i don't want to have children

When Chenchen was ten months old, various strange little hobbies began to appear.

For example, as soon as I lie in the cradle, I will keep staring at the ceiling, the blue wallpaper of the stars and the moon, and stare intently.It takes half an hour to see.No crying, no fuss, no response to anyone teasing.

This situation lasted for more than half a month, making Chu Lingdong very worried.At one time, Chenchen suspected that she had a defect in her intelligence or brain.

A client's child was quiet and obedient, and he didn't realize that he had autism tendency until he was three years old, which caused Chu Lingdong a psychological shadow for a while.

But fortunately, there were two doctors at home, who dispelled his unfounded worries in time.

But what is Chenchen looking at motionlessly?

Yu He once lay on his back on the floor from Chenchen's perspective, staring at the ceiling.

Except for the stars and the moon on the blue wallpaper, I still can't see why.

Staring at it for ten seconds, thinking of the cradle shaking in Wang Lirong's hands, I suddenly realized that in Chenchen's vision, the stars and the moon were shaking constantly.

As the cradle goes up and down, the moon rises and the moon sets.

Yu He understood that this entire ceiling is Chenchen's universe.

And now, one of Chenchen's eccentricities is that she likes to watch the constant flow of traffic.

Those cars, commercial vehicles, buses, construction vehicles, and sweeping vehicles that are running back and forth on the road always make his eyes look good for more than an hour.

After observing for a period of time, Yu He found that Chenchen is not only interested in cars now, but all the moving and colorful things can attract his attention and make him stare intently for a long time.

This is Chenchen's reaction to the beginning of cognition of the surrounding world.

Because of this, Wang Lirong stood on the curb every day with Chenchen in her arms, for an hour at a time.If it was windy and rainy that day, and she couldn't go out, Chenchen would be restless.If he didn't go out again, he started crying loudly in a demonstrative manner.

Chenchen has maintained this interest for a long time, and one day Wang Lirong can't take it anymore, Du Fei will take over her job.

Holding Chenchen in her arms, she stood on the curb to watch the traffic flow.

Just like now, Du Fei is holding Chen Chen, standing on the side of the road, watching the cars come and go.

And not far away, Chenchen's mother, Yu He, is having an appointment with Zhang Wenqi, a former colleague of Jishi Hospital, the director of the Gastroenterology Department, to drink tea in a teahouse.

Zhang Wenqi is one of the earliest masters of medicine in China and one of the leaders in the field of digestive diseases in this province.In more than 40 years in Jishi Hospital, he not only has rich clinical experience, but also has profound research and theoretical achievements on digestive diseases.

Although the two got along well when they were in the hospital before, Yu He asked him out now, but it was not for reminiscing about the old days.

Zhang Wenqi will retire in three months.

The newly built Jieyutang outpatient building is basically completed, and the later decoration design, fire protection environment, and medical equipment are all being followed up one after another.

After all the formalities are completed, we will be able to open for consultation in half a year.

Zhang Wenqi, as an excellent doctor in a tertiary hospital, was among the first batch of talents who wanted to be recruited by Yu He.

For the conception of hospital medical resources, the most ideal model is a combination of old, middle-aged and young people.

Young medical students with high education can only be recruited, but old and middle-aged doctors with rich experience need to be found by Yu He.

Some rely on their own medical contacts, and some of them entrust headhunting companies for those they fancy.

The strength of medical resources is the most important part of the success of a hospital.

The two belonged to the same hospital and had daily contact. After Yu He's accident, Zhang Wenqi felt quite shocked and regretful.After Yu He woke up, everyone thought that he would return to Ji Shi Hospital, but to everyone's surprise, he resigned.

In the past two years, there have been too many rumors surrounding this young doctor, true and false, dazzling.

The latest news is that Ren You has inherited the family business, and is opening the province's first general hospital that emphasizes both Chinese and Western medicine.

The two chatted very happily, chatting about topics of interest, Yu He directly cut to the point.

After Yu He introduced the basic situation of setting up the hospital and the future prospect to Zhang Wenqi, he expressed his appreciation for Zhang Wenqi and hoped that he could come to Xie Yutang to take office after retirement.All benefits remain unchanged according to Jishi's standards, and will increase according to the operation of the hospital.

Zhang Wenqi is not a person who sees outsiders, but also a person who can't sit still. With Yu He's proposal, they hit it off immediately, and the conversation was very happy.

When Yu He came out of the teahouse, he still saw Du Fei holding Chen Chen, standing on the curb like a telegraph pole.

