i don't want to have children

Chu Lingdong's sobbing was suppressed extremely low, but the tears couldn't stop flowing.In the past few months, the place in my heart has always been like something pressing down, and now I can't help it, and it rushes in like a levee.

For an unknown amount of time, Chu Lingdong was a little dizzy.The loss of control like venting made him feel dizzy like weightlessness.

In a trance, his hair seemed to have received an extremely slight touch, and before he could discern it carefully, the touch slipped down again and disappeared without a trace.

Chu Lingdong stopped crying, but still buried his head, not daring to move.

He suspects that he is in a trance now.

I was looking forward to it in my heart, but I was afraid that my expectation would fail, and I began to feel that it was just my own illusion.

During this time, he has been going through this vicious cycle of hope and despair.

Chu Lingdong waited quietly, not even breathing.It took a long time before I dared to spit out slowly.

Just when he waited until he was in despair, that extremely weak movement landed on his hair again, Chu Lingdong raised his hand, accurately grasping that soft touch.

The thin wrist is as thin as a bird's claw.

Chu Lingdong carefully protected that hand and straightened his body.

Yu He's eyelashes fluttered slightly.

Even though his eyes were still closed, his expression was filled with full emotions.

It was the soul he was familiar with.

Chu Lingdong called out: "Hehe."

Chu Lingdong found himself shaking violently.Chu Lingdong closed Yu He's hand in his own palm, also trembling non-stop.

Yu He didn't open his eyes, but his fingers moved slightly in his palm.

"Hehe, are you awake?" Chu Lingdong asked.

Yu He opened his eyes.Slightly drooping, she looked at Chu Lingdong through a row of thick eyelashes.

He didn't seem to have slept for such a long time, and he just stared at Chu Lingdong like this.

Indifferent, soft, with unspeakable love and tenderness.

Chu Lingdong's eyes met his.

That's it.

No matter what kind of skin this person is wearing or what posture he appears in, he can always confirm him at the first sight.

After a while, Chu Lingdong said softly, "I'll call grandpa." He let go of Yu He's hand.

Yu He just woke up, what is the condition of his body, what kind of examination should be done next, whether he can eat, whether he can get out of bed, all have to be judged by Yu Qianli.

"I'll be back in a while." Chu Lingdong said.

Yu He still didn't speak, and looked at him with lowered eyes.

Chu Lingdong kissed Yu He on the lips, and hurried out.

When Chu Lingdong went to pat on Yu Qianli's door, his legs were still trembling and weak.

Now, he just came back to his senses.

Yu He woke up.This person is back.Returned to him with his original appearance.

Although Chu Lingdong was shaking violently, his eyes were already glowing, and his heart was in full bloom.

When Yu Qianli panicked and put on his clothes and came out, Chu Lingdong hurriedly said, "Hehe is awake."

As soon as he finished speaking, Yu Qianli's body softened, and Chu Lingdong quickly grabbed him: "Don't worry."

But he is almost in the same state as Yu Qianli.

He told Yu Qianli not to be in a hurry, but he wanted to go back to see Yu He in a hurry.

"I'm going to get the stethoscope." Yu Qianli said, "You go first."

Chu Lingdong nodded, and hurriedly turned back.

When Chu Lingdong ran back to the house, Yu He's eyes closed again.

Chu Lingdong walked over in a hurry, and held Yu He's hand again. "Hehe?"

Yu He didn't respond.Chu Lingdong was in a hurry.I began to wonder if I had hallucinations just now because of the accumulation of longing.

"Hehe." Chu Lingdong called out again.

Yu He responded with a barely audible voice: "En."

Chu Lingdong was relieved, but sweat was already on his forehead.

Yu He just woke up and didn't have much strength.

Chu Lingdong was afraid that he would be tired, so he stopped calling him, and did not dare to make any moves.

But the mood was too agitated to dispatch.Then he lowered his body and gently embraced Yu He in his arms.

