The actor's daily life is a little sweet

This year Lin Man spent his time in the crew.

The film crew thoughtfully hung lanterns in places that would not affect the shooting, hoping to add a bit of Chinese New Year atmosphere.Also, on New Year's Eve, the producer specially invited everyone to have a big meal to show the sincerity of the crew.

It's not that Lin Man didn't have the experience of celebrating the New Year with the crew, but he was not very popular before. Even if a producer really invited their actors to dinner, it would never be his turn.

At the banquet, Lin Man is also the protagonist, everyone who wants to toast will definitely come to respect Lin Man, and the attitude of speaking is even more different.Lin Man knew very well in his heart that these were brought to him by Sun Jingnan, but in his heart, Lin Man really didn't care what others thought of him.

Now more and more scenes are filmed, and the better the filming, Lin Man started to feel a little confused.

In the past, he was in this line of work because as long as he had a job, he was not afraid of not making money, and he could earn more than those who worked nine to five.Back when Lin Man entered the industry, the outside world said that the entertainment industry was full of gold, and you could pick up money even if you stooped down.Lin Man needed money, so he came.

He wants to make money to support his family, and he also wants to let his two parents who love money know that he has made money, and maybe he will make a lot of money in the future, hoping that they can focus more on themselves.

However, Lin Man found out later that his parents would not like or dislike him just because he earned more or less money.His parents only had money in their eyes.

But Lin Man didn't want to become as numb as his parents, he worked hard to make money to let his parents see more of the world, and even help his younger brother become a better man.

He found that his job has advantages and disadvantages. The good thing is that he can make a lot of money, but the bad thing is that he has no time, so his parents only regard him as a tool to make money.

If it wasn't for meeting Sun Jingnan later and Sun Jingnan helping him, otherwise Lin Man wouldn't know what to do.

But now Lin Man fell into a strange circle again.

Now he doesn't need to transfer so much money to make up for the family. His younger brother has already started a family and started a business, and the money owed by his father has been paid off. Every month, he will transfer a sum of money to his mother's account. But this little money is not a pain or itching to Lin Man, it doesn't matter.

But Lin Man's current job is getting more and more busy, and the salary is getting more and more. He doesn't even know why he is so busy.

The only thing he knew was that he wanted to fulfill Sun Jingnan's ambition.

Sun Jingnan hoped that he would be more popular than before so that the public would recognize his acting skills.But this matter must have an end, after all, ambition is a never-ending thing, Lin Man doesn't want to be so busy in the future, and always have no chance to spend time with Sun Jingnan.

And now they are young.

Lin Man didn't want the picture of the two of them getting along in his mind to stay in the happy time when they first met, but in the next blink of an eye, he had already passed the youngest moment.

He is five years older than Sun Jingnan. Others say that there is a generation gap at the age of three, and there is a generation gap between them...

Not to mention Lin Man's age now, he will be 30 soon...

Lin Man felt that his career was indeed thriving, but this did not give him a sense of security at all. Instead, he felt that he and Sun Jingnan had nothing more to do than work.

They have been busy with work this year, how many times can they be compared with when they were first together?

Lin Man also believed in Sun Jingnan and would never betray him, but he was afraid that one day he would kill all his feelings, how could he have the nerve to let Sun Jingnan stay by his side?But how could he face the fact that he didn't have Sun Jingnan by his side?

Lin Man knew he shouldn't think about these things, but he couldn't help but think about it when he saw the life in front of him.

He thought of the enviable couples in the circle before, one would not marry unless he and the other would not marry unless she was the only one, but in the end because the two were too busy with work, they could not see each other several times a year and spent seven years on each other. Exhausted all the feelings, parted ways.After the two broke up, they each met their current partners, and their marriage relationship was confirmed almost within a year, which is not unpleasant.

In this way, many people say that the matter of feelings must be resolved quickly. After a long time, there will be many nights and dreams, and no one knows what will happen in the future.

In the past, Lin Man was skeptical, always thinking that as long as the two had feelings for each other, it would be fine.But now that they have been separated for so long, this sense of crisis is inexplicably derived from the bottom of their hearts.

It's just that although Lin Man thought a lot about the relationship between him and Sun Jingnan, he didn't show it at all when he was filming. He was still dedicated to filming, but one person found his heavy thoughts...

Fei Ying, who had been staying on the set, sent over the finale script of "Double Sided".

I heard that the screenwriter team quarreled with Fei Ying for three days because of this ending.

