Difficult to break up ABO

The warm air in the car made a slight sound.

"My relationship with Lu Xinze is not the kind of relationship you imagined." Ruan Xiao said suddenly.

He didn't want to explain any more at first, and it's meaningless to entangle his feelings now.But when he saw Qi Xuan's injured expression, like a cub abandoned by his master, he felt compassion again.

"He's getting married. Talk to me about the wedding and sister-in-law. That's all. He can say he watched me grow up, and I'm like a brother to him. To me, he and sister-in-law, They're all like family members to me."

After listening to Ruan Xiao's words, Qi Xuan was obviously not so tense anymore.Qi Xuan took out two tissues, handed one to Ruan Xiao, and then wiped the blood on his mouth.After a while, he spoke again, his voice was as soft as talking to himself, and the words were sour: "Is he a relative? What about me?"

Ruan Xiao couldn't tell.How should Qi Xuan define himself?He has too many identities in his heart, and they overlap, so that Ruan Xiao can't give an exact word to describe it, which makes Qi Xuan particularly special.Qixuan is special, but this one is a neutral term, neither praise nor derogation.

"Do you really mind what Feng Yuying did to me?" Qi Xuan suddenly grabbed Ruan Xiao's belt, "If I do this for you, can we go back to the way we were before?"

Before Ruan Xiao could react in the future, he watched Qi Xuan leaning over to his waist and abdomen, and the movements of his hands were also obviously intentional.Ruan Xiao pushed him away violently, and shouted: "Qi Xuan! Haven't you gone crazy enough?"

"What about going to bed?" Qi Xuan held Ruan Xiao's tie, "Every time you go to bed with me, you will be very happy. You can't fake your body's reaction, and you can't lie to me. We won't quarrel when we do this. "

Qi Xuan wanted to unbutton Ruan Xiao's clothes, and Ruan Xiao wanted to undo Qi Xuan's fingers, but no one would back down.This button seemed to be a fat prey, being fought over by two hungry male beasts.During the push and push, the button was overwhelmed, and both of them were stunned, staring at the innocent button, and didn't speak for a while.

"Qi Xuan, the conflict between us is a conflict that cannot be resolved by the body. Have you ever thought that we are really not suitable. Every time I feel you are close to me and want to get closer to you, I will find your world Colorful, you are surrounded by a lot of people, they all like you, and I am one of your playmates, I only occasionally think of it and turn over on a whim. No matter what my identity is by your side, once I express a little bit of friendship for you You will think that I have interfered with your freedom, and you will be furious at me. When you are happy, you talk sweet words, and when you are unhappy, you turn around and leave. You can not contact me for a few months, just like disappearing from my life. But when we meet again, you will be very clingy to me, coaxing me to sleep with you with sweet words of love. I know you care about me, otherwise you wouldn't calculate my period and stay by my side. But..." Ruan Xiao suddenly choked up, his fingers felt cold in the warm car, he forced himself to calm down, and continued, "I hope this is the last time I explain. We have been entangled for too long, and life How many ten years can there be? You can be yourself and don’t have to accommodate me, which is a good thing for you.... It’s time for me to look forward.”

"You are not Ruan Xiao."

Ruan Xiao was taken aback by this nonsensical remark.

Qi Xuan lay back dejectedly, leaning against the back of the seat, covering his eyes with one hand, and repeating to himself, "You can't be Ruan Xiao. I must be... It must be a nightmare, otherwise The original Ruan Xiao was possessed by someone else's soul, isn't there always such a plot in movies? Someone else's soul lived in Ruan Xiao's body, right?"

If Qi Xuan hadn't been nagging and childish at this moment, he would have been scolded by Ruan Xiao as "childish".But at this moment, I feel sore.

"Ruan Xiao won't want to leave me. Every time I coax him, he will be fine soon. It is impossible for Ruan Xiao not to want me. If I was so drunk before, Ruan Xiao would do it for me Sober up, Ruan Xiao won't shut me out...it's so cold outside, Ruan Xiao doesn't want me to freeze..."

Ruan Xiao couldn't stand listening anymore, his chest was so congested that he seemed to be suffocating, he couldn't stand it for even a second.He opened the door and got out of the car, but saw a tear on Qi Xuan's face.He walked a few steps in a vain manner, then suddenly squatted down to breathe heavily, desperately thirsty for oxygen.

later.

Life without Qi Xuan, just as Ruan Xiao expected, is peaceful and ordinary.Step by step.Follow the rules.It seems that they were in the same state after every dispute in the past.It's just that this time Ruan Xiao knows that Qi Xuan probably won't pop out again one day, and then he doesn't care that he is an uninvited guest, and he will be the master of the house generously.The heart seems to be missing a piece, like a piece of flesh has been gouged out, otherwise why would it be so empty.I don't have time to think when I'm busy, and when I'm alone at night, I feel a dull pain in my chest.Maybe it's for Qi Xuan, or maybe it's because of the good times that have been devoted to Qi Xuan for so many years.But no matter how painful it is, you have to live on, and you have to look forward.

He called Lu Xinze and said that he was free these few days and wanted to visit his brother and sister-in-law.Lu Xinze was very happy, and Cui Qi was also very happy. A mobile phone was going back and forth between the two of them, and they had to say a few words to Ruan Xiao.

"Xiao Xiao, we are getting married, shouldn't you also worry about your personal problems? The last time we went to see the teacher, when we were leaving, the teacher asked us very cutely, did Xiao Xiao have someone to talk to? Have you ever met Xiao Xiao's date? And... Damn, Lu Xinze hasn't finished talking yet, you snatched my phone! Do you want to kneel down on the remote control?"

Lu Xinze's voice overshadowed Cui Qi's, and he said nervously, "Don't listen to her, we didn't mean to urge you or force you. Although I don't know the reason, I know you don't want to talk to us about this issue. , we won't ask too much. The teacher and we both care about you, so don't think too much..."

"Brother, I know," Ruan Xiao said, "Sister Qi always wants to introduce someone to me? Then I will listen to Sister Qi. I am willing to meet."

Lu Xinze on the other end of the phone didn't speak for several seconds, Ruan Xiao's sudden let go surprised Lu Xinze.When he reacted, he hurriedly said to Cui Qi: "Xiao Xiao said just now that she is willing to meet the person you introduced!"

"What!" Cui Qi hurriedly answered the phone, "Xiao Xiao, wait and read the message, I'll send you the photo!"

Ruan Xiao quietly listened to Cui Qi's speech.There was a lot of excitement on the phone, but there was an indescribable feeling in my heart.

People always have to adapt to change.Ruan Xiao thought.

The author says:

I have to catch a flight today, so I will send it in advance! ! ! ! !

In fact, I think...it's really not very cruel! ! !Right! !