mad dog

Since then, such things have happened almost every year, until he was ten years old, his stepfather was beaten into the hospital because of his gambling debts, and his mother gave birth to his eldest brother.Probably because the child was not easy to get, since the eldest brother was born, the mother's eyes on him have become less and less, and the stepfather beat him more and more fiercely.

Countless times, when he came back from school, he saw his stepfather coming out of his mother's room with red eyes, with desire/desire in his eyes, like a raging beast, picked him up, and beat him up without explanation.At that time, the mother would chase the younger brother out of the house, crying and begging him to stop.

Violent beatings, blood, painful sex... Countless chaotic fragments flew and exploded from Ye Feilan's mind, and finally merged into Gou Sheng's eyes in front of him with suppressed and forbearable desire.

Ye Feilan panted violently, and kicked him away: "Get lost!"

He was afraid that if this went on like this, he would not be able to restrain the instinctive disgust in his chest, he would be hysterical like his mother, crazy like his stepfather, he was afraid that he would do something that he would regret.

As early as adolescence, he knew he was not normal.

When his peers pay more attention to those beautiful girls in the class, like a male peacock whose tail is not yet fully grown, he is busy spreading his tail in front of them and writing love letters with nonsensical pens, he can't see it. Don't want to look at them.

It seems that even looking at it more than once is a sin.

It's all unforgivable.

It will make him feel that he is one step closer to being like his stepfather.

Later, when he finally gradually understood that not all lovers and couples are like his stepfather and mother, when he was finally able to shake hands and talk to women calmly, he found that he had no desire/desire.

When he said to Gou Sheng, "Come and chase me", he really thought that he was completely healed, except that he had no desire/desire, and he had no resistance to such things.However, it was only today and just now that he realized that he was too naive.

How could those ugly, bloody marks engraved on his bone marrow be so easily peeled off from his flesh and blood?

Ye Feilan felt his stomach churning up and down, his throat tightening up and down, and he wanted to vomit, but his lungs were about to explode, as if no matter how hard he breathed, he couldn't take in a trace of fresh air. Surprised, he kicked him to the door, gave him an aggrieved look, and then, as if he had made up his mind, he turned and left.

The door closed with a "click", and he was finally the only one left in the lounge. Ye Feilan loosened his collar, let out a long breath, and collapsed on the sofa.

After a long time, Geng Fang knocked on the door and said that director Xu asked him to prepare, and the next scene would start shooting in 10 minutes.

"it is good."

After saying a word, Ye Feilan felt the exhaustion and hoarseness in his voice.

Geng Fang obviously noticed it too, and asked worriedly, "Ms. Ye, are you alright?"

"It's okay," Ye Feilan said in the second sentence, and she has basically returned to normal, "You go to the dressing room and wait for me, I will be there in five minutes."

He stood up, washed his face in the bathroom, and then frowned at himself in the mirror.

smile.

Yes, smile like this.Smile like a normal person.

The corners of the lips are hooked up, the eyes are bent down, and there is a confident, kind and gentle smile in the eyes.That's it.

Five minutes later, when Ye Feilan appeared in the dressing room, he had already returned to normal. No one could see that he almost collapsed just now.

"Sorry," Ye Feilan smiled at Geng Fang, "It may be hard for you to put on your makeup again."

"It's okay, this is my job."

Geng Fang carefully removed the makeup he had spent, and reapplied and applied the makeup.Ye Feilan's skin is very good. Ever since Gou Sheng brought a lot of fruits to the crew as snacks for him every day, his skin seems to be a little bit better. It is white and smooth with zero pores, and his eyebrows are black without dyeing, as if he was born naturally. Long eyelashes with eyeliner, make-up is quite trouble-free, and can be done in ten minutes.

"Ms. Ye," Geng Fang couldn't help admiring while putting on makeup, "Your skin is so good, it's even better than before."

Ye Feilan was concentrating on silently speaking, when he heard this, he was taken aback for a moment: "Really?"

"Yes. The dark circles are gone, and the fine lines are gone," Geng Fang said with a smile, "I'm just saying, if you do everything by yourself, you will definitely be too busy, and you will have less sleep time. Since you I hired an assistant, so I don’t have to do those daily chores by myself, and the more I sleep, the better my skin will be.”

"Is that so..."

Ye Feilan looked at himself in the mirror, the faint dark circles under the eyelids disappeared, and the fine lines at the corners of the eyes were almost invisible, as if he suddenly looked ten years younger.Going out now, even if he said that he was only 22 years old, no one would believe him.

In fact, he didn't sleep well before, not only because he didn't have time, not only because of insomnia, but also because of nightmares... He would wake up with palpitations almost every night, and sometimes he would keep his eyes open until dawn, but since Gou Sheng came, it never happened again.

Just like when he was tortured by nightmares in those years, as long as he hugs his dog, he will sleep peacefully overnight.

Gou Sheng's presence gave him a very special sense of security.

These days, he warms a glass of milk for him every night, and boils a pot of boiling water for him to soak his feet.Most of the time, he fell asleep while soaking, and he didn't even know when he went to bed.