Lin Man flipped through the script as soon as he got it, and then he was shocked.

It turns out that Brother Dayu in the organization is also an undercover agent!

Brother Yu was sent by the police in the past, and he didn't plan to do undercover work for such a long time, but his identity was almost exposed during a handover, and he had to kill people to preserve his identity and life.

After that, Brother Yu didn't plan to go back to the Public | Security, even if the liaison officer from the Public | Security told Brother Yu that even if he did these things, the Public | Security would be willing to give him a new identity.

Who knew that Brother Yu refused straight away, and even took the initiative to cut off contact with the other party.After that, he climbed all the way and became the boss of this organization.

There is a sentence in the script from Brother Yu's inner activities. He said that he has already had an intertwined relationship with this organization, and there is no way he can get out of the organization.

But now he met "Qiu Fang". When Brother Yu saw Qiu Fang, he realized that this man might be an undercover agent sent by him. She also silently made it easier for him.

Perhaps in Brother Yu's heart, even if he is in this position today, he still hopes that justice will eventually defeat evil.

Moreover, Brother Yu still felt that this Qiu Fang was the one who came to redeem him.

Therefore, Brother Yu's feelings for Qiu Fang were very unusual at the beginning. At first, there was no feeling of liking, but later he gradually developed feelings for Qiu Fang because of his closeness.

Brother Yu also found that because of his relationship, Qiu Fang's emotions towards him began to change. He could even feel that Qiu Fang liked him more and more, but he still didn't dare to tell the truth.

In the end, the whole organization was taken over in one pot, and when the overseas organization was seized together with Interpol, Brother Yu had no resistance in front of Qiu Fang, and said that he could see his younger generation emerge from the blue, which made him feel extremely proud and honored .

Until now, Qiu Fang didn't know Brother Yu's true identity.Although he was shocked, he was not at all hesitant.He later investigated Brother Yu's affairs, hoping that the procuratorate could save Brother Yu's life based on his previous achievements and the fact that he was convenient for himself.

However, Brother Yu was still sentenced to death. Before he was executed, he wrote a letter to Qiu Fang, or Fang Qiu who had recovered his identity.

The letter said that he hoped that Fang Qiu could have a new life and stop thinking about him. He was willing to sacrifice his own life in exchange for Fang Qiu's peace and joy in this life.

After reading the letter, Fang Qiu returned to a new life, but he rejected everyone who showed love to him.Fang Qiu said that his life was no longer his own, and it was impossible for him to share his life with others, so he decided to live alone.

This is the finale of the play.

Seeing this, Lin Man felt nothing but sighs in his heart.

He regretted Fang Qiu's fate, and also regretted his feelings.Although when the organization was captured, Lin Man's mood was surging, but Fang Qiu's personal ending made him feel unmotivated and very sad.

Lin Man took the time to write another short biography of less than [-] words, and went to Fei Ying to see if he was thinking too much about Fang Qiu's thoughts at the end.

However, after seeing it, Fei Ying only smiled and said, "You are already quite familiar with this role, so just act according to your understanding, no problem."

Hearing this, Lin Man felt even more reassured, and never confused his understanding of the role again.

The filming went smoothly, but Lin Man became more and more confused about things outside of work.

Lin Man saw that fans on the Internet had doubts about his role this time, and he knew that Sun Jingnan had done a lot of work in the middle to guide the direction of the wind, and he didn't want to disappoint Sun Jingnan.

But now Lin Man found that he didn't have such big ambitions, he could work hard to film and work for Sun Jingnan, but if this would make him feel hesitant, he would rather not.

So Lin Man had to talk to Sun Jingnan, maybe their goals were different from the beginning.

Now that the script for the finale has been released, Lin Man temporarily put all his thoughts on filming, and even if he had other thoughts, he didn't intend to express them.

Lin Man thought he was hiding his emotions well, but he didn't expect Fei Ying to find him after the filming of his filming was over and asked him if he was worried recently.

This is exactly Lin Man that Fei Ying found at the celebration banquet.

Lin Man is the protagonist. He followed the director and was toasted with wine by others, but what the director held was wine, and what he held was drinks. He fished out of troubled waters, but his face was reddened by the heating. Others thought he was After drinking too much wine, he left him alone on the bar to dry.

So, Fei Ying came to ask him what was going on with this "concern".

Fei Ying also said: "I feel that you have something on your mind, but I also feel that this concern should have nothing to do with the filming, so I thought about it, and I will ask you after the filming is over. If you don't have something on your mind, it's just that I care about someone Junior."

