mad dog

All the professions in this world, after doing it for a long time, practice makes perfect, and acting is no exception.So even though Ye Feilan didn't fully enter the scene today, the first two scenes of this scene passed smoothly.

But this third scene is almost all inner drama, and the director asked to be as inward as possible, so the performance is very difficult.

If he can't get into the play, it's easy to exaggerate with his acting skills.

When the filming started, Ye Feilan actually didn't have any confidence in his heart. He just took a deep breath as much as he could, sinking himself into the situation in front of him.

If it wasn't because of his carelessness, Shen Yu found out the clue, came here and made a big fuss, Jiang Haoxuan had hoped to wake up, maybe he would wake up tomorrow.But now...he probably won't wake up again.He looked at the emergency room through the glass, Jiang Haoxuan was lying on the bed with a pale face, soundless and unconscious, his body bounced up and down with the cardiopulmonary resuscitation, like a lifeless cloth bag.

It's like... dead.

Death... When he was five years old, he faced the death of his biological father for the first time. At that time, he was still ignorant. He asked his mother what happened to his father, and his mother cried and said, "Your father fell asleep."

He looked at the ground, everyone was crying, but he didn't shed a single tear.

The second time he experienced death was the dog that had been with him for 12 years.

At that time, it was already very old, and it often lay motionless in the kennel or corner all day long, and it ate very little.That day, he was filming in the outer suburbs of Haicheng, and it was already late when the show ended, but he still drove home because he was thinking about his dog.

It was probably disturbed by the opening of the door. It rarely stood up, lay down on the side of the kennel, and looked at him motionlessly with its old eyes covered with sesame paste.

Ye Feilan touched a few pieces of dog food and fed it to its mouth, but it didn't eat it.It pushed the dog food aside with its nose, and opened its big mouth, revealing several missing and incomplete dog teeth.It stretched out its big gentle tongue and licked his hand, a cloudy tear rolled out of the corner of its eye.

He froze for a moment, as if realizing something, he stretched out his hand and gently stroked its head.

It crawled back into its nest, looked at him reluctantly with that kind of gentle eyes, then closed its eyes little by little, and swallowed its last breath.

He cried that day.

It accompanied him through countless lonely days, dark days, and desperate days, allowing him, a wandering traveler, to have a home in Haicheng.It is the only existence in this world that will never hurt him or betray him, and will always give him warmth and comfort.

But now...even it's gone.

Ye Feilan hugged his body that was getting colder and stiffer, and buried his head in the thick hair of his neck for the last time, crying silently.

Tears slid out of the eyes.

There was the beeping sound of the equipment in the emergency room, followed by the sound of the doctor letting out a long breath, the chaotic footsteps of the medical staff, and then the door of the emergency room opened.

"Don't worry," the attending doctor took off his mask and said to him, "You are out of danger."

Ye Feilan breathed a sigh of relief.

The doctor hesitated for a moment: "But..."

Ye Feilan didn't let go of his breath, but he raised his heart again: "But...why?"

The doctor who has been in charge of Jiang Haoxuan's illness and watched Jiang Weiming cry in front of his hospital bed countless times looked at him with some regret: "He may never wake up again. You have to be mentally prepared."

Can't...wake up again?

What does never wake up mean?

Ye Feilan's eyes were confused for a moment, and his unfocused eyes flicked across the person lying quietly on the hospital bed in the emergency room.Gou Sheng...won't wake up again?

Obviously yesterday he was still standing in front of him, saying that no one was allowed to hurt him, so stalwart, strong and reliable, as if he would never fall down.How could it be that...he couldn't wake up all of a sudden?

No, no, he is acting.

Ye Feilan slowly came back to his senses, but the palpitations, pain and despair just now remained in his heart, he stretched out his hand to cover his eyes, and wanted to smile at the doctor, but the corners of his mouth twitched nervously: "Thank... killed him."

The doctor patted his shoulder, sighed slightly, turned and left.

Jiang Haoxuan was transferred to the nearby intensive care unit, and then other medical staff also left.

The moment the corridor became quiet again, tears welled up in Ye Feilan's eyes. Twenty-seven years ago, the only man in the world who was willing to hold him on his lap and love him unconditionally passed away. Two years ago, the only dog ​​in the world who was willing to accompany him unconditionally also passed away.

Although he has friends and a job, but...he was chased by those vampires for money, and was forced by the company to accept scenes he didn't want to accept, unreliable advertisements and award ceremonies.So much helplessness and pain, he has no one, not even a dog, to tell.

Gou Sheng was the first person who understood all his thoughts, and also the first person who was willing to stand in front of him when he was in danger.

What if...if...the only person in this world who is willing to protect him... is gone?

