five years later

An Yuan still remembers when he realized that his feelings for Liu Youxia were not pure.

That moment is actually very memorable.If he hadn't been with Liu Youxia after that, the wind and clouds at that time would have remained blank in his heart as a painting.

The scenery of their school has the unique elegance and gracefulness of the Jiangnan region. Trees are planted in rows, and the light reflected from the leaves can be seen at dusk in summer.

Liu Youxia was standing three meters in front of Anyuan, with a nice smile on his face, holding his bicycle in his hand, and shouted to Anyuan: "Look back."

So An Yuan turned around.There are tall camphor trees on both sides of the road, and there is a bell tower behind it. The setting sun is framed between the teaching building and the top of the bell, and its tail is slightly exposed, making his eyes red.

The sky is an indistinguishable blue-white, and the wind blows gently, stirring the leaves to make a "rustling" sound.

An Yuan was moved by such an inexplicable atmosphere, and his heart beat fast. At that time, he began to know that he had a different feeling for Liu Youxia.

Afterwards, the two of them rode their bicycles around the outside of the playground.The wind blew up the boy's shirt, blowing away the mask covering Liu Youxia's face.

He laughed wantonly, talking loudly to An Yuan about trivia that had nothing to do with study.He chattered endlessly, as if complaining about the complaints he had accumulated for several years.

In the five years since Liu Youxia left, An Yuan recalled that time more than once.Not only love, but also the youth he once had in the years drifting with the wind.

An Yuan is a precocious person.He was tired of life at an age when other children were still acting coquettishly to their parents.So I am also fortunate to have met Liu Youxia, who made the heart that had been silent for many years be able to beat.

In the following week, An Yuan had a difficult time.More than once, he wanted to suggest to Liu Youxia that he should not go, but he couldn't get out of his mouth.

He knew that he was not the only one troubled by this matter.In just three days, Liu Youxia lost a lot of weight, and was mostly silent at home.

In addition to his helpless mood, An Yuan was also a little scared, afraid that Liu Youxia would leave without saying a word.

After finally making it to the weekend, both of them breathed a sigh of relief.

When she got up in the morning, Liu Youxia pestered An Yuan for a while.He couldn't control himself a little bit, and blood dripped from the mark he bit on the opponent's shoulder.

"Does it hurt?" He stroked it lovingly, his tone very gentle.

An Yuan was still gasping for breath, and when he calmed down, the pain was nothing, so he shook his head, indicating that he was not in great pain.

"However," he put his arms around Liu Youxia's neck and teased him: "Have you been a puppy recently? Last time you bit your mouth, this time you bit your shoulder again. If this continues, you might cook me up gone."

Liu Youxia also felt childish when he said that.He smiled and kissed An Yuan, and licked the wound carefully several times.Immediately there was a flow, and the two warm bodies were entangled together again.

For the last time, Liu Youxia carried him to the bathroom, and took a bath with his arms around An Yuan after finishing.

The bathtub was not big, and Liu Youxia lay on his side, letting people lie in his arms, so as not to catch a cold if he couldn't soak in the water.

"Is it cold? Let's go to see the room tomorrow. The place is too small for two people to take a shower together."

An Yuan died for half his life, unable to utter a word, and just closed his eyes to rest his mind.

"Asleep?" Liu Youxia saw that the other party didn't talk, so he said to himself: "If you don't talk, I will take it as your acquiescence. I have been saving money all these years, plus what my grandfather left me, to buy a house There should be no problem."

"The house doesn't need to be very big, just enough for the two of us to live in. But the bathtub must be deep enough for two people to lie down, so that the water will not overflow. What style of decoration do you like? Forget it, you can do the decoration , you have studied design, and your aesthetics must be much better than mine."

……

Liu Youxia kept talking, as if he had already bought the house.

An Yuan closed his eyes and smiled, not caring so much about what would happen next.

Having not returned to this place for five years, Liu Youxia was surprised that she still remembered the way.The city is developing so fast, but this place has not changed at all, even the trees on the roadside have been pruned as they were back then.

Liu Youxia kept holding An Yuan's hand on the way, when he rang the doorbell, he felt that An Yuan wanted to take his hand out, so he held it tighter.

