Do nothing

After Yan Ke returned to the room, he didn't pack his luggage.He felt extremely tired, and trying to pretend to be normal these two days had exhausted all his strength.

In fact, he just wanted to stay in the corner alone, no one should bother him, just let him rot there.

Selfish, dirty, timid and weak, I have no right to be sympathized by others.

Even deaf now.I can't be a doctor anymore.It's completely trash.

Yan Ke felt ashamed from the bottom of his heart.He doesn't want to waste other people's good intentions anymore. Everyone is so busy and shouldn't waste time on people like him.

Anyway, that's what I did.He obviously had a good hand of cards, but played a mess.Even sickness is self-inflicted.Everything I deserve is punishment.

Don't run away, accept it.I'm a piece of trash.

Go pack your bags.stand up.

Contracting skeletal muscles does not consume too much energy, and there is not much luggage, just some carry-on items.The clothes are here for the time being... No, if you are going to be hospitalized, you don't need these clothes anymore.

Very simple.get up and do it.

Pack up and drive...no, don't drive just yet.Deaf ears are prone to car accidents, which are harmful.Let's go back by taxi.

...how should I speak to my parents?

Go and pack your things.Stand up first and move.

Why don't you want to move?Oh, I forgot to take my medicine.In the past few days, he only took one meal of medicine, which was stuffed into his mouth by his uncle.

Then go take medicine first.After taking the medicine, I have strength.

stand up.

stand up.

stand up.

But... so tired.

I feel so tired even to breathe.

It's ridiculous.Yang Minghuan is trying to live while he is sick, but I am healthy but depressed.It's ridiculous, I should trade my life for him, he can also make more contribution to the society.

People like me shouldn't...

Suddenly, the bed next to her was pushed down.Yan Ke turned his head and saw Xiao Lu sitting beside him.

The fawn was talking, but he couldn't hear anything.He doesn't want to pretend anymore, let Xiao Lu think he is indifferent and selfish and ignores others.

Yan Ke lowered his head, still looking at his knees.He hoped that the deer would be disappointed with him and go away, he even hoped that the deer would hate him.

But Xiaolu suddenly squatted down in front of him, looked up at him, and held his hand.

what are you saying?Why is the expression so serious?

Yan Ke saw his own shadow in his eyes, so small that he couldn't see clearly.The deer's hands are warm and soft, very comfortable.Yan Ke remembered the touch of his cheeks, which were also soft and warm, like freshly baked buns.

What are you talking about, why are you blushing?

If it's hard to say, don't say it, I can't hear it anyway.Yan Ke wanted to interrupt him, but Ling Lu suddenly reached out and pressed his lips lightly.Yan Ke understood the mouth shape of the following sentence.

"Let me finish."

Mingming's face was flushed, but his eyes were firm.what are you talking about?

Yan Ke suddenly felt sorry.Little Deer seemed to be saying something important, but he couldn't hear anything.Yan Ke could only stare at his lips, trying to guess the content of those words from his mouth.

But it's so difficult, I can't understand it at all.Does the mouth shape change so quickly when people speak?

There is only one word...it is probably one word, it has been repeated several times, and Yan Ke barely recognizes it.

XI, WAN?

do the washing up?Knees?West Bay?

Yan Ke looked at him in confusion.Xiao Lu finally finished speaking, pursing his lips nervously.His lips are so pretty, so rosy, like lipstick.

Judging from his expression, he was a little apprehensive.Are you... are you waiting for something?

Yan Ke felt very ashamed, he didn't know how to respond to Xiaolu.

At this time, Xiao Lu seemed to have made up his mind, and suddenly propped himself up, as if he wanted to stand up.Unexpectedly, after squatting for a long time, he lost his center of gravity and sat down on the ground.Yan Ke was taken aback for a moment, Xiao Lu was already flushed with shame, trying to get up in a hurry.Yan Ke subconsciously wanted to stretch out his hand to pull him, but found that Xiao Lu had been holding his hand and never let go.

The eyes of the two fell on each other's clenched hands at the same time.Yan Ke suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, and wanted to withdraw his hand, but Xiaolu followed the trend.Yan Ke only felt a warmth on his lips, and his sight was blocked.

...?

It was too close to see anything clearly.But the warm, soft touch on the lips clearly confirms—

The fawn was kissing him.

Yan Ke suddenly understood that what he just said was not Xiwan.

I like it.

Yan Ke didn't react until Xiaolu retracted and looked at him timidly.

—he kissed me, he said "like" to me many times.

He is confessing.

He likes me.

but……

Yan Ke only felt a sore nose, and the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time erupted like a torrent.

