five years later

Although An Mi was not used, Liu Youxia reimbursed his "travel expenses" with the bill when he got home at night.

An Yuan was very dissatisfied with this.He came out of the bathroom wiping his wet hair, the scent of shower gel and hot water mixed on his body.

"How dare you take money if you comfort me?" An Yuan sat down next to Liu Youxia, and glanced at the quiet and virginal cousin next to him. "Surnamed An, do you still have a conscience?"

An Mi pouted, looking aggrieved, weak and pitiful. "It's not that I said that I would be reimbursed." He complained in a low voice, thinking that his brother knew how to pick up soft persimmons.

"What did you say?" An Yuan frowned and raised his voice.He is actually a bit domineering. He grew up watching An Yuan, and he was used to being around him when he was a child.

"It's nothing." An Mi took his mobile phone and asked tremblingly, "Then I transfer the money back to Brother You Xia, okay?"

Liu Youxia, who had been silent all this time, was also amused by this "Brother Youxia".He looked at the pair of brothers in front of him with interest, and felt that if An Yuan tried to play tricks in front of him in the future, he might not be able to surrender.

"I didn't buy much, Xiaoyuan." He took the towel and wiped the other person's hair, and said with a smile, "Just treat me as an older brother who honors my younger brother. I'm far away, and I don't have much chance to show my filial piety in front of your father and uncle. I just took advantage of this opportunity to win over An Mi, so I can help to speak good words when the time comes."

An Yuan rolled his eyes at him, and began to criticize An Mi's extravagant and wasteful style.

"I was really wrong. Just say, what items on this list must be bought? You don't know how to be frugal when you are young. Do you think that money is blown by strong winds? You, Brother Youxia, and I are in the office every day. I was so busy that I had to work overtime until one or two in the morning when I came back, and all I earned was hard-earned money.

"What is our family motto? 'Diligence, thrift, hard work', if uncle knows that you have me as your goal, you have learned this way, why don't you fly over and kill you?!

"You are also 21, and you are about to graduate and look for a job. Those words before are not lying to you. Why should a good company recruit you if you don't have any core competitiveness? Without a good job, you have no money. How can you live here without money? In the first three months of graduation, I slept no more than five hours on average, lost a lot of hair every day, and didn’t even dare to go to the hospital when my stomach attack occurred.”

An Yuan never told anyone about these things.Originally, he just wanted to kill An Mi's big spendthrift, but after talking too much, the whole person fell into the isolated and helpless situation at that time.He took the towel from Liu Youxia's hand and motioned him to go back to the bedroom.

"You guys talk, I'll go to the kitchen to make something to eat." It wasn't intentional to listen to the corner, Liu Youxia felt that the atmosphere would be somewhat awkward after the lecture, and it would be nice if everyone had something to eat together.

Without waiting for An Yuan to say anything, he simply got up, took out a few bags of things from the refrigerator, and went into the kitchen.

"Sit over here." An Yuan put the towel on the sofa and called people to him.

"My aunt has been in poor health since she gave birth to you, and my uncle is busy with work. I fed you and helped change diapers when I was a child." He looked at this cousin who always looked timid in front of him, and felt a little bit in his heart. sad.

"I'm not scolding you, I just hope you can have a better life in the future." An Yuan asked him to look up into his eyes, and said, "I still have a lot of unclear accounts at this age. It doesn’t matter much to you. But you have to live up to yourself, and no matter how you live your life, you must have a clear conscience. No regrets, no contempt, no stubbornness, no prejudice.”

"Brother," An Mila called out in a long voice.His eyes were a little red, not because he was wronged, but because he was ashamed by the other party.

"I was wrong."

"What's wrong?"

"I shouldn't spend money recklessly and buy useless things." An Mi pursed her lips tightly, the tears hanging on her eyelashes were about to shatter.

An Yuan sighed with a smile, patted his head and said, "The real fault is not here. It is that you would rather laugh and play tricks than face the reality. You are not strong enough, and half-hearted, like a wall."

"You haven't let go of your half-brother. You've known since you called me in junior high school and cried for half an hour without saying a word. You, you will keep this matter in your heart for the rest of your life. But Remember, I am the brother who grew up with you, and Boss Shen didn't want to see you because he didn't have such luck."

An Mi hesitated to speak, and quickly lowered his head to let tears drip down his pants.He wiped it with his hand, and said in a low voice, "Am I very useless?"

An Yuan took out a paper from the coffee table and handed it to him, and replied with a smile: "No, you are just kind. He is not as good as you, and neither am I."

"But he doesn't have such luck, I do." An Yuan doesn't often say such hypocritical words, but he just got frustrated in his heart, so he naturally understands An Mi's pain. "You have to understand that you are our pride. Before you find him, live yourself first."

An Mi stared straight at his brother for a while, then suddenly burst out laughing.That shattered face suddenly came back to life, sprouting green branches and vines, outlining the delicate and beautiful unnamed flowers.

"Brother, it's a bit disgusting for you to praise me like that." After speaking, he put his arms around Anyuan's neck, dangling like a child.

"Then are you happy to be praised? If you are happy, stop talking nonsense, lest I turn my face and deny people later." An Yuan's tone was disgusted, but the corners of his mouth were also dimpled with a smile.

"Happy, I'm so happy, I won't disappoint your expectations." Anmi's breathing was not smooth, with a strong nasal voice.

"I have never understood what my mother thinks of me. But I like my major, and I also believe in the love between you and 'Brother Youxia'. Boss Shen, let him go. I'm going to start my own life.

"Brother, I really admire you, it's nice to have you."

