Jiang Chuting never thought that, as he was walking on the road, he was unprepared for an irresistible drowsiness that suddenly hit him. His steps became slower and slower, and as soon as he closed his eyes, he fell limply like this.
He had a dream, and the dream took him back to the night when Zi Que came to see him for the last time.
Zique leaned in his arms and begged him with tears in his heart to let him do it himself to end his life.
When he was weeping in pain and took the dagger with his trembling hands, he was obviously so weak that he could hardly even speak, but he was panting and suddenly laughed, his eyes were full of spirit and hope, as if Even his face turned rosy, "Chu Ting, I really love you, don't forget me, okay? If, if I can have a next life, I will come to find you early, you have to wait for me, you must wait for me , please, wait for me, remember me..."
Chuting, I really love you.
You have to wait for me, you must wait for me
wait for me...
After repeating this scene for countless times, Zi Que looked at him, burst into tears, and said in agony: "Chu Ting, you have already forgotten me, are you not waiting for me anymore? I feel bad, I am really good!" uncomfortable."
Jiang Chuting woke up suddenly and sat up, covered in sweat.
Subconsciously, he touched the wooden hairpin on his head, but found nothing, because his hair was loose.
He was looking for it in a hurry, but he heard a voice next to him say, "Is this what you're looking for?"
Jiang Chuting looked at the boy in the gray padded jacket beside him, and found the wooden hairpin that he handed over with both hands.
It was indeed the wooden hairpin that Zi Que gave him.
Only now, it broke in two.
Jiang Chuting froze and didn't reach out to pick it up, his face was instantly as pale as a layer of frost.
Seeing this, the young man hurriedly explained: "You just fell asleep, and the hairpin suddenly broke like this. I was just surprised to pick it up and have a look. I didn't do it."
Jiang Chuting is not lying on the cold street now, but in a pharmacy. The boy is a helper here and lives in the shop on weekdays.It was a coincidence that night, when he went out to pour water, he happened to see him lying at the door, so he kindly brought him in and let him lie on his little bed.
Although his medical skills are not very good, but after taking his pulse for a while, no matter how you look at it, he feels that he is asleep.
It was strange how sleepy this man was in the snow and ice, and he was able to fall asleep. He found that the wooden hairpin fell off from the man's hair and broke into two neatly. He couldn't believe his eyes. .
"What's wrong? You don't believe it?" Indeed, he couldn't believe it himself. Seeing that he still didn't move or speak, the young man was worried that he would be held accountable in reverse. He said anxiously: "I won't break your things on purpose. Take it yourself, don't look for me." After speaking, he hastily stuffed the wooden hairpin into Jiang Chuting's hand.
Jiang Chuting's hand flinched as if it had been scalded, and then looked down. The cross-section was neat and snapped very cleanly.He clenched his hands slowly.
After a while, he came back to his senses and realized that he was occupying his sleeping place. Jiang Chuting nodded slightly to him, and said softly: "Thank you for taking me in, and I will leave."
Immediately, under the staring gaze of the young man who didn't know what to do, he got out of bed and left.
The sky was covered with snow and the wind was bitterly cold. Jiang Chuting stood on the street, raised his hand, and stared fixedly at the two hairpins in his hand.
A flake of snow fell on his eyelashes, the coolness stimulated him to close his eyes, and the end of his eyes flushed.
He put the hands holding the hairpin together against his heart.
Zique, are you blaming me?Blame me for falling in love with someone else, and this person is still your child.
Do you also think I am shameless?
When Zique passed away, his heart was filled with grief, but he didn't cry very much, but always stayed in his room in a daze.The brothers were worried that he would do something stupid, so they took turns to accompany him and stare at him every day.
After being depressed for a while, suddenly one day, he remembered that Zique said that he wanted to go to Qionghai with him to find the legendary Penglai Island.
Although Zi Que is older than him, he likes to read books about strange anecdotes, believes in ghosts, and believes that immortals do exist on Penglai Island.He also said that maybe there is still Yue Lao on the island, and if they are found, let Yue Lao use a red thread to tie the two of them together from generation to generation.
So he set off alone, with a certain firm belief, it took nearly three months to reach a small town near Qionghai.
After several inquiries, I heard many stories about the true and false of Penglai Island from the traveling merchants, and saw gems that are said to come from Xiandao, but I have been staying for a long time, and I have not been able to see those islanders with my own eyes. Appeared, let alone found the specific location.