Lin Man was very moved, and he didn't hide anything from Fei Ying, so he said, "Thank you, Senior Fei Ying, for your concern. Recently...I..."

"Tell me and listen."

Lin Man expressed his thoughts.

He thought this would make Fei Ying think he was childish, but he didn't know that Fei Ying didn't laugh at him, and even had a look of emotion on his face.

Fei Ying said: "It makes sense for you to think so, many people are not as good at dressing as you think."

Lin Man lowered his eyes.

Fei Ying looked at him and said, "I don't think you're naive, and you're not confused, you know what you want. Many people feel pain because what they're working on now is what they want. "

Lin Man asked: "But, I don't know how to tell Jing Nan, I hope I can convince him, but I'm afraid I won't be able to achieve this result..."

"It's fine to be honest." Fei Ying put his hand on Lin Man's shoulder, "As long as the two of you trust each other enough, then no matter what it is, you can understand each other."

When hearing what Fei Ying said, Lin Man always felt that Fei Ying seemed to be talking about his own affairs, as if similar things had happened to him before, that's why he had so much emotion.

Lin Man nodded and said, "I see, thank you Senior Fei Ying, I will definitely have a good talk with Xiao Sun about this matter."

"Yeah." Fei Ying smiled so much that his eyes narrowed.

Seeing the expression on Fei Ying's face, Lin Man subconsciously looked back, thinking that Sun Jingnan had come to the celebration banquet to give him some kind of surprise.

But Sun Jingnan couldn't catch up today.

Lin Man's TV series is finished, now is the time for Sun Jingnan to get busy.

Lin Man thought to himself, although he will have a half-month vacation, and his work has been arranged for another three months, he really needs to talk to Sun Jingnan earlier, but he doesn't know if Sun Jingnan can do it at this time. Can be drawn out.

Moreover, Lin Man hadn't figured out how to talk to Sun Jingnan yet.

Every day, Lin Man can see Sun Jingnan come back to talk about work with him in high spirits, or say that he will work hard for Lin Man with high spirits.

This made Lin Man do not know how to speak.

So Lin Man went to Wang Xiangqing with his worries.

Wang Xiangqing complained severely, "When you are living a good life, you don't think about me, but now you find me when you have troubles. How can you be like this?"

Lin Man was sent by Wang Xiangqing with an emoji of "hugging thighs", saying: "This is the meaning of friends. If you have any troubles, Wang Dada, you can also come to me."

Wang Xiangqing sent a voice, the tone was full of sarcasm, "Wow, my life is not as good as your ups and downs. After all, it's pretty sweet and I don't have any troubles to bother you."

"Can we still be good friends?" Lin Man asked him.

Wang Xiangqing laughed loudly, "Okay, it's rare for you to come to me, how could I not listen to your troubles?"

However, this time they did not meet at the cat cafe, but at Lin Man's apartment.

After all, the two lived close to each other. Wang Xiangqing, wearing casual clothes 5 minutes early, walked from a building at one end of the community to a building at the other end, and knocked on the door of Lin Man's house.

As soon as he entered the room, Wang Xiangqing was very surprised to see two glasses with hot water soaking goji berries and red dates on the table.

"Yo, how old are you? Are you starting to learn how to keep in good health?"

"Look, I'm almost [-] now, and I'll be sixty after another [-]. If I can raise it, I'll raise it as soon as possible."

But this was also a joke. Lin Man sat in front of Wang Xiangqing and sighed softly, "But even so, I don't know how to tell Xiao Sun."

Wang Xiangqing took a sip of wolfberry tea and said, "Are you afraid that Xiao Sun will disappoint you and think you are a person without ideals and goals?"

"Hmm..." Lin Man hugged the glass, "Besides, he is working so hard for my work first, I feel really embarrassed to say that."

"But you already know what you want now, don't you? You don't really plan to do things you don't want to do for that little grandson, do you?"

"It's not that I don't want to..."

"Then why are you being hypocritical in front of me?"

"I..." Lin Man glanced at Wang Xiangqing, "You don't talk to me, don't you feel bad..."

Wang Xiangqing laughed twice, "If you don't raise an argument, don't you understand it yourself? What are you worried about?"

"I am..." Lin Man laughed self-deprecatingly, "Think about gains and losses. If I don't tell Jing Nan and follow his ideas, I might feel unhappy. But according to my ideas, let Jing Nan Nan accepting that I want to fade out of the entertainment industry may make him feel that I have wasted all his previous efforts..."