But what do I like?Obviously without any advantages, willful, selfish, hopeless and pessimistic.I'm even deaf now, useless... I'm a swamp, wet and muddy, only dragging you down.why do you like me

Is it sympathy?

I don't need it!One day you'll get bored, you'll regret it, and you'll realize how stupid you wasted your time on me... I don't want your pity on me, I'll grab you like a straw, I'll infect you with negativity, Make you breathless until you hate me... If it's just sympathy, don't say you like me, I can't help but rely on you, I can't live without you——

But you will leave me eventually.You're bound to hate me in the end.because--

Because I suck.Very bad.

No one will like me.I'm a piece of trash.

Tears kept streaming down.Yan Ke covered his face and wept uncontrollably.He couldn't hear, so he didn't know how hoarse he was crying.

Seeing him crying bitterly, Ling Lu panicked.

Oh oh oh oh oh!Why is he crying?Why... How could you cry so sadly after just kissing him?Ruined!He must hate me to death!

Ling Lu wanted to wipe away his tears, but Yan Ke tightly covered his face, Ling Lu dared not touch him.Ling Lu sat on the ground at a loss, almost wanting to travel back and kill himself.If I knew he was so resistant, I shouldn't have confessed to him if I rotted my feelings in my stomach!You shouldn't have kissed him!Now how to do?He cried so pitifully...

Ling Lu was terribly distressed, and also terribly regretful.If I knew it earlier, I wouldn't be so impulsive, even if Yu Cheng——

Even if Yu Cheng said lightly, "he just owes a fuck", shouldn't I be angry?

Do not.impossible.

Ling Lu is very sure that even if time goes back and he is asked to choose again, he will still rush in and confess to Yan Ke before Yu Cheng.

He didn't want Yan Ke to be ruined by that kind of person.He wanted to protect Yan Ke, he wished to give Yan Ke the best of himself, how could he be willing to let Yan Ke... be ruined by a scum like Yu Cheng?

So, if time could go back, I shouldn't say I like you.

It should be said, I love you.

Don't reject me, okay?Otherwise, I will be very sad, and I may not be able to help but cry.

Ling Lu knelt on the ground, looking up at Yan Ke.Yan Ke's tears fell on the back of his hand, hot, which made him flustered and heartbroken.

How can I make him accept me?

Ling Lu suddenly had an idea and remembered Zhang Xingduan's words.

Yan Ke was crying until he was out of breath, when suddenly it was cold, and the zipper of his trousers was unzipped.Yan Ke lowered his head blankly, his vision was blurred by tears, he couldn't see anything clearly.When he rubbed his eyes and was finally able to see something, he was surprised to find——

Xiaolu actually tore off his underwear.

Yan Ke was stunned.

"What are you doing!" He tried to push Xiaolu away in a panic, but Xiaolu held his hands.Immediately after

【】

BOOOOOOOOOOOOM!

Yan Ke's brain exploded.

What is he doing?What's the meaning?Why give me【】——

are you crazy!

【】

Did Xiaolu just want to fuck him?

No, it's impossible.He knows exactly what he looks like now.With a haggard face and a thin body, it is impossible for anyone to be sexually attractive.What's more, for a beautiful boy like Xiaolu, as long as he speaks, who can refuse him?Why would he go to such lengths to get someone like me?

Yan Ke was very confused.

【】

At the same time Xiaolu raised his head slightly, carefully observing Yan Ke's reaction.

Flatteringly.reverently.

Lovingly.

Yan Ke's heartbeat suddenly missed a beat.During that brief cardiac arrest, he felt strongly—

He loves me.

This feeling is magical.For the first time, Yan Ke knew that the eyes really could speak.The little deer said with his eyes:

I love you.Don't reject me.Will you stay with me?

……

What do you like about me?Even though I am so ugly, gloomy and useless, why can you look at me so tenderly and affectionately?

……

Why do people like me fall in love with you?

Why are you blind?

Yan Ke's heart suddenly became soft, like a dead tree growing twigs again, finally able to feel the warmth of the sun and the beauty of life again.

feel the love.

very nice.Thank you.

Although I don't know what you are looking for in me, but I am very happy, really happy...you are willing to accept me and save me.

Even if I am such a bad person, you still want to love me.

thank you.

The heart beat, and the body reacted quickly.Yan Ke was very, very embarrassed and hardened.

...By the way, where did you learn this?What about the good virgin?

Yan Ke couldn't help raising the corner of his mouth, then wiped away his tears, and stretched out his hand, trying to pull him up.

Unexpectedly, Xiaolu would not let go, but worked harder.Yan Ke was so weak that he almost couldn't hold it in. He finally swallowed his saliva and said calmly:

"Little deer, get up. I want to kiss you."

【】

Yan Ke was stimulated by this scene, and pulled him up in a daze.Then close your eyes and approach him shyly and slowly.

