his studio.

He planned to sculpt Ji Yuanxian in his dream, it must have a handsome face and heart-pounding muscle texture.This is not an overnight project, you have to calm down and complete it with love.

However, now that Li Zhengchuan did not fight Ji Yuanxian, he was very conscientious and restrained.

Of course Ji Yuan knew that the atmosphere between them was not right, but he didn't have time to deal with it, and he didn't know how to deal with it.Li Zhengchuan avoided him, from occasionally staying out at night to occasionally showing up at home, it was only a month.

Ji Yuan now really wants to remind Li Zhengchuan that such waves can hurt his body, so don't act foolishly on the basis of your youth.

But right now there are more important tasks standing in front of him, and Ji Yuan cannot be allowed to be a bad guy now.

There is only half a month left before the final exam of the first grade of junior high school.

Although Ji Yuan is quite calm now, the vigor inside is still there.After studying hard for most of the semester, I still want to make some progress.He wouldn't use it to claim credit for Mrs. Ji, he knew that he had a long way to go.

But most people pay because they want to see results.

Even a little bit of comfort is enough to support the determination to go on.

Qin Yu was surprised by Ji Yuanxian's transformation. To tell the truth, the little teacher always thought that Brother Xian was "learning with passion", so he quickly returned to his original form.Unexpectedly, Ji Yuanxian followed Gu Xi to study homework all day long, and he seemed to be ashamed.

"Hey, my brother is determined to contribute to the motherland." Qin Yu was speechless and lay down in front of Gu Xi's desk.The three of them formed a circle and were solving math problems for Ji Yuan, "I see that Ji's family has a successor, so let me give you a hug, can you tell me whether it's the director or the governor?"

"Fuck you."

Ji Yuan was holding the exercise book and frowning. Leaving aside biochemistry, among the remaining six subjects, mathematics was the most difficult.

Gu Xi was in more pain, he couldn't figure out why Ji Yuanxian wouldn't be able to do it if he changed his vest when he had the same knowledge point once or twice.

"Listen well, don't wander off. Can you use your brain when you study, and how can you make such a complicated problem that can be solved by looking at the basics?"

Ji Quail didn't dare to choke, now that he has something to ask for, even if Gu Xi compares him to a mental retardation, Ji Yuanxian will only nod that you are right. "I really read the knowledge point, but it's just..."

Gu Xi sighed, pinching the back of Ji Yuanxian's neck with one hand.He tried his best to look amiable, but his back felt cold in the eyes of the other party.

"It's okay, learn slowly. You still have two years, so what are you afraid of?"

Ji Yuan now thought to himself, I'm fucking afraid of you.

He was dejected and was about to correct the wrong question, but someone called him at the door.

The three looked back at the same time, Zhou Xi, who was hesitating at the door of the second class, almost didn't back off, this battle was too much like your mother.

Zhou Xi knew that Gu Xi had always "don't let strangers in", maybe he didn't like Li Zhengchuan, and he didn't even like Zhou Xi.But what happened to Ji Yuan who was full of bitterness and hatred on his face, he didn't provoke him himself.

Fortunately, Qin Yu reacted quickly, and said loudly: "Hey, Lao Zhou. Come in and have a seat, long time no see."

Gu Xi glanced at him: "Yuzi, have you changed your career to be a bustard?"

Qin Yu: "..."

He smiled and cursed inwardly, you are the fucking father duck.

Ji Yuan guessed that he was overreacting, coughed lightly, and quickly changed his smiling face.He walked out with the exercise book in his arms and found nothing wrong.

"Old Zhou, what's the matter?"

Zhou Xi looked at the book in his arms, his eyes straightened.study?This is not something Ji Yuan would do now.

Even Yuan Longping couldn't grow such a wonderful variety, so could it be mutated?

"Old Zhou?"

Ji Yuan now greeted in doubt.

Zhou Xi came back to his senses and sneered: "Well, did I bother you..."