A ten-month-old baby can already recognize people's faces and tell who is closest to them.Ever since Chenchen knew how to call people, she only clings to Yuhe.

Chu Lingdong leaves morning and returns late, while Yu He has relatively free time and a soft heart.

Chenchen knows that when she cries, Yu He will stop, hold him gently in her arms, and whisper his name.

And he just stared at Yu He's eyebrows, eyes, nose, and mouth for another ten minutes.

Because, one of Chenchen's strange problems is that when Yu He is present, she cries the most.

For this, Yu He was helpless.

As for the pedagogy that Chu Lingdong heard, when a baby cries, one must not soften his heart.Because when he knows that crying can achieve his goal, he gets out of hand and uses crying as a means to solve all problems.

But who can understand the truth, as soon as Chenchen cried, these pedagogies disappeared.

Chenchen is now in an invincible position in the battle of wits and courage with Yu He and Chu Lingdong.

Just like today, when Yu He picked up his coat, Chenchen burst into tears.

Every morning, noon, Chenchen is very alert.At this time, Wang Lirong would think of ways to tease him, distract him, and draw him away from Yu He.

But today, someone accidentally let him see Yu He about to go out, so he opened his mouth and cried.

Now crying is his way of communication and the best way for him to get convenience.

Chenchen cried loudly.

Normally, in this situation, Yu He could only coax Chen Chen for a while, and then go out, but today the teahouse he made an appointment with is not far away, and Yu Qianli also said that he wanted to see his great-grandson these two days, so Yu He just hugged Chen Chen come out together.

After Yu He walked over, Chen Chen recovered from her focused gaze, stretched out her hands to Yu He, and called "mama".

Yu He reached out to take him from Du Fei's hand, rubbed his face again, and said to Du Fei, "Go to Grandpa."

Du Fei got into the car.Now, he is sometimes a bodyguard, sometimes a driver, and sometimes a nanny.

As long as Yu He needs it, he is competent for any role.

From the rearview mirror, I saw Yu He hugging Chen Chen, lowering his head and talking softly.

Chenchen just stared at Yu He fixedly, not understanding what he was talking about, but the soft-spoken look and the comfortable feeling of being hugged by this person made Chenchen giggle.

Smiling and laughing, the milk powder that he ate too much came out, but he still didn't realize it. He bent Mommy at this eyebrow and smiled hehehe.

"Little idiot." Yu He wiped it with a wet paper towel and spit out a few words gently.

The little idiot still thought that Yu He's voice sounded nice, and kept smiling at him.

To get to know Yu Tang.He was transferred to Du Fei again, and Du Fei sat under the eaves holding him, and he could see Yu He coming in and out.

There were also people coming and going in the outpatient room, and Chenchen looked at the people coming and going, identifying Yu He's figure one by one.

Although he came here to talk to Yu Qianli, but when he arrived at the outpatient clinic and saw so many patients, Yu He still couldn't avoid helping him.

On the way, Yu Qianli came out, hugged his great-grandson and teased him a bit.

It's just that the great-grandson turned his head away stubbornly, staring at the door of the clinic with good eyes.

After finishing her work, Yu He came out of the outpatient room, took Chen Chen from Du Fei's hands, turned and went into her room.

Although the three-bedroom room had a living room, Du Fei still felt that it was too private, so he just stood outside the door.

Yu He carried Chenchen in, put him on the baby chair, and went to change clothes by himself.

In the evening, Chu Lingdong had a social gathering, and Yu Qianli wanted to see his grandson, so Yu He stayed here for dinner.

While changing clothes, Chenchen's eyes were still staring inside.

The back room used to be Yu He's ward and recovery room, but now it's changed to Chu Lingdong's study.A table was set up, a computer was placed, and a sofa was thrown away.

Chenchen stared inside without blinking, looking fascinated and stubborn, Yu He became curious.

"Chenchen, what are you looking at?" Yu He asked.

But Chenchen just stared at the round black eyes, looking inside.

Yu He felt strange, so he walked into the study, and as soon as he entered the room, a big hand covered his mouth from behind.At the same time, the door was locked.

Chenchen outside the door burst into tears.

Then Du Fei came in, knocked on the door, and called, "Mr. Yu, what's the matter?"

Yu He just said inside: "I'm fine, just change clothes. You take Chenchen out first."

Inside the room, a person held a long and sharp knife on Yu He's neck.

The man was thin and unshaven, but his eyes were bright and his expression was calm. He was Ah Feng who was wanted.

"Take down the knife, I won't let anyone in." Yu He said.

