Do nothing

The second day after Yu Cheng moved out, the weather was sunny and sunny.It happened to be Sunday again, Ling Lu got up early, but he didn't have the mind to read.So when Yan Ke woke up, he saw Ling Lu lying on the table in the living room, listless.

"What's the matter?" Yan Ke pulled out the chair and sat down in front of him, "Uncomfortable?"

Ling Lu flattened his mouth: "I don't want to read books..."

"Then don't watch it."

"No, the postgraduate entrance examination leave is coming to an end, and I will go back to the hospital next Wednesday to continue my internship."

"Then keep watching."

"I can't see in..."

Yan Ke thought for a while: "How about going out to play today?"

Ling Lu was stunned: "Huh?"

"I see that you haven't been in the mood to read books these days. You play cards and copy recipes. You just don't want to review." Yan Ke said, "You are mentally fatigued, and you dare not let go of playing a game. Instead, you waste more money. A lot of time. How about this, let’s ignore the postgraduate entrance examination today, I will go out with you for a day. Start reading books seriously tomorrow, how about it?”

Ling Lu showed joy on his face: "Okay! Where are you going?"

"Where do you want to go?"

"All right!"

Yan Ke thought for a moment: "How about going to the zoo? Didn't you say you wanted to go before..."

It was only then that Ling Lu remembered the agreement made a long time ago, and his heart suddenly became sweet: So he still remembers it.

Before going out, Yan Ke repeatedly checked his belongings: mobile phone, keys, money, medicine... Ling Lu suddenly ran back to the room as if remembering something, and came out with a small notebook.

"Student ID card! You can get a discount!"

Yan Ke smiled: "You really plan carefully."

"That's right, I'm virtuous." The expression on his face was proud and complacent.

Entering the elevator, Yan Ke pressed the -2 floor parking lot, Ling Lu suddenly said: "Teacher Yan, why don't we go by bus?"

"Huh? Why?"

"..." Ling Lu considered his choice of words, "Today is the weekend, maybe the zoo is not easy to park?"

Yan Ke looked at his cautious look, and said with a smile: "Are you afraid that I'll get sick halfway, and I won't be able to drive and go home like last time?"

"No..." For some reason, Ling Lu suddenly blushed, "I just think it's weird for you to drive me to the zoo... like a parent taking a child to play..."

Yan Ke couldn't help laughing: "Why the parents? Shouldn't it be the kindergarten teacher leading the children? Look, you still call me teacher."

Ling Lu was speechless, and helplessly flattened his mouth: "Well, you can say whatever you want."

Seeing his silly appearance, Yan Ke suddenly felt a little cute, so he pressed the button on the first floor with a smile.

Ling Lu immediately became happy again.

Yan Ke smiled and said, "Look at you, don't you look like a child?"

Ling Lu said angrily: "Don't call me a child! I won't call you teacher anymore!"

Yan Ke was serious: "Okay. In fact, I have wanted to tell you a long time ago. We are not a few years apart. You call me teacher to make me look very old. You used to be an intern in our department, but now you are I'm out of school, and our relationship is so good, so don't call me that."

What do you call that?Arco?

...babe?

Ling Lu suddenly felt his heart skip a few beats, and he was almost out of breath.He quickly stopped his wild thoughts, blushing and said: "No, no, no, it's better... let's call him Teacher Yan. I'm used to it."

Ding. The 1st floor is here.

Yan Ke stepped out of the elevator and smiled helplessly: "All right, whatever you want."

Ling Lu bowed his head and followed him, his heart still beating wildly.

The zoo on weekends is indeed the world of children, and there are many young people like them, but they are all young couples in pairs.

Ling Lu is really like a child, he gets excited whenever he sees an animal.Monkeys, goats and lions are obviously very common animals, but he can't take his eyes off. He can enjoy a long time when a lion yawns.

Being with Xiaolu, Yan Ke felt that he had regained the feeling of his childhood.In his memory, his parents never took him to the zoo, and the only time he came was a spring outing organized by elementary school.So now as a "teacher" with Xiaolu children to play, he is very emotional and feels a little lonely.

Ling Lu was busy looking at this and that, and didn't notice his strangeness.

Just when Yan Ke was in a trance, he suddenly heard a crisp female voice shouting behind him: "Hey! Don't go so fast!"

Yan Ke raised his head subconsciously, and a girl walking in front of him turned her head when she heard the sound, and met his gaze.

The girl froze for a moment, clearly showing disappointment.She turned her eyes to the little deer next to Yan Ke, and her eyes immediately started to shine again.