"get out of class is over, it doesn't exist. What's the matter?" Ji Yuanxian grinned, his neat and white teeth made him look refreshing and generous.

But Ji Yuan found that his peripheral vision was elsewhere.It stands to reason that in school, where there is Zhou Xi, there must be Li Zhengchuan.Dare to feel that kid didn't come to class again.

Zhou Xi said: "It's like this. I heard that you and Brother Chuan are renting together. I guess we spend a lot of time meeting each other. Can you help persuade him to come to class. Even if you don't study, you can't skip class every day. Ready to invite parents..."

As he spoke, he observed Ji Yuanxian's expression.Zhou Xi didn't know the relationship between the two of them now, and he was afraid that he would step over and meddle in other people's affairs.

Zhou Xi had suspected two months ago whether Li Zhengchuan and Ji Yuanxian were in a relationship.

Li Zhengchuan's reaction was unusual, he was usually arrogant and ignored no one, most of his eyes were filled with contempt.But when it comes to Ji Yuanxian, the expression on the face of the little army commander is indescribably wonderful.

If it's true, Zhou Xi doesn't agree with them being together.First of all, not to mention the two-person family, whether Lizheng Chuan did it on a whim is still unclear.In case Ji Yuan gets bored in the future, he will pat his ass and find the next one.

What about Lizhengchuan?If he doesn't go back straight, can his brother let him go?

But Zhou Xi is just a friend to put it bluntly, and he can't care about emotional matters.

Ji Yuan didn't know the meaning, but regretfully told Zhou Xi that he hadn't seen Li Zhengchuan for a long time.By the way, Mimi whispered to Zhou Xi, pretending to be very obedient.What to say, if Li Zhengchuan has an opinion on him, he can say it clearly.The two communicated, and there was no need to hide from anyone.

He thought about saving the country with curves, and it would be good for Zhou Xi to blow Li Zhengchuan's ears.At least it won't be too embarrassing in the future.

When Ji Yuanxian returned to the classroom, Qin Yu raised his head and asked, "Zhou Xi looking for you?"

"Don't look for me, look for Lizhengchuan." Ji Yuan was sitting on the chair now, and realized that something was wrong, "Lizhengchuan doesn't go to school, why does he want me?"

Gu Xi pursed her lips, and tapped the table with a ruler in her hand: "Take care of yourself, don't look back on the final grades and feel like your brain was castrated."

Ji Yuan was about to explode now, but he bared his teeth thinking that the other party was Daoist Gu.The Lord who can say all kinds of harsh words, bickering with him will undoubtedly lead to death.Ji Yuan realized that the two evils were the lesser, so he closed his mouth and pinched his nose to do the questions.

Qin Yu rolled his eyeballs, and a meaningful smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.He had more contacts with Li Zhengchuan than Gu Xi and Li Zhengchuan.Naturally, Zhou Xi's intentions could be guessed to some extent.

The thing with Zhou Xi was that Qin Yu didn't quite like Li Zhengchuan being with his brother Xian.

Regardless of whether Li Xiaojun is straight or crooked, Qin Yu actually prefers to cherish.First of all, they are young and know everything.Secondly, Brother Xi is simply a good man with 24 filial piety, gentle and talented, and he is not bad looking.

There's no reason to hand over Ji Yuanxian to others, the fat and water won't flow to outsiders.

Qin Yu smiled and said, "Brother Xian, it really has nothing to do with you. If Brother Chuan gets a girlfriend, it doesn't matter where he is having a good time."

"Hey, you should study hard."

Ji Yuan was grinding his back teeth, his eyes were full of mathematical formulas, and suddenly he couldn't see them.He understood that no matter what Li Zhengchuan was doing, whether he had a girlfriend or not, he didn't care.

But I feel inexplicably uncomfortable, feeling that my territory has been violated.

Ever since that night's spring dream, Ji Yuan recalled the charming details from time to time.Li Zhengchuan has a strong waist, powerful arms, and vigorous latissimus dorsi.Sweat flowed from the chest to the abdomen, and then sank into the black beasts.

