Do nothing

Quarrel.

The endless crying made him feel extremely irritable.

This thing has never been quiet for even a moment since its birth, and he couldn't help but wonder, was he so annoying when he was just born?

No, even the neighbors came to ask: why is the little brother crying all the time?Are you hungry?Did you pee?Do you want to coax?

It can be seen that it is indeed its problem.

He kept telling himself that it would be fine when it was full, and that it might stop crying when he satisfied all its physical needs... But at this moment, this place is hell, like ten thousand cars roaring in his ears , The shock made his meninges hurt.

never ending.

So he chooses to escape.Since you can't bear it, then avoid it.

The Internet cafe is a good place to go, although the surrounding peers are also very noisy, but as long as you wear headphones and hear the bombing of guns and tanks, the noise from the outside world seems to disappear.

The pool room was nice too, with the same idle girls waiting for him to show off and then doing whatever he wanted to pass the night.

If you have no money, go to school and find a few bully-looking guys, and they will obediently take out their wallets without doing anything.

...even so, it's still boring.

When the head teacher came to talk at home, he was bored.When a child with a bruised nose and a swollen face comes to the door with his parents, he is very bored.

If you want to study, you can continue to read, and if you don’t miss it, you don’t go to school. Isn’t this a matter of course?

Of course I know that it will hurt, because it is only natural that I will hurt him when I hit him.

So, when you are dissatisfied with me, your spouse, or your life, you beat me, scold me, punish me on kneeling with gravel, and burn me with cigarette butts.I was born by you and is your property.

Then you find that I am an inferior product, and then you make another one and pin your hopes on it, which is also a matter of course.

In fact, it doesn't matter to me, everything has a reason to explain, that's how human society works.The only problem is, that thing is too loud.

It's noisy.It doesn't make sense at all.

So I threw it into the water, and of course.

The world is quiet all of a sudden, how nice it is.

At first I didn't understand why you didn't arrest me and go to jail, and even helped me conceal the real cause of my brother's death.When I woke up in the academy with my arms dislocated and my head covered in blood, I suddenly understood.

For you have no other children, and you have nowhere to rest your hopes.

You are left with me.A poor quality product.

You have no choice but to love me and try to save me.

This is also of course.

In fact, there is no difference between the academy and the outside, except that the people here respond to your behavior faster and more directly.If you don't obey, you will be beaten, if you are not convinced, you will be hungry until you are convinced, if you don't satisfy them, you will be forced to keep doing it.People quickly learn how to get along with others and how to please others.

No hypocrisy or affectation, simple and rude rules.

Reasonable.

Benefited a lot.

...but even so, it was annoying.

……

A strong sense of anxiety woke Yu Cheng up from his dream.This time, no one was putting an arm on his chest, and he wondered where the anxiety was coming from.

In the darkness, the person in his arms seemed to be awakened with a start, and made a "woo, woo" sound.Yu Cheng suddenly couldn't remember where he was.He turned on the lights and saw a standard hotel room.Beside him was a young boy covered in bruises and bound hands and feet.

Yu Cheng looked at it for a long time before he realized that this was the slave he dated online.

It's his first time playing this game, so he's not very proficient, and the other party probably isn't satisfied.

【Description of scenery...】

Yu Cheng wiped away his tears, and suddenly understood where his anxiety came from.

It's a sense of loss of control.Yan Ke's behavior and Yan Li's attitude towards Ling Lu made him realize that the situation was gradually getting out of control.

He is losing control of Yan Ke.

So he would find such a boy, vent all his inner anxiety on him, and fill in the gap of control desire a little bit.

Reasonable.

After figuring this out, Yu Cheng suddenly calmed down.He lifted the exhausted boy from the bed, walked into the bathroom, and washed him gently.

He felt reassured that the boy lay weak in his arms, like a helpless victim.

"Why are you so cruel." The boy complained softly, "I almost died."

"I'm sorry." Yu Cheng kissed his dry lips and said softly, "I won't do it next time."

The next day.

Yan Ke didn't wake up until noon, his head was still groggy.People are not so uncomfortable, but still have a little fever.

He went to the kitchen to find something to eat, and saw a large pot of porridge on the stove.He filled a bowl and took it out, drinking it cool and comfortable.I had just drank half a bowl when I suddenly heard the sound of the door opening.Yan Ke turned his head and saw that it was Xiaolu.

"Why did you come back?"

