Do nothing

Three o'clock in the morning is the time when people sleep the most.

click.Almost inaudibly, the key turned the lock.A black figure quietly entered the door, and then locked the door.

He didn't turn on the light, but came to the kitchen with ease.In the dim moonlight, he drew a sharp knife from the knife holder.The familiar weight makes it easy to use.

He didn't wear gloves, just casually carrying the knife, and came to the master bedroom.

The bedroom door was open and the window was ajar, so there was a slight draft in the room.It's easy to catch a cold, and that person can't remember how many times I said it, and the other person didn't think about it.The physique is already so poor, what should I do if I catch a cold again?

Don't you have to ask for leave again?

He walked to the head of the bed and looked down at the two sleeping together.The quilt is tightly covered, are you wearing clothes underneath?

However, a penetrating carotid artery injury is enough to be fatal, so there is no need to lift the quilt.He also didn't want to see the naked body of two people in a mess.Ling Lu didn't care, the main thing was Yan Ke.In his mind, Beibei should be formal, holy, and wearing a white coat.Should not be shamelessly lying in the arms of a little boy like this.

Being in love is not doing business properly, and it will make him playful and discouraged.Beibei was indeed too frustrated, and even thought of resigning.

It was strange how he could have such an idea.Being young and full of energy is the best time. You should devote all your enthusiasm to your career and all your emotions to your patients.Why fall in love?

Why waste time on such low-level needs?Obviously there are better and nobler things worth pursuing, why can't he be a pure and holy person like his grandfather?

Depression will get better with medicine.If you are deaf, take medicine and you will be fine.Just endure the side effects, just endure the discomfort.

Empty and lonely, wouldn't it be enough to find someone to sleep with?Isn't it already dating?What's not to like?

You want me to love you and pamper you, and I do it all.If you want to sleep with me, I can promise you too.

What more do you want?

Why resign?

Why not listen to advice.Why are you disobedient.Why not be a good doctor.Why not be a saint like your grandpa.

You are such a disappointment to me.

Yu Cheng stared at Yan Ke.Yu Cheng felt sad that his sleeping face was so peaceful.Just like after the death of the younger brother, the parents had to send themselves to the school for Internet addiction.When the parents came to the Internet cafe with a stick and stood quietly behind him, looking at themselves without guilt, the parents must have felt the same way.

You are such a disappointment to me.

But I have no one else to pin my hopes on.You are the only child I have left.

My only light, my only salvation.

But don't worry, Beibei, I won't treat you as simply and rudely as my parents.You should be pure and beautiful, and there should be no haze in your heart.

Thrive.Be a saint like your grandpa.

I will help you cut off the side branches that affect your growth.

Yu Cheng raised the knife calmly, brought the tip of the knife close to Ling Lu's neck, and estimated the position of the carotid artery.The moonlight was cold, and the blade reflected his wrist.He adjusted the gesture of holding the knife to avoid hurting himself with the knife.

But the pressure in the carotid artery was very high, and if it was poked like this, the blood would spray all the way to the ceiling and onto Beibei.He didn't want to disturb Beibei's sleep, and it was easy to catch cold when taking a bath in the middle of the night.

Well, what should I do?

what time is it now?

He took out his phone, turned on the screen, and saw a missed call three hours ago, from Zhang Xingduan.Then the time, 03:18 AM.

Three eighteen, so familiar.

He looked at these four numbers for a long time, and suddenly felt his eyes sour.He reached out to touch it and found himself crying.

This warm liquid finally reminded him of it.Three eighteen.

It was Yan Lao's death time.

……

The next day.

When the first ray of sunlight hit his face in the morning, Yan Ke woke up.He slept very soundly last night, and dreamed that when he was a child, his grandfather taught him to recite "Ode to the Nature of Medicine".

"Rhino horn relieves heart heat; antelope clears lungs and liver."

"Alismas diuresis can relieve stranguria and nourish yin deficiency; seaweed looses galls and destroys qi, so it is so difficult to cure hernia."

The rhythm is catchy and the content is concise and easy to understand.I heard that in the past, Chinese medicine practitioners started by memorizing the "Fu on the Nature of Medicine". For Chinese medicine practitioners, it is the "San Zi Jing".

It's a pity that after going to the clinic, all the medicines prescribed in the hospital are western medicines.Chinese medicine prescriptions and so on have not been used for a long time, and they are all unfamiliar.

