Do nothing

After moving into the apartment, it was much closer to work.On Wednesday, Yan Ke came to the outpatient clinic early, and the nurse in charge of the triage had not even come to work.

Sitting alone in the general consulting room of the respiratory department, he began to be in a daze.

Time passed by, and the sun rose higher and higher, illuminating the consultation room very brightly.He felt a little glaring, but didn't want to pull the curtains.

As the time for the outpatient clinic drew closer, he became irritable again.This is the first outpatient clinic after the Weibo incident. I don't know how the patients will react when they see him.

Are you the doctor who saved the life on the plane?

... It is impossible to hear such words.

Are you the unscrupulous doctor who accepts red envelopes?

Are you the doctor whose ass was played by foreigners?

Can someone like you be a doctor?

He suddenly felt uneasy, and repeatedly checked whether the badge was worn and whether the photo was aligned.There were five or six fountain pens in his pocket, and he opened each one for inspection, fearing that the medical record would run out of ink halfway through.There were still new fountain pens in the drawer, and he worriedly took out a few more and put them next to the keyboard.

A little stuffy.Are the windows open?

He hurried to the window and accidentally saw a sick man smoking in the atrium garden.There are already many people queuing up for registration in the corridor, their faces are either anxious or relaxed, but most of them are indifferent and expressionless.

These people, they only need a secret signal, a tacit understanding, and they will show the same snigger.

gloat.

… These days, he dare not open Weibo at all, and he dare not even check WeChat easily.Just secretly praying that everyone forgets about it.

But as long as one person remembers——

What's more, is there anyone in the hospital who doesn't know about this?The real gay guy right next to them... Who is on duty today?Matron?Or the new little girl?

Maybe colleagues in other consultation rooms next door, general consultation room and specialist consultation room, they will also say to the patient helplessly, hi, that male doctor next door.it's him.

They just want to watch the fun.People always like to watch the excitement.

"Doctor Yan? Good morning!" The young nurse walked through the medical aisle and greeted him with a smile.

Yan Ke was startled, his heart was pounding.

Calm down!How do you go to the clinic like this?What does it look like to be seen by a patient?

He covered his face and took a few deep breaths.His heartbeat was still not steady. He wanted to find some medicine, but he found only painkillers when he fumbled around his body.

There is only one painkiller left... I need to prescribe more, more...

He took out the last painkiller, looked around for the water glass, and then remembered that the water glass was forgotten in the office.He had no choice but to swallow the medicine empty-mouthed, but the pill really stuck to the esophagus, and he couldn't swallow it with just saliva.

"Cough...cough..." He kept choking.

I can't go to the clinic like this!Yan Ke walked to the sink in a panic, turned on the tap and took a handful of water.The cold tap water washed down the esophagus, and the pills were finally sent down.

Take medicine and you will be fine.Painkillers have a sedative effect, just eat it...

Yan Ke washed his face by the way, then sat back at his desk and waited blankly for the pill to take effect.

07:59 minute left.

08:00.Go open the door and let the patient in.

08:01.Go open the door.

08:02.open the door.

……

I didn't even have the courage to stand up.

He covered his face again, feeling his heart beating faster and faster.Painkillers don't help at all!

What is there to be afraid of!It's all my own imagination!

but……

No, the door must be opened.Otherwise, I will be complained, and my father will know...

Father...has already severed the relationship, so don't care about him, right?

08:10.It's been procrastinating for 10 minutes, what are you procrastinating for?How can it be so fragile?

He has to go to the outpatient clinic, otherwise he will drag the little uncle down.The little uncle is already very busy and tired, and he has been helping him with work these days... I can't trouble the little uncle anymore, and I can't make him worry.

Take his word for it and be a good doctor.

Yan Ke slapped himself forcefully, snap!The pain awakened the mind slightly.He swallowed, clenched his fists and stood up.

open the door.

Patients flocked in.

"Why are you late every time, doctor! Do you have medical ethics?"

"The doctor prescribed me some medicine! I'm in a hurry!"

"I don't see a doctor, I just ask..."

"Doctor, let me see the test results..."

very noisy!

The noisy and chaotic voices drilled into the ears like ants, piercing the eardrum with pain.Yan Ke was pushed back to his seat, and said almost pleadingly: "Queue up, please line up..."

