It Is Said That I Give Out Sugar Everyday

After the three-person round table discussion, Xu Luoyang was taken to the bedroom by Qi Changan.There are two light-colored pillows placed side by side on the big bed, and in the bathroom, there are two towels and two cups, all of which are for couples.

After relaxing, Xu Luoyang stood by the French window, stepped on the soft and fluffy carpet, and lay down directly on the ground.He bent his long legs, stretched out his hand towards Qi Changan, and smiled happily, "Come and give me a high five, to celebrate that we successfully passed the first test of meeting parents!"

Qi Changan gave him a high-five in cooperation, and then simply imitated him and lay down on the carpet together. Looking out, it was the glass of the floor-to-ceiling windows and the vast sky. He said softly, "I have never looked at it from this angle in this room Over the sky."

It was a very common sentence, Xu Luoyang felt inexplicably sore when he heard it, he stretched out his hand to hook Qi Changan's finger, and started to chat, "Speaking of which, does elder brother not like desserts? I saw that he only gave you He ate half of his dessert."

"It's not that he doesn't like it, it's just that his father told him when he was a child that eating sweets would affect the efficiency of the brain, so he seldom eats them." Qi Changan said with a smile, "But as long as I give him, he will finish it. .”

"Hey, it's the same in my family! My dad doesn't like to eat fruit, but he will eat all the ones I give him, although he will look disgusted when he eats it, because he thinks that geniuses don't Need to eat fruit."

Xu Luoyang turned over, put his long legs directly on Qi Changan's body, stretched out his arms to half hug him, and remained silent for a while, "Fortunately."

Fortunately, Qi Changyin was there.

Understanding what Xu Luoyang was celebrating, Qi Changan kissed him on the forehead.

It was dinner time at six o'clock, and there was a long table in the dining room, Qi Changyin sat on one side, and Xu Luoyang sat next to Qi Changan on the other side.Aunt Jiang, the housekeeper, directed the chef to serve the dishes together, "I hope you three have a good meal." After speaking, she left with the chef.

Looking at the dishes on the table, Xu Luoyang raised his head and smiled at Qi Changyin, "Thank you, brother, I like them all."

Seeing his bright smile, Qi Changyin nodded, "Well, just as long as you like it."

Xu Luoyang blinked and realized——it's really what Chang An said, Qi Changyin seemed to be more nervous than him?

The dinner was very quiet, Qi Changyin put down his spoon, and when he looked up, he saw Xu Luoyang helping Qi Changan to pick up vegetables.He perfectly avoided all the foods that Qi Changan could not touch, and before putting the fish meat into Qi Changan's bowl, he would carefully remove the bones and skin of the fish.The movements are very skilled, and it is obvious that this habit has been maintained for a long time.

And Qi Changan's appetite was much larger than before.

After drinking another spoonful of pork rib soup, Qi Changyin looked away and found that the soup was much more delicious than before.

The next morning, Xu Luoyang woke up at six o'clock, stared blankly on the bed for a while with his eyes open, then got up lightly, changed his clothes after washing, and made sure that Qi Changan was still awake before leaving the bedroom. Door.

He walked out onto the lawn, shivering from the cold wind.After patting himself on the face, Xu Luoyang was about to find a place to start walking himself—a good habit must be persisted, and it cannot be neglected!

Worried that Qi Chang'an would not be able to find anyone when he woke up, Xu Luoyang did not go far, just drew a circle for himself under the bedroom window, and then started moving around the circle.

After exercising for almost half an hour, Xu Luoyang stopped to rest, and found a white towel handed over from the side.

"Brother?" Xu Luoyang was stunned for a moment, then quickly stood up straight, took the towel with both hands, wiped the sweat from his forehead, and said with a bright smile, "Good morning, brother!"

"Well, good morning." Qi Changyin was dressed casually today, and his momentum was not as strong as yesterday.

Thinking that the other party is Qi Chang'an's brother, Xu Luoyang's tone became a lot more relaxed, "Chang'an is still sleeping. He attended the Silver Award dinner the night before, and it ended after twelve o'clock. When we got back to the hotel, it was early in the morning. He slept too much. It's late, he didn't rest well."

