my boy

The seasons in the north are basically only winter and summer. Last week, I was still shivering in a thick coat and down jacket, but next week I can wear a thin coat. After wearing it for a few days, I have to change into short sleeves, and when I put on short sleeves After that, the college entrance examination is almost here.

The air in the classroom seems to be frozen. The people in the front row are all buried in the papers, and the crane tails in the back row are also rare. Even if they can’t read the book, they are sleeping on their stomachs or pretending to The books stand is open on the table.

I took out the paper I corrected yesterday and looked at it. The next few big questions were explained by Gu Huai, and there were formulas written by him on the paper.Looking at the last few lines, I accidentally put my hand on these few lines and rubbed them a few times.

When I reacted, I felt numb for a while, and I moved my hand back a lot, and knocked my elbow on the back of my chair... The sound was quite loud, and the buddy next to me glanced at me, "What? ?Students who have made progress in their studies?"

I smiled casually, "No, my hand cramped and knocked."

Turning my head and staring at those few lines again, I became dazed. When Gu Huai gave me a lecture yesterday, half of my mind was paying attention to his actions. I found that he is actually a perfectionist. He is usually messed up. He doesn't seem to care too much. Generally speaking, he is easy to get along with, but if he really wants to do something, it can be said to be abnormal.

After one question was finished, he forced me to do it again, and gave me three similar questions until he thought I could do it.

But I still enjoyed it, and we broke up after the college entrance examination, which was what we negotiated at the beginning.Now I covet every second of the two of us together.

I am really disgusting.

"What are you eating today, godfather." I rode my bike towards Gu Huai, "Oh, slow down, let's make some soup today, you're about to take the exam, so I won't be able to refresh your brain."

"I really love you, you are my real father."

"Sooner or later, you are so poor and you will be smoked by me."

I chuckled twice, and rode home side by side with Gu Huai.If I think about it in the future, there was someone who cooked for me during my college entrance examination, and sometimes thought of ways to supplement my brain, and waited for me to go home after school, it is really a good memory.

Although it will definitely become a pity, sometimes you don't have to let the other person know when you like someone, otherwise it will become his burden and break the fragile harmonious atmosphere.

Don't dare, yes.It is also inner inferiority complex and self-loathing.

Some people are not worthy of owning certain things. These are all decided from the moment he was born, and there are too many determinants. The so-called struggle is just unwillingness.

But I am willing to be content with the status quo and wait until tomorrow's matter, that is tomorrow's matter, what does it have to do with me now?

People like Gu Huai are destined to shine, and he himself thinks so. He will clearly draw a line between people who will affect him, and will not allow himself to fall and become dim. .

And I am the gray shadow on the street corner, inconspicuous and incapable of causing big waves.The so-called realizing the value of life is nothing more than comforting oneself.

"What do you think?"

"Ah, for the quiz tomorrow, I'm thinking about possible essay topics."

"Yo, my son can guess questions when he grows up!"

After speaking, Gu Huai stopped the car, stood on the sidewalk and applauded me.

"..."

In the second week when the weather got warmer, the leaves sprouted and the flowers almost bloomed. There were still two months before the college entrance examination, and there were more papers. A few people in the back row simply gave up and did not come to school.

The teacher is not in the mood to care about them, and the focus is on the students whose grades are above average.

"Yu Liang, can you explain this question to me? I think you got it right."

"?" Amazing, someone actually asked me how to do the problem. I looked up and saw that it was a girl in the seat in front of me. Her grades were average, but she was very cute, and she didn't usually bluff.

Seeing that I didn't respond, he asked me again, "Can you?"

"Ah, yes, but I haven't explained the problem to anyone, so I may not be able to explain it clearly."

"It's okay, you want to talk."

As I was talking, I remembered when Duan Yue gave me a lecture, and Duan Yue's face was blurred in my mind, only the scene and feeling were always there.

Later, I became acquainted with the girl from the previous work. I didn't expect the girl to be easy to get along with, and she usually speaks without affectation.It's okay, we can have a few words together.

After school today, it happened that today Gu Huai said that he went home directly, so I was not in a hurry, so I stayed and finished a question before I was ready to leave.

Then I saw the girl in the front seat, oh, her name is Hu Ye, her name doesn't look like a girl's name at all.

Hu Ye was cleaning the classroom by herself, and no one from their team was there, so they all ran away. I think she cleaned such a large classroom by herself, she couldn't just leave and leave a girl here mopping the classroom floor tiles .

After cleaning Hu Ye, almost everyone in the building left, "Thank you."

"You are welcome, you are really easy to bully, why didn't you call back when your group ran away?"

Hu Ye smiled, "No one listens to me even if I shout, anyway, I don't really want to go home, so if I do more, I will do more."

I didn't ask much about her family's situation, so the two of them packed their schoolbags and walked out of the school, only to look up and see Gu Huai riding a bicycle at the door, "Fuck."

"What's wrong?" Hu Ye was taken aback by my sudden swearing.

"It's okay, I saw my brother." Then I raised my hand to say hello to Gu Huai, "Ah, that's your brother, then you and your brother should hurry home, I'm going over there."

"Okay, then I'll go too, see you tomorrow."

"OK Bye Bye"

"Didn't you say something happened, why are you here?"

"I finished things ahead of time, so I just strolled over."

"Ah, let's go then."

Along the way, I casually talked about topics and Gu Huai didn't answer me, so I had to return home in embarrassment all the way.

It was also very strange during the last meal, and finally I asked him: "What's wrong with you today? It's very weird, Bi She was dismissed?"

"No."

"?and you......"

"Yu Liang, we'll break up after you graduate, right?"

When I heard this, my heart was blocked, "Ah, yes."

"Yeah." After saying that, Gu Huai walked away with the bastard thing, and even locked the fucking door.

"Sick!" I cursed at his door

The author has something to say: I have been working overtime until I fainted recently, and I am also working overtime on Saturdays and Sundays.The update time is not guaranteed at all... It was originally planned to end a year ago [Crying and kneeling down]