love driven business

"By the way, I have a lot to say to you."

--"Me too."

"Yin Fei doesn't know about this either, I'm actually his fan."

--"I know."

At this time, Jiang Ji's eyes were wide open, but his brain shrank very small in an instant, and there were still many things crowded inside, clamoring to overflow.

For no reason, he thought of the scarlet rose that he pinned to Yin Fei's ear. It seemed to grow on the pinna of the ear, and it leaped up the branches overnight, entangled and clustered.It's also like red ink accidentally splashed on the snow, trying to touch a piece of white snow with ulterior motives.

Yin Fei has always been a person who is not good at words, and Jiang Ji has always known it very well.But this also means that there are many things that Yin Fei does not say, but the tangled thoughts in his heart circle the earth without anyone knowing.

For example, in this case, Yin Fei kissed him.

If he said it with some affection, it would be that Yin Fei kissed him.

There must be a reason for that.

It made many circles in Yin Fei's heart.

Thinking of this, Jiang Ji's face turned pale, and his hand pressed Yin Fei's shoulder with a strong taste. The one-way entanglement between their lips and teeth was pushed out of a gap, and the breath gradually became active, but the atmosphere cooled down.

Jiang Ji could only see Yin Fei's eyes clearly at this moment, those already beautiful peach blossom eyes were even more beautiful now, with a little bit of three-pointedness and seven-pointed shyness in them, which are hard to see at ordinary times, like a bird A proud cat that bows its head because it has been tamed, and carefully expresses its love.

Jiang Ji was dumbfounded, he wanted to talk, but he didn't know what to say when he opened his mouth.

Yin Fei likes him.

And Yin Fei felt that she liked him too.

Jiang Ji suppressed the inexplicable emotions and struggles in his heart, and finally said with difficulty: "You misunderstood."

As he spoke, he slowly let go of Yin Fei's shoulders with both hands, and lowered his head, not daring to look into Yin Fei's eyes.

As soon as these words came out, the air froze for a moment, and the street lights in the building model on the side flickered twice as if calling for help.

"...What do you mean?" Yin Fei spoke, with a hint of hesitation and puzzlement in his voice.

Jiang Ji lowered his head. He originally wanted to say, "Do you think I like you, that's why you kissed me?", but he felt that this kind of statement was too humiliating, and it seemed like Yin Fei's fault.

But from the beginning to the end, where did the fog come from, so that two fools danced in the fog, one self-righteously showed love to each other as a child, and the other had the illusion that the opposite was a lovely lover.

"Today the host asked me, what kind of fan am I..." Jiang Ji organized his words in his mind, "I didn't answer, but I want to say now, I am your fan, but not that kind...you know , it’s not that fans all regard you as a husband, you know there is a kind of fan..."

He paused, and said with difficulty: "Is it Papa Fan?"

Yin Fei: "..."

"I am." Jiang Ji took Yin Fei's silence as a tacit consent to continue, licked his lips and said: "I like you, but not that kind of liking, but that kind, I hope you will get better and better... ...If you have someone you like in the future, if you like her so much that you want to marry and have children, I will always support you, bless you, and wish you happiness as a fan."

Forever, the most secure relationship, the loving, daddy fan who doesn't need any feedback.

"So, what I mean is... I don't need you to like me." Jiang Ji defined it on the verge of death in the frozen atmosphere.

Yin Fei finally spoke, his voice was unbelievably calm: "So you don't like me either, right?"

"..."

"It's not like you can kiss, is it?"

"……Is such that."

……

Is such that.

It turns out that "little baby", "secretly liking", "secretly approaching"... are all fake, and they are all my own thoughts.

It is true that people who like him can be confident, but in fact he thinks that people who like him don't like him at all.

But in my own imagination, I have woven a perfect love for myself in my own way.When he kissed Jiang Ji, he even thought about Jiang Ji's possible reaction, but now the situation is like a heavy slap, slapped hard on the face——

loud.

A kind of extreme shame and shuddering embarrassment ignited in Yin Fei's heart. For the first time, he knew that embarrassment can really kill people.

……

It's disgusting.

I'm so sick.

Jiang Ji must feel that kissing him is disgusting, right?

……

Yin Fei whispered: "It's okay."

After he finished speaking, he followed his dizzy memory, put all his attention on his staggered forward feet, walked straight seriously, turned left, turned right, put on his shoes, and opened the door.

Outside the door is pouring rain and some misty neon lights.

Yin Fei took his own umbrella from the shelf, opened it vigorously three times, and finally made a perfect arc, closed the door and walked into the rain curtain.

That person would not chase him out again, and asked him flatteringly if he was angry.

Because that person finds him disgusting.

When Jiang Ji heard the door click, his heart skipped a beat, as if a ton-heavy stone rolled down the cliff with its marks on it.

Yin Fei ran away.

Jiang Ji's mind was in a mess, he gritted his teeth, and followed out, opened the door, but it was a dense rain curtain, and Yin Fei could not be found anymore.

Jiang Ji opened the umbrella and rushed into the rain curtain.

A few hours ago, he had agreed to want Yin Fei to be happy every day, but he turned around and did something stupid.

He went through the picture frame by frame in his mind, the more he thought about it, the more out of breath he became.

The screen is full of Yin Fei.