An Yuan only moved once, seeing that Liu Youxia didn't care, he stopped moving and let him hold it.

It rained a little this morning, the sky was gray, and the north wind made both of them tremble.So Liu Youxia got impatient and rang the doorbell several times.

The door was opened by Liu Youxia's father.He looked much older than the last time An Yuan saw him, his hair was almost completely white, and the flesh on his cheeks became slack, and the eyes behind the lenses lost the indifference they once had, and became cloudy instead, like cut rotten twigs .

Father Liu's expression did not fluctuate at all when he said goodbye to his son who had been away from home for five years.He just bowed slightly to let the two come in, and then went to the kitchen to bring two glasses of water.

There was a puddle of blood on the floor of the living room, and An Yuan looked terrified when he entered.

Liu Youxia didn't care, he threw the dirty things on the sofa aside, and pulled An Yuan to sit beside him.He didn't drink the water, he just looked at the old man and asked, "What do you want me to do? What about her?"

"I just took the medicine and fell asleep." Liu's father pushed down his glasses, watching Liu Youxia finally let out some traces. "She's your mother."

These words made Liu Youxia silent for a long time.After a while, he replied with a sneer: "She is still your wife."

"Yes, she is still my wife." Liu's father relaxed, "Go back, if possible, ask your friend to change the phone number. I packed all your things, should I take them back now or send them over ?”

Liu Youxia's forehead was tense all the time, and An Yuan could even feel the anger suppressed by him.

"I don't want those things anymore, you can throw them away, I'll go back first if it's okay." After speaking, Liu Youxia pulled An Yuan up and walked towards the door.There was a lot of strength in his hand, and An Yuan felt a little painful when he pinched it unconsciously, but he didn't make a sound, and just followed him to the door.

"Wait," Father Liu stopped him at the end.

Liu Youxia stopped, but didn't look back.The other party didn't know what to get, and it took a lot of time to walk over.

"You should go see her." He handed over a medical record, which recorded the illnesses that Liu Youxia's mother had suffered over the years. The doctors mostly prescribed sedative drugs.

Liu Youxia flipped through the pages, and said blankly: "She has gone crazy long ago, and you refused to admit it."

"She's not crazy, she just fell asleep." Father Liu said this with rare tenderness, but it was only for a moment, and it was soon buried in the bottom of his heart.

Liu Youxia sneered, and he waved the medical records in his hand, "Why are you showing me this?"

"She is your mother." Father Liu said the same thing again.

"I see." Liu Youxia stared at him with fierce eyes, "You are the one who called, and you told him where I am."

"You're disgusting." He said this viciously, and threw the medical records on the shoe cabinet.

When closing the door, Liu Youxia used [-]% of his strength.The voice cut him apart, and he turned around and hugged An Yuan less than ten meters away.

"You know now, they are such disgusting people." These words seemed to be squeezed out from between the teeth, rough and with thorns that could pierce blood.

An Yuan knew that he was angry, and also knew that he was crying.He didn't speak, just patted Liu Youxia on the back to comfort him.

"Will you despise me?" Liu Youxia spoke again, with a strong nasal voice, and a little embarrassed, she reached out to wipe away her tears behind An Yuan's back.

"What do you despise?" An Yuan sighed.

Just as Liu Youxia wanted to say that he disliked me for having such a family, the other party intercepted him.

"You and I sometimes feel that we are made for each other." An Yuan looked at Liu Youxia's flushed eyes, and touched them with distress. "After Liu Yimao left, I thought I would live alone until I met you in my sophomore year."

"You don't know that lesson. I sat behind you and listened to you standing up and answering the teacher's questions. You memorized the knowledge points in the textbook verbatim, and looked very proud. I suddenly wanted to know you very much. .”

The tears on Liu Youxia's eyelashes were gently kissed away by An Yuan.

"I just like you like that very much. Even if you left later, I still like you very much." An Yuan paused and continued: "And I'm not very good. You saw during the Chinese New Year, me and my dad It’s not that harmonious either.”

Liu Youxia was a little funny again, he bent his eyes, and said softly: "According to what you said, we are really made for each other."

Seeing Liu Youxia smile, An Yuan also raised the corners of his mouth.

"Isn't it?" He asked lightly, showing the sweet dimples on both sides.