stained with the imprint of love... me and you

"Do you want to put this guy Dommy into the bedroom to sleep." Looking at Matthew who had already walked upstairs, Elvin said.

"How can he carry him upstairs..." Kira waved his hand. "Don't worry about it, as long as there is a place to sleep."

"Matthew...he seems very happy." Elvin didn't know if he didn't know Matthew very well, but he could feel that this girl named Erica seemed to make Matthew a little different.

"Yeah..." Kira also affirmed Elvin's opinion. "That girl seemed to make the guy happy."

"Of course. It also includes the pleasure in bed..." Kira laughed first after adding.

"That's great..." Elvin unconsciously glanced at Dominic on the sofa.

"But sometimes, a person's unhappiness is also a manifestation of happiness." Kira didn't notice Elvin's glance at Dominic. "Because maybe this person's unhappiness is just to make some people happy."

"Then are you so unhappy for someone, Kira?" Elvin liked what Kira said just now.

"Yes." Kira smiled and nodded. "Of course there is."

"Everyone should say it happened," Kira added. "It's just a matter of how long it lasts."

"So how long did you last, Kira?" Elvin asked curiously.

"Hmm... I guess I don't remember." Kira seemed to think hard, but shook her head helplessly. "But do you remember what it does?"

"Love this kind of thing." Kira smiled and continued to pour beer into her mouth. "How many times do you have to say it in your life, and how many times you have to do it. Before you die, you have to count how many times the people in it have changed."

"But Matt...it should be said that after counting, he can grow old with that Erica...haha..." Kira laughed loudly.

Elvin who was listening on the side also found it very interesting and laughed, using Elvin's usual good-looking smile.

"It seems to be the same thing." Elvin continued to return to Kira's topic just now. "Something just went back and forth with us in a big circle, and it didn't seem to change anything except wasting a little useless time."

"That's because you are willing to waste time with this big circle where nothing has changed." Kira said meaningfully. "Because, maybe it's important to you."

"Maybe because you don't want it to change either." Kira thought for a while. "so……"

"It's not like it hasn't changed," Kira added. "perhaps……"

"The person who doesn't want to change is actually yourself." Kira finally said.

"It seems that things don't always go as we wish." Elvin replied as if talking to himself.

At this time, Dominic who was sleeping on the sofa got up.Perhaps he was already awake.

Dominic, who was still trembling under the influence of alcohol, walked up the stairs without saying a word, preparing to go to his room.

"I went over to help him get himself into the house." Elvin stood up and said something to Kira. "To save him from slipping and falling on the stairs."

"Just sleep in the room next to that Dommy guy if you don't mind, ET," Kira suggested to Elvin. "That was Mizuki's room before."

Dominic paused for a moment after hearing this, but quickly continued up the stairs.

"Let's get that guy up there first." Elvin said without a clear reply.

Elvin quickly walked in Dominic's direction.By the time Elvin climbed the stairs, Dominic was at the door of his own bedroom.

"What are you doing here?" Dominic opened the door without looking at Elvin.Then he walked into the room on his own.

"Come here to see if you're sober." Elvin followed Dominic into the room.

"I'm going to bed." Dominic lay down on the bed directly, and the voice came out muffled. "do not bother me."

Looking at Dominic lying on the bed, Elvin suddenly smiled helplessly.

As if hearing Elvin's soft laughter, Dominic, whose face was buried in the pillow, was hesitating whether to raise his head and look in Elvin's direction...

"We, it seems, want each other to become for us what we'll never be." Elvin said, leaning his back against the closed door, watching Dominic with his head buried in the pillow.

"I told you not to bother me." Dominic could actually hear the hint in Elvin's words to himself, and it could be regarded as his recent troubles with Elvin.But, not wanting to respond to any of this, Dominic just thought it would be easier for Elvin to just keep his mouth shut and walk away.

'Hope the other person becomes for themselves what we can never be. ' Dominic repeated in his mind what Elvin had just said. 'So what.Knowing what the situation is like.If you can't find a solution to the problem and emphasize it a few more times, will the problem be solved?It's boring. '

When Dominic was thinking about this, it seemed that Elvin had really shut up.

'Is that guy gone? ' Dominic turned his head curiously. 'How come there is no sound. '

The moment Dominic turned his head, Elvin who didn't know when was already sitting by the bed pulled him up and kissed him forcefully. Before Dominic's body limp from alcohol had time to rush forward and punch Elvin, Elvin pressed his whole body against Dominic.

However, everything stopped here.

Dominic felt Elvin fall on top of Dominic like before when he sneaked into his room, hugging Dominic.

"I know we can't be who each other wants to be, Dommy." Elvin's hair tickled slightly against Dominic's cheek.

