It Is Said That I Give Out Sugar Everyday

Hearing what Qi Changan said, Xu Luoyang raised his chin proudly.But soon, his smile restrained a bit, and his speech slowed down, "This feeling started two weeks ago."

"In the first week of coming here, I was basically getting used to the shooting methods here. Although you told me a lot of precautions before leaving, I'm still not used to it."

"Nao Nao must have adapted quickly."

"Of course!" Xu Luoyang nodded and continued, "One week later, when we were filming a scene, You Suan, who was in his forties, went back to the past. He wanted to change a few things, one of which was Just hoped his mother wouldn't die in the lab explosion. But I... he failed, he witnessed his mother's death for the second time."

Qi Chang'an was very keen to find that when he said this, Xu Luoyang's back was tense, and there was a slight tremor, and the words used also changed——

I failed, Xu Luoyang originally wanted to say that.

Leaning over to kiss the corner of Xu Luoyang's lips, Qi Changan made their eyes meet, and asked softly, "This is a turning point, isn't it?"

Xu Luoyang felt that he was in a trance, like a kite tied by a string, and was suddenly pulled back by Qi Changan.The panic and sadness in his eyes were gradually diluted, he followed Qi Changan's question and thought,

"Yes, after filming the scene of him kneeling on the lawn and crying bitterly, I couldn't get up on the lawn for a long time, and then I was so sad that I didn't eat dinner. But after the video with you at night, I got better, but I started dreaming again in the middle of the night , The scene of the laboratory explosion has been repeated in the dream."

Breathing out lightly, Xu Luoyang subconsciously clenched Qi Changan's hand, "After that, from time to time, I couldn't tell whether I was Xu Luoyang or Yousu. I unconsciously started to picky eaters, started to I like to keep all the curtains closed and only turn on the lamp.

Once when I came back from the play, I even held a pen in my left hand and looked for a diary everywhere, trying to write a diary, but I couldn't find it after searching for a long time.Later, I suddenly realized that You Su had the habit of writing a diary with a pen, but Xu Luoyang did not. "

When he said these words, his voice was a little tense and uneasy, "So I was sure at that time that I was really abnormal, and there was something wrong with my psychology."

Qi Changan tightened the arms holding Xu Luoyang, kissed him comfortingly, and asked, "What did the psychiatrist say?"

"The psychiatrist assigned by the crew can't do anything." Speaking of this, Xu Luoyang laughed. "It may be because of my previous experience. I am also very stubborn. I tried psychotherapy three times, but it didn't work at all."

Qi Changan nodded, he understood the situation.Whether it was himself or Xu Luoyang, in order to get out of the past, they put on many layers of armor on their hearts, and they had a very strong sense of self-protection.Like himself, when he was 15 years old, the psychiatrist had completely lost his influence.

Xu Luoyang changed his posture, straddled Qi Changan's lap, leaned closer and asked, "Chang'an, I like this character and this movie very much. But I'm actually very afraid, I'm afraid to continue like this. going crazy."

"No," Qi Changan replied without any hesitation, without any hesitation, "I am your psychiatrist, the best and most suitable."

Xu Luoyang was amused, "Wow, Mr. Qi, your face is really big!"

"Didn't you just say that I'm thin?"

"These two conclusions are not contradictory!" Hearing these words, Xu Luoyang finally let go of the tension in his heart for a long time. He put his arms around Qi Changan, put his chin on the other's shoulder, and hummed softly. Tone, obviously relaxed.

Not long after, the humming sound in his ears gradually became blurred, and Qi Changan heard Xu Luoyang's gentle breathing, and knew that the person in his arms was asleep.He waited for a few more minutes before carefully picking him up and putting him on the bed.

But as soon as he stood up straight, Xu Luoyang moved uneasily, his eyelashes fluttered slightly, as if he was about to wake up.Qi Changan put his hand on his cheek, rubbed his fingertips a few times, and comforted him in a low voice, "Hey, I'll sleep with you."

Xu Luoyang's slightly frowning brows loosened again.

But after Qi Changan lay down next to Xu Luoyang, he didn't feel sleepy at all.The lights were turned off, and he closed his eyes to rest his mind. After an unknown amount of time, he suddenly felt Xu Luoyang hugging him.

Reaching out to pat him on the back, Qi Changan softly called out, "Come on?" No one answered.He wasn't sure if Xu Luoyang woke up, but after a few seconds, grabbing his hard hand said it all.

Qi Changan was a little helpless, he lowered his head and bit Xu Luoyang's ear, speaking in a breathy voice, "Are you awake?"

Itchy from the breath spilling on his ears, Xu Luoyang shrank his neck and gave a soft "um", but he didn't let go of his hands, and still held onto them.

Licking Xu Luoyang's earlobe, Qi Changan's kiss extended from his chin to his lips, without giving Xu Luoyang a chance to speak, he kissed him deeply.

The two hadn't seen each other for a month, and the place was tightened a lot, and after constant trials and adjustments, they finally got in.Xu Luoyang's mind was in a daze, his lifted legs were sore, and his waist was sore, but Qi Changan suddenly stopped.Inexplicably, he felt a little wronged, and put his legs around Qi Changan's waist, urging him, and then he heard Qi Changan asking,

"who am I?"