Qi Changyin nodded, and suddenly asked, "Did he have a nightmare last night?"

Thinking back seriously, Xu Luoyang shook his head, "No, he fell asleep very quickly last night, woke up once in the middle, but fell asleep again soon." After finishing speaking, he heard Qi Changyin say, "That bedroom, is The place where Chang An lived when he was a child."

His heart constricted instantly, and Xu Luoyang didn't speak.He put his hands in his pockets, tilted his head subconsciously, and glanced at the window of the bedroom on the second floor.

"After they passed away, I took Chang'an to move. After two years, Chang'an came to me and said he wanted to move back. I asked him why, and he said that running away was not the solution. At first I didn't agree, but later he Persuaded, I moved back."

Qi Changyin also looked at the window, "When I just came back, Chang'an had nightmares almost every night. I dreamed that Shen Zhemei said that he was sick, or something similar. He had a bad appetite, often had stomach pains, and he ate very badly. He lost weight very quickly, and I tried to persuade him to move out with me, but he refused."

With that said, he turned to Xu Luoyang, "You should know why."

Xu Luoyang nodded, "Well, for Chang'an, no matter where he is, he should never forget these things, so he simply lived here, probably because he wanted to die and live."

"Yes." Qi Changyin nodded and asked, "Did Chang An tell you everything?"

"If you mean illness, he told me everything." When Xu Luoyang mentioned it, he tasted the bitterness in his mouth. He clenched his clenched fists, hesitated for a few seconds, and asked, "Shen Zhemei Why on earth would she do this?"

Qi Changyin answered after a while, "Proxy Munchausen Syndrome."

Xu Luoyang nodded. After Qi Changan told him about his childhood, he went to check the information and wondered if it might be this disease, but he was still not sure.

"Her mother died very early, and her father had constant lovers. She was neglected since she was a child, and her personality was extremely sensitive. After marrying my father, Qi Shiyan, she put almost all her expectations and reliance on her husband, but she didn't She didn't get a response that met her expectations, because her husband put more emphasis on work and the continuation of the Qi family.

I am the eldest son of the Qi family, so when I was three years old, a tutor came to teach me. I was very busy every day, and I gradually became estranged from her.When I was 12 years old and was sent to a private boarding school, her anxiety increased because her husband, her eldest son, was getting farther and farther away from her. "

"So she—" Xu Luoyang felt a surge of anger in his heart, and he couldn't continue after half a sentence.His eyes were a little sore, he looked at the gloomy sky, and then asked, "Then Chang An is afraid of roses, especially the red ones, is it because her name has the word 'mei' in it?"

"Not all." Qi Changyin's voice was a little more deep than before, "Shen Zhemei likes roses very much. There used to be a lot of roses planted on this lawn, and most of her clothes also have rose patterns , and many rose-shaped jewellery.”

Having said that, he stopped, as if trying to calm down his emotions, and continued after a while, "When I was at home, one day I suddenly received a call from Chang'an, and it was from my father. He Said on the phone, 'Brother, can you come back now? Mom shot Dad and killed herself.'”

Xu Luoyang's fists were clenched in an instant. At this moment, the tingling pain from his nails embedded in his flesh couldn't cover the pain in his heart.

At that time, Qi Changan was only 12 years old.

"Later, I hurried home, not daring to hang up the phone. Chang'an later told me that he heard my voice on the phone at that time, so he was sure that he was still alive and not killed.

On the way back, I adjusted the surveillance camera. At first, it was Shen Zhemei and his father who were arguing, and Changan was in the upstairs room.Later, the quarrel became more and more intense, and Chang An went downstairs. Unexpectedly, he saw Shen Zhemei shoot, and then committed suicide soon after.

After I went back, I saw Chang An kneeling on the carpet with bare feet.The roses on the carpet and the roses on Shen Zhemei's skirt were all stained dark red by blood.For a long time afterwards, Chang An would vomit, dizzy, and even go into shock when he saw red roses. His attending doctor said that this was a stress response.Although he has recovered a lot now, he is still not healed. "

Xu Luoyang wiped his tears, his voice was slightly choked, "Sorry, I lost my temper."

