Do nothing

It was Friday when Yu Cheng took Yan Ke home.Yan Ke was very disturbed throughout the day, not knowing how to face his parents.The closer the car was to the community, the more nervous he became, and he wanted to take some medicine.

The car is still driving.He sensed Yan Ke's emotions, so he held Yan Ke's hand.This did not relieve Yan Ke's anxiety, his palms were sweating.But he didn't want Yu Cheng to worry, so he forced a smile.

The gate of the Yan family can be seen from a distance.Yu Cheng suddenly said, "Look, your dad."

Yan Ke sat up straight instinctively, and saw a tall figure standing in front of his house.Father also seemed to have seen the car, and immediately turned his head and entered the house.

Yan Ke was stunned.Yu Cheng smiled and said, "He's embarrassed."

The door is open.When Yan Ke saw his own slippers at the door, he suddenly felt guilty.He bent down to change his shoes, trying to hold back his tears.Yu Cheng was waiting for him beside him.

"Beibei, you're already home." Yu Cheng rubbed his hair and helped him up with a smile.

Yan Ke raised his head and saw his mother rushing towards with teary eyes.Father was sitting on the sofa, holding a newspaper in his hand, but his eyes were sneaking at him.

"Hmph." Father said with a cold face, "You still know..."

"Shut up!" Mother cried loudly while hugging Yan Ke, "You're the one who made Beibei leave! You can try to scold him again! I'll never end with you!"

"Mom..." Yan Ke was held in his mother's arms, almost out of breath.

The father was so embarrassed that he shook the newspaper vigorously, but suddenly found that... he was holding it backwards.

Yu Cheng couldn't help laughing.His father glared at him angrily.The mother also quickly discovered the father's gaffe, and burst into tears.

"Smelly old man, why are you pretending! Come and see your son!"

The mother looked at Yan Ke lovingly: "Baby, why have you lost so much weight!"

Yu Cheng smiled: "It's my fault, he can't get used to my cooking."

"The brat has been picky eaters since he was a child." His father walked over and glanced at Yan Ke, "Hmph, have you suffered enough now?"

Yan Ke looked at his father, recalling the dispute that day, and began to feel uneasy again.

"...Dad." He called timidly.

The father froze for a moment, then immediately turned around and stopped looking at him.

Yan Ke's heart sank.Sure enough, his father hadn't forgiven him yet.

But the mother walked around in front of the father, gloated and said, "Old man, are you crying?"

Father didn't speak, and walked away quickly.

Yan Ke stared blankly at his father's back, and was embraced by his mother again.

"Bei Bei, you're finally back." Mother sighed, her voice choked up, "It's good to be back, it's good to be back."

Yan Ke was both ashamed and happy, not knowing what to do.He looked at Yu Cheng for help, and Yu Cheng gave him an encouraging look.

Yan Ke understood and tried to reach out to hug his mother, but suddenly found that his hands were shaking.

hands.

His whole body stiffened immediately, and his soft heart seemed to have been hit by a sledgehammer, rotting into a sticky slurry.

His mother cooks his favorite dishes, reminding him of the day when he was interviewed for saving lives.Before he knew it, more than a month had passed, and he felt like a lifetime away.

After the meal, his mother took him to talk in the living room and asked him how he had spent the past month.Yan Ke concealed his illness and only said that Yu Cheng and Zhang Xingduan had helped him a lot.Yu Cheng stayed by his side, helping him smooth things over from time to time.The mother suddenly winked at Yu Cheng and told him to call Yan Li over.

Yu Cheng smiled and went.A moment later, Yan Li came over with a big box in his hand and an awkward expression.

The box is suede and shaped like a violin.

Yan Ke stared blankly at his father, but his father didn't say anything.The mother smiled and said: "Old man, why are you in a daze, hurry up and offer the treasure!"

Yu Cheng also smiled and said, "Brother, don't be shy."

Yan Li glared at the two of them in embarrassment, and threw the box to Yan Ke.Yan Ke caught it quickly and looked at him carefully.

"Open!" Father frowned.

Yan Ke was startled, and immediately followed suit, and there was indeed a violin in the box.He glanced at his father timidly, and under the encouraging eyes of everyone, he gently lifted the piano.

You can tell at a touch that it is a good piano.

Yan Ke was at a loss.

"Director Yan?" Mother called out suggestively.

Father coughed twice unnaturally, staring at the corner of the wall, and said slowly: "From now on, when you are at home, you can play the piano if you have nothing to do."

Yan Ke's vision blurred.

The mother seemed to be still dissatisfied, frowning and pouting at her father.

Helpless, my father sighed, "A doctor... just forget about it if you don't want to take the exam."

Yan Ke lowered his head, tears fell down involuntarily, dripping on the violin.He hastily wiped it with a cloth.The mother was very distressed, and helped him put away the violin together, and then the mother and son hugged each other.

The father looked at him in embarrassment, and exchanged glances with Yu Cheng, both of them laughed.