An aunt told him that Penglai Island is the place where gods live, and mortals should not covet it, otherwise they will suffer retribution.If you have any wishes, just pray in the general direction. If the gods hear it, they will bless you.
So, he came to the seaside and prayed three times to the distant direction devoutly.
He hoped that the gods could hear his wish, so that Zique's soul could come and go freely like the wind, no longer subject to any shackles, and be a happy person in the next life.
Although he failed to find Penglai Island as he wished, he felt that Zique accompanied him on that journey, and he did not leave any regrets.
Later, when he thought of Zique, he didn't have too much hatred, resentment, sadness or suffering.
Some are deeply missed.
Zique briefly appeared in his life, and left after leaving a strong mark.Then, he quietly treasured Zi Que'an in his heart, and it has been 17 years now.
It took him 16 years to meet Zi Que, and another 17 years to meet Lin Zhi.
The appearance of Lin Zhi seemed to inject a touch of bright color into his ordinary life. When he got used to it, he returned to the original life and told himself that there would be no such color in the future, only to realize that the days turned out to be It was so difficult.
He thought that he could spend the rest of his life alone, but suddenly he felt that every day was difficult.
So even if at the beginning subconsciously wanted to retreat and refuse because of Lin Zhi's identity, in the end he still lost to his own heart.
So even though he tried hard to force himself to stay away from Lin Zhi, he still retreated step by step, put all his worries behind him, and made this decision.
But before he went to find Lin Zhi, he suddenly fell asleep and had such a dream.
He knew it wasn't a coincidence, but Zique told him through a dream that he couldn't accept it and was sad.
Because, his former lover was going to be with his child.
But, now that things are up to now, how can I still give up?
The pharmacy was not far from Xiangsi Xiaozhu, Jiang Chuting walked another hundred or so steps, stopped suddenly, leaned against the corner of the wall, and did not show up immediately.
Here, he heard Lin Zhi's heavy coughing, but Lin Zhi was still waiting outside.
"Master, go in and rest. You have not recovered from the cold and are injured, so you need to rest well."
"You go in, don't worry about me." Lin Zhi coughed twice again, and said, "I have a strong feeling that he will come to me today. I want to see him as soon as possible."
"Yes, but now in the middle of the night, it's snowing again, and there's no one on the street."
"But I think he will come." Lin Zhi said firmly in a hoarse voice, "I'll wait for him here."
Jiang Chuting raised his face slightly, looking at the night sky covered in heavy snow, his throat felt as if he had swallowed a piece of ice raw, which was stinging and painful.
After an unknown amount of time, he gripped tightly the broken wooden hairpin, and whispered in his heart: "I'm sorry, Zique, I still have to take this step after all."
At the entrance of Xiangsi Xiaozhu, Lin Zhi was wearing a cloak, squatting beside the steps, writing on the snow with a wooden stick.
What is written is the word Chu Ran.
After finishing writing, he stared blankly for a while, covered his wound and hissed, then raised his head inadvertently, and saw a person appeared only four or five steps away from him.
The man stood quietly in the wind and snow, his figure was thin and straight, his hair was disheveled, his black and lustrous eyes looked at him with a silent affection, his belt and loose hair were blown into chaos , as if the Nine Heavens Immortal descended quietly from the mortal world.
After Lin Zhi saw him, he quickly rubbed his eyes and looked up again, but the man did not disappear.
He is really here, not a hallucination.
Lin Zhi's eyes turned red suddenly, he got up suddenly and rushed over, the cloak on his body slipped to the ground, and hugged his body tightly in his arms.
During this nearly one month of waiting, the uneasiness, hopelessness and suffering that I experienced finally turned into ecstasy and unstoppable tears. Big drops fell on Jiang Chuting's shoulders, The snow has all melted.
Lin Zhi thought that he would have a lot to say to him, but all he could say was choked up: "Chu Ran, I really miss you."
Jiang Chuting was almost out of breath by his hug, felt his bone-wrenching yearning and urgency, moved in his heart, slowly raised his hand, hugged him, and stroked his hair, softly said: "Lin Zhi, you first Let go." Jiang Chuting knew that he was injured, and was afraid that the wound would burst due to his being too excited.
When Lin Zhi heard it, he misunderstood the meaning, panicked immediately, and hugged him even harder, wishing to rub him into his own flesh and blood, "I won't let him go, even if I die!" He kissed his hair with tear-stained lips , kissed his ear again, whimpered, and begged sadly: "Chu Ran, don't leave again, okay? I've been waiting for you until my heart is broken. I love you, I really love you, you don't go."