"Don't feel sorry," Qi Changyin said with a gentle expression, "Actually, I've always felt that Chang'an was not interested in 'living'. His psychiatrist said that the reason why he didn't commit suicide was because of his heart. , not allowing him to choose death so cowardly. So I am really afraid that one day he will suddenly... leave."

Taking a deep breath, Qi Changyin smiled, probably because he seldom made such an expression, his smile was a little unnatural.

"So yesterday, when I heard him say that to me, I really wanted to thank you for keeping him in this world."

Xu Luoyang returned to the bedroom, first took off his coat and hung it aside, then stood where he was, ready to wait until the cold on his body was gone before going to bed.

He leaned against the wall, recalling what Qi Changyin said just now, and stared at the window involuntarily—before he was 12 years old, his Qi Qi was trapped in this room, and he could only look out the window every day, but could not escape.

His eyes were a little dry, and a thought came to his mind - if he really had the chance to reverse time and space like the character he played, then he would definitely choose to go back to his childhood and come to find Qi Changan.

"Noisy."

"Huh?" His thoughts were interrupted, Xu Luoyang came back to his senses, "Are you awake?"

Qi Changan sat up from the bed and reached out to Xu Luoyang, "Why don't you come over?"

"I just went outside, it's really super cold outside!" Xu Luoyang walked to the bed, bowed his head and kissed his relative Chang'an's pale lips, "Good morning, Brother Chang'an."

"Good morning trouble."

But Xu Luoyang soon discovered that just after he finished speaking, Qi Changan took advantage of his inattention and dragged him directly onto the bed.

"Sleep with me for a while, okay?" Qi Changan quickly stuffed him into his bed, "You're not here, I'm a little cold."

Although he knew that the authenticity of this sentence had yet to be verified, Xu Luoyang still felt distressed.He took off all the clothes on his body, then lay down, covered Qi Changan's feet with his own feet, "Okay, go to sleep!"

Not long after, Xu Luoyang closed his eyes when he heard Qi Changan's breathing became calmer.

He remembered what Qi Changyin said when he was about to go upstairs,

"Please stay with him all the time."

Xu Luoyang opened his eyes and looked at Qi Changan's profile - how could I be willing to leave you.

After living in Montreal for three days, Xu Luoyang's filming hadn't finished yet, so he had to rush back to the set.Qi Chang'an planned to stay for a few more days, and after Xu Luoyang was finished, he would pick him up and return to China together.

After a seven-hour flight, Xu Luoyang got off the plane with his suitcase, and then saw Lu Di holding a big sign outside the pick-up gate, with four big letters on it, "xuge."

"..."

Together in the car arranged by the crew, Xu Luoyang nestled in the back seat, dozing off with his eyes closed.Because he had to leave, thinking that he would not be able to see each other for a while, he pestered Qi Chang'an twice this morning.

Facts have proved that indulgence is bad, and now he is so sleepy that he can hardly keep his eyes open.

"By the way, Brother Xu, Brother Zheng called before and asked me to ask you, do you want to control the comments?"

Xu Luoyang caught his IQ a little bit back, and soon figured it out, "I haven't read the news on the Internet for the past two days, is someone hacking me?"

"Yes, yes, it was not obvious in the first few days, but after the heat of winning the award subsided, it became very conspicuous. The rhythm is not very good, and it is almost saying that your acting skills are not up to the silver award winner. The level of performance was brought by Mr. Qi to win this award."

After Lu Di finished speaking with righteous indignation, he found Xu Luoyang shrinking back again, "Brother Xu, aren't you angry?"

"I'm not angry, I'm big-hearted." Xu Luoyang rolled up his jacket, "They're not wrong. I can perform supernormally in this film. It's really because of Chang'an. Chang'an is very good. At that time, on the set, With him in the lead, I really got into the show in minutes! The show is super cool!"

Lu Di has always been on Xu Luoyang's side, "But brother Xu, you are also very quick to get into the show yourself now! Director Meng said that your acting skills are very good!"

Hearing what he said, Xu Luoyang laughed casually, "So don't pay attention to those comments. One day when I'm not in a good state, I can go and look through it, and I can stimulate myself. When the movie I'm making now wins an award, I'm afraid kill them!"

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Xu Naonao's little emotions:

I just got off the plane, and I miss you for [-] seconds.