mad dog

The heavyweight actor award at the Berlin Film Festival is actually the Silver Bear Award for Best Actor and Actress, which is what we commonly call actor and actress, but there are so many films and actors shortlisted every year, and only one person wins the actor or actress in the end , It is not an exaggeration to say that there are so many actors with good acting skills in the world, but no matter what, he, a newcomer who is acting in a movie for the first time, will not be able to get it.And the Best New Actor Award does not happen every year, it is very accidental, and it is considered good if there are one or two out of ten awards on average.

That's why Ye Feilan boldly skipped the Berlin Film Festival.

I didn't expect to hit it by such a coincidence.

It is actually a bit embarrassing for him to win the Best New Actor Award with an average age of 33 years old and below [-], but there is also such a strange and just right.

Many actors who were lucky enough to win this award when they first entered the industry, sank down shortly after their debut.Because of this award, small productions of rubbish TV dramas dare not look for them, and real big productions look down on them, no matter how high or low, except for a very few lucky ones, most of them, except for holding their youthful There is almost no second way for honor to withdraw from this circle.

But Ye Feilan was different.

Before he acted in the movie, he played the leading and supporting roles in many TV dramas. Although he is not yet a first-line actor, he has made a small hit after all, and because of various reasons, he has been on the hot search every three days. He has a certain popularity and will not be high. No matter what, winning such an award at this time is completely icing on the cake.

On the day when he won the Best New Actor Award at the Berlin Film Festival, Ye Feilan once again became a hot search in the overwhelming press releases, but the hot search keyword was not "Ye Feilan won the award", but "Ye Feilan was absent".

As a young actor with only a few million fans, he was nominated for one of the three major A-category film festivals for the first time in his life. Instead of rushing to the red carpet to catch a wave of enthusiasm, he was absent directly, which is really very maverick up.The most important thing is that this young third-tier actor who didn't even bother to walk the red carpet at the Berlin Film Festival actually won an award.

It can be said to be very topical.

Many marketing accounts rushed to break the news, and one of them took this opportunity to sort out a wave of "Entertainment Stars with the Most Personality".

The airport yelled at the reporters.

The press conference spoofed Yuji.

It was a confrontation with Xinghai Entertainment, the leading company in the entertainment industry.

Fighting drug dealers on set.

Play big names absent from the Berlin Film Festival.

And "according to insiders", Ye Feilan is currently filming the movie "Jungle Chase" in the tropical rainforest, and he himself is on vacation.

I would rather take a vacation than walk the red carpet. What kind of spirit is this that regards awards as dung.

Although he is not popular yet, he already has the bearing of a popular superstar.

On the Internet, some people liked it and others mocked it. The voices of discussion, applause, fighting, and slander were louder and louder. Ye Feilan's dark history of Chen Zhima rotten millet, which was turned up N times, was turned over again like a routine , and even his old performance videos as a member of Sprout have been dug up.

Many of the group fans back then uttered in surprise—isn’t this the most good-looking person in the group back then?

And after so many years, those juicy little fresh meats have stepped into middle age one after another, changed their transformation, changed their careers, why is Ye Feilan still as good-looking as before?

No, it looks better than it did back then.

Time seems to have frozen on him, there is still a fresh and pure youthful look between his brows and eyes, but the temperament of the whole person has already settled down.If we say that he was like a sharp sword drawn out of its sheath back then, so good-looking and sharp, then now he is like a jug of old wine, which has been polished for a long time, but it has a lot of stamina. , domineering restrained, mellow and long.

Many people said with emotion that they did not expect to be fans of the same person for the second time in their lives after turning [-] and becoming a mother.

There are also many girls in their teens and early twenties shouting, "Uncle Ye is so good-looking, and he is frantically making up the drama, what the hell is this cropped shape hahaha Fortunately, Uncle Ye's appearance can hold up."

The Internet was full of enthusiasm, Ye Feilan's Weibo also became popular, and the number of likes on the Weibo at the top suddenly rose from more than 1 before to [-].

But Ye Feilan didn't know all this, and he wasn't in the mood to know, he didn't even receive a call from Xu Jiangling or the company - he went back to his hometown.

In a small county town deep in the mountains, the signal is intermittent. Dian and Lian are all dead, and only Yi is the only one who survives.

In fact, Ye Feilan didn't want to go home.

For so many years, the number of times he went home can be counted on one's fingers, and most of them went back on the afternoon of the New Year's Eve, spent the New Year in a sloppy way, left a sum of money, and then left immediately on the first day of the new year.

There is a room full of top relatives, a stepfather who is a debt collector, and two cheap younger brothers. The stepfather would curse at others when he was drunk, and he would swear all over the world. If it weren't for the presence of a biological mother, Ye Feilan couldn't even stay there for a minute.