His voice was unbearably hoarse, Jiang Chuting sighed, and said softly: "I won't leave, I just ask you a few words."
Lin Zhi was skeptical, so he let go of him a little bit, and still tightly wrapped his arms around his waist, refusing to let go.
Jiang Chuting looked at his tear-stained face, his heart softened immediately, and he raised his hand to wipe away his tears.
Looking into his wet black eyes, Jiang Chuting's throat was blocked, and he still asked with difficulty: "Lin Zhi, can you see clearly, is it me standing in front of you that you love?"
Although Lin Zhi didn't know why he kept asking similar questions, the tip of his nose was flushed, and he nodded vigorously, "Yes, of course."
"Did you... really see clearly?" Jiang Chuting asked again.
Staring at his face with tearful eyes, Lin Zhi promised: "I really see clearly, you are you, and what I love is you standing in front of me at this moment, life and death will never change."
Jiang Chuting's eyes moved slightly, and after a moment of silence, he said softly but solemnly: "Well, you must remember what you said now, if one day you regret doing something that betrayed our feelings, then I will never make it up for you. You stay a little longer. Understand?"
The young people's feelings are pure and sincere, but also impulsive and reckless. Under the ecstasy, Lin Zhi didn't inquire about the other meanings of Jiang Chuting's words. He only knew that the four words "our feelings" showed that Chu Ran also loved him, and Chu Ran loved him. Then agreed to be with him.
"I understand, I understand!" Lin Zhi burst into tears with joy, and laughed with sharp canine teeth. He held Jiang Chuting's face, stared into his eyes and said seriously: "I won't regret it, how could I regret it? I swear I will love you forever , and will never give you a chance to let you leave me. From now on, just stay by my side obediently. "
Jiang Chuting was past the age when he would believe in the oath, and all he had in his heart at this moment was uncertainty about the future, so he tried his best to raise the corners of his mouth and smiled at him.
"Chu Ran, you are mine now. It's great. I've finally waited for this day." Lin Zhi looked at him deeply, traced his eyebrows and eyes with his fingers, and finally moved closer to kiss the soft lips that Xiao had thought about for a long time.
This time it's no longer sneaky, it's no longer a casual taste, not only will the person in his arms not avoid him, but he will respond to him with his eyes closed.
He could finally possess this sweetness unrestrainedly.
He had a dream, and the dream took him back to the night when Zi Que came to see him for the last time.
Zique leaned in his arms and begged him with tears in his heart to let him do it himself to end his life.
When he was weeping in pain and took the dagger with his trembling hands, he was obviously so weak that he could hardly even speak, but he was panting and suddenly laughed, his eyes were full of spirit and hope, as if Even his face turned rosy, "Chu Ting, I really love you, don't forget me, okay? If, if I can have a next life, I will come to find you early, you have to wait for me, you must wait for me , please, wait for me, remember me..."
Chuting, I really love you.
You have to wait for me, you must wait for me
wait for me...
After repeating this scene for countless times, Zi Que looked at him, burst into tears, and said in agony: "Chu Ting, you have already forgotten me, are you not waiting for me anymore? I feel bad, I am really good!" uncomfortable."
Jiang Chuting woke up suddenly and sat up, covered in sweat.
Subconsciously, he touched the wooden hairpin on his head, but found nothing, because his hair was loose.
He was looking for it in a hurry, but he heard a voice next to him say, "Is this what you're looking for?"
Jiang Chuting looked at the boy in the gray padded jacket beside him, and found the wooden hairpin that he handed over with both hands.
It was indeed the wooden hairpin that Zi Que gave him.
Only now, it broke in two.
Jiang Chuting froze and didn't reach out to pick it up, his face was instantly as pale as a layer of frost.
Seeing this, the young man hurriedly explained: "You just fell asleep, and the hairpin suddenly broke like this. I was just surprised to pick it up and have a look. I didn't do it."
Jiang Chuting is not lying on the cold street now, but in a pharmacy. The boy is a helper here and lives in the shop on weekdays.It was a coincidence that night, when he went out to pour water, he happened to see him lying at the door, so he kindly brought him in and let him lie on his little bed.
Although his medical skills are not very good, but after taking his pulse for a while, no matter how you look at it, he feels that he is asleep.
It was strange how sleepy this man was in the snow and ice, and he was able to fall asleep. He found that the wooden hairpin fell off from the man's hair and broke into two neatly. He couldn't believe his eyes. .
