Difficult office romance

"So you also have emotions. You are not the kind of person who doesn't show emotions, but I ignore them."

Unlike Cen Jing, who is full of happiness, Ke Ran is more remorse and self-blame, "In a quarrel, whether it's clenched fists, eyebrows that can raise a piece of paper, or trembling voice , it means that you are trying to control your emotions. As you said, because you have developed a habit, because you feel that being emotional is a very naive behavior, but there is another reason you didn't mention just now—"

Ke Ran raised his head first, looked at the ceiling for a few seconds, and then put the realization back on Cen Jing.

He said, "It's because you don't want to hurt me. What you want to give me will always be your best, and so will your emotions. You know that quarrels hurt people, so you keep suppressing the anger aroused by me, even if it is misunderstood by me, And you don't want to stab me with a lot of emotion because I stabbed you before and you know it hurts."

Cen Jing pushed his glasses, he wanted to see Ke Ran's eyes more clearly, but he still had to admit: "We are just the difference between a blunt weapon and a sharp weapon. And I don't have you What you said is so good, but personality still accounts for a large proportion, and the fear of hurting you accounts for up to [-]%. Do you think I won’t get carried away when you say you want to break up? Before I realized it, I was already irrational .”

"But these [-]% have already made me feel like a treasure. After all, I don't have [-]%." Ke Ran also said frankly, "Then, are you willing to forgive me for not having [-]% and blaming you for ignoring your me?"

After finishing these words, the air suddenly became quieter.

The sound of the air conditioner running could not be heard, and the occasional car whistle could not be heard. Cen Jing and Ke Ran sat facing each other, with a distance of less than half a meter between them. The sound of breathing and faster and faster heartbeat.

Ke Ran swallowed slowly.

But even though he slowed down, he was still spotted by Cen Jing.

Cen Jing didn't answer this question directly, although he forgave Ke Ran at the beginning, but at the moment he is not going to say it directly.

"If I forgive you, can you accept me?" Cen Jing said.

Ke Ran didn't expect Cen Jing to say this, so he burst out laughing.

The charming atmosphere is gone.

But there is still warmth in the house.

"Are you kidding yourself?" Ke Ran looked at Cen Jing with a half-smile and asked.

A smile slowly spread in Cen Jing's eyes.

"Forget it." He said affirmatively and without shame, "but this time, refuse to correct it."

In fact, the answer to the question can already be seen from the eyes of the two people.

But Ke Ran still decided to express himself thoroughly.

After all, some words are so happy even if they are hidden in the eyes, who would be reluctant to say them.

"I can," he said, "so you forgive me?"

"I forgive." Cen Jing said, "What about you, do you accept me?"

"I accept."

While talking, the two unconsciously got closer and closer, and at this moment they could finally——

Kiss passionately together.

Regret, touch, love, satisfaction...

Thousands of emotions cannot be expressed in words, but can only be combined into a deep and long-lasting kiss.

For a long time, there was the sound of tsk tsk water in the room.

The two kissed until they were out of breath.

His forehead was pressed against his forehead, and he didn't speak, but just felt the other person's breath with a silly smile.

The one on the forehead is the treasure that he lost and found again.

"Are you sober?" Ke Ran asked softly.

"I didn't drink much at first, so I woke up a long time ago. It's just—" Cen Jing said, "Now I'm drunk again."

Ke Ran smiled lightly.

"Do you want to sleep with me?" Ke Ran asked.

"Huh?" Cen Jing didn't expect Ke Ran to be so direct.

"Do you want to?" Ke Ran asked again.

"It's okay." Cen Jing replied.

He didn't really want to spoil the warm atmosphere now.

Even though he felt that Ke Ran's question just now was almost hooked, and it easily hooked his soul away.

"But I want to sleep with you." Ke Ran said, wiping his lips, the words came out slowly.

"Then what are we waiting for?" Cen Jing said with a smile.

The warmth dissipates, and it is the respect for the night when it is dyed.

After the separation, the fusion | fusion is more intense than before, tearing | biting, impacting, threatening to rub the other party into one's own flesh and blood, it seems that only in this way can we ensure that there will be no separation again.

The emotions that had been pent up for so long were finally released, and the positive and negative ones finally turned into sweat|contaminated on the opponent's body.

The more you sweat, the drier you will be.

Ke Ran only felt that his mouth was dry, but he was reluctant to waste even a second of time distracted by other things. He swallowed again to relieve this feeling, turned around and would still use his mouth|lips on his body Cen Jing, who kept patrolling, pressed down on him.

Their eyes met, two pairs of eager eyes.

"Do you love me?"

Ke Ran moved his body.

"Love."

Cen Jing let him move.

"Hiss—" Ke Ran frowned, and Cen Jing looked at him without feeling distressed at all, only feeling that there was a fire burning in his heart.

"Do you love me?" Ke Ran asked.

"Love." Cen Jing said, accompanied by a satisfied sigh.

Panting intermittently, Ke Ran wanted to ask, "Do you love—"

Cen Jing stood up, the words he wanted to say were lost in his mouth.

Holding Ke Ran's back, Cen Jing said again and again, "I love you."

I love you.

The three words that were ashamed to say in the past lingered between the lips of the two tonight.

"Then let's not separate in the future, okay?"

Ke Ran's voice became weeping.

"it is good."

Cen Jing hugged him tightly.

It was already afternoon when the two woke up the next day.

"Ah! I forgot!"

Originally still lying on the bed with necks crossed, Ke Ran straightened up suddenly, looked at Cen Jing with wide eyes and said.