This year he managed to get his own "home", so just a few days off, it's not enough for him to be tired of being a dog leftover, so he naturally didn't want to make trouble for himself.So he followed the usual practice in previous years, and put 2 yuan into his fucking account, just trying to find an excuse that he was busy with work and said that he would not go back this year for the Chinese New Year.

His mother called.

On the morning of the New Year's Eve, a good day for family reunion, the firecrackers were crackling and everyone was beaming, but there was a tear in his fucking voice: "Lan Lan, come back and have a look. Your father... ...No, your Uncle Liu owes 20 in gambling debts, and there is no ghost left, and all the debtors have come to your door, taking away all the valuables in the house that can be taken away, and smashing all the valuables that cannot be taken away Cleaned up, and threatened that if you don’t pay back the money, you will kill Uncle Liu...Your elder brother doesn’t go home, and the younger brother is crying while doing homework in the back room...How can you live this year!"

The small high-rise apartment is heated, and the room is warm. Ye Feilan arrived home in the middle of the night yesterday, and said that he wanted to eat freshly baked egg tarts, the kind with low sugar. Gou Sheng did not know where to get an oven early in the morning. , and prepared all the ingredients, and baked the egg tarts meticulously according to the steps on the gourmet app like an experiment. The room is full of fresh cream and the sweetness of pastries.

Seeing Gou Sheng busy in the kitchen wearing an apron made me even feel sweet.

But at the moment of receiving the call, the good mood disappeared in an instant.

Human emotions are so magical. It may take a long time to go from sad to happy, but it only takes a second to go from happy down to the bottom.

The lazy smile on the corners of Ye Feilan's eyes and brows disappeared in an instant, his lips were tightly pursed, and his brows were also knit together. He quietly listened to the crying mother on the phone, and took a deep breath. He spat out again slowly, without speaking.

"Lanlan," my mother was choking with tears, "Lanlan, come back soon, Mom... Mom really doesn't know what to do."

"Okay, I see." Ye Feilan stretched out his hand and squeezed the space between his eyebrows, "I'll go back right away."

Gou Sheng wore Snoopy's apron and came out with a plate of freshly baked egg tarts, and the warm aroma came out.

"Master," Gou Sheng brought the egg tart in front of Ye Feilan as if offering a treasure, but immediately noticed that his expression was wrong, "Master, what's wrong with you?"

"It's okay." Ye Feilan put the phone away, forced a smile, reached out and squeezed an egg tart, blew it casually, and swallowed most of it in one gulp, "Well, it's delicious. It's so virtuous, sweet and sour dog."

Gou Sheng didn't answer his criticism, nor did he grin brightly when Ye Feilan praised him like before, but stared at Ye Feilan expressionlessly: "You are not happy."

"Which bastard made the master unhappy?" Gou Sheng glanced at Ye Feilan's phone, "I bit him until his face blossomed!"

The corner of Ye Feilan's mouth twitched, and said lightly, "It's my mother."

"..." Gou Sheng stuttered immediately, "Master Yue, Mother-in-law?"

"Well," Ye Feilan glanced at him and did not express any objection to his title, "My stepfather owed gambling debts and dared not go home, and the house was destroyed by the debt collectors, and my mother cried and said that this year would not last. ...I have to go home."

Gou Sheng remembered what Ye Feilan's bastard stepfather told him about the past, and was both angry and distressed for a moment. He put down the tray, bent down and kissed Ye Feilan's forehead, and said in a low voice, "I'll accompany you." By the way... Die his bastard father!

"Ah."

It's Chinese New Year, Ye Feilan originally didn't want Gou Sheng to be unhappy with him, so he tried his best to put on an appearance of being happy and safe, but until now, he still couldn't hold on anymore.

"Come here," he leaned tiredly on the sofa, and whispered to Gou Sheng, "let me hug you for a while."

Gou Sheng sat on the sofa next to Ye Feilan, reached out to hug him, and patted his back lightly.

Ye Feilan rested his chin on Gou Sheng's shoulder wearily, and closed his eyes.

In the past six months, he thought that he was strong enough to face any storm without any disturbance, and to hold everything, no matter how complicated and difficult it was.

But it wasn't until this moment that he realized...

He is not as strong as he imagined.

Those past events, blood, and shadows buried deep in his heart are entangled in his flesh, bone marrow, and soul like tarsal maggots. If they are not completely resolved, they will not disappear completely.

He has avoided it for so many years, and it is time to face it.

Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.

Even if it will tear open the bloody wound in his heart, even if it will hurt the only mother he cares about, he must... solve all this with his own hands, simply and thoroughly.

The only luck is that in this cold world, he is finally no longer fighting alone.

There is someone who will always, always be by his side.

Thinking of Gou Sheng, Ye Feilan's gloomy mood improved a lot. He patted Gou Sheng on the back and smiled: "It's all right. Go and buy tickets, the master will take you home for the New Year."

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