Oblivion

It was at No. 13 that Kang Shen really realized that Yu Wei was different, or more precisely, that he was different from ordinary people. It was only then that the relationship between the two became more harmonious and intimate.

There was an autumn rain that morning, and the sky was so overcast that not even a trace of blue or white light leaked out. The sun and the moon seemed to be swallowed by Sirius. Coupled with the occasional thunder and lightning, it was really scary.

Kang Shen came home half an hour late that day, and he had already sent a message.He knew that Yu Wei was going home today, which was marked with a red circle and notes on the desk calendar hanging next to the computer a week ago.According to this person's stubborn temperament in some aspects, he knew that Yu Wei would definitely go back in the rain.

After entering the door, the living room inside was bright and dazzling, several lights were turned on, but the familiar thin figure was not seen on the computer desk.

Kang Shen called Wei Wei, but did not respond.

He walked to the room, but there was no one; he turned and walked to the balcony, and opened the glass door that was closed to avoid the rain. Outside, there was a slanting rain falling down on his body, making a patter sound on the railing tiles.

People were in the bathroom because the door was locked from the inside.

"Wei Wei!" Kang Shen shouted, but there was still no response.

He began to knock on the door with some worry, mainly because he noticed that there was no sign of turning on the light in the crack of the door below. This situation made him a little panicked, and he clenched his hands into fists so as not to tremble all over.The rain continuously seeped into his hair, and his clothes were soon wet.

He was thinking of finding a handy tool to pry open the door, but in the next second he heard the sound of the lock being unlocked. This sound was insignificant compared to the sound of the pouring rain outside, but it was heard in Kang Shen's ears , It was like bringing its own stereo, which was introduced into Kang Shen's ears as if it had been amplified a hundred times, impacting his eardrums.

For a moment, he was a little moved, he couldn't wait to push open the door and rush in.

Before he could speak, he was bumped by a wet naked body. He passively leaned against the door that hadn't closed in time, and the door closed with a click.

"What's the matter, Weiwei?" Kang Shen hugged him, and found that the guy in his arms was shivering. It was as if he was hugging a piece of ice that was airlifted from Antarctica. The ice and snow melted on his body, and it was actually colder than the outside How many points.

Yu Wei didn't speak.

The bathroom was really small, and he could reach the switch of the shower just by raising his hand. He turned on the hot water, and the hot air gradually diffused.

"Let go first, I took off my clothes and I'm soaked, you're not afraid of the cold!" Kang Shen was a little annoyed that this person didn't value the behavior of cherishing his body, but he also knew that it was not the right time to pursue the matter These.

He broke Yu Wei away, and just about to take off his clothes by pinching the two corners of his hem, the person who was standing upright squatted on the ground almost in the blink of an eye, and then burst into tears, unscrupulous, Uncovered, he looked so helpless, as if he had been wronged by the sky.

Kang Shen's heart clenched tightly, twitching and contracting continuously, he pulled off his shirt, and squatted on the ground in the next second.

Yu Wei lowered his head, his slightly long hair was wet and clumped together, like clusters of thick black seaweed on the bottom of the sea.

Kang Shen held the face of his beloved lover who was hurting with both hands, water streams were drawn vertically and horizontally on it, and several streams oozed from the corners of his eyes, he couldn't tell which one was tears, because it had long been fused with the hot water.He leaned over to kiss Yu Wei's lips, lovingly and soothingly kissed the magnolia-colored lips that had already lost their blood.

The response was very powerful and ruthless.Yu Wei kissed back wolfishly, red bloodshots were faintly visible between the licks between his lips and teeth, he embraced the heat source in front of him forgetfully, and wrapped his jade arms around the neck of the man who kept whispering in front of him and comforted him.

He was extremely tired, and in the end he was carried out by Kang Shen.

There was a thunderbolt outside the window, and the outline was reflected by the light-colored flower curtain.

Yu Wei was holding a teacup of hot water, and there was the sound of a whirring hair dryer behind him. Kang Shen's slender hands shuttled back and forth on his forehead. The heat made him a little sleepy. He nodded unconsciously. Water overflowed from the glass.

Kang Shen turned off the hair dryer, quickly took out several sheets of tissue paper from the bedside table at the back, and covered the gray trousers. Unfortunately, the water droplets had already soaked into the fabric of the cotton trousers. people hold.

"Go to sleep." Yu Wei said in a low voice, the tiredness that could not be concealed in his voice.

Kang Shen saw that people took off their clothes on their own, and slipped into the bed naked, so he had no choice but to go outside and turn off the lights, leaving only a small lamp by the bedside, which was shining on the ground.

"Aren't you going to sleep?" Kang Shen touched Yu Wei's smooth and delicate face. From the corner of his eyes, he saw the slightly longer and slightly curled eyelashes blinking, and he couldn't tell at all that he was about to fall. The look of the glass.

"I want to touch you."

"Touch it." Kang Shen replied.

"Take off your clothes and sleep naked." Yu Wei added, his voice was normal.

Kang Shen helplessly chirped under the quilt and silently threw his clothes to the foot of the bed. He remembered that someone said that sex can vent sadness. He wondered if Yu Wei wanted to fuck, and his hand tentatively caressed Yu Wei. skin.The next moment, Yu Wei rolled directly into his arms.