Yan Ke was puzzled when he saw a girl behind him catching up again and said to the girl, "Don't run so fast", and also glanced at Yan Ke vaguely.

Yan Ke was terrified by the two of them, and dragged Xiao Lu away quickly.He told Xiao Lu about it, but Xiao Lu laughed out loud.

"I know this, I've seen it on Weibo! If a girl suddenly walks in front of you and pretends to be called by a companion and then turns back, she must think your back is handsome and wants to see your face."

"I see." Yan Ke laughed at himself, "No wonder she was disappointed when she saw me."

"Ah?" Ling Lu opened his eyes wide in surprise, "How come?"

Yan Ke smiled and said: "Don't worry, they are still very surprised when they see you, they want to scream."

Ling Lu was still not very happy: "Which two girls are they? They are blind! Teacher Yan, you are so pretty..."

Yan Ke was taken aback, and couldn't help but said: "Xiaolu, I think you may be blind."

On the contrary, Ling Lu felt aggrieved, and said flatly, "Mr. Yan, they are too superficial, they only judge people by their appearance."

Yan Ke thought to himself, it is not easy to be as blind as you.

After such a thing happened, Ling Lu was not in the mood to play anymore.Seeing that he was not in the mood, Yan Ke bought him a cotton candy and dragged him to rest on the bench.

Ling Lu licked the marshmallow, his expression still serious.Yan Ke was amused by his bitterness and hatred, couldn't help rubbing his hair, and said with a smile: "Okay, I'm not angry, why are you angry?"

Ling Lu was like a small animal being groomed, and his frizz gradually calmed down: "...I just feel wronged for you. They don't know what you've been through, so they just judge you like this."

Yan Ke said helplessly: "They didn't do anything, they just didn't praise me for being handsome. I can't help it. The face is there for others to see. To be honest, I don't even want to see myself now, let alone others? "

"But you—"

You have been on the headlines of Weibo because of your good looks before. How many girls are crying and shouting to marry you.

You're just sick, you're not ugly.

Don't be so humble.

Ling Lu really wanted to say that, but he was afraid of bringing up bad memories for Yan Ke, so he had no choice but to give up, licking the cotton candy sullenly.

Yan Ke didn't quite understand what he was struggling with, he just felt embarrassed.It seems that the zoo can't continue to visit, why don't we go back now?It seems to be disappointing too...

He intended to let Xiaolu come out to relax, but he didn't expect his mood to be even worse now.

"Teacher Yan." Ling Lu suddenly raised his head.

Yan Ke hurriedly said, "Hey."

"Shall we go for a morning jog together?"

"what?"

Ling Lu looked at his face seriously: "You have dark circles under your eyes now, and your complexion is not good. Your body was injured too badly before, and you can't make it up just by taking medicine. Let's exercise together?"

"Morning run..." Yan Ke looked embarrassed, "I'm afraid I won't be able to get up in the morning."

"Then go to bed early at night. Don't lie on the bed and play with your mobile phone!" Ling Lu was angry, "I found you several times! If you don't sleep in the middle of the night, you will return to my circle of friends in seconds!"

Yan Ke couldn't help but go back: "If you don't post to Moments, how can I reply to your Moments in seconds?"

Ling Lu became angry from embarrassment: "I'm studying! Isn't it natural to play with mobile phones when I'm tired from studying!"

Yan Ke couldn't help laughing: "Okay, okay, it's just and right."

As soon as Yan Ke's tone softened, Ling Lu immediately became softer than him: "...The morning run, did you agree?"

Yan Ke: "Okay, okay, run, run."

Ling Lu laughed again, happily licking the cotton candy.

The trip to the zoo continued, and Linglu seemed happier than before.The two of them wandered around until the garden was about to close before leaving.

On the return bus, both of them were exhausted.Yan Ke couldn't resist the drowsiness and quickly fell asleep.When he woke up, he found that his head was leaning against the window, and the deer used his palm to cushion him, so he didn't knock his head in the bumps.

At the same time, heavy on the shoulders.

Yan Ke turned his head and saw Xiao Lu leaning on his shoulder, also falling asleep.The bus shook suddenly, and Yan Ke hurriedly supported Xiao Lu's head, lest he would be woken up.When fingers touched the deer's cheek, it felt warm and soft, like a little bun just out of the cage.

Cute and soft moon bunny bag.

Inexplicably, a subtle feeling arose in my heart, which could not be calmed down for a long time.