Ah Feng put the knife away.Since he shot and killed Zheng Yu on the street, he has been on the run for more than half a year and has not been brought to justice so far.Yu He thought that he had fled far away, but he didn't expect that this person still had the guts to come back here.

It's just that I don't know what he came here to find himself.

Moreover, in Ah Feng's eyes, he is just a stranger now.

"What do you want me to do?" Yu He asked.

Ah Feng stared at Yu He aggressively, "You are with Chu Lingdong now. Where is the former Doctor Xu?"

"He has gone abroad." Yu He said.

"Going abroad?" Ah Feng was a little surprised and lost.

After a while, Ah Feng said, "They were so affectionate before, how did you snatch Chu Lingdong here?"

Yu He didn't answer, just said, "What do you want from him? It's the same for me."

Ah Feng raised his eyelids, and looked at Yu He again.

"It can't be the same." Ah Feng turned his head to look at the window.The window was wide open, and he jumped in through it.

Now, he looked like he was going to jump out of the window.

Ah Feng was about to leave, and suddenly he was unwilling to give up, "What is the number of my father's graveyard?"

"No. 326." Yu He said.

Ah Feng looked at Yu He for a while.

"I've been on the run for more than half a year. I'm too tired and don't want to run away anymore. After I leave here, I plan to surrender." A Feng paused, "The day before yesterday was my father's memorial day, and I saw a fruit basket in front of the tomb. Think about it Only you can go to see the old man. If I surrender myself, I won’t be able to come back. If it’s convenient, I’ll trouble you to visit the old man’s grave every year.”

"Okay." Yu He said.

Ah Feng looked back at Yu He again, walked towards the window a few steps, and jumped out.

Yu He opened the door and went out, Du Fei was hugging Chen Chen with an anxious expression on his face.Chenchen was crying out of breath, and when she saw Yu He, she opened her hands and cried "mamimami".

Yu He took Chenchen over with distress, and stuck it on his heart.

"It's okay, it's okay." Yu He coaxed softly.

After a while, Chenchen's crying gradually became quieter, but she was still choked up, extremely aggrieved, and extremely sad.

Yu He kept hugging him, patting him on the back, coaxing him softly.

After half an hour, Chenchen finally stopped crying, but fell asleep.

There was a lot of snot and tears on the sleeping face.

One of Chenchen's strange problems is that she will cry for Yu He most of the time, and only Yu He can coax him.

In the evening, Yu He had dinner at Jie Yutang before going back.Chenchen can now eat a lot of complementary food besides milk powder.

Sister Tao chopped the shrimps into pureed meat, stirred them into the eggs, and made egg custard. Chenchen gorged herself as if she hadn't eaten for three days.

So much so that she carried him back to Yu Lanyuan, still hiccupping.

After Chu Lingdong came back, he asked Yu He in surprise, "What did you feed him, to support him like this."

And Chenchen didn't notice the worry of the two of them at all, just smiled heartlessly, then hiccupped, and took a mouthful of the egg custard she ate at night.

Yu He looked at Chu Lingdong: Now you know what Chenchen ate.

In order to feed Chenchen, Wang Lirong carried the little guy upstairs, threw it on the floor covered with cartoon carpets, drove the electric train, and let the little guy chase and crawl around.

Because Chu Lingdong was so busy these days that he didn't come back until very late, it was rare for him to come back early today, Yu He spent a long time with him in the bedroom before going to see him in Chenchen's room.

Chenchen is chasing the electric train, climbing and stopping, working very hard.Every time the train reached a station, it let out a long whistle, and Chenchen giggled.

Yu He found it interesting.She just looked at the door, but after crawling for a while, Chenchen suddenly stopped, with her little head raised halfway, staring out of the window motionlessly.

Yu He was curious again, so he squatted down and looked outside from Chenchen's perspective. In the night sky at a 45-degree angle, the stars twinkle all day long.

Chenchen's small universe has unknowingly transferred from the ceiling to the outside world.

After watching for a while, I stood up, knocked my head against a hard object, and felt dizzy and painful.

A pair of arms hugged him tightly from behind.

"What are you looking at?" Chu Lingdong asked him softly.

It was his chin that Yu He kowtowed just now.

"Little Universe." Yu He said.

Chu Lingdong smiled silently, and immediately picked him up, "Let's go back to the house and watch."

"At home, why don't you just hug me?" Yu He begged in a low voice.

Now there are many people in the house, Li Ma, Wang Lirong, and Du Fei are basically permanent residents.Chu Lingdong doesn't know how to avoid people, but Yu He has scruples.

"Hmm... You mean to hug you outside if you want?" Chu Lingdong replied like a hooligan.