Everyone threw the medical records on the table, and a hill quickly piled up in front of Yan Ke.The depths of the brain trembled, and the familiar throbbing pain struck again.

Fortunately, he took painkillers in advance... Yan Ke was so happy that he wanted to cry.

No problem, you can.He clicked on the outpatient system and saw that there were more than 90 people on the queuing list.It doesn't matter, take your time, you can read it.

"No. 1—" He read out the patient's name from the list.No one responded.

Everyone crowds up.

"Doctor, let me see first! I have something urgent!"

"I'm number 2! What team are you in!"

"I'll just order a laboratory test! Let me do it first, and I'll get blood drawn!"

"No. 1 is here, No. 1 is here!"

very noisy……

The late patient sat down in front of him, Yan Ke just raised his head when he suddenly felt sharp tinnitus, as if a steel needle had been inserted into his brain from his ear.He instinctively curled up and covered his ears in pain.

"Doctor, do you want to see a doctor?"

"Hurry up, I'm in a hurry!"

Painkillers……

Yan Ke fumbled for his pocket helplessly, but couldn't find anything.

"I'm sorry..." He had no choice but to grit his teeth and bear it. He opened the medical record and gave the patient a stiff smile, "What's wrong with you?"

……

An ordinary number of 5 yuan, and 160 people ended up hanging up.

Yan Ke didn't know how he went to the outpatient clinic, he could hardly hear what the patient was saying in the end.His mind seemed to be full of cicadas, beating the cicada wings frantically, messing up his brain.

But finally, it's over.

Yan Ke stared blankly at the time on the computer. 13:20.There are still 10 minutes before work in the afternoon.

He suddenly couldn't hold it anymore, threw himself to the sink, and retched violently.

This month breath 1 group to 3 students, all of them are taking care of the rest.When Yan Ke returned to the ward, Yu Cheng was teaching them to prescribe a doctor's order.

"Who is on duty today—" the nurse came in holding two medical records, "The outpatient sent two, who will go to see them?"

Yan Ke's mind went blank, and he looked at the duty list on the wall unresponsively.Yu Cheng had already got up and said, "I'll go."

Only then did Yan Ke realize that he was on duty today, so he quickly followed up: "I'll go too."

Yu Cheng said: "You just got out of the clinic, go to the duty room to rest for a while."

"It's exactly two, one for each person." Yan Ke said paranoidly, "If you don't rush to collect them, they will come again later."

"That's fine." Yu Cheng turned around and said to a student, "Go and follow Teacher Yan." Then he took the other two students and left.

Yan Ke went to the nurse's station to get the medical records, and his head started to hurt again.He patiently received the patients, and only then remembered that he forgot to prescribe painkillers for himself.

Yu Cheng hasn't come back yet.He sat in front of the computer, wrote a red prescription in a hurry, then pulled the student aside and asked him to pay for the medicine (Note).

night.

Yu Cheng had dinner with him before going back.The registration for the postgraduate entrance examination is about to start. My uncle is accepting graduate students for the first time this year, and some materials need to be prepared.

He is already a master's supervisor, and I am still a small inpatient.

Yan Ke stood in front of the window on the 22nd floor, looking at the brightly lit viaduct, suddenly felt strange.His face was reflected in the glass, calm and numb, and disgusting to watch.

The nurse was clearly disappointed that no drinks or snacks were ordered tonight.But there is no way, he no longer takes the family's living expenses, and the salary of the resident doctor is not enough to be squandered.

Dad seems to be out of the hospital.When will mom be back?

A little stuffy.He opened the window to breathe, and the evening breeze was cool and refreshing.Unfortunately, in order to prevent people from jumping off the building, the hospital locked all the windows and could only open half of them.

so high.

Yan Ke pulled the chair and stepped on it to climb up the window sill.

I have lost a lot of weight recently, can I squeeze out?

He let out a long breath, and cautiously poked his head out of the window.

then.

its stuck!

"..." Yan Ke shrank back, unable to move.The mandible and occiput are stuck perfectly, don't know how it just stuck out.The shoulders couldn't squeeze in at all, so I had to maintain this weak posture.

How to do?

He was thinking, when suddenly there was a scream behind him.

"teacher!"

Someone ran over, hugged him and pulled him back.

"Don't pull, don't pull!" Yan Ke struggled and shouted, "It hurts!"