Forget it, I'm about to change careers, so I don't want to think about these troublesome things.

Yan Ke stretched his waist, and suddenly noticed a bunch of keys on the bedside table.This bunch of keys looks like it really belongs to this apartment, including the door and every room.Xiaolu also has such a bunch of keys, but he put the car keys and his little conch together.There is nothing on this bunch of keys.

Yan Ke looked at it in confusion for a while before finally realizing that the uncle also had these keys.

In order to prevent him from committing suicide by locking the doors, the uncle changed all the locks of all the rooms. There are two keys, one for him and one for Xiao Lu.

But why is the uncle's key here?

Yan Ke wanted to shake Xiaolu awake, but when he turned around, he froze.

The sunlight had already climbed onto the little deer's face, making his cheeks rosy and almost transparent.He fell asleep like a defenseless baby.The beautiful face has a kind of holy meaning under the sunlight, so beautiful that it makes people trance.

so cute.

like an angel.

Yan Ke couldn't help but leaned forward and kissed his forehead.Suddenly thinking of yesterday's oolong, I couldn't help laughing.

The deer has not woken up yet.

Are you awake or pretending to be asleep?

See how long you can hold it.

Yan Ke kissed his lips, seeing that he didn't respond, he went down and kissed his jaw, neck, collarbone...

Ling Lu was numb and itchy after being kissed by him, finally couldn't help it, and opened his eyes with a smile: "Teacher Yan, what are you doing?"

Yan Ke couldn't hear him, so he just kissed him.

"Mmm... Teacher Yan..." Ling Lu's eyes blurred, and he called him foolishly.

Yan Ke stretched out his hand to touch the bottom, raised his head and said with a smile, "Are you awake?"

Ling Lu looked at him helplessly, rubbing his cheek shyly: "You are so bad."

"What are you talking about? I can't hear you." Yan Ke smiled, rubbing his ears together.

Ling Lu's eyes are full of tenderness: "I love you."

"Can't hear can't hear."

Ling Lu laughed and shouted loudly: "I love you!"

Yan Ke stroked his lips with his fingertips, and said with a smile, "I love you too."

Then rub him lightly, saying hello to that early organ.

Ling Lu sighed impatiently:

"Mr. Yan, you are too bad."

Of course Yan Ke couldn't hear it.

……

A few days later, Yan Ke's resignation procedures were finally completed.He still has some personal items in the respiratory department, so he has to go back to the ward.

Ling Lu accompanied him up to the 22nd floor and helped him tidy up his things.Everyone in the courtyard already knew about their relationship, and they were both gratified and envious to see that they got along so well.

The one who should come can't hide.Yu Cheng is in his office, and Yan Ke is going to say hello.

"Little uncle." He knocked on the door twice and said softly, "I'm leaving."

Yu Cheng raised his head from his busy schedule, looked at him and Ling Lu beside him, sighed, and then showed a gentle smile.

come.

He made such a move towards Yan Ke.

Yan Ke was a little surprised, and exchanged a glance with Ling Lu.

Yu Cheng said: "Don't worry, this is in the hospital, I won't do anything to him." At the same time, he took out the blue and black pen on his chest, wrote a sentence on the paper, and held it up to Yan Ke from a distance.

It reads:

Ake, your job account has not been cancelled.I hope to prescribe one last dose of medicine for myself before you leave.

Yan Ke was taken aback for a moment, not knowing why.

Yu Cheng got up and gave up the computer.Yan Ke hesitated and dared not go forward.Yu Cheng sighed softly, picked up a document on the table, and came to the two of them.

"Next month, I'm going to Tibet to support a doctor." He held up the "Volunteer Letter for Supporting Medical Care" with a calm expression and even a slight smile on the corner of his mouth. "Don't worry, I have no other intentions. Just take it as it is." But I have a wish, to prove to me that my efforts and hopes for so many years are not vain."

Ling Lu was a little touched, so he couldn't help reminding: "He can't hear what you say."

Yu Cheng said, "He understands."

Sure enough, Yan Ke lowered his head, took the registration form he handed out, walked silently to the computer desk, sat down, and picked up the mouse.

Looking at his serious expression, Yu Cheng smiled and said, "Look, he is such a good boy. It's too easy to be manipulated. You have to protect him in the future."

