The days when I was targeted by the soul of actor A

He was dreaming again.

This time, let's start from the very beginning.

Lin Yan looked at a familiar perspective—it was his own body that hit Lin Xi uncontrollably, on the way back from the birthday party.

At that time, he was still called Jiang Yuxing.

He looked at the familiar road, watched the door being opened, and then went all the way down the spiral staircase to the first floor——

The smell of disinfectant and chemicals came to the face. In the cool-colored laboratory, the experimental subjects were humiliated one by one in water tanks half the height of a person.

Jiang Tan came over in a blink of an eye, saw him, and didn't hide it, but asked impatiently, "What's wrong with you?"

"What is this?" Xiao Linyan asked, his voice was hurried, with a drunken and imperceptible cry, "was mom hidden here before? Is what Lin Xi said true, did you kill her?"

"Shut up. Don't mention that bitch." Jiang Tan looked at Lin Yu's face, his two mechanical legs impatiently turned to the laboratory table, and frowned, "It's as annoying as your mother, don't be an eyesore in front of me, You dirty losers."

He recruited a Beta assistant, who came over coldly and grabbed Lin Yan, and with one needle, easily subdued the punching and kicking boy.

"It's so troublesome, lock it up, the room where that woman lived before." Jiang Tan gave him a disgusted look, then continued to concentrate on looking at his instrument data, and said casually, "Keep the mask, and find some people with a body shape that matches his. Like Beta."

The assistant nodded silently, and dragged Lin Yan away, as if dragging an item.

Xiao Linyan's consciousness gradually faded away, and he heard his father talking to himself in a blur.

I don't know if it came from the deepest part of his memory, or just at the moment when he passed out.

...

"Isn't Qiao Lin the number one Alpha? Isn't he an 85% match with you? Letting you marry him, isn't it that you are being forced to give birth to Qiao Lin now?"

"Hehe, I curse you to die. I will not let your children go."

"I want everyone to know who is number one in the index."

"What is the Lin family, dare to stuff me with this kind of inferior Omega, if I don't need you to be offline... Tsk."

"The one that matches me best is definitely not this inferior Omega."

"Hahahaha, it's ridiculous, you can't even give birth to an Omega, it's just a low index Beta."

"Shame, you are all a shame to my family."

"Don't you want to know where she lived before, now you know."

...

Xiao Linyan woke up in a dark room, all determination to resist instantly collapsed——

It doesn't take a year at all.

He will go crazy if he stays here for a day.

He resisted fiercely, and cursed Jiang Tan bitterly, reasoning, cursing, hunger strike, getting sick, no matter what he did, he never responded.

It was as if there was only this narrow and claustrophobic cage left in the world, and no one could hear his voice.

In the end, he was left with nothing but numbness, numbly sitting in the room, numbly adapting to the "new life" in the dark.

The first year of being locked up.

The second year of being locked up.

The third year of being imprisoned.

He became more and more "handy". When he was desperate, he was drilled in by Tantan and pulled his clothes. He played the cello left by his mother every day, and even took the initiative to tease the ropes that brought him meals.

Day after day, year after year, three and a half years, 44 months, 1320 days, oh, and leap month, when is leap year, he can't remember.

Until one day, a magnetic and strange voice sounded outside the door, "Are you also sent by Jiang Tan? This trick is good, at least I was fooled."

He was pulled back to reality from his obsession with playing the violin by the movement outside, and sat there, motionless, staring fixedly at the "dog" hole at the door.

The hole was pitch black, and there was nothing there, just as dark as the room.

Substitution tortured him?

Lin Yan answered him, only to realize that this was just a lost idiot.

So there was a little change in his cookie-cutter days.

He sat in the middle of the room every day, waiting for that fool to come and fight with him, and it was actually quite interesting.

someday.

Hanhan came, Tantan rarely got out while he was still awake.

A tiny spot of light flashed, his eyes that hadn't seen the light for a long time were pierced to tears, and the darkness returned to his eyes, and the extra piece of green proved that he had really seen the light just now.

It turned out that he was not blind yet.

"...Silly cat, be careful not to be killed."

He rarely stood up from the ground and walked over, until his bloody ankle was pulled again, and he felt the pain belatedly, and then he remembered——

oh.The shackles are not that long.

He sat as far as the shackles could reach, chatted with Hanhan for a while, and heard the sound of his leather shoes walking away.

"Squeak-"

In the darkness, a hole was opened in the ceiling, and the food was swaying and falling in the darkness hanging from the rope.

It's Beta that feeds.

Today's Beta is probably a newcomer, and he feels trembling with fear, even the rope trembles.

"Mi." He let out a vicious sound, and took the rice away.

The rope flicked, regardless of whether he was holding it firmly, he quickly retracted it.

Lin Yan laughed at himself, feeling that he was really bored, then he accurately touched the cello in the dark, and played Mahler's "Funeral March" for him to express his gratitude.

There was a staggering sound of "dongdong" from the ceiling, and Beta was scared away by him.

...

Xiao Linyan thought that even if that naive guy didn't get tired of chatting with him, he would be played to death by Jiang Tan soon.

