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The voices in the classroom are getting louder and louder. Volunteer matters have already been negotiated with the parents. At this time, I came to the school to ask Liu Haizhou for advice, and the second is to fill in the final paper form to let Liu Haizhou understand the situation. , the final voluntary filling is completed online after the voluntary filling system is opened.

At this time, the noise in the classroom was gradually increasing. Some people were happy and others were worried. Almost all the class went to C9 colleges, and there were about a dozen people in top2. A small number chose to go to Hong Kong or abroad, and a small number of them performed abnormally.

Lu Tian looked back at Baiyu's position diagonally behind him, feeling a little restless.In order to relieve his agitation, he knocked on Ye Zixuan's desk, "Where are Jiang Xing and Fu Chengfeng, have they contacted you?"

Ye Zixuan was also puzzled, "Jiang Xing said yesterday that he would come over today, and that he would sing again in the afternoon."

Lu Tian was even more irritable. Almost all the people in the class had come. Seeing that it was past ten o'clock and Liu Haizhou hadn't shown up yet, he felt a little unusual.

When Bai Yu trotted into the classroom, his heart was finally relieved.

"Why did you arrive so late?"

Bai Yu still had a calm expression on his face, but Lu Tian easily caught the excitement hidden in his eyes.

He smiled and asked: "What is so happy?"

He likes to see Bai Yu like this. At the beginning, whenever he saw the other party's emotions like this, his scalp would always tingle, because it meant that Bai Yu had come up with some crooked idea again.

But as the two of them get along longer and their relationship deepens, he inexplicably likes this kind of Baiyu, and sometimes he feels tremblingly that it is even fun to clean up the mess for Baiyu who is "running wild".

But this time, the fun made his smile froze at the corner of his mouth.

Bai Yu said: "I'm not going to university anymore, I'm going to Africa to paint monkeys, will you come with me?"

Lu Tian was still laughing there, "Could you be more serious, what are you kidding?"

"Isn't there news about that savage these days? I asked a friend of the Chinese Academy of Sciences, and their research team said it was true. They are going there for investigation. I plan to go there together. Come with me!"

Lu Tian's smile slowly froze at the corner of his mouth.

He remembered that Bai Yu had never joked. What he did seemed like a joke to others, but he was always serious.

Lu Tian knew this better than anyone else.

He said, "You're crazy."

Bai Yu didn't realize the change in his tone, "I'm serious."

Lu Tian lowered his eyes, returned to his seat, and began to fill out the volunteer form.Bai Yu walked over and said, "My parents are blocking me everywhere. If I don't leave today, I won't have a chance. I'll wait for you over there first. If your visa is completed, tell me..."

"I want to go to university." Lu Tian interrupted him, he thought: Baiyu is a complete lunatic, immature, and crazy, there must be something missing in his head than others, I am crazy to like this kind of guy.

Bai Yu's face froze, and she asked, "Didn't you say that you will go wherever I go?"

Lu Tian put down his pen and raised his eyes, "I mean, I'll go with you wherever you want to go to university, not that you're going to Africa to do all kinds of ridiculous things, I'll go with you too. "

"Absurd things... Do you always think so... What's the difference between you thinking like this and those who laugh at me! Those are my ideals!" Bai Yu slightly raised her voice.

There was a fire in Lu Tian's chest, and a slight sneer appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he said indifferently and calmly: "Then take your ideals, your innocence, and your carefreeness to find those monkeys." Let's go make love."

Bai Yu's eyes widened in disbelief, "You... want to break up with me?"

His voice was so weak that it was almost inaudible in the noisy classroom, but it hit Lu Tian's heart like a heavy hammer.

He forced himself to be hard-hearted, "Yes. If you can't be together, then break up."

"But, but, don't you like me..." Bai Yu stretched out her index finger in confusion and flustered, and pressed it on Lu Tian's forehead, "You are always with me, you carry me when I'm tired, You helped me when I fell, comforted me when I was hurt, and you secretly kissed me when I was pretending to sleep..."

Lu Tian felt more and more sad when he heard him talking to himself.

"You like me, why, the place I'm going to is actually not difficult, and the air over there is also good, without smog... If you come with me, then we can still be together..."

If it was another time, another matter, Lu Tian would probably be amused by him, but right now he just felt so sad, he couldn't look at Bai Yu's fair face, his bright red lips, and his often blurred eyes, that way he would always She couldn't help being attracted to him, softened her heart to him, and made accommodations over and over again.

He was a little confused, what kind of stuff he fell in love with in the past two years.

"Do you like me then?" he asked softly.

Bai Yu nodded without hesitation.

"Then why are you willing to stay for me..."

Bai Yu froze in place, watching Lu Tian write down his first choice - Renmin University of China stroke by stroke.

It was almost eleven o'clock when Liu Haizhou rushed to the classroom, asked the class monitor to collect the volunteers, and told him a few words, "Be careful during summer vacation", "Don't go to remote places", "Keep vigilant", and so on. hurried away.

"I'm not going abroad! I'm just gay! When I go out, I'm messing around with foreigners!" Jiang Xing closed his eyes, and his neck slumped.

Looking at Jiang Xing's red and swollen cheeks, Father Jiang's slap did not fall in the end. He was so pissed off by this suddenly rebellious son, he took a deep breath and went out to smoke.