"What's wrong? You don't believe it?" Indeed, he couldn't believe it himself. Seeing that he still didn't move or speak, the young man was worried that he would be held accountable in reverse. He said anxiously: "I won't break your things on purpose. Take it yourself, don't look for me." After speaking, he hastily stuffed the wooden hairpin into Jiang Chuting's hand.
Jiang Chuting's hand flinched as if it had been scalded, and then looked down. The cross-section was neat and snapped very cleanly.He clenched his hands slowly.
After a while, he came back to his senses and realized that he was occupying his sleeping place. Jiang Chuting nodded slightly to him, and said softly: "Thank you for taking me in, and I will leave."
Immediately, under the staring gaze of the young man who didn't know what to do, he got out of bed and left.
The sky was covered with snow and the wind was bitterly cold. Jiang Chuting stood on the street, raised his hand, and stared fixedly at the two hairpins in his hand.
A flake of snow fell on his eyelashes, the coolness stimulated him to close his eyes, and the end of his eyes flushed.
He put the hands holding the hairpin together against his heart.
Zique, are you blaming me?Blame me for falling in love with someone else, and this person is still your child.
Do you also think I am shameless?
When Zique passed away, his heart was filled with grief, but he didn't cry very much, but always stayed in his room in a daze.The brothers were worried that he would do something stupid, so they took turns to accompany him and stare at him every day.
After being depressed for a while, suddenly one day, he remembered that Zique said that he wanted to go to Qionghai with him to find the legendary Penglai Island.
Although Zi Que is older than him, he likes to read books about strange anecdotes, believes in ghosts, and believes that immortals do exist on Penglai Island.He also said that maybe there is still Yue Lao on the island, and if they are found, let Yue Lao use a red thread to tie the two of them together from generation to generation.
So he set off alone, with a certain firm belief, it took nearly three months to reach a small town near Qionghai.
After several inquiries, I heard many stories about the true and false of Penglai Island from the traveling merchants, and saw gems that are said to come from Xiandao, but I have been staying for a long time, and I have not been able to see those islanders with my own eyes. Appeared, let alone found the specific location.
An aunt told him that Penglai Island is the place where gods live, and mortals should not covet it, otherwise they will suffer retribution.If you have any wishes, just pray in the general direction. If the gods hear it, they will bless you.
So, he came to the seaside and prayed three times to the distant direction devoutly.
He hoped that the gods could hear his wish, so that Zique's soul could come and go freely like the wind, no longer subject to any shackles, and be a happy person in the next life.
Although he failed to find Penglai Island as he wished, he felt that Zique accompanied him on that journey, and he did not leave any regrets.
Later, when he thought of Zique, he didn't have too much hatred, resentment, sadness or suffering.
Some are deeply missed.
Zique briefly appeared in his life, and left after leaving a strong mark.Then, he quietly treasured Zi Que'an in his heart, and it has been 17 years now.
It took him 16 years to meet Zi Que, and another 17 years to meet Lin Zhi.
The appearance of Lin Zhi seemed to inject a touch of bright color into his ordinary life. When he got used to it, he returned to the original life and told himself that there would be no such color in the future, only to realize that the days turned out to be It was so difficult.
He thought that he could spend the rest of his life alone, but suddenly he felt that every day was difficult.
So even if at the beginning subconsciously wanted to retreat and refuse because of Lin Zhi's identity, in the end he still lost to his own heart.
So even though he tried hard to force himself to stay away from Lin Zhi, he still retreated step by step, put all his worries behind him, and made this decision.
But before he went to find Lin Zhi, he suddenly fell asleep and had such a dream.
He knew it wasn't a coincidence, but Zique told him through a dream that he couldn't accept it and was sad.
Because, his former lover was going to be with his child.
But, now that things are up to now, how can I still give up?
The pharmacy was not far from Xiangsi Xiaozhu, Jiang Chuting walked another hundred or so steps, stopped suddenly, leaned against the corner of the wall, and did not show up immediately.
Here, he heard Lin Zhi's heavy coughing, but Lin Zhi was still waiting outside.
"Master, go in and rest. You have not recovered from the cold and are injured, so you need to rest well."
"You go in, don't worry about me." Lin Zhi coughed twice again, and said, "I have a strong feeling that he will come to me today. I want to see him as soon as possible."
"Yes, but now in the middle of the night, it's snowing again, and there's no one on the street."
"But I think he will come." Lin Zhi said firmly in a hoarse voice, "I'll wait for him here."