Ling Lu looked at Yan Ke who was asking for a kiss, his heart almost melted.

Suddenly, he caught a glimpse of the door, and Yu Cheng was looking at him in astonishment.

Ling Lu and Yu Cheng looked at each other, then quickly looked away, then pushed Yan Ke down on the bed, and kissed him tenderly.

"..."

This is provocation.

Yu Cheng suddenly lost his mind and wanted to rush up and pull Ling Lu away.But before he could take a step, someone grabbed his arm.He frowned and turned around, only to find that it was Zhang Xingduan.He threw out a punch without hesitation, but he was caught immediately.Zhang Xingduan even clamped him with his backhand, preventing him from moving.

He tried to yell, but his mouth was covered.The person behind him who has been exercising all year round has explosive muscles, and he can't resist at all.Until the door of Ling Lu's room opened, he was thrown heavily on the bed.That person came up from behind and smiled in his ear: "Don't disturb others."

Yu Cheng was furious and tried to elbow him.Zhang Xingduan easily dodged again, grabbed his elbow and pressed down hard.All he heard was a click and his shoulder dislocated.The severe pain came immediately, and he was pressed tightly into the bed, his eyes turned black.Even so, he struggled desperately, looking for a chance to fight back.It's a pity that there was no success.

When his eyesight finally recovered, he felt a chill in his wrist, and Zhang Xingduan tied his hands with a belt.The belt tightened so tightly that it burned on the skin.His entire right arm could no longer move, and his left hand was also bound, so he had been deprived of all ability to resist.

Zhang Xingduan straightened up and knelt directly on Yu Cheng's knees.There was only a thin layer of cotton blanket on the bed, and the huge weight pressed the kneecap directly to the bed, and Yu Cheng bit his lip in pain.He knew he couldn't escape, so he stopped struggling.Just shaking with pain.

Zhang Xingduan seemed to have noticed his pain just now, the weight on his knees lightened slightly, but still pressed him tightly.Yu Cheng recovered from the severe pain, gasped for breath, and was surprised to find that tears were overflowing from the corners of his eyes.

"Does it hurt you?" Zhang Xingduan smiled and kissed away his tears.

The dislocated right arm was in severe pain, Yu Cheng barely endured it, gritted his teeth and said, "What do you want?"

"Didn't you say that, I don't want you to disturb others." Zhang Xingduan grinningly leaned on his back, heard his breathing became more and more difficult due to chest compression, couldn't help but kissed his earlobe, and smiled happily, " Didn't you fight very well before? I thought I couldn't beat you. It seems that you have been honest all these years, haven't you fought for a long time?"

Yu Cheng didn't answer.Zhang Xingduan pressed on him, and he was almost suffocated.The feeling of dying was intense, and his eyes began to turn black again, but he didn't want to beg for mercy, the anger in his heart hadn't subsided yet.What's more, he was also very sure that Zhang Xingduan was reluctant to kill him.

Sure enough, when he was about to die, Zhang Xingduan clicked his tongue and stood up.

Yu Cheng took a deep breath, his lungs were so forceful that a wheezing came out of his throat.He quickly coughed, and the movement involved his right arm, and there was severe pain from the dislocated place.A lot of pain made Yu Cheng frown tightly, his face full of patience.

"Little poor." Zhang Xingduan was grinning, and was about to continue teasing him, when suddenly there was a sound of cries from the next door.

Yan Ke's voice.

Yu Cheng's complexion changed, Zhang Xingduan laughed and said, "The sound insulation of this house is too bad. I'm sorry, it's my fault. But I didn't expect Xiaolu to be so fierce, Yan Ke must have been so excited."

Yu Cheng bit his lip, bleeding from his lip.

Yan Ke next door was screaming, and he could even vaguely hear the creaking of the bed board.Zhang Xingduan saw that he was about to have a heart attack, so he wiped the blood from his lips with a smile, and said comfortingly: "Don't worry about Yan Ke, you still have to be C here."

【】

During this period, Yan Ke's screams never stopped.Zhang Xingduan felt happy physically and mentally, slapped Yu Cheng's butt, and asked with a smile, "Why don't you bark?"

Yu Cheng suddenly opened his eyes, and asked in an unusually calm manner, "Did he call you that when you fucked him?"

Zhang Xingduan was taken aback, and laughed, "No, it's not usually so loud." Then he leaned down and kissed his earlobe affectionately, "So you already knew."

Yu Cheng twitched the corners of his mouth, which was considered a smile.Then he cooperated with his movements and said: "In the future, when playing qj, don't use so much force."

【】

That fragile and sexy appearance was very sexy, Zhang Xingduan put his arms around him, and said softly: "I really love you to death."