Mother Jiang felt that she had aged ten years in the past half month, and every slap that Father Jiang slapped on her son's face was like a slap on her heart. When she thought of the relationship between her precious son and that..., she felt even more... It is torment.

"It's all my mother's fault... I shouldn't have let you go when you said you were living in his house..." Mother Jiang wiped away her tears. She has been blaming herself these days.

Jiang Xing felt uncomfortable seeing his mother like this, even when he yelled at his father, his heart was actually full of guilt.

He knew that he was kidnapped, his legs were broken, and he was gay again, which broke their hearts, but he couldn't give up Fu Chengfeng, he could only be an unfilial son and bear it with his father who asked him to go abroad.

The pain in my legs these days is far less painful than the pain in my heart.On the one hand, it is the guilt towards the parents, on the other hand, it is the longing and worry for Fu Chengfeng.

But he couldn't move, and his parents didn't disclose any more information about Fu Chengfeng to him.

"Mom, he fell off my two legs. Can't you let me know if he's alright? I'll just take a look at him, and I just want to see his hands..."

The red that dripped from Fu Chengfeng's fingers that night has become Jiang Xing's nightmare these days.

Jiang Ma closed her eyes fiercely: "He's fine. From now on, you two will never see each other again."

"Mom..." Jiang Xing's eyes were flushed, "I really like him, I can't change it, I can't live without him, I haven't seen him these days, I feel so uncomfortable that I go to bed late and wake up early, and I'm always caught in the morning. His hand woke me up, I was full of him in my dream, this time I saved my leg because of him, but I wish he didn't find me, I would rather have my leg crippled than..."

Jiang Ma felt heartbroken after hearing one sentence, and couldn't listen anymore, waved her hand at Jiang Xing, covered her face with one hand and left the ward.

Jiang Xing collapsed on the bed with his arms covering his eyes, his mind was in a mess.

After a while, Jiang Zhi came over, sat on the bed and peeled an apple for Jiang Xing, and handed it to him.Jiang Xing turned his head angrily, "Don't eat."

"Forget it if you don't eat. I wanted to show you something after you finished eating."

"what……"

Jiang Zhi shrugged, "A little girl asked me to bring it to you, but I feel that you don't seem too interested. I'm leaving." She took a bite of the apple and walked out.

"Second Sister—" Jiang Xing called her quickly, "Is that little girl named Fu Xiaoying?"

Seeing his cautious and fearful look, Jiang Zhi's heart softened, she took out an mp3 from her bag and threw it to him, "I don't know."

When Jiang Xing saw the mp3, he knew it was Fu Xiaoying. This was the birthday present he and Fu Chengfeng picked out for her last year.

He put the earphones in his ears, and quickly pressed the song cut button in his hand. When he turned to the end, it was an unnamed audio file.

He pressed the play button, and a moment later, his nose was sour, his eyes were red, and he was holding back his tears.

Fu Chengfeng said: I'm fine, my fingers are recovering well, don't worry, take care of your injuries.Don't argue with your parents, don't say things that make them sad.They love you the most, so they also miss you the most, you have to talk to them, if they don't agree for a while, it doesn't matter.If they must let us separate, that's okay, I will definitely go to you in the future, you have to believe in my ability.The future is still long, I will always wait for you and love you forever.

Jiang Xing listened over and over again, pretending that Fu Chengfeng was right in front of his eyes.

Jiang Zhi looked at her younger brother's demonic appearance, couldn't bear it, and left quietly. Outside the door, Jiang Ma was leaning on a chair, and when she saw her coming, she held her hand, "Jiang Zhi, what do you think mom should do..."

Jiang Zhi hugged her thin shoulders, "Mom, I actually knew about this at the end of last year."

Mother Jiang couldn't believe it, "Why didn't you tell us!"

"I was very angry at the beginning, because of He Weihang, I extended my anger towards him to the entire gay community, and said a lot of ugly things to Xingxing. After I said it, I regretted it. He was a good boy since he was a child. Sensible, kind, and filial, if he is not really sad and in pain, he will definitely not yell at us. I believe you know this better than me. Can we say what he did wrong? He really did wrong What's the matter? If there is nothing wrong with him, how can we tell him not to like someone? What's more, homosexuality can't be changed, and liking can't be changed even more."

Jiang Ma covered her face, "But, homosexuality, how can two men live together forever, he wants to get married, have children, and live a normal life, this is..."

Jiang Zhi smiled slightly, "Mom, did you forget that He Weihang came to me just to live this normal life, get married, and have children? Don't you want your most beloved son to become that kind of person, like that Like a scumbag lying to me, are you going to lie to someone else's good girl?"

Jiang Ma closed her eyes, tears rolling down slowly.

Jiang Xing hardly ate anything these days, and he didn't go on a hunger strike, so he really lost his appetite.His legs are recovering better and better, but his body is getting thinner and thinner. In just twenty days, he has lost a lot of weight. He didn't yell at them and quarrel with them, but he didn't say a word. Every day, I hold the mp3 and listen to the song over and over again.

Mother Jiang was busy in the kitchen herself, her eyes were sore from being so busy.

She put down what she was doing, wiped her hands, and called Jiang Zhi.

When Jiang Zhi pushed the wheelchair to the ward to pick up Jiang Xing and left the hospital, Jiang Xing was speechless in a daze.

"Why are you standing there, why don't you hurry up and get dressed."