As a result, that fool really came to him every day.

...which is actually pretty good.

Xiao Linyan realized that he had long-lost expectations, and he couldn't help but respond to the foolishness outside, and couldn't help being afraid that Jiang Tan would find out day by day.

If he was trapped and died here alone, it would not be difficult.

But if Hanhan comes and then dies, then...he should be sad.

Xiao Linyan touched the bow hair with a familiar smell, and when he asked about his future plans, he couldn't help but hit him.

He listened to the Hanhan "...um", the familiar mechanical sound came, his hand suddenly let go, and the bow hair fell to his feet, stirring up dust in the darkness——

That person is here.

Hearing Hanhan's muffled groan when the needle was poked into the back of his neck, he subconsciously wanted to go out, the ankle chain was pulling on the delicate and worn skin of the ankle, and blood flowed through the old scab.

Oh, forgot again.

He sat down somewhat dejectedly.

Tantan sensed his movements, and rubbed against him ignorantly.

"...you're so stupid."

He felt that the silly cat who came to rub against him without knowing anything, heard the sound of machinery outside the door and came back, gritted his teeth, and squeezed Tantan cruelly.

As a result, the idiot rubbed his palm flatteringly.

Xiao Linyan opened his eyes in despair.

Sure enough, the next moment, the door was opened from the outside, and the dazzling light pierced into his dull eyes, causing tears to flow out.

He saw a tall middle-aged Alpha walking in in the light refracted by the stained glass, and the light disappeared with the mechanical sound of the middle-aged Alpha.

There was the sound of the door being locked, followed by endless whipping.

It's okay, Xiao Linyan thought, he pushed Tantan away, held his head skillfully, and avoided the dense whip shadows in the other direction.

...

After that beating, Lin Yan opened his eyes again at some point.

Still the familiar dark room, the familiar cold and dusty floor.

Hanhan didn't come back for more than a month, or two months.

He has no sense of time and cannot count.

He only knew that in the endless darkness, no one could talk to him anymore.

Is he dead?

dead.After all, Jiang Tan can "indulge" his experimental subjects, but he will never allow them to have free will and engage in derailed behavior.

Until one day, a familiar voice came from outside the door.

"are you still there?"

I don't want to answer.

Xiao Linyan lay on the floor, listening to the breathing of the people outside who did not leave.

...Forget it, if you don't talk anymore, Hanhan seems to be about to cry.

He answered the people outside, and a carp sat up straight, his head spinning.

Xiao Linyan paused for a while before reaching out to pick at the shackles on his ankles——

The shackles have been on his feet for many years, and they have not been cleaned. Among the dirty flesh and blood, it feels as if they have grown together with the flesh.

It's just that Xiao Linyan pulled his index finger, and pulled out the blood-stained door card the size of a fingernail from the gap.

He hides well.

In such a dirty place, on such a dirty person, no one would want to touch it, except him.

After all, dirty things.

He laughed, pulled up the few clean corners of the skirt, and wiped the door card carefully.

After he felt it clean, he stuffed it out of the "dog" hole.

When Hanhan saw him, he really said that he would take him away.

He prevaricated him with a few words, still sat at the place closest to the door, and lay down on the spot.

let him out.Anyway, he won't be able to get out in this life.

He closed his eyes, no different from opening them.

In a daze, he seemed to see his mother on the sick bed, she handed him the key card, said she was going to buy him a fairy wand, and went out.

...

Xiao Linyan thought that Hanhan should leave in peace after taking the blueprint and key card.

On the day when the alarm sounded, he was leisurely changing the bow of the cello, intending to play the last song before leaving this world, and then he let go of his hand and almost dropped the piano——

He actually came.

Isn't it silly?

"Wait for me to come back, next time, next time I will definitely take you out."

"wait for me."

The people outside spoke anxiously.

Xiao Linyan picked up the cello, wiped off the dust on it, and didn't answer him again.

Unexpectedly, he really didn't leave, and he was living outside to make origami and write things for him, and put them outside.

The origami sound was loud, falling in the quiet and dark room, and vibrating to his ears.

Loud and inviting.

He thought of a sentence Hanhan Wuxin said before, maybe Hanhan himself didn't remember it, but he didn't know why he kept remembering it.

...

"I'll call you Xing Xing, okay?" Those words sounded funny to him in the dark.

"Xing Xing, when I see you, I must hug you."

...

Xiao Linyan listened to the sound of his leather shoes leaving and the sound of pursuers following closely, his voice was so soft that he could hardly hear him, "...you won't see me. Goodbye."

Hope never to see you again.

This damn place doesn't deserve his return.

Xiao Linyan took a long breath, and the movement of bow hair suddenly stopped, and then he stretched out his hand to jam his throat, and realized belatedly——

He smelled that strong, alert, and fierce smell of red wine.

Dizzy, he fell to the ground, he heard the mechanical sound getting closer, the door was pulled open, and the light pierced in, illuminating the dust that was raised all over the ground right in front of his eyes, as well as Jiang Tan's two mechanical legs.