Wang Xiangqing raised his head and looked at Lin Man, "Well, what you said makes sense."

Lin Man asked, "So I don't know what to do now."

"And you managed to annoy me too."

"..."

But Wang Xiangqing sat up straight and looked at Lin Man, and said, "But I think this is your life. Freedom means that you don't have to do what you don't want to do. Since you don't care about the goals and ideals that Xiao Sun has set for you With such a great interest, you can say that you don’t do it!”

"It's not that I'm not interested... It's just that I don't like it to go on like this..."

"Aren't you going around in circles!" Wang Xiangqing put down the glass, "Lin Man! You didn't hesitate before! Now that you know Sun Jingnan, how did you become like this? If so, it's all Sun Jingnan's fault!"

"Don't get involved with him!" Lin Man said, "It has nothing to do with Jingnan, it's just that I didn't want to understand..."

Wang Xiangqing snorted coldly, "I think you have figured it out, but because the other party is Sun Jingnan, that's why you hesitated! If it were someone else, would you be so hesitant? You will definitely tell this person, I don't want to do it, right? ?”

"If it were someone else..." Lin Man smiled wryly, "Maybe I wouldn't be where I am today."

Wang Xiangqing looked at Lin Man. He had envied Lin Man a long time ago, envied him for working hard for a very simple goal, and being so serious and happy.But he can't do it himself, Wang Xiangqing has great ambitions, and now he has restrained his ambitions for Yue Lan.

However, Lin Man is the opposite of him. Lin Man does not have such great ambitions, but Sun Jingnan does, and Sun Jingnan is his ambition.For Sun Jingnan, Lin Man is willing to persevere in fulfilling his ideal until today.

Both were lost in thought.

Although Wang Xiangqing didn't give him any substantive advice, Lin Man seemed to have gradually made up his mind.

He decided to tell Sun Jingnan that although the future that Sun Jingnan envisioned for him was what almost everyone in the entertainment industry wanted, the future that Lin Man wanted had to do with Sun Jingnan.

Lin Man doesn't think that he is a person who can control both work and feelings, so now he realizes that what he wants, he has to do it.

Just as he was thinking about it, Wang Xiangqing, who was sitting in front of him, suddenly got excited. He stood up, walked around the dining table, and walked to the bookcase next to the wall. He called over.

"Look here." Wang Xiangqing pointed to the small ornament and said, "Do you have a camera inside?"

Lin Man was taken aback, "I didn't let it go, probably Sun Jingnan did it?"

I saw the red light flashing on the small ornament.

At this moment, Lin Man's cell phone rang suddenly.

"Jing Nan sent the message, he said..." Lin Man said softly, "Uh...he put the camera, because we...we haven't been in the apartment all this time, so we didn't want to be thieves, so we installed the camera. And...just now What we're talking about...well...this camera is on radio...so..."

Wang Xiangqing was very calm, and there was a feeling that this matter had already been settled.

He patted Lin Mann on the shoulder and said with a smile: "I think this is very good. Don't you have something to say to Sun Jingnan? Why don't you just say it to this, Xiao Sun can see it anyway. With such a buffer, you The two of you should think about each other, why don't you explain clearly here."

Facing Sun Jingnan, Lin Man was afraid that he would not be able to speak, or that Sun Jingnan's reaction would shake his decision all the time.

Facing the camera at this moment, Lin Man also calmed down.

So, Wang Xiangqing found an excuse to go to the bathroom, and only Lin Man was left in the restaurant.

Lin Man looked at the camera, feeling a little stupid, but he still opened his mouth and said, "Jingnan, I think you may have heard what I want to say next."

Lin Man lowered his head, "Over the past year, Jingnan, you have paid so much for me. You have worked so hard. I don't know how to thank you. I also know that you don't want such gratitude. You hope that I can Redder and better than before, I know it. But all I want now is to be with you."

"I don't want to be too popular, and I don't want to get many shiny titles. Jingnan, how long have we not been together? During the time we were together, how long have we not talked about things that have nothing to do with work?"

Lin Man took a deep breath and said, "Actually, my ambition is also very simple. I used to just want to make more money. But now, I just want to be with you. I... am going to be 30 years old, In the next time, do you still want to be separated from me for such a long time?"

"I'm not a very ambitious person, you have, I support you, but if you really want to talk about ambition, this ambition is, I just want to be with you."

"Jingnan..."