The Corrupt Love of the Collapsed Girl

What if you haven't met her?

What if this is true?

What if she doesn't love you anymore—?

"Do you want me to tell you the truth?" In the darkness filled with disinfectant, those lips emerged from a puddle of blackness, the corners of the lips were slightly hooked, and a slight smile overflowed.

"You, I haven't met her!"

When he opened his eyes, it was dawn when he woke up. He was wearing a blue and white hospital gown, and the surrounding white seemed a bit monotonous. This is a hospital.

Du Xiaosheng was panting, the sheets were wet with sweat, because the movement was a little too big, there was a dull pain in her back, she subconsciously tried to calm the screaming pain.I don't know how long I have been lying down, one day, two days, or even longer.

Was it just a dream?It's weird.

In other words, she seems to have no impression of Yan at all, maybe time has diluted their old memories of the past, in short, she can't spell out a picture of being with Yan at the beginning even after thinking about it day and night.

Time is such a terrible thing, who will remember the people and things in the corner?

Du Xiaosheng slowly recovered his breath, leaned back on the white pillow, turned his head to see the snow falling outside the window, and tightened his hands on the quilt.

Squeak, the door was opened, but Du Xiaosheng didn't turn his head to look at who was there, but just stared blankly at the white snow outside the window.

"You're awake." Chacha held the insulated lunch box in one hand and smiled, "If you need anything, just talk to me." Approaching the person on the bed, he put the insulated lunch box on the bedside table.

Du Xiaosheng turned to look at her.

Meeting her eyes, Chacha's smile froze on her face and slowly disappeared.

The fruit bag in his hand fell to the ground with a bang, and the red apples were thrown out of the plastic bag, and some of them were broken.

Why do you show that look.

So what kind of look is it?What kind of mentality is she holding?Chacha still doesn't understand.

"Yan, are you okay?" She said with her tightly closed lips.

"She has been locked up alone in the detention center for the past few days. Since she is a juvenile mentally ill patient, she cannot be executed. Do you want to go and see her?"

Thin hands gripped the quilt tightly, and the quilt was creased in a stripe.Du Xiaosheng didn't answer her, and then turned to look at the heavy snow outside the window.

In the gloomy ward, two silhouettes standing one at a time and lying down, the background is the rushing snow outside the Nuoda window.

"Do you...do you want to know anything else?" Chacha said.

The voice that was still weak with a smile sounded again, "This... no need, I know very well."

Forced to see Yan again, Du Xiaosheng worked hard to recuperate, even though the hospital's nutritious meals were so difficult to swallow.

This time, Chacha helped pay for the medical expenses and hospitalization expenses. For this reason, Du Xiaosheng heard Chacha and her father quarreling outside the ward many times.

As intense as it is now.

"Silly daughter! Do you know that you almost lost your life because of her? What else do you want now!"

"You don't need to worry about it! Why didn't you say that when the Du family was still prosperous? You approached the Du family purely for profit. When others are in trouble, you kick them away!"

"Snapped!"

Then, everything fell silent.

A female voice suddenly sounded: "What are you arguing about! The patient is still resting, so you want to go out and argue!"

……

Du Xiaosheng stared blankly at the pale and cold palm, his eyes were empty, like a lifeless doll.

I... as long as I'm not around, none of this will happen?It's all me...Yan for me...and now even Chacha has fallen out with her father because of me...

It turned out that the cause of this farce was me.

Don't blame the Yan who did that kind of thing, don't blame the willful and stubborn Chacha, no one is wrong, the culprit is me, I am the one who deserves death.

In the afternoon, Chacha came with a fruit basket, but when she opened the door, she found that the bed was neatly folded, and there was no sign of anyone in the temperatureless ward.

A trace of panic and fear suddenly emerged in my heart, and I hurriedly searched for every room and corner of the hospital. Just when I was about to give up, a familiar and haggard figure stood on the balcony of the hospital. The corners of the uniform were blown like water ripples.

"What are you doing here!" His hand was suddenly grabbed, and he took a few steps back.

"Do you know that I'm worried about you! It's all like this and you're still running around!"

Du Xiaosheng kept his face down and didn't speak. Seeing her like this, Chacha didn't want to criticize her anymore, "Oh...forget it, let's go back first, it's too cold here, you see you only wear so little."

As he said that, he grabbed her arm and pulled her away, but he couldn't pull the person behind him anyhow. She seemed to be nailed to the ground and remained motionless, just keeping her face down.

"What's wrong? What do you want to say?" Chacha stopped tugging at her.

Putting back her frail arm, Chacha's arm hangs down beside Du Xiaosheng.Du Xiaosheng turned his face away, "Chacha...I want to be discharged from the hospital."

I had expected her to say this a long time ago, but my heart sank, "But your injury hasn't healed yet..."

"I know my own body very well, it doesn't matter if the injury is healed or not..."

"Are you worried about money? This is not a problem." Chacha said.

"No, no, I just..." Du Xiaosheng shook his head and said, "I just want to get out quickly, it's a bit boring in the hospital."

"Do you want to go out to see her?" His eyes were locked on the drooping pale face, trying to capture certain emotions.

"Okay, I'm going to go through the discharge procedures now." Before Du Xiaosheng could speak, she heard these words from Chacha. She thought that Chacha would reject her request.

The first thing after being discharged from the hospital was to see Yan, who had been gone for so many days, and even missed him a little.

Sitting in the car bound for the detention center, Du Xiaosheng was full of thoughts.

Nightmare used to make breakfast for herself with different tastes. She always kept the nutrition of the meals balanced and distributed, and there would be desserts after the meals, so she would never get tired of eating them.

After eating the nutritious meals in the hospital for so many days, now I feel sick just looking at them, and I really want to eat the meals she made by herself again, even once.

I still remember when I was young, playing hide-and-seek with Yan, she would find her every time, only that one time, Yan cried and searched for her all afternoon, while I was sleeping soundly in the closet in my parents' room, waiting for myself to stretch out. Waist, rubbing his sleepy eyes, when he came out, Yan was the first to rush over and hug him and cry, choking all the time, saying: "I thought the master is gone, the master doesn't want me anymore..."

They haven't played hide and seek since then.

At that time, I was afraid of the dark, and at night or when there was a thunderstorm, I was always by my side, holding a storybook and reading it to her like an adult, and coaxing her to sleep, although some words I didn’t know and I skipped them, it was a bit lumpy , but Du Xiaosheng still likes her telling herself bedtime stories.

If she still hasn't fallen asleep after the lecture, Du Xiaosheng will ask her some childish and naive questions, stretching out her index finger with her little hand and gesticulating in mid-air.

In the morning, she likes to help herself get dressed. She said that hugging herself is very warm, and she hopes to hug herself every day, so that she will not feel that this is a dream...

Soaked in memories, the car slowly arrived at the gate of the detention center without knowing it.

The author has something to say: If you are a little lazy, I know you may think: If you are lazy all week, you must be a pig.No four!No four! (〃￣ω￣ゞ