She was also afraid that he was too weak to bear her own weight, so she dared to stand next to him vainly.

It wasn't until he heard the sound of the door being pushed that Chu Lingdong straightened up.Yu Qianli walked in with a stethoscope on.

He didn't see him in Yu He's ward, but turned around and ran here.

"Hehe, can you hear me?" Yu Qianli asked.

Yu He nodded slightly.

Chu Lingdong gently sat up Yu He, and Yu Qianli took Yu He's blood pressure and listened to his heartbeat.

Although there is a monitor in Yu He's ward, which can monitor heart rate, body temperature, blood pressure and other values ​​very intuitively, but at critical moments, Yu Qianli still believes in his own measurements.

Yu He's blood pressure was still very low, and his heartbeat was also slow. Yu Qianli went to feel Yu He's pulse again, but he was still weak and weak.

These conditions have not changed much from when he was asleep, but now he is awake.

After two days, as the physical strength recovers, these conditions will improve.

Yu Qianli put down Yu He's wrist, tears in his eyes.

Chu Lingdong hurriedly interrupted: "How is it?"

Yu Qianli wiped away his tears before he could say: "The condition is very good, there is nothing serious about it. It is just that he has been lying down for more than half a year, not to mention his weak bones, and his muscles have also atrophied to a certain extent. He will need a period of recovery before he can walk on the ground. "

Because Yu He didn't have any injuries to his head or body, and his coma was not caused by organ damage, so when he woke up, there was no problem with his cognitive ability or language ability.

Unlike other patients whose brains have been damaged due to etiological injuries and are in a coma, even if they wake up, their language and mobility abilities cannot be fully recovered even after rehabilitation training.

But now, although Yu He is lazy and seldom speaks, his consciousness is clear and there is no problem with his expression.

Yu Qianli had the feeling that he could see the moon when the clouds opened.

It's just that Yu He's body is extremely weak now, and he doesn't even have the strength to open his eyes.

When Yu Qianli measured him, he only looked at Yu Qianli twice.It seemed to make Grandpa confirm that he was fine and reassure him before closing his eyes again.

"Did you hear what Grandpa said? In a few days, you will be able to run around alive and well." Chu Lingdong said softly to Yu He.

Yu He smiled silently.

Looking at the tiny smile on Yu He's mouth, Chu Lingdong was a little lost in thought.

"I'll make Sister Tao warm up the soup." Yu Qianli said, stood up and walked out.

Chu Lingdong just held Yu He's hand and spoke to him softly.

Knowing that Yu He didn't have the strength to say anything to him now, he just told him.

After a while, Yu Qianli brought in the beef soup made by Sister Tao, and Chu Lingdong took it.

Before Yu He woke up, in order to ensure nutrition, in addition to nutritional injections, there would be all kinds of porridge cooked by sister Tao every day.The next day there will be protein-rich beef soup or fish soup.

Although Yu He didn't have any consciousness, he could still swallow.You can also drink some soup made by Sister Tao.But not many times.

Therefore, in daily life, every three hours every day, Sister Tao would feed him with various soups in rotation.Therefore, Yuhe can nourish the body.

Chu Lingdong also fed Yu He a lot of times.

Now, he is also very smooth, just propped Yu He up with a pillow, scooped up a spoon, and brought it to Yu He's lips.

"Open your mouth." Chu Lingdong said softly.

Yu He opened his mouth obediently, and Chu Lingdong fed him a spoonful.

Now, this person is in a state of sobriety, the soup will no longer flow from the corner of his mouth, and there is no need for him to lick him clean.

Chu Lingdong fed a bowl of broth for about ten minutes before Yu He finished it.

In the past, after Chu Lingdong fed the soup, he would use a cotton swab dipped in salt water to clean Yu He's mouth.

Now, Chu Lingdong still brought over the salt water, and gently embraced Yu He with one hand.

"Wash your mouth, don't drink it." Chu Lingdong said softly.