Jiang Chuting raised his face slightly, looking at the night sky covered in heavy snow, his throat felt as if he had swallowed a piece of ice raw, which was stinging and painful.
After an unknown amount of time, he gripped tightly the broken wooden hairpin, and whispered in his heart: "I'm sorry, Zique, I still have to take this step after all."
At the entrance of Xiangsi Xiaozhu, Lin Zhi was wearing a cloak, squatting beside the steps, writing on the snow with a wooden stick.
What is written is the word Chu Ran.
After finishing writing, he stared blankly for a while, covered his wound and hissed, then raised his head inadvertently, and saw a person appeared only four or five steps away from him.
The man stood quietly in the wind and snow, his figure was thin and straight, his hair was disheveled, his black and lustrous eyes looked at him with a silent affection, his belt and loose hair were blown into chaos , as if the Nine Heavens Immortal descended quietly from the mortal world.
After Lin Zhi saw him, he quickly rubbed his eyes and looked up again, but the man did not disappear.
He is really here, not a hallucination.
Lin Zhi's eyes turned red suddenly, he got up suddenly and rushed over, the cloak on his body slipped to the ground, and hugged his body tightly in his arms.
During this nearly one month of waiting, the uneasiness, hopelessness and suffering that I experienced finally turned into ecstasy and unstoppable tears. Big drops fell on Jiang Chuting's shoulders, The snow has all melted.
Lin Zhi thought that he would have a lot to say to him, but all he could say was choked up: "Chu Ran, I really miss you."
Jiang Chuting was almost out of breath by his hug, felt his bone-wrenching yearning and urgency, moved in his heart, slowly raised his hand, hugged him, and stroked his hair, softly said: "Lin Zhi, you first Let go." Jiang Chuting knew that he was injured, and was afraid that the wound would burst due to his being too excited.
When Lin Zhi heard it, he misunderstood the meaning, panicked immediately, and hugged him even harder, wishing to rub him into his own flesh and blood, "I won't let him go, even if I die!" He kissed his hair with tear-stained lips , kissed his ear again, whimpered, and begged sadly: "Chu Ran, don't leave again, okay? I've been waiting for you until my heart is broken. I love you, I really love you, you don't go."
His voice was unbearably hoarse, Jiang Chuting sighed, and said softly: "I won't leave, I just ask you a few words."
Lin Zhi was skeptical, so he let go of him a little bit, and still tightly wrapped his arms around his waist, refusing to let go.
Jiang Chuting looked at his tear-stained face, his heart softened immediately, and he raised his hand to wipe away his tears.
Looking into his wet black eyes, Jiang Chuting's throat was blocked, and he still asked with difficulty: "Lin Zhi, can you see clearly, is it me standing in front of you that you love?"
Although Lin Zhi didn't know why he kept asking similar questions, the tip of his nose was flushed, and he nodded vigorously, "Yes, of course."
"Did you... really see clearly?" Jiang Chuting asked again.
Staring at his face with tearful eyes, Lin Zhi promised: "I really see clearly, you are you, and what I love is you standing in front of me at this moment, life and death will never change."
Jiang Chuting's eyes moved slightly, and after a moment of silence, he said softly but solemnly: "Well, you must remember what you said now, if one day you regret doing something that betrayed our feelings, then I will never make it up for you. You stay a little longer. Understand?"
The young people's feelings are pure and sincere, but also impulsive and reckless. Under the ecstasy, Lin Zhi didn't inquire about the other meanings of Jiang Chuting's words. He only knew that the four words "our feelings" showed that Chu Ran also loved him, and Chu Ran loved him. Then agreed to be with him.
"I understand, I understand!" Lin Zhi burst into tears with joy, and laughed with sharp canine teeth. He held Jiang Chuting's face, stared into his eyes and said seriously: "I won't regret it, how could I regret it? I swear I will love you forever , and will never give you a chance to let you leave me. From now on, just stay by my side obediently. "
Jiang Chuting was past the age when he would believe in the oath, and all he had in his heart at this moment was uncertainty about the future, so he tried his best to raise the corners of his mouth and smiled at him.
"Chu Ran, you are mine now. It's great. I've finally waited for this day." Lin Zhi looked at him deeply, traced his eyebrows and eyes with his fingers, and finally moved closer to kiss the soft lips that Xiao had thought about for a long time.
This time it's no longer sneaky, it's no longer a casual taste, not only will the person in his arms not avoid him, but he will respond to him with his eyes closed.
He could finally possess this sweetness unrestrainedly.
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