In this life, he is doomed not to be able to get married, have children of his own, or lead a normal life.

If one day, all the people who treat him well in this world will leave him in the end, just like his unlucky father and old dog.So in this cold world, how should he go on by himself?

Then, one day, when he was old and sick, he was lying alone on the hospital bed, with no one to take care of him, no one to comfort him, no one to greet him...and then he died quietly.

No one will cry for him, no one will miss him, and no one will burn a stick of incense and kowtow for him during Qingming.

Is this his Ye Feilan's destined ending?

A great sadness and despair swept over him and completely overwhelmed him.Ye Feilan leaned against the wall, slipped and fell to the ground, big tears rolled down from his eyes, and he sobbed silently one after another.

Because no one cares, no one cares, so it is rare to even cry presumptuously.

But he couldn't bear it any longer. He blocked his eyes with his arm, but he couldn't stop the tears that fell. Take a breath.

"Crack!" The director yelled after a long delay, and said excitedly, "It's over! It's perfect! The scene was changed, and the afternoon scene was filmed in advance, and work was called off early after filming."

The staff cheered and got busy one after another, but Ye Feilan was still leaning against the corner, unable to get away from that desperate mood for a long time.

In order to save money, most film and television dramas will not be shot in chronological order, but will shoot the same location and scene at once, and then transfer to another location.

So up to now, all of Gou Sheng's "sex scenes" have been completely over.He got up from the hospital bed, tore off those messy tubes, and walked out of the intensive care unit in a hospital gown. He saw Ye Feilan sitting in the corner with his arms covering his eyes, gasping for breath.

Gou Sheng was stunned for a moment, rushed over in two steps, squatted down, pulled his arms away, and met Ye Feilan's red eyes filled with despair and sorrow.

"Master," Gou Sheng frowned tightly, "What's wrong with you?"

"It's okay." Ye Feilan smiled, stretched out his hand to wipe away the remaining tears from the corners of his eyes, grabbed Gou Sheng's arm and stood up, "Just now... I was too involved in the drama, and I couldn't get out for a while."

The scumbag master would definitely not cry like this when he was fine, Gou Sheng had an intuition that he did not speak so lightly, so he said incredulously, "Are you really fine?"

"Stop talking nonsense!" Ye Feilan slapped him lightly with a smile, grabbed his neckline, looked up into his eyes, "Do you really like me?"

"Yes," Gou Sheng nodded without hesitation, "I like you." I am also willing to protect and take care of you all the time.

Although I went down to earth at first to repay my kindness, but as the memory gradually recovered, the more we got along, the more I understood, the more distressed, and the more I liked it.The scumbag owner who has been under a lot of pressure but has always stood upright, the scumbag owner who has gone through so much pain and setbacks but still shines, the scumbag owner who has a bad temper but is hard-spoken and soft-hearted than anyone else.His dearest scum master.

"Then come and chase me," Ye Feilan let go of him, and raised his eyebrows provocatively at him, "I told you before, I'm hard to chase. Dare to challenge?"

His eyes were still red, and the tear stains in the corners of his eyes were still there, which made him a rare weakness, and even his voice had a trace of nasal sound, which sounded hoarse, unexpectedly, very gentle.

Such a master made Gou Sheng a little strange, but he felt something soft suddenly hit his heart, which made him feel his heart beating.

I want to protect him, I want to hold him tightly in my arms, and kiss away his tears bit by bit.

"Of course I dare," Gou Sheng wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said in a low voice, "As long as it's for you, I will dare anything."

All the pessimistic and desperate thoughts just now, although they were random thoughts inspired by a specific scene, if this continues, when he is old, out of breath, and the company squeezes him dry, he will give up... maybe all of this will become true.

It can't go on like this.Ye Feilan thought.

Before everything is irreparable, he must take action, must grasp what he can grasp, in his hands.

When did he, Ye Feilan, bow his head to fate?

The press conference arranged for him by the company was set at three o'clock in the afternoon, but Ye Feilan, who was always punctual, was late for the first time in his life.

He finished filming all the scenes in the crew conscientiously, and then drove Gou Sheng to the press conference venue: "I asked you to prepare everything, are you ready?"

Gou Sheng nodded: "Yes, master."

"Master?" Ye Feilan smiled and gave him a sideways glance, "Don't think I didn't hear you calling me scum master behind my back." Taking advantage of the opportunity of waiting for the red light, he reached out and brushed his chin frivolously: "Since you If you want so much, then I will grant your wish and let you see what the real scum master is."

"..."

Gou Sheng only felt that the place Ye Feilan touched was like electricity, crackling and blowing him into a firework.When the fireworks cleared, only the empty cannon barrel was left... a pillar that held up to the sky.

He was ashamed to feel himself...hard on his master.