Ji Yuan is now buried in the desk, not knowing whether it has something to do with the weather, his body is hot.He thought carefully about how big and ferocious the dormant beast in the jungle was.Will there be a day when she throws her head up and eats him?

Ji Yuan hadn't seen it before, so he could only imagine it.He licked his dry lips, his eyes foggy.The class bell rang, and the students returned to the classroom noisily one after another.

But Ji Yuan was silent, lying on his stomach without moving.

After a long time, he muttered impatiently: "How could he have a girlfriend..."

Li Xiaojun, who was inexplicably responsible, was restless in the studio.He is a clear-headed man with extraordinary sensitivity.Ever since he dreamed of Ji Yuanxian, all the dirty desires that had been suppressed for more than ten years had surfaced.

In his dream, he wanted to make the man's eyes wet and wet inside and out.The two mouths that wanted to call Ji Yuanxian followed him and bit him.

But Li Zhengchuan didn't know, he couldn't figure out whether to like Ji Yuan before he could have sex and desire; or if he had inappropriate thoughts about Ji Yuan first, then he could call it liking.

But these things can be put aside for the time being.Li Zhengchuan's top priority is to find out whether he is gay or not.

He doesn't think homosexuality is ashamed or shameful, and he has many gay-oriented friends around him.Li Zhengchuan just thought that he couldn't be.Their family is all pure men who are capable of writing and martial arts, and they have no record of being gay.

Li Zhengchuan told himself not to think about it, so he didn't think about studying, and he didn't go back to the school district room.As long as he doesn't see Ji Yuanxian, he can calm down.Lizheng Chuan thought too naively, thinking that liking can pass away, but he ignored that what he couldn't get would always be a commotion.

So he panicked.

Looking at it recently, Lizheng Chuan not only did not calm down, but was a little bit unbearable.Ji Yuanxian always haunts the boundless spring dream, like a magnetic field, attracting him to be desperate.

He is used to holding five chiseled fingers, which are wet by Ji Yuan.Then those bright red lips were particularly eye-catching in the dream.

One sheet and one sheet, talking all kinds of obscenities.

Ji Yuanxian undoubtedly became Li Zhengchuan's first sexual fantasy object.

Very clear and sharp.

Young people don't know that desire is always accompanied by vague liking, although it may not be deep and superficial now.

But just love it.It doesn't matter if you like that person's body, content, or just a certain part.But liking is liking, and the attack is menacing, devouring Lizheng Chuan's ignorance, one of the few rationality.

Sex and desire are fiercer than tigers.

But he was a hunter, with a shotgun.In Ji Yuanxian's domain, he went out with a gun and was ready to go with the gun at any time.

When the time is right, superficial liking will naturally be stripped of its flesh and bones.Metamorphosis in the essence and blood, transforming into another bond-like emotion.

Lizheng Chuan Wuxin sculpture, looking at the opposite villa terrace.It is said that the musician has gone abroad, so Ji Yuan will not come to practice piano now.He actually thought about it a little bit, the autumn rain was heavy that day, and the appearance of Ji Yuan playing the piano was so heart-warming.

It is very likely that he was doomed to fall into the quagmire of emotions at the first glance.

Li Zhengchuan thought of the books he had read two days ago, and he felt that he might really be gay.

It belongs to Ji Yuanxian alone.

This summer has been long and sultry.Xu is the severe cold at the beginning of the year, and the wind and snow are biting.Now the hot wind is sweeping across the country not to be outdone, the cicadas are hoarse and dying.But all is well, when the surface temperature is close to [-] degrees, S finally has a holiday.

Now that Ji Yuan finished the last English subject, he suddenly felt a little dazed in the examination room.Half a semester ago, I didn't even dare to think about these things.Studying, taking exams, and obeying the rules seem to be far away from him.