Even the pain in a certain part is ignored.

"What's wrong?" Cen Jing also sat up with him.

Ke Ran walked around the room now, and finally found the overcoat he wore last night on the small sofa. Box.

Cen Jing was still squinting to appreciate the beautiful spring scenery, when he saw the familiar box in Ke Ran's hand.

He couldn't control the smile on his face anymore.

"Will you help me put it on?" Ke Ran approached Cen Jing and asked with a smile.

"Of course." Cen Jing took the ring from his hand.

Then he took Ke Ran's right hand.

Cen Jing's movements stopped.

"Are you hungry?" Cen Jing asked.

what?

"A little bit." Ke Ran nodded.

"Then let's go out to eat."

As Cen Jing said, he put down Ke Ran's hand, curled up the ring in his palm, lifted the quilt and stood up from the bed.

Ke Ran was still sitting there motionless, not knowing why things suddenly developed like this.

Don't wear the ring yet?

He turned his head and stared blankly at Cen Jing who was looking for clothes to change, feeling a little confused.

"Cen Jing?"

Cen Jing changed his clothes by himself, and then came over to help Ke Ran change.

Raising his hands, putting them down, raising his head, and standing up, Ke Ran allowed Ke Ran to fiddle with himself.

"To wash up?" Gently patted Ke Ran's waist, Cen Jing said, "Accompany me somewhere after dinner."

Ke Ran didn't listen to what Cen Jing said, opened his right hand to stare at his fingers, and murmured, "Where's the ring?"

Cen Jing patted his head like a football, "That's why I asked you to accompany me to a place in such a panic."

Ke Ran waved Cen Jing's hand away slowly, and scratched his hair after hearing this sentence, "Huh?"

Cen Jing led him to the bathroom door, "I want to change the ring."

"Oh." Ke Ran nodded, and walked towards the sink, "Didn't it be troublesome before? Or do you think it's better to wear it on your middle finger?"

But it has already been spread by everyone, so it is not very useful to remedy it now.

"What are you thinking, I want to change yours."

Ke Ran suddenly turned his head, grabbed the door frame with both hands, stuck it on the wall of the bathroom and asked, "What to change?"

"Make your fingers smaller."

"Oh." Ke Ran went back to the sink, squeezed toothpaste and brushed his teeth honestly.

Tsk, why does this toothpaste froth keep falling down, he thought unhappily while brushing his teeth.

But he didn't know that the corners of his grinning mouth could not be closed now.

"Do you have any other plans for this afternoon?"

"Wait, let me take a look."

"..."

"There appears to be a paperwork scheduled to be completed this afternoon."

"……That?"

"Then put it off until next week. It's not too late to do it next Monday."

"Is it really okay? We are not short of a day or two."

"I'm bad and I can't wait."

Cen Jing bent down slightly, and lightly pecked Ke Ran's lips, "Go to his job, you should have a good relationship on weekends."

Ke Ran complained to him, "Passive and sabotage, I reported it."

Then he grabbed Cen Jing by the collar and kissed it passionately.

I met you on an ordinary day, paid attention to you at an inexplicable moment, and fell in love with you after a casual day.

With so many people in the world, I have precisely and vaguely located you.

What first attracted my attention was the good morning with a smile at the end, or the neatly manicured nails on the little finger, I can't remember.

If you want me to tell the reason why I love you, I can only shake my head in embarrassment.

Then I lost you again.

In the late night when I was working overtime alone, in the evening when I dragged my tired body back to the cold home, after the quarrels again and again.

I told myself that breaking up is good for each other, and the occasional miss is just not used to it.

If you want me to say the reasons for separation, I can make a detailed list.

It is densely packed, disordered, unconnected, and illogical.

Only I don't love you without it.

I don't love you.

I just can't accept a part of you.

They hurt me, they hurt me, and I return you with the same feelings.

So I said, we are not suitable.

But after the separation, I was suffering, equally uncomfortable, and I began to doubt again.

Am I really making the right decision.

I began to think night after night, I began to accept everyone's doubts, I began to criticize and deny myself.

I'm not what I used to be.

But I focused on you as before, and then on that day, I finally met the sight of you who was watching me.

I recalled the heartbeat I had forgotten, and carefully picked up the details I had overlooked.

Look up, you're still where you are.

I love you without any reason to speak.

I used to think that I only love the part of you, but now I realize that I love the whole of you.

Thankfully, it's not too late.

Love is unforgettable and inseparable.

And falling in love is a continuous state in which we continue to explore a better mode of getting along.

Finish

The author has something to say:

It's over here! (In fact, I finished writing and threw it in the manuscript box!)

If you see this, I want to seriously say thank you.

This is my first time writing a story. At the beginning, I just suddenly wanted to do something that I hadn't done before, so I tried to write a sand sculpture essay.

So much so that this article has many flaws that I can't bear to look at directly, thank you for your tolerance.

Thank you Lishan, Lizhi Suda, ATTEYER, Rusu, and Fengliuyunsan. Your comments made me feel that I am not alone, and also gave me the determination to write down this article with a one-sentence outline.

I also want to thank the other cuties who have collected me. Although I don’t know who you are, I didn’t miss it when I passed by! (what the hell

You are also welcome to continue to discuss or complain about me and my cubs!I will be very happy!

Thank you all, the report is over!Sticking to the ground and refusing to call a curtain call!

PS If I want to write an essay in the future, I must carefully write the outline in advance! ! !