That night, the family sat and talked until late.It wasn't until Yu Cheng got up to leave that the strict father and strict mother noticed that it was already eleven o'clock.

Yan's mother was very grateful to Yu Cheng and sent him to the door in person.According to the usual practice, Yan Ke should send him back to the dormitory.Yu Cheng was worried that he would drive back alone, so he proposed to take a taxi by himself.

Yan's mother didn't ask much, seeing that Yan Ke seemed to have something to say, she entered the room knowingly.

Yan Ke gently closed the door, and called out uneasily, "Little Master..."

"Ok?"

"I..." Yan Ke hesitated, his fingers trembling slightly.

Yu Cheng smiled and said, "What's the matter, are you reluctant to let me go?"

Yan Ke was taken aback.Yu Cheng raised his hand, as if wanting to touch his cheek, but quickly changed his mind, and stroked his hair again as usual, like an elder.Yan Ke noticed his subtle changes, his breathing immediately became rapid, and he couldn't help lowering his eyes in panic.

Yu Cheng just smiled and withdrew his hand.

"Rest early, good night."

Yan Ke hesitated to speak, but finally nodded shyly: "Okay. Good night, little uncle."

Yu Cheng left.

Yan Ke came to the third floor with the violin in his arms, looked at the familiar bedroom, and was filled with emotion.He opened the piano case, held out the piano again, and admired it fondly.

It must be his mother's idea that his father would give him the piano and let him practice the piano again.However, what his father said afterwards also moved him very much. This was the first time in so many years that his father voluntarily gave in, and all his reasonable and unreasonable needs were met at once.

simply too...

He didn't know what to say.

Everything that happened tonight was too good to be true.He even began to fear that this was a dream and it would disappear when he woke up.

The only downside is the side effects of antidepressants.

Director Lin changed his medicine last Saturday.The new drug did not cause severe headaches and insomnia, but it made his hands tremble uncontrollably.He thought about switching back to the old medicine, but it meant that he had to break his agreement with Director Lin and continue to take a lot of painkillers.

Perhaps Director Lin also changed his dressing with this in mind.He had to trust Director Lin's judgment and take the medicine obediently.

Yan Ke caressed the violin and picked up the bow reluctantly.The muscle memory is there despite years of not shooting a bow.He was pleasantly surprised to find that the timbre was very pleasant, as if he had not stopped practicing all these years.

But this should be the credit of the violin itself, a good violin will lower the requirements for the player's skills.Father really spent a lot of money this time, and the piano is estimated to cost six figures.

He wiped the piano again and again happily, wishing he could sleep with the piano in his arms at night.Only at this moment did he realize that he liked the violin so much, and the feeling of getting it back made him happy.

There was a long-lost hope in his heart.He didn't even want to sleep, and wanted to start practicing the piano now.

But of course it won't work, his parents are both asleep, and he's actually not that confident in his skills.

Go to sleep, go to sleep.Get up early tomorrow.

Yan Ke readily took out the medicine box and lined up the pills and capsules.Antidepressants, anxiolytics, sleeping pills, pain relievers.

Sleeping pills are a must, painkillers... let's not take them today.

As he swallowed his anti-anxiety pills and reached for his antidepressants, his fingers flickered.The pills fell to the ground.

He lay down on the ground and searched for a long time but couldn't find any pills. Just as he was about to take another pill out, he suddenly had a thought in his mind.

Stop for a try?

His heart knot has been untied, and there will be no more anxiety and panic for him.What's more, he has already taken the medicine in the morning, and if he doesn't take it at night, it can't be called stopping the medicine, it can only be called reducing the dose.

Director Lin also said that as the condition improves, the medicine can be reduced appropriately...

Just stop here.Check it out tomorrow morning and add it if it doesn't work.

If you can reduce the dosage slowly... you can practice piano.

He stared at the piano box obsessively, and kept suggesting to himself: just stop once, give it a try, pay close attention to his emotions, and take medicine immediately if something is wrong.

It should be fine.

Just when he took a deep breath and got up from the ground, the phone suddenly vibrated.It's the information of the little uncle.

"Bebe, have you taken your medicine?"

Just as Yan Ke was about to tell him that he had eaten, his heart suddenly trembled.

No...he didn't take his medicine well.

He even wanted to reduce the medicine without authorization!

As soon as the little uncle left, he made his own decisions.The little uncle was so kind to him, but he was obedient and obedient.

Scum.

Can you be more obedient and less fussy.

Can you not cause trouble for others and make others worry?

The consequences of drug reduction are unpredictable.What if the sickness is seen by parents?

Don't be willful.Be obedient.Be obedient.Be obedient.

Take medicine.

Yan Ke knelt down on the ground again, leaning over to look for the lost pills.Finally found it under the bed.

Swallow the tablet and drink water.Yan Ke's guilt finally eased a little, and he was able to reply to Yu Cheng's message.

"I've already eaten."

Yu Cheng sent him a smiling expression.Yan Ke was satisfied and went to bed.