Now that Ji Yuan is sitting here, he thinks seriously about answering the questions, checking for loopholes again and again.The late summer sunlight refracted on the desk, the floor, and the clock above the blackboard brushed against the young man's heart.

For the first time, he felt that he was a high school student, and it was the first time that he actually studied well.He was very close to the students around him, and he really became a part of the crowd.

This subtle feeling is like a late-sowed seed that has grown wildly after absorbing the summer rain.

When the broadcast announced the holiday, the campus erupted.Ji Yuan packed his schoolbag now and came out from the back door of the second class.He was a little hesitant, and sneaked a glance at Class Three.However, the people have dispersed and the classroom is empty.

Ji Yuan was not sure what Li Zhengchuan was thinking, but now he finally had time to take care of the embarrassment of the two of them.He has always been very confident in himself, and feels that there is nothing that cannot be resolved.

Ji Yuan was bouncing downstairs now, Qin Yu and Gu Xi were not in the same examination room as him, they were waiting at the school gate earlier.

The setting sun is decadent, but the clouds are strong.The dome is full of clouds and clouds, just like the most brilliant and complicated oil paintings.Qin Yu was smoking a cigarette, his eyes lit up.He waved vigorously at Brother Xian, but he was actually a little suave.

"Now! You fucking hurry up, you are not in a hurry for the holiday? You are learning to be stupid!"

Gu Xi swallowed the clouds, and the thin smoke drifted away, softening his brows and eyes.As a result, when Gu Daochang heard that Yuzi had buried his sweetheart, he took advantage of the situation and kicked him.

"How the hell are you talking!"

"Fuck." Qin Yu jumped up and ran in the opposite direction, yelling, "What kind of a man is a two-on-one! See you again, you two bastards!"

Gu Xi threw away the cigarette, and she must open it for Qin Yu today.

Ji Yuanxian was startled, subconsciously ran after him.They are facing the wind, getting faster and faster, and there are unscrupulous laughter and scolding in their ears, which is the most wanton vent of youth.

Jin Guang hooked Ji Yuanxian's side, and the wind bulged his shirt.The young man seemed to be riding the wind, shaking off the unfulfilled wings behind him.

Man was not born to drag chains, but to spread wings*.They are all eager to try, and they are all shaking their fists and sleeves.

It seems that I am going to do a big job and break into a brand new life.

Ji Yuan is now saying goodbye to Gu Xi and Qin Yu at the door of the school district room, and he has to go up to pack his clothes and prepare to go home tonight.Gu Xi was a bit reluctant, so Qin Yu dragged him away.

"After the holiday, you two can be together every day. It's not so short of time, ah."

Ji Yuan glanced at him, feeling that Yuzi's words were becoming more and more limitless.Gu Xi smiled a little awkwardly, and finally covered up her good mood, and turned around with a wave.

After arguing all the way, Ji Yuan was covered in sweat.My body is sticky, and I feel that my underwear is sticking to my buttocks, which is very uncomfortable.He turned the key in his finger and whistled melodiously.I haven't relaxed for a long time, and my mind is full of Mozart today.

After taking a shower later, I have to listen to a plate of vinyl.

Ji Yuan now unlocks the door and enters the house, but Li Zhengchuan is really not there.Let's not be here, there will always be time to meet in the future.Since there is no one at home, Brother Xian completely let himself go.He walked to the bathroom, took off his clothes and threw them on the floor.In the end, only a pair of underwear was left, wrapping her upturned buttocks.

Ji Yuan got carried away and didn't close the door with his backhand.He was so hot that he couldn't wait to turn on the shower.Water splashed down his face, and the sweat was quickly washed away. He raised his chin slightly, and his neck drew a beautiful line.

When Lizheng Chuan entered the room, he did not see him, only heard humming happily.He also came here today to pack his clothes. When the holidays are over, the Li family usually goes to the manor to escape the summer heat.