When there was a show in the morning, Gou Sheng would come over early to wake him up, and when there was no show in the morning, sometimes he could sleep until seven or eight o'clock in a single sleep—this was unimaginable before.

Ye Feilan closed his eyes and exhaled lightly.

When he came out of the lounge, he had already made up his mind to end this hopeless relationship, but at this moment, he felt reluctant.He didn't know how he would survive the long night without Gou Sheng by his side, and what kind of "running head" he should find for the rest of his life.

But if he insists on keeping Gou Sheng, it will be very unfair to Gou Sheng.

Pure platonic love sounds romantic, but which one can last?

"Speaking of which, it's because Mrs. Ye is a good person that I can find such a conscientious assistant like Gou Sheng," Geng Fang was still laughing and chattering, she seemed to always have endless words and endless laughter, young, enthusiastic, and energetic Manman, which made Ye Feilan very envious, "He was afraid that he was not thoughtful enough, so he came to ask me and Xiaomeng what the assistant should do. He asked so carefully that he almost took a small notebook to write it down. Some time ago Come to ask us what to eat is good for the skin, is it worth asking? Of course it is fruit."

Ye Feilan thought of a day when there were suddenly a lot of washed and cut fruits on the table in the lounge, so she couldn't help pursing her lips: "Where's Gou Sheng?"

"I don't know," Geng Fang was stunned for a moment, "I just left the lounge in a hurry, didn't you tell him to do something?"

Ye Feilan shook his head slightly and said nothing.

The scenes in the afternoon are not heavy, they are all fragmentary scenes with only two or three sentences, and there is no special need for acting skills, so even if he has something on his mind and cannot fully integrate into the role, he hardly does it again until three o'clock in the afternoon. While waiting for the scene, he came across a link to a live broadcast posted by "X Circle Gossip Studio" 3 minutes ago. The truth of the matter".

the truth?

Guan Muyi contacted them to clarify?

Ye Feilan frowned and clicked into the live broadcast. After buffering, Gou Sheng's face suddenly appeared on the live broadcast page.

What is he messing with?Said that these are all sent by him?What's the difference between an assistant post and a star post?Isn't this getting darker and darker?

At this moment, he heard Gou Sheng say to the camera: "Yes, I did it all. Ye Feilan doesn't know."

Immediately afterwards, the offscreen host asked, "Why did you do this? Are you a fan of Ye Feilan?"

"No, I'm a fan of Gao Haotian."

Ye Feilan suddenly understood what he wanted to do, and the corners of his eyes twitched nervously. He turned off the live broadcast, and dialed Gou Sheng's phone. Dial again."

"..."

Ye Feilan switched back to the live broadcast again. In the video, Gou Sheng said to the camera with a serious face: "...Although he is not a popular actor, he is good at singing and dancing, and he has acted in countless hit dramas. Where is Ye Feilan? Singing out of tune, dancing out of tune, what can Ye Feilan, a young [-]th-line actor who is still cheeky and pretending to be young, compare to?"

Ye Feilan: "..."

"Brother Haotian's reputation, what kind of female celebrity can't be found, why should an old man like Ye Feilan drag her into CP and become popular? To be honest, I have never seen someone so popular in my life. Such a shameless person, Brother Haotian could walk the right path with his own strength, but he caused him to be labeled as a homosexual, and was raped by a group of rotten women, who cut those videos that make people want to vomit...Entertainment Who in the circle doesn’t know that as long as they are labeled, it will be difficult to receive big-budget films in the future? Can I not hate it?”

The host was obviously stunned by his remarks, and paused for a moment before continuing to ask: "So, you accepted the movie starring Ye Feilan, and you became his assistant and bodyguard, all to get revenge on him?"

"Of course," Gou Sheng nodded without hesitation, "otherwise I am so handsome, why would I be willing to play a vegetable?"

"The incident at the airport before that..."

"It's also because I deliberately wanted to trick him," Gou Sheng shrugged, "I just didn't expect that he would be so clever that he would think of taking pictures in advance to pretend to be pitiful and pre-emptive, so that all my thoughts were in vain. Even if I let the paparazzi The scandal that was deliberately borrowed to secretly shoot was also fooled by him."

"That's why you thought of using this method to hack him?"

Gou Sheng nodded: "Yes."

"Obviously, you succeeded," the host said with a hint of playfulness in his voice. "This should be something you like to hear and hear very much. Why did you stand up and clarify for him?"

"Because..." Gou Sheng looked up at the camera, and suddenly smiled, with a trace of reserved tenderness in his eyes, "Because after getting along for a long time, I realized that Ye Feilan is not what I imagined... for the sake of being popular. On the contrary, he puts all his energy into figuring out the role and improving his acting skills. He doesn't know how to hype, he doesn't know how to please investors, and he doesn't even know how to post self-auction Meng on Weibo. Even He Hao Brother Tian’s decision to fire CP is also the agency’s own idea, without his approval at all. Sometimes I even think that if he wasn’t too out of tune with the entertainment industry, he probably wouldn’t have to wait for "Flying", it would have become popular by now."