The Corrupt Love of the Collapsed Girl

My father is an alcoholic, he spends money on gambling every day, and every time he borrows money from others, he ends up in debt.

That day, when the money ran out again, my father borrowed money everywhere, and went to Du's house. He threatened Mr. Du on the Du's building that if he didn't give him [-] yuan, he would jump off from here.

But let alone one hundred thousand in those days, even one thousand was not a small amount.

In the end, the father jumped down, in front of the young Chu Xia.

At that time, she was only holding the revenge of killing her father, thinking that it was the Du family who killed her father, but she was not punished by any law.

So she was vented by her mother, so her mother remarried, and then - she entered the Du family.

If I am strong enough, I must be your other shoulder!

This sentence is still fresh in my memory.

That was a few days after entering Du's house, Yan always hid in a dark corner and sobbed secretly, not daring to come down to the light, but was discovered by Du Xiaosheng once, she stretched out her hand to her, and simply said: "If I am enough Powerful, it must be your other shoulder!" Then the two who hadn't been in close contact had their first conversation.

Du Xiaosheng praised her for being good-looking, like a mixed race, but she herself didn't know what mixed race meant.

At night, she would sneak downstairs with her to find a snack; she would agree to sleep with her, whispering in her own ear, 'I will protect you. '; she will agree to let herself follow her all the time; she will also...

In fact, after Mr. Du went to jail, Mrs. Du went bankrupt, and Mrs. Du fell ill and passed away, the so-called "revenge" has been avenged. She shouldn't have stayed. She should have left Du Xiaosheng just like those servants and let her fend for herself. .

Many years later, the glorious blue sea is calm, the tide rises and falls, and the sun and the moon never stop.

The sky is clean, cloudless and fog-free, the blue sky and the blue sea seem to have no horizon, and they just blend together.

A woman in a long white dress and a black cloak from that year stood barefoot by the seaside, the soft hair by her ears and the brim of the cloak were blown by the sea breeze.

The ship on the pier by the sea is sailing to the border without horizon. Will it bring her back to me the next time I return.

After many years, the young and immature crybaby girl has grown up and matured, her demon face has also grown, her pale skin has not changed, and she has the same warmth as before.

Thinking about it carefully, if she hadn't been obsessed with her father's death back then, then all of this would not have happened. She would not have known Du Xiaosheng, and she would not have tampered with Mrs. Du, causing President Du to be slandered, Mrs. Du to go bankrupt, and Mrs. Du to die. It will not be exchanged for the current result.

I should have learned from this and not clinging to a piece of the past.But why do I miss you so much.

Watching the distant ship drive farther and farther until it disappeared from sight, the woman sat down on the rocks by the sea, picking up stones and stacking them layer by layer habitually.

The smooth stone glowed faintly in the sunlight.

Someone once said to himself that if he misses her, he should pile up stones on this seashore, so that she will return to this city by boat soon.

So she has been stacking, longing to add her hope day and night, and the only thing she can do is to wait infinitely in exchange for the desired result.

Every day I went to the pier with hope to wait, but when I came back, I was full of disappointment. I spent countless springs, summers, autumns and winters like this, relying on misty hopes to survive.

She originally made it her home, but she destroyed her home with her own hands. She was homeless and could only live in a cold house.

Gradually, the weather changed suddenly, with dark clouds, and large drops of rain fell from the sky, hitting the woman's thin back.The stone also lost its luster.

"Yan! It's raining! Come back quickly!" The brown-haired boy had also grown up, and he stood more than ten meters away from Yan with an umbrella, and shouted anxiously.

Yan lowered his face as if he hadn't heard of it, and continued with his hand movements.

Looking from a distance, Su Yi clearly saw Yan's shoulders trembling.

Not knowing whether it was tears or rain, Yan's face was wet, she couldn't hold back the smirk on her face, and turned from laughing to crying.

Even without the fire, Du Xiaosheng would still die, this is what Chacha told her.

When she said the word 'death', Yan interrupted her, because Du Xiaosheng once said that she would leave this city and come back.

It's just a matter of time, time is not important, is a lifetime enough?

As long as I can wait until the day when she comes back to hug me, it doesn't matter if I spend my whole life.There are countless days in your life, but only that day is equal to your whole life.

The next day, Su Yi took Yan to her former home, a home that had been destroyed until only a charred skeleton remained.

Looking at Yan's excited yet forbearable face, he couldn't help but feel heartbroken, not because the person Yan loves is not him, but even if they came here, it is impossible for Yan to see Du Xiaosheng.

No one can be a substitute for Du Xiaosheng!In the past few years, Su Yi has deeply felt Yanan's excessive fear and sadness of separation, as if she was actually there.

They first entered the yard, the yard was overgrown with weeds, and the lush grass grew up to their waists, and their legs would feel itchy when they took a step. Su Yiheng picked up Yan and walked to the inner room.

Yan remembered that there used to be flowers and tender grass here, and she would always work with the master to pull out the weeds without any props, and they would also plant flowers in the yard.

Walking to the mottled gate, Su Yi put down Yan. She took a last look at the messy yard and saw two young girls not far away holding shovels and buckets to plant flowers on the ground.

"Little Nightmare! I dug out an ugly and disgusting bug!"

"That's an earthworm, which means the land here is very fertile."

Then the figures of the two girls gradually faded away.

Opening the door, the way inside was blocked by charred pillars. Su Yi tried her best to move the pillars away, and a narrow passage appeared in front of her.

The two walked into the living room against the wall. None of the original furniture and decorations in the living room were complete, and the place had already become ruins.

Yan suddenly ran to the center of the living room and knelt down, digging up the ruins with his bare hands.

"Yan! What are you doing!" Su Yi stopped her crazy behavior, grabbed her hand with both hands, and that flawless hand was already dyed bright red.

Su Yi suddenly remembered that this place was the last time they saw each other. During the fire, Du Xiaosheng let them go first, saying that he would follow in the end, and then he couldn't come out again.

He hugged Yan distressedly, and made her cry in his arms: "It's okay, she will come back, she just left temporarily."

Lies are sometimes the best antidote.

He clearly saw Yan's self-deception, but he never tried to expose this little deception, but instead encouraged it.

Because, in this way, Nightmare can survive.

If I didn't see Du Xiaosheng today, she would continue to wait until the day she came back, tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, and every day in the future will be like this.

As long as her life does not end, even if this city is about to become a lonely city, she will keep it alone.

The unforgettable growing youth of Yan is full of bitterness, but more of it is sweet, and the next long time just needs to wait.If there is an afterlife, it will definitely imprison you with endless love in this life.

Stack stones here today, and write a letter for you that cannot be delivered and hide it by the bedside.

The author has something to say: I thought of a sentence 'As long as I am by your side, even if the residence is erratic, no matter where I go, it is my home' for you who are reading this article!

This article ends here gorgeously!Thank you all the little cute little angels for reading (comparing with the heart), I might not be able to write without you, welcome to come again next time~