In the next few days, Yan Ke was forced to run by the deer, but he was really energetic.

In the blink of an eye, Tuesday arrived, and Xiao Lu went back to continue his internship.He's staying in the gastroenterology department this month, so he's not too busy.Yan Ke happened to be off the night shift on Tuesday, and when he returned to the apartment, he didn't see the deer, and he felt a little bit disappointed.

He slept for a while after taking the medicine, and was woken up by a phone call at noon, and the caller ID turned out to be his father.He instinctively panicked, and suddenly realized that he hadn't contacted his parents after the suicide, so he answered the phone in shame.

"……dad."

"……Um."

Father's voice was still so deep and majestic, it was the voice of "Director Yan".

"Are you free this weekend?" Dad asked.

Yan Ke did the math, he was on the night shift just yesterday, and the respiratory department is now on a night shift every six days, so the next night shift happens to be Sunday.

"It's free on Saturday."

"Oh..." My father was silent for a moment, and said, "Your mother is back. Let's...get together this weekend?"

Yan Ke was stunned.

It was unprecedented for his father to speak to him in such a consultative tone.He couldn't help being flattered, and responded repeatedly: "Okay, okay."

"That...that Xiao Ling...you can bring it back..."

... small 0?Which is smaller than 0?

Yan Ke thought for a while, then thought in horror: Xiao Ling? !

How could father think of calling Xiao Lu to eat?Yan Ke was completely dumbfounded now, and his father asked again: "How is it?"

"Uh..." Yan Ke didn't know how to answer.

Father said: "Oh, why don't you discuss it with him first? If he has time, you can bring him with you. It doesn't matter if you don't have time..."

It's not a question of availability...

Yan Ke couldn't help asking, "Why did you think of calling him over for dinner?"

Father sighed: "Our family hasn't thanked him well for what happened last time."

last time?Oh, the time he committed suicide?

Yan Ke recalled it for a while, and only remembered that Xiaolu seemed to be by his side during the gastric lavage in the emergency department.Sui said, "Okay, I'll contact him."

"Yeah." My father said nothing.

Yan Ke didn't dare to hang up the phone, so he remained silent.Father finally spoke again.

"You...you also pay attention to your body. Don't stress too much."

Yan Ke clutched the phone in a daze, with complicated emotions.It wasn't until a while after he hung up the phone that he came back to his senses, and then called Xiao Lu.

"Ah?" Xiaolu was also very surprised, "Yan... Director Yan called me to eat?"

"Well, are you free?"

"Yes, yes...but I'm sorry..."

Yan Ke smiled: "I'm still embarrassed, he is very strange today, and he is very gentle when calling me. I have never heard his tone like this in my life for more than [-] years."

"Hey." Deer sounded very happy, "Isn't this great?"

"I was frightened." Yan Ke smiled helplessly, "Then it's settled. Let's go home together on Saturday."

"..."

The sudden silence made Yan Ke realize that his wording was inappropriate, and quickly changed his words: "I mean, let's go to my house for dinner together."

"Well, okay." I don't know if it's an illusion, but Xiao Lu's voice sounded sweet, "Well...do I want to buy some fruit or something...?"

Yan Ke laughed and said: "It's not that the son-in-law came to buy fruit. This is your thank-you banquet, you just go to open your mouth alone. My mother is very good at craftsmanship."

"Well, it always feels weird to come to the door empty-handed..."

"It's even more strange for you to bring fruit to the door!"

"... also. Oh, I'm so flattered."

"My dad must have been stimulated." Yan Ke suddenly felt a little melancholy, "The incident of my suicide must have frightened them."

"Well, they were worried that day. In fact, they all love you."

Yan Ke smiled wryly: "I know, it's just that I'm too disappointing and always let them down. If only I were as good as my uncle."

"You don't need..." Someone called Ling Lu's name from a distance on the phone, and Xiao Lu hurriedly said, "Teacher Yan, I have a new patient."

"Okay, let's get the patients."

After Yan Ke hung up the phone, he went to the kitchen to cook a bowl of noodles.Back in the living room, I saw the WeChat message from Xiaolu.

"You don't have to compare with him, he is 'other people's child'. You have done a good job, you don't need to compare with him."

"You also have something that he can't compare to. Your shining point is something he will never be able to do."

Yan Ke couldn't help smiling, and really wanted to ask what his shining point was. He still has something better than his uncle?But this kind of question seemed too arrogant, and Xiao Lu was busy, so he had no choice but to give up.

Saturday...

Some expectations.