Under the spotlight on the stage, Yin Fei gently reached out to touch the rose next to his ear; beside the small model street lamp, Yin Fei gently reached out to touch the wet roof of the house...

His movements were gentle and careful, as if he was dealing with something that would break at the touch of a button.

But Yin Feizhen's most important thing was roughly crushed by his anxious kick.

It may be that he has been a fan for a long time, and he always feels that he knows Yin Fei better than Yin Fei, and has become a madman who picks out pictures and details. Yin Fei's action can make him full of sadness.

In fact, it is possible that this "lightness" is just a habit of Yin Fei's movements, and it has no other meaning. What destroys beliefs, what is precious and important is all his own wild imagination.

But because of this, he felt even more like an asshole himself.

Still a scumbag.

opinionated.

Dead garbage.

owed.

Jiang Ji wished he could scold himself bloody.

I don't know where Yin Fei will go, it's raining so hard, did you hold an umbrella?Did you get caught in the rain?Will you catch a cold?

Jiang Ji walked aimlessly holding an umbrella, the corners of his trousers were already dripping wet, he reached out to wipe the rainwater off his face, hesitated for a while, and took out his mobile phone to send a text message to Yin Fei's manager, Bai Jia.

"Yin Fei has left my house."

Jiang Ji paused, not knowing how to describe the current situation for a long time.

"Yin Fei and I had some emotional conflicts, we broke up, and Yin Fei ran away."

still is,

"Because I gave up on Yin Fei from beginning to end, so Yin Fei ran away."

... No matter which one, the manager's throat will be cut.

I don't want Bai Jia to reply before he sent the second text message here.

"... When you took Yin Fei away, didn't you swear that you would send Yin Fei home? What's wrong? Why did you let Yin Fei go home alone, and your car ran out of gas? Then let Yin Fei sleep at your house It’s okay to just sleep, it’s raining so hard, how dangerous it is.”

The lighter Bai Jia's tone was, the more guilty Jiang Ji felt. He bit the bullet and replied: "Something happened, he might not really want to see me now."

Jiang Ji wanted to continue writing something, but a call came into the page, and it was Bai Jia.

Jiang Ji picked it up with a dry throat.

Bai Jia cut to the chase and asked straight to the point: "Hey, I want to ask what's going on? Yin Fei left by himself? It's raining so much? Does he have an umbrella? What happened? Are you arguing? What are you arguing about, elementary school students?" Can Yin Fei go home by himself? No...you and Yin Fei can quarrel?"

Bai Jia's tone was pretty good, but her rapid speaking speed clearly revealed her anxiety.Jiang Ji became more guilty, and quickly said: "It's not a quarrel...but it is, now Yin Fei may not want to see me."

Bai Jia: "..."

Bai Jia: "Stop covering it up, just tell me, do you have some emotional conflicts?"

Jiang Ji: "...how do you know?"

Bai Jia: "Who wouldn't be able to see Yin Fei's thoughts, did he confess his love to you tonight?"

Jiang Ji: "..."

Sorry I might be blind.

Bai Jia continued: "It seems that you didn't accept it, so Yin Fei ran away, right?"

Jiang Ji: "..."

Jiang Ji almost knelt down to Bai Jia.

Bai Jia said: "As a manager, I have no right to interfere with Yin Fei's emotional life. How are you and Yin Fei? As long as it doesn't affect Yin Fei's work, I won't say a word. Although I must tell the truth, I have never been able to understand your attitude. If Yin Fei wants to associate with you, I am not satisfied. But Jiang Ji..."

It seemed that the next words were really hard to say. Bai Jia paused for a long time, and when Jiang Ji thought she had hung up, Bai Jia continued, "Yin Fei is a little different. I don't know how to talk to him." You said. When Yin Fei was a child, he lived a little differently from normal children... So, I beg you, even if you don't like him, don't reject him too categorically... In fact, he is willing to try to like someone , I already think he's great."

"Although I shouldn't use Yin Fei's so-called past to kidnap you, of course, I can't bear your thin face. But I hope you can take responsibility, even if you reject Yin Fei, it doesn't matter, but you have to Start well and end well." Bai Jia's voice was serious, "Just because Yin Fei likes you."

Just because Yin Fei likes your face.

The rain was very loud, but Bai Jia's voice entered Jiang Ji's ears clearly like a thread, stimulating his eardrums together with the beating heartbeat in his chest, making him breathless, as if he was about to suffocate.

Bai Jia breathed a sigh of relief, and said softly: "Actually, I always thought that you were not at all uninterested in Yin Fei... Did you reject Yin Fei tonight?"

Jiang Ji finally made some noise, but he didn't answer Bai Jia's question directly: "Actually, I am Yin Fei's father fan."

After a long silence, Bai Jia could still laugh out loud.

"what."

"You're so interesting."

"There is no love for no reason in the world. You say you are a father fan, and you obviously have no blood relationship. Why do you love him without complaint or regret? It is clear that you have been moved for a long time, but you don't even have the courage to admit it. It's just a ghost , I found a good name to lie to myself, and used the name of 'Papa Fan' to get close to him in a grandiose way, express my love in a grandiose way, and say that I love him in a grandiose way."

"Now that someone has pierced the window, the paper still shrinks back cowardly, and they still say 'I'm a fan of my father'. It makes people sad, and they are still stuck with that precious paper that seems to be very dignified."

"Jiang Ji, you are really bad."

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