Xu Luoyang opened his mouth and replied, "It's Brother Chang'an, it's a big monster!"

Pushing hard, Qi Changan's voice was obviously smiling, "Then who are you?"

This time, Xu Luoyang hesitated for a few seconds, "...Xu Luoyang, I'm Xu Luoyang."

Sweat dripped from Qi Changan's face and landed on Xu Luoyang's face. His voice was very soft, as if with infinite patience, "Who does Qi Changan like?"

This time Xu Luoyang didn't hesitate, he said decisively, "Me!"

"Youzu?"

"No!" Xu Luoyang was so angry that he was half awake and half confused, his eyes were rounded, and he spoke very fast, "Who is You Su? I'm angry! Qi Changan, you are going to attack the scumbag direction?"

Because of his excitement, the keyhole was tightened suddenly, Qi Changan took a breath and slowed down his movements.Noticing that Xu Luoyang's moist eyes were a little red, he kissed the end of the other's eyes distressedly, "Nao Nao, it's not that I thought of you as someone else, but you thought of yourself as someone else."

He moved gently, squeezing in little by little, while continuing, "I only love one person, and I will only love one person."

The next day, Xu Luoyang didn't wake up until after nine o'clock in the morning. When he opened his eyes, he saw Qi Changan lying beside him.He was a little drowsy in his sleep, and he walked over, opened his mouth and bit Qi Changan's shoulder directly.

"Nao Nao, what are you doing?" Qi Chang'an's voice was hoarse in the morning, he hugged him directly, kissed his forehead, "Good morning."

"Morning," Xu Luoyang blinked and answered the question seriously, "See if you're dreaming!"

Qi Changan laughed, his chest trembled slightly with the laughter, "If you open your eyes and see that I am dreaming, what about last night?"

"Having sex dreams!" Xu Luoyang answered very smoothly, but after finishing speaking, he suddenly woke up, buried his face in Qi Changan's arms, and muttered, "Leave me alone, I am awake, and my IQ is still sleeping!"

Wrapped in a nightgown, he went to the kitchen to make two plates of poached eggs. With his messy hair, Xu Luoyang went to Qi Changan's side again, "What are you looking at? It's time for breakfast."

"The script of the scene you are going to shoot this afternoon."

Seeing the familiar lines, Xu Luoyang realized, "Director Meng gave it to you?"

Those who entered the group signed a non-disclosure agreement, one of which was that the script should not be leaked out.And the book in Qi Changan's hand is completely brand new, and it will only be given by Meng Huazhang.

"Well, can I go to the set with you this afternoon?"

"Okay, okay!" Xu Luoyang slipped his mouth when he was happy, "An actor in the group asked me for an appointment several times, but I refused. I said I have a boyfriend, but he still didn't believe it. This time, he just— —”

Seeing that the smile on the corner of Qi Changan's mouth was about to freeze, Xu Luoyang silently covered his mouth.

"date you?"

Xu Luoyang nodded, "I came to test the appointment on the second day after joining the group. I ignored him, and then I asked about it every few days." He didn't explain the "appointment" very clearly, but he knew that Qi Changan understood.

Qi Changan pulled Xu Luoyang's hand over and kissed the back of his hand, "So many people want to steal my trouble."

Hearing these words, Xu Luoyang always felt creepy.

At 02:30 in the afternoon, Xu Luoyang took Qi Changan to the set.As soon as he set foot on the lawn, he heard someone calling him, "Luoyang, are you here?" He was speaking in English, but the pronunciation of the word "Luoyang" was very standard, obviously practiced specially.

Xu Luoyang knew who it was as soon as he heard it, and subconsciously glanced at Qi Chang'an first, and felt a little strange excitement in his heart.

When someone walked up to him, Xu Luoyang greeted him politely, "Good afternoon, Carter."

Carter is a white man with brown hair. When he recognized Qi Changan, his smile obviously faltered, "Qi?" After a pause for a few seconds, he continued, "I have seen your movie, "The Last Hunter" , a very classic work." After speaking, he stretched out his hand.

Qi Changan stretched out his hand, but only made a movement, without actually touching the opponent's hand, and then said, "Sorry, I haven't seen your work."

Xu Luoyang, who was standing next to him, held back his laughter, and realized that Qi Chang'an could have such a vicious tongue!However, what do you think is cute!

Carter's expression was not very good. He felt the hostility from Qi Changan, so his tone became sharper, "Come over to visit the set when you have time, don't you have any movies to shoot?"

Qi Changan's expression hadn't changed yet, Xu Luoyang was upset first, his eyes turned cold, and he looked at Carter, "Please pay attention to your words!"

Because it's not his home field, and he doesn't know anyone, Xu Luoyang basically has a smiling face in the crew, doesn't get involved in things, doesn't make connections, and acts seriously every day.So this was the first time Carter saw Xu Luoyang's cold face.