The little army commander didn't expect Ji Yuan to come back now, his heart beat faster immediately, and his expression was unnatural.He bit the bullet and walked in, and soon saw clothes all over the floor.Lizhengchuan walked along, and when he was approaching the bathroom, he suddenly stopped in place.

He only caught a glimpse of his back through the palm-width gap.The body is fair, the nape of the neck is attractive, and the shoulder blades are thin.Narrow waist and hips, the most deadly is the pair of straight long legs.

Li Zhengchuan subconsciously covered his mouth, not daring to breathe.He watched all the beauty in the dream, concretized and vivid, and everything became reality, right in front of his eyes.

The water flowed continuously, and Ji Yuan's skin glowed.The black hair drooped wetly, making his lips redder and teeth whiter.

There is a kind of softness buried in the handsome, but not feminine and enchanting.

It's very exciting, it's so attractive to your mother.

Li Zhengchuan almost ran away, but he didn't run out.He paced back and forth in the living room, very restless like a giant cat.There was a longing in his heart, it was too strong.

Just want to get rid of this wild rose Ji Yuanxian.

He was impatient and packed up his things indiscriminately, so that when Ji Yuan appeared, the two looked at each other and were surprised at the same time.

Li Zhengchuan looked indifferent, and the panic just now no longer existed.He walked past Ji Yuanxian with his pocket in his hand, and the fragrance of roses lingered on him immediately.

Ji Yuanxian hesitated for two seconds, and finally called out before he went out: "Lizhengchuan."

Li Zhengchuan stopped and looked back at him.From Ji Yuanxian's perspective, the opponent's head was raised slightly, showing arrogance and indifference.Looking sideways, a little impatient.

Ji Yuan was suddenly embarrassed. He rubbed his nose and said, "Second year of senior high school will be divided into classes and subjects. I chose liberal arts. If you choose science, you will not be in the same teaching building in the future."

"Well... I mean, it is estimated that next semester will start, and I will stay in school with Milkshake every day for evening self-study, so as to adapt to the third year of high school in advance. If you come back late, the study will be yours."

"is that OK."

Ji Yuan now falters and haws, and really doesn't understand what he said.He just wanted to have a few words with Li Zhengchuan, but the other party was too indifferent, which made him very confused.

Li Zhengchuan hummed, opened the door and left.Ji Yuan now kicked the sofa a little irritably, what the hell is going on.

The night came late, and scattered stars twinkled.

Li Zhengchuan suddenly walked all the way home.He put it in his pocket with one hand, and his thoughts were not settled at all.The lights are just beginning to come on, and the humid wind blows through the city.

He suddenly felt blessed, and suddenly stood at a crossroads.

Li Zhengchuan frowned slowly, he finally realized the seriousness of the matter.Memories quickly follow the clues, remembering the division of classes, the division of subjects, and what Ji Yuanxian said about him and Gu Xi.Li Zhengchuan was finally uneasy, and Ji Yuan was about to leave him. The two walked on different paths and started different lives.

If he continues like this, he will only push Ji Yuanxian away inch by inch.Completely the opposite.

Li Zhengchuan's palms were sweating, feeling out of control for the first time.Regardless of whether he likes Ji Yuanxian or not, his inexplicable possessiveness is simply a raging fire.

The way to love anything is to realize that you might lose him*.

The intersection quickly became congested, and strong winds traversed north and south.Standing there, Li Zhengchuan seemed to be standing at the crossroads of sexual orientation choice.Cars are congested, car lights are flashing one after another, and the sound of horns merges into a river, sweeping across the corners of the city.

If you look down from a high altitude at this time, the center of thousands of lights is the Lisho River.

When he stepped down, there was no way out.

He thought to himself, isn't it just learning.Could it be that Gu Xi can, Ji Yuanxian can.I can't?

Li Zhengchuan smiled, it was just learning.

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Note:"*"

① "Life...two wings" - Hugo

② "Ai Ren...fuck him" - Chesterton

Thank goodness, please go and learn.