"Don't do it, let me touch it." Yu Wei said, his slightly cool fingertips were gesturing on Kang Shen's chest as if he was looking at the quality of a piece of goods.

Goosebumps appeared on Kang Shen's body, and this state made him a little uncomfortable, just like an old woman who lost her son was rambling on the past photos.

Dead thing, yes, he suddenly realized that Yu Wei was touching him as a dead thing!

Kang Shen was about to speak, but Yu Wei pressed his index finger against his lips, and he said painfully, "Stop talking, I beg you."

I don't know how long it took before Yu Wei's hand finally came to rest on the man's neck. Kang Shen was just on guard at first, his body froze for people to touch, until the hand resting on the neck slowly encircled his neck. Neck, he felt that the strength there was constantly pouring over, and the feeling of suffocation became more and more clear because of the high tension.

Kang Shen was about to raise his hand to resist, but that hand didn't move, and he didn't let go until a long time ago, and finally stopped on Kang Shen's face that was hot and red because he couldn't breathe.

"Uncle Jiang is dead." Yu Wei leaned into the man's ear and whispered, his chin resting on his broad shoulder.

Who is Uncle Jiang?Kang Shen didn't know, he didn't know anything about the person next to him, but he didn't dare to ask.The killing intent that almost turned into substance just now made him unable to recover for a while, and the panic and fear still remained in his heart.

Yu Wei obviously couldn't guess what was going on in the mind of the only listener in the room, and it was possible that he was just talking to himself. The voice was ethereal, light and delicate, and fluttering like a dandelion flying in the air. continued:

"My mom kept crying with me, kept crying,"

"She said that Uncle Jiang was dead. She said that lung cancer was detected just after entering the hospital. He was obviously a non-smoker. Why did he die at such a young age? He was only in his forties. He and my family are very kind."

"She said that Uncle Jiang used to bring gifts to my two brothers and sisters every time he went home when he was wandering outside. Every child has one. Such a gentle and beloved person died unexpectedly,"

"she says……"

Kang Shen's scalp tingled when he heard it, he didn't know if it was because of the heavy topic, or the fluttering tone, or the series of what she said, his hands clenched into fists unconsciously, he didn't know why he was afraid And what is scared, just like the TV station remote control accidentally pressed a button. Suddenly, Qiong Yao -style love loves Qingqing me and me, and suddenly turned into a zombie ghost film. Dan Kou's nails, bloody fangs, blue eyes and cracked face rushed towards the TV screen...

finally--

Yu Wei suddenly yelled, his voice was shrill: "But I don't remember him at all!"

All of a sudden, everything, everything, no matter what was retreating, passing by Kang Shen's side continuously, he could barely see the true face of even one thing at such a fast speed, what appeared to him were only distorted colors and lines.

"Why can't I remember anything! Why am I the one with the poor memory! I'm still so young, but my brain is getting old! I don't have the impression of so many people and so many things! You have become an ungrateful, ruthless villain!!"

Yu Wei twisted the pillow under Kang Shen's head tightly, a pool of tears wet Kang Shen's shoulders, he finally felt the temperature of those tears, but the price was so great and painful.

Kang Shen felt that his behavior of casually calling people nicknames when they first met was extremely bad, and he even brought him to complain about the children downstairs, he was choked by sadness, and he opened his mouth with great difficulty:

"Well, that's not your fault."

Yu Wei couldn't help shaking his head, crying, "Why is it not my fault! I have a terrible illness, but I dare not tell others, I have kept it a secret, and I keep revealing it, I am so sad! There is an eraser in my head, it is so big and has such a strong sense of existence, whenever I have any memory, it will be erased by me, good or bad, it has no sense at all, it is a hateful glutton, devours everything,"

"But me, I gradually became a poor little girl with no memory. Sooner or later, I will forget who I am, and I will even forget the relatives who gave me life. Why did I have to suffer such a terrible test? You know how cold it feels when you look at the freshly dried diary written a few days ago, and what you see is not familiar but like reading some other people's stories!"

Yu Wei screamed in pain: "There is no God in this world, damn it! Even if there is, he is not mine!!"

Kang Shen was speechless, opened his mouth several times, but ended up choking in a few mouthfuls of dry air helplessly.All comfort and persuasion are useless. No one can empathize with the pain of this poor man. He feels unbearably painful, sad, and ashamed because he cannot share the sad fate with the person he likes.

The rain probably stopped outside, I don't know when it started, only the sound of the whistling wind passing by, and the sharp sound of colloidal objects being rolled and scratched.

Yu Wei choked out at last:

"Everything was told to me by others, it's like getting to know someone again, but I know that within a week I should have almost forgotten it, I always don't remember a lot of things, but I can never get used to it!

I kept tensing myself, for fear that my mother would ask me—hey!Remember that respectable uncle who died? ——But I even heard the name on the spur of the moment——I knew it was a middle-aged man, but my portrait of that man was blank!

I'm so thankful that my mom is in great pain too!Then she won't be able to pull out God to test my soul!

I was imprisoned in hell, and I was tortured by whipping in my heart, but only I knew all this. "

"I'm hopeless," he said finally.