Noticing that Xu Luoyang's hair was blown up, Qi Chang'an smiled, stretched out his hand and pinched his fingers, "You go to find Director Meng first, and I'll have a few words with this Mr. Carter, okay?"

Xu Luoyang nodded, "Then come find me after you finish speaking."

"Ah."

When Xu Luoyang walked away, the atmosphere between the two became more rigid.Carter narrowed his eyes, "What do you want to say?"

Qi Changan's expression was cold, and the tails of his eyes were as sharp as blades, "Please stay away from Luoyang."

Carter looked sarcastically, "Fair competition, you can't deprive me of the right to pursue Luoyang, it's not certain who wins!" He originally just wanted to taste the taste of the Orientals, but now, he was aroused to win .

Qi Changan noticed the change in his attitude, and his voice became colder, "Really?"

At this time, Carter's cell phone rang, and he pressed to answer, and soon heard the manager's urgent voice, "I received an email about your drunk driving and killing people, and your participation in a sex party." video, and even evidence of helping people launder money, but they haven’t been exposed yet, so think about it, have you offended someone recently?”

Holding the phone tightly, Carter asked Qi Changan directly, "Is that you?"

"It's me." Qi Chang'an continued, speaking very slowly, with a casual look, obviously not paying attention to people, "You quit the crew, or, I personally ask you to quit the crew, choose one."

Xu Luoyang was listening to Meng Huazhang's lecture, and when he saw Qi Chang'an coming, his eyebrows and eyes were raised, "Director Meng, Chang'an is here."

"Here we come," Meng Huazhang put the script aside and said with a smile, "He is the Dinghaishenzhen I invited over, let's see how it works."

Three or ten minutes later, all departments were ready, Xu Luoyang changed into the school's standard suit, and sat in the last row of an empty classroom with a few books in front of him, holding a pen in his left hand, and was quickly checking something.

Countless formulas were written out smoothly, and You Su's eyes were extremely focused. While writing, his hand movements suddenly stopped, and the place where the tip of the pen touched the paper made a "sizzling" sound—the paper was covered with paper. scratched through.

His hands began to tremble uncontrollably, Yousu looked at the formula on the paper, put down the pen suddenly, and started to flip through the book.A few seconds later, his movements became flustered, his arms trembled violently, his pupils shrank slightly, and the muscles at the corners of his mouth trembled slightly.

With a "snap", the book in his hand fell to the ground. You Su seemed to be frightened, and squatted on the ground very stiffly, holding his head in his hands, and let out a low cry like a trapped animal.

Qi Chang'an had read the script and knew what scene it was - You Suan, who was in his forties, returned to his college days. The second thing he wanted to change was to stop his doctoral supervisor from proposing a wrong academic point of view, because This point of view will cause a series of tragedies.But he failed.

After calling the card, Meng Huazhang beckoned Xu Luoyang to come over.Seeing that Xu Luoyang's eyes were dull and his arms were still trembling, he moved aside, "Hurry up and take a few more look at Qi Chang'an."

Hearing this name, Xu Luoyang's eyelashes trembled, and he looked up.

Meng Huazhang had been paying attention to his expression, and found that he was finally back to normal, and his tone relaxed a lot, "Who are you?"

"Xu...Xu Luoyang."

"Okay, okay, hurry up, and shoot this section again!"

When Xu Luoyang returned to the camera, Qi Changan said, "Have you deleted the part that was just shot?"

"Hush, keep it secret!" Meng Huazhang looked at Xu Luoyang's performance on the monitor, and whispered, "It is true that most of the things shot are useless, but I am willing to spend time with Xu Luoyang, and I will not be mistaken. He will surprise me."

Qi Chang'an had a smile in his eyes, "I will definitely."

"Well, he is like a diamond. He just needs to be polished well, and he will definitely shock the world. His acting skills have improved a lot when he is here with me. You should be very aware of it."

"Yes, the progress is very obvious, the play is very fast, and it has gradually formed its own style."

"So, we all have to be patient." Meng Huazhang looked at Xu Luoyang, who was emotionally restrained during the performance under the camera, and said in detail, "He has entered the play now, but he can't switch independently, that is, Said that he couldn't find the balance between 'out of play' and 'in play', and you are the strongest link between him and the world."

Meng Huazhang looked away from the monitor and looked at Qi Changan, "When he gets stuck, you must pull him back."

Qi Changan nodded, "I will. Before...he was the one who pulled me under the sun."

Director Meng didn't ask further, he smiled slightly, the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes seemed to be gentle, "This is very good."

"Well, he's fine."

Qi Changan looked at Xu Luoyang who was standing under the camera, his eyes became soft unconsciously.

He used to be stuck in the past, and every time he had a nightmare, he would hear Shen Zhemei's sharp cries and be shrouded in fear of being confined on the hospital bed.He resisted taking medicine, because no matter how much medicine he took, he would still continue to live in such a weak state.

Even if the world is very lively, it has nothing to do with him. He is not interested in anything, including living.

Until he met Xu Luoyang, his world began to have light.

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Xu Naonao's little emotions:

Qiqi, say important things three times, you can only love me!Only love me!Only love me!