Yu He tugged the corner of his mouth again.At the same time, he opened his eyes and glanced at Chu Lingdong.

Chu Lingdong was also looking at him, and after the two eyes met for a while, Yu He closed his eyes again.

Yu Qianli has been watching while wiping tears.Twenty minutes later, I couldn't even wipe away my tears.

He didn't know how he got here for more than half a year.Ups and downs, the heart is always hanging.

At the beginning when I didn't know that Xu An was Yu He, my heart was hanging in my throat, but after I knew it, I was worried that Yu He wouldn't go back, and I still couldn't let go of that situation.

Until more than two months ago, Chu Lingdong told him everything that happened.His grandson and grandson, from losing and recovering, to gaining and losing again, he experienced the feeling of heartbreak.

Now, he looked at Yu He in the room and couldn't bear to leave.

After Chu Lingdong finished packing everything, he felt that it was time to leave.

The old man stood up and said to Yuhe, "Hehe, you rest first. I will prepare an armchair for you tomorrow, and you can walk around when you get down. Don't worry now."

He told Yu He.

Yu He opened his eyes, looked at Yu Qianli, and responded softly.

Chu Lingdong hugged him lightly. He didn't know if it was a psychological effect or he just ate something. He felt that Yu He's energy seemed to be a little better than before.Unconsciously, the joy in my heart increased a bit.

Shown in his expression, the corners of his mouth raised a little unconsciously.

Yu Qianli instructed Chu Lingdong again: If He He wakes up in the middle of the night and feels hungry, ask Sister Tao to give him another hot bowl of soup.But because Hehe's stomach is still too weak, don't let him do it, he can only eat one bowl.

Chu Lingdong nodded to mark it down.

In fact, Yu Qianli was doing too much, the personal care of Yu He for the past two months made Chu Lingdong very clear about this, but he knew that Yu Qianli was reluctant, so he wanted to nag a few words.

He himself is the same, knowing that Yu He is very weak and needs to rest at this time, but he is still reluctant to let him go.

After Yu Qianli finished his explanation, he looked around at Yu He again before leaving.

As soon as he went out, the old man felt completely relaxed, and even his steps became lighter.

When it comes to treating Yu He, he has no idea.

Chu Lingdong supported it with a wave of love and faith, he believed in himself, and he also believed in Yu He.

And he is a doctor and knows the limits of medicine.I think a lot in my heart, and I think complicatedly.

Now that Sun Sun has woken up and returned to his side, Yu Qianli really has nothing to worry about now.

Chu Lingdong hugged Yu He, seeing him shaking his eyelashes and closing his eyes again, he asked softly: "Sleepy again."

Yu He nodded.

Chu Lingdong picked up Yu He, put it away again, pulled up the air-conditioning blanket, took off his clothes, and lay down beside him.

But Chu Lingdong couldn't sleep.With Yu He in his arms, his mind is extremely clear.

Yu He's waking up made his heartbeat still not calm down.

Now, this person, whether it is soul or body, is a unified body.

This was the first time that Chu Lingdong embraced the complete Yu He like this.

Chu Lingdong was agitated and emotional, as well as a sense of unreality caused by sudden ecstasy.

Unable to fall asleep and unable to calm down, he gently stroked Yu He's eyelashes and cheeks with his lips.

Yu He would also respond slightly, shaking his eyelashes and tugging at the corners of his mouth.

When Chu Lingdong stroked his lips, he opened his lips slightly to welcome his kiss.

But gradually, he was tired and fell asleep again.

Even though he knew Yu He's situation, his body was extremely weak, and he just couldn't bear it and fell to sleep, but Chu Lingdong was still terrified.

He knew that he should not disturb Yu He's rest, but after holding back for a while, he still couldn't help calling Yu He softly: "He He."

After calling twice, I heard Yu He's weak response: "I'm fine."

Chu Lingdong's tears rolled down again.