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Chapter 58: In his heart, but retreated from him

Wei Zexu and Chu Zeyuan didn't speak for a while, they were silent with each other, obviously last night was so good, but this happened this morning, Wei Zexu felt very uncomfortable.

He knew that Chu Zeyuan was just worried about his body and wanted to help him reduce his burden, but Chu Zeyuan was already dead, so how would he explain it if his classmates and teachers were to see him?

Is it possible to tell the truth, and how will he explain the relationship between him and Chu Zeyuan? How close can he achieve this level? Thinking of this, Wei Zexu feels confused.

He really wasn't ready to face these things.

Chu Zeyuan looked down at his pale fingers, he clenched them tightly, the corners of his lips curved in displeasure, and a ray of despair flashed across those eyes that contained extreme coldness and darkness.

Why did he become a ghost?

Why can't he be with Wei Zexu when he was a human being, instead he wants to hide like this now, losing his identity and the qualification to embrace his lover openly.

Chu Zeyuan's eyes were red, and there seemed to be a fire burning in his heart. He lost everything, but now he couldn't even keep Wei Zexu.

What he fears most is that Wei Zexu will leave him too, or in other words, Wei Zexu will never be able to completely fall in love with a ghost.

After all, at the beginning, he scared Wei Zexu half to death.

He understood that Wei Zexu was sympathizing with him because of his inexplicable death, and he also needed Wei Zexu's sympathy, so that he could approach him logically and aboveboard.

But now, he's a little disgusted.

Because sympathy is not love, and he can't ask Wei Zexu to give as much as he does, because the love between the two of them is not waiting.

Wei Zexu never said a word of love to him, and he never said it easily.

The only thing that shouldn't be, in his heart, is retreating from him.

The atmosphere between the two of them was a bit stagnant, Wei Zexu never thought about it, Chu Zeyuan had already thought so much in just a few minutes.

In the end, Wei Zexu gave in first. Seeing the uncomfortable expression on Chu Zeyuan's face, he walked over and hooked his fingers:

"Hey, Chu Zeyuan, I told you not to show such an expression, I just said something wrong, can I apologize!"

Even if Chu Zeyuan is a ghost, he shouldn't just say it like that. After all, Chu Zeyuan died for no apparent reason, and he himself should be very sad, scared and dazed, so why should he poke Chu Zeyuan in the heart? What about the knife.

He squeezed Chu Zeyuan's fingers, with a guilty expression on his face, "Chu Zeyuan, I'm sorry."

Chu Zeyuan looked at Wei Zexu as if he just came back to his senses. He stared deeply at Wei Zexu, his eyes were deep and deep, his handsome face was pale and gloomy, and the corners of his lips were icy cold.

He looked at Wei Zexu and didn't speak.

He raised his hand, stroking Wei Zexu with his slender and pale fingers that were so lifeless.

His cheeks and eyeballs were a little red, and after a while, he finally said, "It's okay."

He didn't want to say anything harsh to Wei Zexu, he knew that Wei Zexu was innocent, and the only thing he hated was those who killed him.

A strong hatred took root from the bottom of his heart, and the hatred and pain that had been forcibly concealed and suppressed because of his feelings for Wei Zexu broke out again and made a comeback.

Wei Zexu smiled at him, thinking that Chu Zeyuan didn't care much, he thought for a while and came up with a compromise, "Why don't you send me to the street opposite our school? "

In this way, Chu Zeyuan could send him off without being seen by his classmates and teachers.

In this way, it can be regarded as satisfying the requirements of the two of them.

Chu Zeyuan reached out his hand to touch Wei Zexu's hair, and agreed. He didn't want to disappoint Wei Zexu, so he got on the bicycle, let Wei Zexu sit on the back seat of the car, and planted him towards the school. drive away.

The warm spring breeze blew over Wei Zexu's cheeks, and lifted the corners of Chu Zeyuan's clothes. His hoodie was blown up slightly, like the wings of a butterfly about to fly, and the young man's straight back was smoothed out. , Wei Zexu looked over and could only see Chu Zeyuan's black hair

The trees on the side of the road are a little lush green, and there are some unknown blue flowers in the flower bed not far away, and one or two noisy sparrows are standing on the wire, jumping up and down on the wire, very lively

Wei Zexu grabbed the hem of Chu Zeyuan's clothes, but he remembered a sentence he had read at some time, "The grass is growing its seeds, and the wind is shaking its leaves. We stand and don't talk, and it's very beautiful."

At the beginning, he didn't understand this feeling, but now, seeing Chu Zeyuan who was planting him on a bicycle, Wei Zexu felt a little bit of it.

The time is gentle and the years are clear, just in time for a young man to see this beloved man.

Even if you don't speak, it's very beautiful, because the person you like is by your side, and if you can touch it, it's already wonderful.

Chu Zeyuan parked the car on that road, Wei Zexu waved to Chu Zeyuan and asked, "Will you pick me up tonight?"

This sentence did not know how to please Chu Zeyuan, the coldness on his face melted a little, "Come, remember to wait for me."

"Okay." Wei Zexu agreed, and walked towards the school gate, while Chu Zeyuan was responsible for riding Wei Zexu's bicycle back.

Chu Zeyuan watched Wei Zexu's back disappear from a distance, and then he was ready to get in the car and leave expressionlessly. The breeze blew through his slightly long hair on his forehead, revealing a pair of gloomy and cold eyes.

The girl standing next to the breakfast stand trembled, and her schoolbag almost fell to the ground. She looked at Chu Zeyuan in disbelief, her throat seemed to be blocked, and she couldn't make any sound.

"Hey, I said, little girl, do you want to buy it or not? If you don't buy it, don't stand here and block me and affect my business!"

The loud voice of the proprietress at the early booth attracted a crowd of passers-by. Chu Zeyuan looked over with a blank expression, and then looked away calmly. The girl lowered her head in fear, as if she didn't want to let Chu Zeyuan Ze Yuan saw himself.

In her panic, she dropped her schoolbag on the ground and rolled a few times. The girl hurriedly picked it up again, and ran into the school quickly with her head down.

All the way into the classroom, her fingers were still trembling unconsciously. How could that boy be alive!

Thinking of what she had done, the girl bit her lip, a little scared, she took a deep breath, trying to calm herself down.

She didn't do anything, at most she just stood by and watched, it was none of her business, even if she wanted to take revenge, it would not be her turn, so after thinking about it a few times, she calmed down

"Cheng Jing, come out, there is a girl outside who wants to find you, she said her name is Zhou Fu."

"Oh, okay, I'll be right over." The girl agreed, put away her schoolbag, and walked out.

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