Ling Lu was very surprised.How could Yu Cheng say such a thing?Is he... entrusting Yan Ke to him?

Both of them were silent, quietly waiting for Yan Ke to prescribe the medicine.The only sound left in the office was the clacking of keyboards.Not long after, the medicine was prescribed.Yan Ke skillfully submitted the prescription, clicked Confirm for the last time to complete the diagnosis and treatment, and then quit his job number.

When he got up, his eyes were already wet.

"Little Uncle..." He came to the two of them, passed Yu Cheng, then stood beside Xiao Lu, looking at Yu Cheng with complicated emotions, "I'm leaving, take care of yourself."

Yu Cheng smiled: "Okay, be careful on the road."

The tone was relaxed, as if he was just coming home from get off work, as if we could meet again tomorrow.

It seems that many times in the future, they can still spend together.

Yan Ke lowered his head and walked out of the office.

Ling Lu sighed: "Then goodbye." Then he went to chase Yan Ke.

Yu Cheng stood in the corridor, watched them leave, and murmured, "Goodbye."

He turned his head and found that the colleagues next door were all watching him quietly.He smiled, and everyone looked away knowingly, and went their own way.

Yu Cheng returned to the office, took the "Volunteer Form for Supporting Medical Care" that he had just filled out, and got up to go to the hospital.

Three days later, Yan Ke's hearing began to recover.Ling Lu began to take the postgraduate entrance examination.

Another three days, the postgraduate entrance examination is over.Christmas is here.

Like a Christmas gift, Yan Ke's deafness was completely healed.Who is this gift from?Santa Claus?Yan Ke himself?Or the rest?

On the first day of the new year, Yan Ke and Ling Lu found a shop not far from the middle of the province, the rent and location were suitable, and they booked it immediately.

On the last day of the New Year's Day holiday, Ling Lu accompanies Yan Ke to the airport to see off Yu Cheng.

Many colleagues from the province came, and even Yu Cheng's old patients.He was surrounded by everyone, and now there are still people who want to keep him.

"Doctor Yu, what should I do now that you're leaving!"

"Director Yu, it's really a pity that you are like this..."

Yu Cheng comforted everyone's sorrow one by one, and his eyes swept over Yan Ke.

Yan Keyi reluctantly called out: "Little Martial Uncle..."

Yu Cheng smiled at him from a distance: "Ake, you really didn't disappoint me. In fact, I..." Before he finished speaking, he smiled and shook his head again, and stopped talking.

Actually me what?

Yan Ke really wanted to ask, but suddenly felt, forget it, let it be.

With a trace of regret and melancholy in his heart, Yan Ke watched Yu Cheng enter the security check.He kept turning his head and saying goodbye to everyone repeatedly.He said many goodbyes and many goodbyes.His gaze met Yan Ke many times, and the eyes he left for Yan Ke in the end were the same as those for others.

Calm, soft.

At this moment, Yan Ke suddenly realized that the little uncle had let go.

He has let go of the things that once bound him, and he figured it out, so he went to pursue his true ideal.

what is that?

Probably some kind of sacredness and sublime that most people can't understand.

When I walked out of the airport, there happened to be a plane taking off.Yan Ke and Ling Lu raised their heads at the same time, watching the plane fly across the sky.

"That's his flight?" A familiar voice sounded in my ear.Yan Ke turned his head in surprise and saw Zhang Xingduan walking towards him from the smoking area at the airport gate with a cigarette in his hand.

"So you're here?!" Ling Lu was also shocked, "You're too late! He flew away!"

Zhang Xingduan stubbed out the cigarette butt, and said calmly, "I'm not late, I just didn't go to pick up the ticket."

Ling Lu was taken aback for a moment, but didn't understand what he meant.Yan Ke suddenly laughed, and said in relief, "You really..."

Zhang Xingduan said with a smile: "You know again?"

Yan Ke said: "Snow White Gentian. He smells like you."

Zhang Xingduan shrugged: "My fault, I'm too coquettish."

Yan Ke said: "It's still too late to go now."

"It's too late." Zhang Xingduan put on his sunglasses and lit another cigarette, "You guys go first, I'll have another cigarette."

Ling Lu looked at him, then at Yan Ke, with a dazed expression on his face.

Yan Ke smiled and held his hand: "Let's go home and make desserts."