A pair of brothers who began to tell each other their hearts, what they said made Liu Youxia sour in the kitchen.However, he smiled instead, acknowledging that such a life of occasional sprinkling of dog blood makes people comfortable.

The supper is three bowls of noodles with rich ingredients, served with a cup of fermented rice balls, cold beer and lemon carrot juice.

After what happened last time, An Yuan forbade Liu Youxia to drink again.I always have fruit at home, and I squeeze the juice myself when I can’t rest.But the other party also made a request - in the future, if you want to drink Anyuan, you can only drink "wine" with an alcohol content of no more than 10%.

For the sake of family harmony and good health, Anyuan agreed to this request.But in fact, his alcohol addiction is not serious, and it doesn't matter if he really doesn't drink.

An Mi was already starving, watching his "Brother You Xia" come out with noodles, and eagerly knocked on the spoon with his chopsticks.

An Yuan put down the beer, raised his hand and flicked him on the forehead. "How to eat, who taught you to knock chopsticks?"

An Mi covered his forehead and dared not reply, and weakly put down the things in his hands.

"You two are so funny," Liu Youxia put the noodles on the tea table, pushed them in front of them and said, "What you said just now made me sick, how can you get into a fight just by saying nothing."

An Yuan didn't bother to talk to him, thinking that his only son would not be able to experience this kind of emotion, but he forgot that he and An Mi were just cousins.

"Brother Youxia," An Yuan dragged his chin and looked at Liu Youxia, his eyes blinked, his expression was exaggerated and artificial, looking uneasy and kind.

"People don't like chopped green onions, why don't you help them choose."

An Mi was stunned by his brother, and he held up a chopstick and didn't know whether he wanted to eat it or not.

Liu Youxia was also smiling, and he stroked An Yuan's hair and replied, "Be good on the bed tonight, brother will pick green onions for you."

"Bah," An Yuan slapped his hand off with a smile, pointed at Liu Youxia's nose and feigned cursing, "You old monster who pushes his nose and puts his face on your face, you dare to let the uncle serve you if you eat and live with me, what can you do?" Go to your spring and autumn dream!"

"Ouch," Liu Youxia said as he got older and became more unruly, and he was so handy and unambiguous in the matter of going down the donkey along the slope.He held his own face and looked at it tenderly, and said: "Then the uncle will take good care of her tonight, this flower-like face of my slave's can't stand being tortured."

As a half-artist, An Yuan probably has talent in this area.He lifted the other party's chin, and said teasingly: "It depends on the beauty's performance, the uncle prefers you to be below. If you want, keep the beauty happy, □□."

……

An Mi on the side watched his nose, nose, nose, and heart, and ate his noodles seriously, making sure that he didn't hear or see anything.

After supper was over, An Mi, who was on pins and needles, hurriedly withdrew.He rushed to the study and lay down under the quilt, urging himself to sleep, for fear of hearing unsuitable voices from the children next door.

An Yuan went to bed after washing the dishes as usual.As soon as he got under the quilt, Liu Youxia groped in from the other side of the quilt.

"You don't go on a good road, but you come here secretly." An Yuan glanced at him, and said coolly, "Fortunately, I don't have athlete's foot."

Liu Youxia didn't say anything, just smiled and started to take off his clothes.As a man of action, he is well aware of the truth that empty talk harms the country.

An Yuan also let him.It's been a long time since the two had sex, but after the other party took off his clothes, he hugged him obediently and made it back to Liu Xiahui.

"You don't do it?"

Liu Youxia asked a wrong question.He stroked An Yuan's thin chin, and said with pity in his eyes: "You never told me about your graduation, did you miss me at that time?"

After a long silence, An Yuan returned to hold his hand.

"It's all in the past. I don't mention it because everyone has had a hard time. There is no need to say it out. As for the question of whether you miss you, it's hard to answer. Maybe you think about it, or maybe you don't. At that time, I was too Tired, maybe I can't take care of you."

Liu Youxia chuckled, he caught a glimpse of the bright moonlight outside the window, sighed and said, "Sometimes I regret not being by your side for the past five years, but thinking about it later, if I stayed by your side at that time, we might quarrel and have a cold war , and then kill love in endless trivialities."

"I can't guarantee myself at that time. I was very bad and hated. I was afraid of hurting you."

An Yuan turned his head to look at Liu Youxia who was feeling emotional, and stretched out his hand to scratch his nose.The other party is no longer the youthful spirit of the past, fine lines appear at the end of the eyes, no longer the enchanting and vivid.

But this person is Liu Youxia, a better Liu Youxia than six years ago.

"Did I tell you?" He leaned forward to kiss the corner of the other's lips, and blinked slyly. "It's the best time to meet. There is no suspicion, no quarrel, and we save money to buy a house together. You cook and I wash the dishes, I clean the room and you hang the clothes. At night, we can stay up late to catch up with work, read books and movies together, and sleep together hugging each other. .It doesn’t matter if you do it all over again, or if you don’t remember the old relationship, I’ve really confirmed that I love you very much.”

Liu Youxia laughed happily, with a hazy moonlight shining in her eyes.

The author has something to say:

There are two reasons for not updating yesterday, because of a movie that exploded but had no sound and an incident that happened on Weibo.I won't say much about the former, and the latter can do a little, but I still want to say a few words. "Love is a gift, it is kindness, it is what countless people toss and turn in the middle of the night and cannot get it, it is equality, it is tolerance, it is the holy light and good medicine for you and me. May there be no prejudice and no stubbornness." True love is great and should shine, regardless of gender