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When Tang Lixing arrived home, He Jin was the only one in the living room, as if he was waiting for him specially.

Seeing his appearance, He Jin didn't say anything, and handed him a glass of water.After a while, I opened my mouth, "Don't blame yourself, this matter, firstly, it's not your fault, secondly, there is no better way than this to let Rui Ning see you. He is a bit reckless and stubborn, you are right, I can't always indulge him like this. It's just that, since it's started, you can't give up on him halfway."

Tang Lixing felt very blocked in his heart. This beginning was neither romantic nor joyful. It was cold and desperate from the very beginning.He hadn't been so panic-stricken in a long time.

He lowered his head slightly, and his voice was a little hoarse: "Uncle, tell me about Yu Ruining."

He Jin picked up the book he had just put down, his eyes were a little out of focus, and he frowned thoughtfully for a moment, as if he was thinking about how to define this student who had unusual feelings for him: "He was shy when he was in school, and he was serious about his studies. , Later in work, she has a good understanding of drama, is willing to endure hardships, behaves well in everything she does, and has a high emotional intelligence. In front of her elders, she knows how to please others. There are things hidden in my heart."

In the end, He Jin made a pertinent summary: "Sometimes, he resembles you very much. It's just that you have become self-disciplined with such a well-behaved temperament, but his rules are bound by a bit of inferiority."

Tang Lixing nodded: "Thank you uncle."

He Jin got up and patted him on the shoulder, and went upstairs.

Tang Lixing couldn't remember how long he hadn't suffered from insomnia.From time to time, he picked up his mobile phone to watch, afraid of missing some text messages, or it should be said that he had some expectations.

The next day, He Jin called Yu Ruining's manager to ask about his schedule, and the manager told them one by one. When He Jin asked about Yu Ruining's condition today, the manager hesitated for a moment and said truthfully: "It's not very good, I'm absent-minded. .”

He Jin hung up the phone, just looked at Tang Lixing standing beside him, and shook his head.Tang Lixing already knew it in his heart.

Tang Lixing decided not to go to Yu Ruining. He was afraid that his overly earnest expression would make him feel uncomfortable. For some reason, he seemed to be able to see through some of Yu Ruining's character.

Originally, the situation was like a dead chess game, but because of the arrival of Yu Ruining's birthday, there was a turning point.

It was rare for He Jin to go to see him on the set a week later. He Jin's indecisiveness in the eyes of outsiders is due to his too gentle character on the one hand, and because he treats Yu Ruining like a parent treats a child The same relationship chain disadvantage side.

Although this visit was of no practical significance, after all, He Jin only said that he was passing by, and he didn't even show a trace of apology. Of course, he was not at fault in the first place.But it still made Yu Ruining feel less wronged.

What made Tang Lixing feel that God seemed to be helping him was that Shen Yiming came back three days before Yu Ruining's birthday.

On the day of his birthday, Yu Ruining was first dragged by the team through a small party before getting away. When he arrived at He Jinding's place, he was almost half an hour late.

He Jin shook the wine glass in his hand, and smiled warmly: "I know you can't eat anymore, so I made an appointment here." This gay bar is considered a relatively high-end occasion in the circle, and besides the free atmosphere of ordinary gay bars, it is also extravagant and elegant.

Back then, He Jin met Shen Yiming here.

Yu Ruining hasn't been so down-to-earth for a long time, the invitation on a special day, such an occasion, and the drunken He Jin waiting for him, Yu Ruining felt that he was in the light, "Thank you teacher."

He Jin still had that smile: "Every birthday is a meal, you are tired of it, this year's birthday is unusual, I also want to talk to you."

Yu Ruining suddenly wanted to cry, really wanted to give up, he seemed to be facing a close friend who was going on a long journey, perhaps, he was the one who was going on a long journey, he shook his head stubbornly: "I just want to drink with you, I don't want to listen to you if."

He Jin smiled indulgently, handed the wine glass to his hand, and raised his hand to stroke his hair: "You can't always be a child or a student."

Yu Ruining took a sip, pursed his lips, He Jin watched his tears flow from the corner of his eyes, and wiped them with his hand: "Look at you, I didn't say anything until now, just because I was afraid that you would be sad. It's your birthday today."

Yu Ruining rubbed his nose: "You said that you came to celebrate my birthday... I thought, I thought..." In the words, there was a sense of blaming him for not knowing style.

He Jin smiled and said, "Celebrating your birthday is to teach you the way forward."

Yu Ruining still refused to let go, "Mr. He, I know you have always been very clear, and Shen Yiming is also very clear. You have always protected me like this. I am very grateful, but you should also know, 'I like you, what does it have to do with you?' ,dont you agree?"

He Jin looked down at the wine glass: "Are you giving me a problem, or are you going to make yourself bet on me?"

After a pause, he said slowly as if telling a story: "That man Shen Yiming, four or five years ago, I thought that I would not be far away from him, at least not for a lifetime. Maybe it was a seven-year itch at that time. Once he On a business trip, we quarreled before leaving. I can’t remember why or whose fault it was. The second day after he left, I had a severe stomachache in the middle of the night. I was cold and sweaty all over. My son, terrified, called Shen Yiming, I don't know whether it was an ambulance or a taxi that took me to the hospital. When I woke up, I saw Shen Yiming sleeping on my stomach, with a crying face on his face. It seemed like it had passed. As soon as I moved, he also woke up, and when he opened his eyes, he saw me... I have never seen him like this before, his eyes were red, he rushed to kiss my face, cried again, apologized to me, begged me to be okay At that time, I suddenly felt that my life with him would not be enough, nor would it be enough..."

Such a showdown couldn't be more obvious.