The long darkness was filled with flames and demonic shadows, and there was nothing else in his sight.

It's just that before entering the water, Xiao Linyan seemed to have a hole in his heart, and regret poured in continuously from it.

What is written in the note?

He's going to die and won't know.Life is really... closing a door and closing a window, always so hopeless.

Jiang Yuxing "died", he "died" on his 20th birthday.

Before falling into the darkness, the last question he thought of was - just now, what note was he thinking about?

In the darkness, someone has been chattering.

Annoying, same as that guy.

"Yan Yan, wake up quickly, I learned how to make red wine cake today."

"Yanyan, the sun is out today. Do you know that the sun shines on your face very well, but in fact, I always looked silly before."

"Yanyan, I removed the plaster cast today, and I can walk now. I will hug you when you wake up."

"Yan Yan, why do you still remember to hate people in your dreams, did you dream about me?"

"Yanyan..."

...fuck that.

Lin Yan could no longer fall asleep, and the invisible weight pressing on his eyelids seemed to gradually lighten.

The sunlight poured down with warmth, causing him to open his eyes and then close them again. After he got used to the light, he slowly opened his eyes--

Qiao Yu was lying on the white quilt, with a few strands of curly hair playfully falling down. The morning sun came in from the window, hit his browbones, and cast faint shadows on his eye sockets, making him appear even deeper.

What the hell is this?

Even the envoy looks like Qiao Yu?

... This hell is too beautiful.

Lin Yan stared at his lips. In fact, he was quite obedient when he fell asleep. He didn't have the fake smile on the screen, the expressionless world-weariness, and the wildness controlled by instinct.

He was staring at Qiao Yu's loving lips in a daze, when his eyes suddenly met Qiao Yu's deep smiling eyes.

Lin Yan was stunned for a moment, and the next moment he was drawn into his firm embrace, which was different from his smile, it was painfully tight.

He heard Qiao Yu whisper in his ear, "Sorry, I'm late."

...

"Wait for me to come back, next time, next time I will definitely take you out."

"wait for me."

"Xing Xing, when I see you, I must hug you."

...

Lin Yan's body, which was about to explode, relaxed, and his heart softened.

Silly.

Qiao Yu didn't hear his answer all this time, sensitively felt the changes in his body, let go of him, lowered her body and looked at him level, "...Yanyan?"

Those pitch-black eyes were bottomless, which made them appear pure.

There is a small reflection of Lin Yan inside.

No disappointment that he might not remember, no hope, just pure affection and careful protection.

Lin Yanmao'er looked at him with seemingly emotionless eyes, and suddenly bent the corners of his lips, "Are you stupid, you really dare to come here."

A soft sentence fell into Qiao Yu's eyes like sparks in the dark night, lighting up his eyes, "Yan Yan!"

He rushed over and threw Lin Yan back, then hugged him, put his hands on the back of his neck and spine respectively, buried his head in the hollow of his neck, the slightly curly black hair stabbed Lin Yan Itchy.

"...Are you a cat?" Lin Yan stretched out his hand to run down his back, and suddenly paused.

The scorching water droplets on his neck softened his heart.

That Hanhan also said sullenly, "Well, my star."

Lin Yan let him hold her, and stretched out her hand to give him a hug.

After a long time, Qiao Yu straightened up, her usual carefree expression returned to her face, and the corners of her beautifully shaped lips curved slightly, "You've been looking at me just now, do you want to kiss me?"

Lin Yan looked at his lips subconsciously, raised her eyes to meet his gaze and then quickly looked away, "Who wants to kiss you."

There was a smile in Qiao Yu's voice, "I want to kiss you."

He bowed his head and rubbed the tip of Lin Yan's small nose to confirm that he really wanted it, and then gently touched his lips.

It was completely different from the previous kisses.

Lin Yan felt that he carefully brushed against his lips, and Qiao Yu and her own heartbeat could be heard all around her ears.

...all so fast.

"It's so noisy." Lin Yan reached out and pushed him away.

Qiao Yu looked down, with a little pity in her deep eyes that was too late to put away, and then Lin Yan pulled off her neckline.

He didn't defend against Lin Yan, the petite Omega pulled him down with a light tug, raised his head and kissed him proactively.

The deep summer wind blows through the window sill, blows the sky-blue curtains, and sways the chrome-yellow gerbera.

The light in front of the window enveloped the two of them, like a painting.

Outside the door, Lin Shu, who came for a routine inspection, let go of the doorknob and stood in front of the window watching. The conversation just now reminded him of the discussion he had with Qiao Yu a few days ago.

"Whether he remembers it or not, we can't stimulate him. This memory can only be remembered by himself." Lin Shu urged.

"Yeah." Qiao Yu sat by the hospital bed, trimmed the newly bought flowers, and replaced the old ones.

Lin Shu couldn't help asking, "What if he can't remember?"

Qiao Yu casually snipped off a dead leaf, and said in a normal tone, "Then he will know that I only love Lin Yan."

And Lin Yan hangs in his heart, he is his star.

The author has something to say: Happy Mid-Autumn Festival, little angels! !