"I bought some meat floss and side dishes for porridge." Ling Lu put the bag in his hand on the table and asked concerned, "Has your fever gone?"

Yan Ke's heart warmed up: "It's much better. Did you cook the porridge?"

Ling Lu nodded embarrassedly: "It's the first time I cook it, so I don't know if it's cooked well."

"Very good, thank you... that's right." Yan Ke got up and entered the room as if remembering something.Soon he came out again, holding a car key in his hand, "This is for you."

Seeing the BMW logo on it, Ling Lu couldn't help being taken aback: "Is this your car key?"

"Well, the spare key. You take it. If you get off work early, you can wait in the car. It's cold, so don't freeze."

Ling Lu took the key blankly, and after a while, smiled shyly: "Teacher Yan, you are so kind."

"What's the matter, just reciprocate." Yan Ke knocked on the bowl in his hand, and then said, "Are you going back to work in the hospital in the afternoon? Go take a nap...Have you had lunch yet?"

"Ah, not yet." Ling Lu stuck out his tongue and ran into the kitchen, "I'll have porridge too."

Yan Ke took apart the meat floss and side dishes, and the two sat at the dining table talking and laughing and finished the porridge.

In the afternoon, when Ling Lu went back to work, Yan Ke didn't feel sleepy, so he turned on the computer to check the information.He always cared about Yang Minghuan in his heart, and really wanted to do something for this old man.These days, the old man's throat is so sore that he can't speak. He has tried all western medical treatments, but with little success. Therefore, he has been researching the traditional Chinese medicine treatment of radiation pharyngitis, and he has indeed found many valuable papers.

However, those papers all had their own opinions. He printed all the papers and compared them, trying to find the most suitable solution for the old man.After thinking about it, I finally had a rough shape in my heart.He drew up a prescription, then called Yu Cheng, wanting to discuss it with him.

Yu Cheng said: "Your idea is very good, I think it will be useful. You report the prescription again, and I will prescribe it to him now."

Even with his uncle's approval, Yan Ke was still very timid: "Little uncle, do you really think this recipe is okay? I'm afraid..."

"Don't be afraid. You have carefully considered every medicine in it, and it is beneficial to his condition. There is no problem with this prescription. At least from my clinical experience, it is unlikely to have any side effects. "

Yan Ke thought for a while: "But this recipe doesn't taste good, I'm worried he won't be able to eat it."

"It's okay, I've put a feeding tube on him."

Yan Ke was taken aback: "Has a gastric tube been inserted? Doesn't he have a sore throat, won't the gastric tube make it worse..."

"But it's not a solution to be unable to eat all the time. If your physical strength can't keep up, it's not good for treatment."

"...Okay." Yan Ke was a little ashamed, "You are right, I am too indecisive."

Yu Cheng smiled and said, "You're just putting yourself in the patient's shoes, and that's not a bad thing. Ake, take a good rest, and I'll let you know what's going on with him right away."

"it is good."

Two days later, Yan Ke got better and went back to work in the hospital.He was pleasantly surprised to find that Yang Minghuan's radiation pharyngitis had improved significantly, and the old man could speak normally.

Yan Ke had not been happy for a long time, when Yu Cheng suddenly took out a report and said regretfully: "Bone metastases were diagnosed, and the lumbar spine was pathologically fractured. In addition, he has been having difficulty breathing these days, and the tumor has probably invaded the trachea..."

Yan Ke was stunned, and his emotions fell from the peak to the bottom all of a sudden.

"By the way, there is one more thing... On Saturday, there will be an annual meeting of the cardiovascular department hosted by the provincial hospital. Your father is going to report on stage. Would you like to listen?"

Yan Ke sighed: "I won't go, I want to check the information at home on the weekend to see if there is any way to relieve Yang Minghuan's pain..."

Yu Cheng said: "Okay, I'll go and talk to my brother." He suddenly remembered something, and said, "This meeting has credits. Can you ask Xiaolu if he will come? When their interns are evaluated at the end of the year It seems to depend on credits."

Yan Ke said: "I'll go back and ask him."

When Yu Cheng heard the word "go back", the muscles in the corners of his eyes twitched imperceptibly.Soon he smiled again and said, "If he wants to participate, he has to register with a paper invitation letter. I happen to have it here. I'll give it to you first, and you can take it back for him to see."

"Okay." Yan Ke readily agreed, and at the same time couldn't help feeling that the little master was really thoughtful.