Dominic didn't push Elvin away, or even scold him.Just silently hugged by Elvin in his arms.

"I know." Elvin smiled, and the hot air from his mouth hit Dominic's ear. "But I don't want... I don't want to just give up and stop fighting... I don't want to..."

"Because even nothing will change." Elvin suddenly looked into Dominic's eyes seriously. "Without the idea of ​​fighting for you, I will become fragile and collapse into ashes."

"Then try to be strong." Dominic put his hands on Elvin's hair, echoing Elvin's words. "Strive to be strong for me."

"Be strong enough to accept my departure calmly." Dominic looked at Elvin and paused for a while to think. "I only do this once for you."

Then Dominic kissed Elvin for the first time.With his dry and cold lips, he rubbed hot and hard on Elvin's lips, in his mouth.

"Damn it..." Elvin smirked. "The rest of the body... seems to want more..."

"Go away." Dominic pushed Elvin away from him. "There will be no next time."

"Still like him a lot, don't you?" Elvin thought of the moment when Dominic paused slightly when Kira mentioned the moon.

"If you like someone you can be with him." Dominic said, resting his head on his arms, looking at the ceiling. "Then, the world will be in chaos."

"Anyway, without you, my world would have been a mess." Elvin just lay on the bed, looking around casually.

"Without me, your world is in chaos," Dominic responded.

"You don't know." Elvin smiled and looked at Dominic's profile. "Unless you are willing to take a look in my world."

"I'll leave if I take one look." Dominic looked at Elvin. "Will the chaotic world collapse?"

"You'll only know after watching it." Elvin replied with a smile still.

"Then let it be a mess." Dominic continued to stare at the ceiling. "At least that world can still exist."

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"Why did you take so many things?" Erica saw Matthew holding a bunch of bottles and cans of drinks.

"Want to know what your favorite drink is." Matthew put all the drinks on the bed. "Choose and see for yourself."

"I don't choose." Erica took the grapefruit soda closest to her.

"There's always something to like. Everyone," Matthew said, still staring intently at Erica's naked breasts.

"I know you prefer women's boobs." Erica added the grapefruit soda bottle as she was about to drink it. "Oh, no. Surely you'll correct me to prefer my boobs."

"It seems...we are not only getting to know each other more physically..." Matthew smiled wickedly.

Erica gulps soda water into her mouth, and her chest and throat move with the swallowing movements.

"I probably drank too much vodka and Red Bull..." Matthew said with a smile to Erica who looked at him after finishing the drink, and at the same time leaned towards Erica's naked body. "The body started to move around again..."

"Wait... Matthew." Before Erica could put the cap on the bottle, she was pushed down on the bed again by Matthew's leaning body.The little grapefruit soda left in the bottle trickled out as it fell to the ground.

"I've been waiting..." Matthew kissed the grapefruit soda at the corner of Erica's lips. "Isn't it waiting for you to finish drinking..."

"Did you just replace the battery..." Erica felt funny, her legs were already shaking from overwork, Matthew this guy...

"It's been charging you for too long..." Matthew's palm slowly moved down along Erica's waist. "Who told you that you made me hold back for so long..."

"After this time, you let me sleep." Erica said conciliatoryly.

"That depends on your performance..." After finishing speaking, Matthew kissed Erica's lips again...

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Matthew seemed to be having a pretty good night, while Jesse was the complete opposite.

After Jesse left Matthew's house, he went to the bar alone and drank until dawn.On the way, I saw Candice make a few phone calls to myself, but pressed them all.

By the time he got home from the drive and showered, Jesse was so exhausted that he almost fell asleep in the bathroom.

Slowly crawling back to the room to go to bed, when he just got on the bed, he heard Candice's dissatisfied voice at the door.

"What did you come to Erica's room for?" Candice could see where Jesse should be drinking like this again. "Also, what about Erica?"

Because Jesse didn't have much strength, he just crawled in any room he saw.And Erica's room was the first again.

"Shut up." Jesse wasn't in the mood to talk to Candice much, and mainly because he didn't have the energy. "Don't fucking bother me."

"Who the fuck likes to bother you?!" Candice wanted to get mad at Jesse for not coming home all night. "It's not that you got nervous and ran into other people's rooms first!"

"What's the matter?" Jesse suddenly smiled and said something on purpose. "Anyway, I've already slept with her."

After Jesse finished speaking, he turned his head deliberately, looking at Candice who looked surprised and somewhat angry.

’ Was that the look I had when I heard her having sex with Matthew. ’ thought Jesse.

"What the fuck are you talking about?!" Candice couldn't believe her ears. "Isn't it that just taking a shower hasn't woken you up?!"

"I slept with Erica," Jesse repeated, provocatively. "what do you think?"