Only then did the people behind him realize that his neck was stuck, and apologized repeatedly.Yan Ke couldn't turn his head and couldn't see his face, but the voice was... Xiaolu?

Why is he here?

Ling Lu hugged his waist tightly, pushed the window with one hand, trying to pull him back.Yan Ke also twisted his neck carefully, and was finally rescued, sitting on the ground and rubbing his sore chin.

"Teacher, what are you doing!" Ling Lu was so anxious that his voice was choked up, his eyes were red, and he was about to cry, "You scared me to death!"

When the nurse heard the sound and ran over, she saw only two people sitting on the ground in a state of embarrassment, and she was immediately puzzled.

Yan Ke sent the nurse away, and asked amusedly, "Why are you here?"

"I'm on duty in the emergency department. I heard that you are also on the night shift today, so I came to see you..." Ling Lu choked for a moment, and clutched his arm tightly as if in fear, "Teacher, please don't do stupid things! You only have one life! Jump!" It's gone!"

"Tap tap."

Ling Lu quickly withdrew his hand, apologizing incessantly.

Yan Ke laughed and said, "I'm telling you to keep your voice down so that the nurse won't hear you."

Ling Lu nodded quickly, like knocking on a wooden fish.

Yan Ke thought his frightened look was cute, so he pulled him to stand up, and said with a smile, "It's fine, you can go back."

Ling Lu instinctively wanted to grab him again, but he was afraid that he would get angry so he had to withdraw, and said timidly, "I'm not at ease."

Yan Ke curled his lips: "You also saw that the window is so small that you can't get out."

"But you..." Ling Lu's eyes were wet, full of worry and fear, "Why would you think of committing suicide? Could it be that the Internet..."

Yan Ke thought for a while: "No."

Just want to jump suddenly.

"By the way." Yan Ke suddenly came to his senses, "I forgot, I used your account to contact my family last time. You haven't been harassed, have you?"

Ling Lu hurriedly said: "No, no."

"That's good." Yan Ke breathed a sigh of relief, "Just pretend you didn't see anything."

Ling Lu opened his mouth, but stopped talking.

How could you pretend you didn't see it?

Although he was in the emergency room these days, he could hear countless rumors.In fact, his Weibo also received a large number of harassing private messages, full of obscene language, which is unsightly.

But he still felt thankful that it was him and not Yan Ke who were insulting them.Otherwise, Teacher Yan would be too pitiful.

He obviously saved someone, why did he end up like this?

Ling Lu's heart was sour, he took out his mobile phone and said, "I won't leave. I'll take a leave of absence from the teacher and stay here with you."

"What kind of leave do you want for the night shift, go back quickly." Yan Ke was a little annoyed, and pushed him to the door.Ling Lu grabbed the door frame and refused to leave, staring at him with red eyes, like a young daughter-in-law who has been kicked out of the house.

"If something happens to you after I leave, I will feel guilty for the rest of my life." Ling Lu said firmly, "I have to watch you, or call Teacher Yu over."

Yan Ke sighed: "I'm really fine..." He wasn't lying, his mood really improved a lot after Xiao Lu made such a fuss.The empty feeling just now is gone, and the brain seems to be alive again.

"How about this." Yan Ke suggested, "How about I treat you to dinner tomorrow? What do you want to eat?"

Hearing the word "tomorrow", Ling Lu's expression softened a bit: "Breakfast?"

"That's fine. You wait for me in the emergency room after you finish your shift, and I'll take you out to eat."

Ling Lu hesitated.Yan Ke said helplessly: "Isn't it enough to cheat a meal? Your teacher and I have become poor recently, and I will be robbed by you."

"Are you really going to come?" Ling Lu was still a little worried, looking at him with sparkling eyes, and his eyelashes were still wet.

Really like a deer.

Yan Ke smiled and pushed him away: "Why, you still have to sign a contract with me? Go away. Otherwise, I will teach you a small report."

Only then did Ling Lu turn around and walk away.

To be honest, Ling Lu's reaction made him very warm.

Yan Ke sat back in front of the computer, feeling the cool wind blowing from the window.

……Next time.

Don't let people see it anymore, don't cause trouble for others.

Note: Red prescriptions, that is, prescriptions for psychotropic drugs, sedatives, anesthesia and pain relievers, are controlled by the state, and the pharmacy will only issue the medicines after submitting the paper red prescriptions.