What Yu Ruining is most afraid of is this day. The stable and peaceful state he and He Jin established is broken by something, and he returns to a few years ago in an instant. No, maybe it's not as good as before. Such a crack can never be repaired .

It happened before, and it was Shen Yiming. Although He Jin didn't say it clearly this time, he knew it was Tang Lixing.

He should have known there would be such a day, there would always be such a day.It's just that he didn't expect that this day would be so fast.

He didn't want He Jin to make things difficult for him, the worst would be to enter the most pathetic state - he would never say a word about this love engraved into his bones and blood again in his life.After all, he can still be in a place not far from him in his life.

He finally raised his head and stared at He Jin closely: "I will listen to you and learn to grow up, but I may need to learn, and it will be a little slow, don't blame me, and don't dislike me, okay?"

He Jin touched his wine glass: "What nonsense, I have taught you for so many years, have I ever despised you?"

Yu Ruining also smiled.

When the two left the bar, they were so drunk that they couldn't recognize their faces. He Jin looked very happy, as if something big had happened in his heart.

When Shen Yiming received He Jin, he threw Yu Ruining down unceremoniously. If Tang Lixing hadn't been waiting outside the bar, Shen Yiming would never have pitied Yu Ruining on the street.

Tang Lixing thought for a while, but he didn't bring him back to the Tang residence. He Jin had already helped him in this way. He couldn't let this matter go back to the previous state. He took Yu Ruining back. The thing is that everyone is plotting against him.

He found a nearby hotel to send Yu Ruining there.Yu Ruining didn't know whether it was sad or missing him, but when he left, he pulled his clothes and called "Teacher He" vaguely, Tang Lixing tidied up and left.

Yu Ruining, we have a long way to go in Japan.

When Yu Ruining woke up the next day, he couldn't remember what happened after he was drunk anyway. He vaguely felt that Shen Yiming came later, and only thought that perhaps Shen Yiming threw him in the hotel. This seemed to be Shen Yiming's work style.It was for Teacher He's sake that he didn't throw him on the street.

He picked up the phone, but there were more than a dozen missed calls from An Jingshu. He didn't remember what schedule he had today, so he called back and asked for clean clothes and breakfast.An Jingshu came very quickly, because there were indeed arrangements for the afternoon.

An Jingshu saw that he was dawdling in his food, so he urged him: "Hurry up, ancestor, we have an interview after two o'clock in the afternoon, and we still have to try on costumes, set makeup and read the manuscript. Look at the time, there are less than three hours left. "

Yu Ruining nodded: "Yeah, I know, I know, I drank some fragments last night...it won't happen in the future."

An Jingshu believed in Yu Ruining's promise, he has always been very self-controlled.

On the way, Yu Ruining suddenly asked: "Do you know gays that are more private, higher-end, with better quality, except for Xiangyingxiu." Xiangyingxiu is where He Jin met him yesterday.

An Jingshu looked at him vigilantly: "What are you doing? Although I don't have a say in your sexual orientation, I still have a little control over who you are dating. You'd better not have any important things behind my back, especially Private life, paparazzi, don't take it seriously."

Yu Ruining: "That's why I asked you."

An Jingshu took a deep breath, and said after a while, "Give me a week. I will collect information and visit the site before replying to you. During this period, don't mess with me."

Yu Ruining smiled: "Have I ever messed around?"

An Jingshu had a bad premonition, he felt that Yu Ruining might have to lift some kind of seal since this hangover.I couldn't help feeling a chill down my spine.

He Jin didn't come out of the quilt until after ten o'clock. He had a headache and a low fever. Shen Yiming brought half a bowl of porridge to the bedside and fed him half a bowl. He was drunk last night, and Shen Yiming also tossed a little too much.In the end, I still couldn't resist.

Shen Yiming gave him clothes to wear: "I have already made an appointment with Dr. Qiao."

He Jin hugged the quilt and was unwilling to get up: "I'll just sleep on it. You bring me a painkiller and take one."

Shen Yiming is used to seeing him like this, and always wants to coax him like this. He has been in a foreign country for the past few months, and he even misses the feeling of coaxing He Jin. He touched his forehead: "Be obedient, there is no antipyretic at home, you If you still want to use the antipyretic patch and get laughed at by the students, I don't mind giving it to you."

Shen Yiming used to post a picture of He Jin with antipyretic stickers at home on He Jin's Weibo, and it was spread by some students who followed him in school. Kind of town building map.

He Jin's eyes were filled with resentment, "Shen Yiming, why are you becoming more and more inconsiderate?"

When Shen Yiming was dressing him, he said in his ear: "That's not what you said last night. You said that I haven't been as considerate as I was last night for a long time. I thought about it all night. What is it that is different from before? , I didn’t even think about it, how did you show consideration last night? Huh?”

He Jin stretched out his hand to pinch his neck: "Go to hell."

Shen Yiming refused to let him go, hugged his waist and put him on his lap, and said very solemnly: "Last night you were drunk and refused to cooperate. I was afraid of hurting you, but the foreplay took a long time. Don't you like it very much?"

He Jin gnawed on his shoulder unceremoniously, and said vaguely: "You are so shameless that you took advantage of me while I was drunk."

Shen Yiming just laughed and stopped teasing him.His love for He Jin is like wine that lasts forever, and the most direct expression is that he becomes more and more obsessed with He Jin's body.

In addition to the headache caused by fever and hangover, He Jin's physical examination report still showed that his stomach was not very good.

Shen Yiming put him in the hospital for a week, and He Jin wept bitterly: "I always feel like I'm going to die living here, why not go home and recuperate?"

Shen Yiming dismissed it immediately: "Why didn't I know that I was hospitalized?"

He Jin kept silent. He still felt wronged for not caring about his body, how many times Shen Yiming lost his temper.